Sherry came home he was late Rinsiha was worried about sherry and they both go to there bed , yeah individually
Its night 02:47 AM
Rinisha
I don’t want a fair looking guy I want a guy who is wheatish , I don’t want a rich guy I want a guy who is same as middle class as am I , I want to love in a big city but that too with the boys parents and I want a guy who loves me a lot overall I have taken my decision now I want to marry you and there will be no further confusion
AT 02:49
Sherry So come at my place dear and sherry replied to that SMS
Rinisha : huh Go to sleep
Sherry Hey where are you from many days why your phone was switched off .
Rinisha What do you want ?
Sherry Why there is no call from your home I was expecting a one
Rinisha Mumma wouldnt call , she will make it after sometime
Sherry Is there any hope for something positive ? What makes you happy ?
Rinisha I don’t know anything if my mother is happy my happiness doesn’t matter and I don’t want to talk to you don’t make my brains fed up , get off
Rinisha : Where are you , always I can found you on FB
Sherry : have to work on something some designs therefore got late ok I will message you after reaching home
Rinisha People haven’t reached at home till yet
Sherry Just reached heavy rains .
Rinisha hope you didnt melt down
Sherry Will reach your bathroom at the first instance if I melt
Rinisha Why don’t you shut up .
Sherry ok , so did you done the phone recharge with that number I sent to you
Rinisha Hmmm, you fool you bought airtel on reliance place now you will say that I was not able to see I am feeling sleepy now good night ,
Sherry good night
Rinisha I am sorry sometimes I cross the limits when I speak .
Sherry I didn’t thought that it also happen I love you
Rinisha How many times I have to tell you don’t message me like this on FB
Sherry Take a chill pill I will take care from now .
Rinisha you can say thanks to people who wished you on your birthday
The talks and chats just going on through one day Rinsha said sherry that she don’t want to marry him why so because Why ? Rinisha should Marry sherry what Rinisha will get just love there are still better boy with better jobs who are richer and who looks better than sherry why sherry loved Rinisha because he has no one to lobe there for sherry started loving her . Why should sherry face all that as he has stick to his commitments to love and did everything for Rinisha , Rinisha replied even a beggar can love her she had already faced a lot of challenges in her life whenever she wants to buy a number of dress she had to compromise because they need t support his brother studies , both of the sisters have done a lot for their brother and they still facing the same and to love noone need skills , and because no girl will like marry to boy like sherry and thus she is just doing a favour to him and sherry should Owe what Rishina’s have gave her giving her valuable time to her.
Rinisha brother and sister have told her that she can get a good boy than sherry and if she still marry with sherry people will make comment on her that she is a fool and thus she would be jealouse of other girls in the family which may result in her divorce now there comes the whole family in the eyes of sherry what Rinisha didn’t want to do is that she cant say she love him and tere raise a quesyion in sherry mind “why do People Say I love You When they Don’t Mean to Do So “
This makes our Mr. Cool sosmewhat changed and how thus he change have a look
Sherry
When I was asking that what life meant for you what you really want you always said that you don’t have any attraction for wealth and at the end you sold yourself for the same , I will always pray from god that this girl should not get happiness anyhow , bye and I will be the happiest person on that day when both of your brother and mother will spit on you when they came to know that they have a girl which can sell her love for money , This is what your have learned from your childhood , and sherry lost his senses and keep on messaging to Rinisha , She on the other side had already broken his mobile phone sim card so all the angerness of sherry is just blowing in the aiar away and reaching the universe.
Rinisha
Good evening sir I am sorry , I admit that what all happened it was my mistake but the words you used make me hate myself and then I realize the people who want to say that will say . We have just talked so there is no issue of insult of your parents anyhow and this is a fake account I have already deleted the older one and just replied to you cane we be friends but this time our friendship will be somewhat else We will never talk directly and weI will not ask for any help from you , therefore was a time you made your life hell for a girl she is married now and that will again happen afater somedays I will also get married to some one even If you commit suicide I will feel guilty for one or two days and then after everthing will be normal the people who suffer most will be your parents .you should also learn to live for your parents ,I try to control my mind but still I want to be friends with you please do not reply to this mesaage or it will make me more irritated and angry and it may result in destruction of the feeling for a friend too Bye .
Rinisha So liked Kunikas Picture you both will look awesome together
Sherry what to be look good in picture , but reality is with you and me.
Rinisha May be me
Sherry I know its you
Rinisha No its not like so , It may be me.
Sherry It will be you only don’t worry about that
Rinisha and if we dont be together then what what will you do then ?
Sherry then we Will become friends to each other what can we do apart from that ?
Rinisha Its not so easy to be friends with the one who you loved ?
Sherry but we are alreday friends even if we mary we wiil be best of friends then
Rinisha I want to ask you something hope you will say the truth will you ????
Sherry Yes you can ask anything
Rinisha Have you said at your home that my family has denied the relation .
Sherry Yes I told everything as you said they pick it lightly
Rinisha
I was not kidding again you took it in the wrong way I just made me doing misdeed at place of my father so all of your anger will flourish on me and that was I expected from you and that I got .
Sherry Even If you say that he doesn’t want us to unite I will not took it in negative way he is your father he have the right to do so and whatever e does it will be the best for you.
Rinisha Did doctor really told you stay apart from people
Sherry Yes he said to took mental rest When someone hurt’s my feelings it induces the “chemical locha” thoughts cant be reduced by sleep ju
st taking help of sedative nowdays ,
Rinisha What Kind of disease is this ? Which needs Cigrettes and alcohol to treat?
Sherry
You have never been reside alone earlier you have the people so the feelings on the mind you share with them and your brain becomes free, the people who don’t have sibling don’t have anyone them to share the same and thus the load of feelings on the brain goes too much that creates the hypersensitivity in them , smoking or drinking alcohol makes the brain doesn’t think of that repetitive feeling inducer to work and thus it makes the brain rest for a while .
Rinisha
Even I live with so many people but I am not so close to anyone even I haven’t found a single close fried till now , therefore I live alone in my room I keep my feelings with in my mind only .
Sherry
Ask your cousin who studies with me there are some friends who always remain with me because I used to loose my temper in 100th part of a second and that too is without any limits .I have cut my had from a dissection blade 40 times because there was no food of my liking on that day Close friend ???? Am I am not close to you or we are not friends
Rinisha
I am getting afraid of you know
Sherry But I do love more with extereme .
Sherry thought that how much that girl loved hif father she want to face everything but can’t made her father bad in anyones eye , and Sherry compare how was he he just have a zero concern about anyone either the parents are some people whome he live with and who give him permissions more than that he was doing what he wants to do , and thus he realize the girl who can be bad so her lover can’t suffer her memoirs and can get a new girl will love him boundless and that everyone looks in his or her better half .
Rinisha
My sister will be visiting my home and she will try to convince my father , it may be possible that he should say yes so I want to ask one thing will you tell me the truth ?
Sherry Yes you can?
Rinisha what about job then will you relocate to some other city ?
Sherry Will you take your whole that drama of money and othere benefots in concern
Rinisha What happened has already happened
And agaian there is something for sherry to get his love done they both started talking again to each other but this time the talks didn’t have that love factor and the funny approach somehow Mr,cool has already changed hie behaviour concerning about friends Darshana and Rishabh are the only one whome he talks to .
Rinisha asked some sensible question to sherry about his deeds in family. Good questions Rinisha but the wromg person to ask who will care for family who only talks for food and monitary matters but you are the lucky that made a god impression at this home as you are the hot news and the showstopper between those three . Rinisha asked , So when you made your family happy , when you make them ashamed and when you make them proud , now what she felt thus the persons who are the seeds of a plant like sherry will concern about anything the immediate response if we ask this from sherry’s parents they say , Now whats that we haven’t thought till now and when he makes happy at least he said that he love Rinisha otherwise we were thinking to visit a dcctor from him so many girls were his friends and no single complaint of any eve tease behaviour that was the only thing we are concern of as he is not good with the studies too we always thought of Why so ?
Rinisha I want to be a model when I was a baby then may parents say no to that then after I want to be an airhostess ( now everygirl I meet sometime wants to be an airhostess and fly high , does it make a difffrece better to be a nurse and help other people , Sorry Piyusha no personal offence to you and alok I do have cousins to but most of them exists with the same surname ) and then I wat to an fashion desgining course from an other city but my mother denied that why I have taken life sciences as a study stream just beause my friend took that .
And why did Sherry did the life sciences because he was much concerned with society and morals you wouldn’t believe that but somehow he was may his visits to doctors and the basic rule of triganometery that sherry wouldn’t be able to solve that have induces this behavioral societal feeling in him so he can also cover the fact that Maths yes it was too much difficult .
Sherry Even I thought the same don’t worry do anything what you want behave like a teenager and a new life whenever you are with me you can do what you want go for Mrs India contest I will not say no Its your life you have to live it make your dream come true.
Rinisha Not now I don’t want anything to now what I want is just peace , I want to live my life with peace now .
Rinisha Why we have to face so many tensions in life I am not able to tolerate this pressure I can’t tolerate this
Sherry What happened to you know ?
Rinisha
One side I have my father who say that he don’t want an alliance to other Brahmins and other side the crazy one like you that if you don’t marry , I will do that or I will do so and in between both of you I am pressed and don’t put an assumption that he will say yes because we had and hot discussion today my brother indicated to be silent and thus I keep mum .
Sherry but why you put a discussion ahead cant you took the meeting in the light mood and keep requesting ?
Rinisha I had already requested a lot and then after I start ostinating .
Sherry but you shouldn’t behave like this to elders what you told tell me
Rinisha I said it is not something that is a big concern and I want to marry .
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Sherry but you shouldnt behave like that you have to take your voice pitch in the requested tone you know anger will always reflect anger
18:37
Rinisha I said like this only but he replied that I am blackmailing him and if you want to do , do as you desire but dont expect me to be happy with this now you both are apart and I am in the middle lets see who wins at the end I will loose , I f yes then I will not be able to match my eyes to dad if no I can match eyes with you . When you left for temple yesterday Mom came inside my room I was crying and she said to stop crying what is written in fate will happen anyhow even if I do any kind of convencing
Rinisha Listen I will not be able to chat you dad is going with the cell now and it will took time when he returned and then I will be busy
Sherry Ok why don’t you bring a new sim card ?
Rinisha
I told them to bring one but they didn’t ?ok bbye and don’t reply I will not see to it .
1 November 2012
Rinisha Hey Listen when you will be free tomorrow I said my sister to meet you once and I tried to convince my dad too but he still denied ,
Sherry No issues in that why you are taking worry
Rinisha Whome I should make happy you or dad ?
Sherry your dad obiviously
Rinisha and what about you I don’t want to hurt you too ?
Sherry Why you have to worry about me ?
Rinisha I dont have any answer for the same both of your happines are not comparable for me , I had never hurt anyone in my life and I don’t care about my happiness I am happy when other are happy and now I have to choose only one on both the sides I will get defeat , No issues is just you are saying that to keep me happy but you are not meeting anyone from l
ast 7 days because of me I hurt someone and his family ts all because of me why didn’t you scolded me whenever I was saying bad for your mother I don’t have the right to say that but you just ignored what I was saying can I say sorry to her .My brother has given me this Id may be he had read all the messages when I was chatting to you he came and said for others happiness and he then left .
Rinisha
Listen to that Jism2 song abhi abhi it is nice very nice , I like listening songs in night mostly sad songs and ghazals and that your so called sister she is idiot ,stupid , mad but the only thing that she is good is she wants to be like you and I don’t deserve you ,you know one marriage proposal has come the boy is a film actor in south but he is 30 and I am 23 , Hey my brother in Law had called may be he need to speak to my sister lets talk later .
Rinisha I am betraying you
Sherry Why so ?
Rinisha Because I am not able to convince dad .
1Sherry So how come you betrayed me by this
Rinisha Yes I did I felt so.
Sherry and then they are apart from that day. There was a marriage proposal for sherry and he stand up from in between he told everyone about the truth and his mother asked what he really wants for .
Time crossed things crossed sherry remain in the house for many days for 4 months he haven’t talked to a single person except the guy selling cigarettes , the owner of two shops that guy is always concerned about his workers and taking suggestion from sherry .
Clock and the gate open the house has 3 bathrooms 5 rooms one kitchen and only 3 people out of the three one is the representation of beauty and mind post graduated in 3 subjects in 70’s when a girl is not able to complete her schooling with sharp beautiful looks the lady had grown old now her husband already made her son dusky her son and husband both most of the time remain outside and she had already cut off her teaching .
Hello I am rinisha’s mother ,I just came to say sorry and she bow down as royals do , I had already told you that this is not possible but as your request I tried and everyone got angry on me my elders every one .
Sherry’s mother : hey your husband is with you why he left .
Rinisha’s mother : I don’t know , he said that I should make apology to you .
Sherry ‘s mother : apologies for what , you don’t need to apologies .(sometimes daughter is confused sometimes mother is confused ) Sherry has already told us . So there is no need to worry .
Rinisha’s mother : but they moved to much further that I came to know .
Sherry’s mother : Yes I know that too, Sherry told me all the things .(if you came to know that how much they move further you will beat him )
Rinisha’s mother : you know my daughter is very understanding she cant go far then her limits she cant go against her father .
Sherry’s mother : yes I know ,she is good .( If she had alredy insulted us her sister has already made so much good comments she is very understanding hope you can teach her how to be honest , Brahmins dishonest how come )
Rinisha’s mother : ok allow me to move then .
How the hell she can do that , what the hell her sister made said so and what were you doing at that time when she is at your home where were you said Runjhun , sherry’s sister non sibling blood relations are not strong till the time they are not supported by affection and when conditions are added to those they become strongest there are lot many of siblings who aren’t able to tell each other what they have in there mind but there are non siblings attached to each other with more love .
Sherry : Was at home and your aunty told all the things after a year she don’t want that girl to get insulted or to be said to be responsible for anything .
Runjhun: A revenge is a revenge give me the numbers they should know how they behaved and to whom .
Sherry : its not like that may be Rinisha’s sister don’t want her to face the same things as she is facing in her life .
Runjhun : what she faced .
Sherry : so it is possible that everyone is making her joke that she is good looking and she can get a good husband but she is with that guy and to make her parents happy she behave like she is happy , and she don’t want the same thing happening to her sister .
Runjhun : shut up , she doesn’t proposed that guy .
Sherry : but
Runjhun : but what brother there is nothing like that if she can say like that to my brother she will get punished for that she don’t have right to do what they did and what about that girl what she was doing there remain silent , if she had done already a lot time pass she don’t have the right to say anything to my uncle aunty by sending her parents let us make everything know.
Sherry was standing again at the shop and smoking he look around and a little girl came to him that little girl wants some chocolates , a 3-4 year kindergarten angel packed in red and yellow dress looks awesome and with her stuttering sweet baby voice she asked sherry to pick her up so she can bought one for her . Sherry throw his made in Indonesia brand cigarettes that is enough for 4 person to smoke and a single sherry is needed to make it in ashes took her in his hands and get her the one and give her a one from his side but when her father came she in seconds moved to her dad’s lap and there sherry realize that a girl life is full of challenges and relations , a father brought up a girl just to say bye and if that time if a girl restrict it will be in her heart always that she say no to a person who is with her from the day when she wasn’t born a boy life is easy because always they will be there at their home they do not need to change their surnames either .
And the feeling of revenge when is mixed with love is the strongest it change people it change their reality and what they really are sherry is full of hatred now and the things are still going with the feelings not sure Rinisha is getting married to a boy who is still searching girls on matrimonial websites and that is too cheap .Some how Rinisha’s brother in law is able to read the book and realize that her wife is not happy with him its just what she did for sake of her parents and is happy with his new born baby
Words are very easy to speak and things are easy to write but when they hurt they seed a feeling of revenge . A sorry is just a word which will not change anything and what sherry thinks may be real or may be unrealistic and somehow everyone would have been very happy if he could come out of that virtual world .
When rinisha’s sister told her that everyone will laugh at sherry he thought that she is taking a revenge from rinisha because she haven’t got her love and she don’t want rinisha to get the same as from childhood rinisha get all the things which her sister haven’t enjoyed ,
But everyone is free to think if Rinisha would have said truth everything will be remain same and all would be happy
Same happened with Darshana her parents deny for her new boyfriend and Darshana just said ok but with the truth so the whole thing is the answer who was the right one in all of the four :-
Darshana who can talk anything to a boy like sherry will she disclose that she is the girl in this book whenever she is getting married in words of sherry she can ask for divorce in a better way .
Or Rinisha who put her all happiness apart when her parents come in between
Or Rinisha’s sister : who acts happy in front of everyone because she wants her parents don’t feel bad for what they did to her .
Or Sherry a guy who took revenge by writing a book don’t worry about Darshana he had already taken permission from her , a guy whose life ends n three words booze, sports, smoke,
Or Runjhun : When it comes to her brother she is not able to restrict her anger and put it all across
There wasn’t a sorry or a reply from rinisha’s family after they came to know the truth either they know it or rinisha was able to
hide it again is unknown are they her parents are very ashamed that they don’t want to talk or they have just ignored the truth .
Sherry’s life is going as was going but this time girls are not in the list he has moved his concentration to spirituality and other means he keep himself busy in work .
And you all the readers who had already given so much time has tolerate so much of grammatical mistakes and did so much of pre decision behavior can you answer me the only one question :----Why do people say I love you , When they don’t mean to do So ?
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