by R.A Cullison
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I was in jeans, t-shirt and sandals, when Matt arrived and this time I had a jacket and money with me. He didn’t have to get out of the car; he pulled up, I ran towards it and got right in.
First stop was at the movie store, which was really crowded and not much on the shelves. I went down the horror aisle and ran into Jane.
“Nora Hey!” she was overly excited to see me.
“Hey Jane, what’s up?” I picked up a scary movie.
“I’m here with Tony, we are going to his brothers for the night.” she had several adult movies in her hand, I could tell by the black cases.
“Oh, well good luck, I gotta go find Matt.” I scanned the store; he was over in the comedy section. I walked up behind him,
“Find anything?” He jumped, I couldn’t help but laugh.
“Shit woman…… yeah, how does this look?” he held out a police comedy movie.
“Alrighty, lets pay for these… do we need to stop for popcorn?” I sat the movies on the counter. Matt shook his head no.
The clerk picked them up and scanned them,
“One new release and three old releases…..that will be 6 dollars even.” I handed him a ten.
We pulled up in front of Matt apartment building. My heart was soaring in my chest, I had a feeling that something was gonna happen between us tonight, well I hoped. We got out of the car and walked towards the building. Matt had the plastic bag with the movies.
“So this is where you live? How can you afford it?” I was curious; he didn’t seem to work or anything.
“My parents left me a small trust fund, when I was a …..You know, I didn’t need a lot but now being human I need the provisions of a normal person, you know food, clothes, water and shelter.” he unlocked the door and we walked in.
The apartment was clean, to my surprise. It didn’t have much of anything in it just the basics. Couch, bed, lamp, table, chairs and a TV with a DVD player.
“I’m impressed, Matt.” He sat the movies down on the couch.
“Oh yeah why? No naked chicks on the wall?” we chuckled.
“That and its clean, it’s nice. When I went to Corbin’s apartment they lived like animals.” we both started laughing. “So how many women have you brought here?” did I just ask that out loud?
He laughed, “None, I haven’t been with a woman in years, I mean YEARS!” he put the emphasis on years. Ok I got it.
“That’s good.” Yeah I was relieved. I didn’t want to disturb his House O’ Love. I looked over at him and he was popping some popcorn in the microwave. He moved around the kitchen with ease, grabbing two sodas out of the fridge and a few other things I couldn’t tell what they were.
I took off my jacket and laid it on the back of the dining chair. I sat down waiting for him to finish what he was doing; I didn’t want to get in his way. I heard the microwave ding. Several minutes later, he was in front of me handing me a cold soda.
“Thanks, so what movie do you wanna watch first?” I opened the bag and took out the movies.
“I don’t know you choose.” he sat the popcorn on the coffee table.
“The comedy one?” I held it out in front of me.
“Sure, here let me put it in, you get comfortable.” He took the DVD from me. I adjusted myself so I could enjoy the movie.
Half way into the movie I lost interest, I was interested in Matt. I was staring at him for awhile he didn’t know it until he glanced over to me.
“What are you looking at?” he asked. I didn’t answer I just flew at him, kissing him passionately. He gasped in shock. “Whoa! What was that for?”
“Matt?” I said, feeling embarrassed
“What?” he answered it softly; I was still 2 inches from his face.
“I want you to do something.” I couldn’t believe I was gonna ask him to do this.
“Anything. What?” his eyes were drawing me in.
“I can’t really tell you, so can I show you?” I picked up his hand.
“Ok show me.” he raised an eyebrow in curiosity.
I picked up his hand and placed it on my breast. He looked at me in shock. “Are you sure?” his breathing picked up.
“Yes, I want you.” I slide his hand under my shirt. I knew he could feel my heart racing. I removed my hand to my surprise his hand stayed there.
Matt pulled my bra cup down under my breast exposing it and started to lightly rub my breast, which was feeling good under his soft touch. He leaned over and began to kiss my neck lightly, his hot breath on my neck sent shivers through my body. He began to kiss my ears. His breath was intoxicating to me. The way it hit my skin made me putty in his hands.
We began kissing with such passion and eagerness. He lowered me back on the couch. He was on top of me; I couldn’t take my eyes off his. He pulled my shirt off; my breast was still exposed. He reached down and unhooked my bra from the front, my bra flung apart. I could feel his heartbeat pick up the more we touched. He took off his shirt exposing his great body. I ran my hands down his chest onto his stomach to his pants. He looked down to see what I was doing. I unfastened his belt and then his button. He looked at me, his pupils where huge with excitement. I unzipped his pants, I was surprised no underwear.
“Are you sure?” he asked again. I placed my finger over his lip and shushed him.
Then he turned his attention to my pants. He undid my button and zipper, exposing my pink lace underwear. He ran his hand over my stomach. He grabbed my waistband of my pants with both hand and slowly pulled them off, leaving my panties on. I could feel that I was breathing heavier and so was he. I rose up and slide his pants down to his mid-thigh exposing him. He reached down and started to touch me over my panties, sending tingles through me. I began to moan alittle causing him to smile.
He reached in his pocket of his jeans and got his wallet. I knew what he was getting.
“Its ok, Matt.” I took the wallet from his hand, his eyes got big. “I’m on birth control.” I tossed his wallet on the coffee table. He leaned down, supporting himself and began kissing me. I could feel him getting harder. He ran his hand from my chest to his waist, I braced myself.
“Its ok Matt, your not hurting me.” I looked into his eyes.
After an hour of making love, it was over.
Both of us sweaty and breathless. He kissed me and sat up. He leaned back on the couch and I rose up. I had a million different thoughts going through my head, like; I thought of Corbin, who was my first, second, did that just happened? I slept with a second guy.
Matt looked over at me, I knew he wanted to ask me something. “What Matt?” I asked him
“Who was your first? I knew when you were Noah you were still a virgin.” he raised an eyebrow.
“Corbin, was my first, it happed at the hide out before Noah killed him.” the memory was hard to relive.
“Oh, well at least it wasn’t a stranger, I knew how much you two loved each other.” he pulled me closer, we kissed again.
For the rest of the night. I decided to stay the night with him, so I called home and told them I was staying at a friend. They couldn’t do anything to me I was 18 and about to graduate. I wore one of Matt’s shirts and he just wore his shorts. We knew we were gonna do it again later and we did, several times.