The charade continues. I wonder how long it can last—like Chancellor Tanner in his shimmering tower, the whole illusion is about to come tumbling down like a house of cards. Tapping the screen with my knuckle, I lean back into my seat, enjoying the silence. Old Silver Fox keeps blathering on, but I’m not listening.
The day’s been so busy, I haven’t thought about Slick or my old crew back in Seattle. They’re probably dead, and for a second, my chest crushes inward, and I can’t breathe. Which is why I haven’t thought about it. You want to survive in this business, you gotta compartmentalize. Friends have come and gone before, and they’ll come and go many times before I die.
One time, it’ll be my turn.
Still, Slick’s the only mentor I ever had, the guy who taught me everything after Pops passed—damn. I sneak a glance at the screen through slightly blurry vision, tell myself it’s from the liquor, and hope that somewhere in that maelstrom, Slick and my boys made it out.
I’m not too optimistic, though. The door clicks open, and I wipe my eyes.
“You miss me,” Carina says, her hands getting dangerously gropey for someone who believes in chastity, her hot breath heavy with booze, “I did what you wanted. They’re running it down now.”
“I don’t want the engineers hurt,” I say, moving away as she nibbles at my lip, “just find where they live.”
“Fine,” she says, crossing her arms and pouting now, “if that’s how it’s gonna be.”
“It’s not like that,” I say. Goddamn emotion. Focus on the next part of the plan. I still have a damn body to get rid of. My brother’s body—no, I can’t think of it like that. A body. A problem.
I sit up straighter, square my shoulders. Before I can speak, another breaking announcement comes on the screen, and Carina punches the glass window separating us from the front.
“Those bastards,” Carina yells, hitting the divider again. “Those…” I half expect her to start crying when her voice trails off, but when she looks at me, I can tell she’s just seething. If she had a gun, and Tanner was sitting right here, she’d paint the insides of this car with his brains, no hesitation.
Then she’s hitting me, screaming you bastard, over and over again, and I remember, for all she knows, I’m the goddamn big bad wolf—the incarnation of the Devil. In the Lionhearted’s little secret meetings, they probably burn effigies of the Inner Circle before every sermon while lecturing about the seven deadly sins.
I let her hit me, staring blankly into her dark hair. The spaces between the punches grow longer, finally dying out into weak flails. Just to remind me that I’m still an asshole. I’ll cop to that, but not to the reason behind the charges—that I’m an Inner Circle asshole.
“I’m trying to help,” I say, softly, and I do the only thing I can think of to defuse the situation. I take her by her chin, and I kiss her. It only lasts a second, and after that, Carina looks up at me with wide eyes.
“Why’d you do that?”
“You looked sad,” I say, and it might be the first completely truthful thing I’ve said to another human being—without an agenda—since my brother left.
And I hold her.
There’s no crying. She’s not that type of girl. She’s like me. Holds it all inside, lets it corrode her, until she can’t do anything but scream. Which makes her dangerous.
Both of us, dangerous—but to who is the question. It might be only to ourselves.
I sneak a glimpse at the screen, to find out what set Carina off.
Today’s big announcement, after the shitstorm of bad news, is finally here. And it’s huge: the opening of the Otherlands. Scrolling text explains that, starting with the roll-out of HoloBand 6, all citizens of the North American Circle will be subject to a mandatory full level 2 scan. Those with genetic profiles and histories indicating a predisposition to criminal behavior will be shipped to the Otherlands.
Apparently, the Circle has renovated the South after Damien Ford’s little reign of terror twenty-two years ago. Appropriate that they would announce it today, on the anniversary of his execution. Everyone wondered for years what the hell the Circle was going to do with the South.
A little chill pulls at my heart when the scroll ends.
Because it says that the roll-out begins tomorrow.
I pat Carina’s head, really trying to comfort myself. I don’t have a plan for this, so the only thing to do is move forward.
“I need that second favor,” I say, “tonight.”
“Anything,” she says, in what she probably thinks is a seductive voice. It comes off as naïve, but that’s attractive in its own way.
“I need to get rid of a body.”
“Okay.”
Somehow, some way, that doesn’t kill the mood.
We roll through more backstreets of New Manhattan, meet up with another Lionhearted cell. Carina gives me a kiss before she leaves the auto-cab this time, actually working her tongue into my mouth.
I still have to stay, but any latent curiosity regarding the inner workings of a bunch of religious nuts is superseded by an intense focus on my survival—to which these mandatory scans pose a serious threat. Racking my brain for solutions, I decide to do a check of Matt’s contact list.
I brace myself, booting up HoloNet for the first time—I’ve only heard about this feeling. Never experienced it.
Tapping the base of my neck, I feel the information flow through me naturally. No menus or blinking lights come before my eyes to indicate the seamless interfacing of man and machine. It’s a difficult sensation to explain, the sudden feeling of being jacked into a vast network that expands your capabilities beyond the human. Like a drug that allows you to access ridiculous stores of information—the entire catalog of human recorded information, your personal life, your memories, depending on the amount of storage you spring for.
Totally seamless, like you’ve experienced instant evolution. Humanity 2.0.
HoloNet might have been useful earlier, had it occurred to me to use it—the sudden knowledge that floods my brain is startling. Who knew that Chancellor Tanner’s favorite book was 1984? Perhaps he read it as a how-to manual, rather than a terrifying treatise on the dangers of dictatorial fascism.
I didn’t actually know that. I’ve never read the complete book—didn’t have the patience. The mere thought of 1984, however, triggers a cascade of information, in real-time, and suddenly I know all about Winston Smith being broken by the machine, shedding tears and falling love with his oppressors.
Spoilers, I guess.
I thought that the base HoloBand was intrusive, but this—goddamn. Thank goodness the basic functions don’t require HoloNet. Still, there’s little wonder why most people have HoloNet on all the time, full bore, calls routed directly through their synapses, news delivered right to their neurons. Everything subconscious, a fluid subsystem that acts like a natural extension of the brain.
It’s because the illusion of power and knowledge is intoxication. Me—it freaks the hell out of me, because I only got mine yesterday. After tomorrow, though, who knows. Adaptation is the hallmark of the human mind.
My mind races through Matt’s contact list with startling familiarity. I know none of these people, but information about all of them is instantly available at my fingertips—at least the official stuff, from the Circle intranet.
Matt’s memories are completely missing. I chalk it up as a glitch from the transfer process.
I wonder for a moment how exactly to call Chancellor Tanner, and the software senses my desire, routes the call. Ringing sounds in the bottom of my ear, right where Old Silver Fox was telling me about the news earlier.
To my surprise, Tanner picks up after a ring and a half.
“News on HIVE?”
“What the hell is this, Robert? I have to learn about the Otherlands from this moron on television?”
There’s a long sigh. It feels like he’s literally sighing inside my skull.
“You’re drunk again, Matt
hew,” Tanner says. “Do I need someone to pick you up? Where are you—you’re in the outer districts? Why the hell would you be there?”
I realize I’ve made an error, calling him. Letting a paranoid man know I’m in a place I shouldn’t be. But it’s too late now, and I need to know. “Tell me you’re not going to put the entire party through this scanning charade tomorrow.”
“We’re going to be the first to go through it,” Tanner says, with what sounds like glee, “I’ll do mine on a national broadcast. Cutting the red tape, so to speak. To show that I have nothing to hide. And then, the report will indicate that the rest of you have passed yours as well.”
“You know my dad was a con artist,” I say, going out on a limb that’s already dangerously close to breaking, “what’s that going to show?”
“Oh, relax,” Tanner says. “You designed the entire HoloBand system and its firmware. I’m sure you’re clever enough to avoid getting caught in your own net.”
I don’t answer.
I feel like Carina, earlier. I want to scream, and punch Tanner’s face in.
“Matthew,” he says, after the pause goes on longer, “clean yourself up before tomorrow. It’s a big day. And any news on HIVE that comes ahead of schedule is good news, in my book.”
The call cuts off.
That last part sounded like a threat. A week’s deadline becomes forty-eight hours becomes tomorrow. He’s sick of my shit—of Matt’s shit, whatever that was—and needs this project done.
For a dying man, an extended timeline won’t do.
Carina returns and drops something on the seat between us.
“I have what you asked for,” she says. The brown paper bag crinkles and unfurls slightly, but doesn’t open.
“What’s that?”
“You’ll find out,” she says, then slides on top of me.
9 Black Dog
When I’m alone—after the nano-biohazard unit has broken my brother’s body down, sucked it into nothing—and I’m lying on the bed, looking at the ceiling, the smell of Carina clinging to my skin, the sensation of her bare skin against mine in the back of the auto-cab, it finally hits me in the face, harder than the sting of bleach burning my nostrils.
The black dog, the one I keep at bay with cons and gambles and drinks and women, comes out from the corners of my mind, baring its teeth, clamping down in this pristine, perfect apartment where I’m utterly and completely alone.
I clutch the list of HIVE developmental engineers’ names to my bare chest, all of them crossed off except for one—all dead or missing, Tanner covering the project’s tracks—but right now, I’m not concerned about the future.
The black dog growls in my brain, my chest feeling like it’ll implode, the world going dark. I think about how far the fall will be from here if I plunge through the window, whether I’ll pass out on the way down.
He’s really gone.
Fuck.
Not a single person in the world knows who I am. Or cares.
Slick, the crew, Matt, Pops, mom. All that life does is take, take, take, until you’re emotionally broke, overdrafted into moral bankruptcy. Forced to assume the identity of a dead man, screw religious girls to save your own ass.
I hear all this through the black dog’s slobbery jowls, it telling me to do it. Get rid of yourself. Give it up, Stokes. You’re a piece of garbage, no hero, nothing at all. No one will miss you when you’re gone. There have to be knives here. Or just call up Tanner, fire up the HoloNet, tell him everything. He’ll have the gestapo here in two minutes. Bogden will slit my throat with a smile on his face, Sten looking aghast that he ever paid me any respect at all.
With a chill, I realize that this loneliness is the same as death. But not the real one, where you get to sleep forever in blackness. The Lionhearted’s version—hell. Where you’re aware of every passing moment, trapped in quicksand, getting just enough air through your cracked and bleeding lips to survive and continue the torment.
What’s the point?
The even-ifs fire through my brain relentlessly.
Even if I pass the scan tomorrow, I won’t have HIVE—or the beta.
Even if I get HIVE, I won’t have whatever Tanner needs to complete the project.
Even if I could get out of the city, I’d be headed into a broken wasteland of misery. If the West was lawless before, I can only imagine that the standard of living has dropped precipitously in the past twenty-four hours. Looting and pillaging have to be rampant.
Even if I can maintain the con, I’m stuck in skyscraper purgatory forever. And that’s if the ashes don’t claim us all.
Wait.
Reason and cold rationality chain my mental black dog down, leave it in the backyard, where a junkyard dog truly belongs, and I’m off to the races again.
That’s what I’ll do.
I’ll take it all down. This isn’t some Robin Hood act, where I reclaim Sherwood Forest from the evil powers that be to balance the social scales. This is pure Darwinism, becoming the best fit for the current environment. When you’re short-stacked in a game of hold ’em and get an okay hand, but the blind’s growing and gonna bleed you out, you got no choice but to play aggressively.
Okay hand is generous for what I’m sitting on, but then I’m a con man. And we all lie best to ourselves.
I rewind the mental tape, back to my series of pitiful even-ifs. First thing—I gotta placate Tanner. Hook him on the opium drip of hope and anticipation. Get him so focused on HIVE, he doesn’t see the other hand coming around to stab him in the ribs. I take the list of engineers off my chest, and scan through the sea of red ink until I hit the second-to-last name.
The sole survivor. Jaime Aslan. The address is on the paper.
It’s ten o’clock, but I feel like I just woke up.
Time to pay this engineer a visit, before the Circle finishes the job.
I step out of the auto-cab, onto the sidewalk, next to a few wispy stalks of grass struggling to survive in the middle of a dirt-pit of a yard. I’m at the northern tip of the island, and when I look behind me, I see the specter of civilization leering over my shoulder. In the distance, National Hall winks at me, a reminder to all citizens that the Circle is always watching.
But out here, by the water, the buildings are no more than two stories, linked side-by-side with red-brick, winding stairs, and dusty lawns out in front. I walk to the corner and stare down the cross-street. I can actually see the river.
This is the place that time—and the Circle, apparently—forgot.
I head back to Jaime Aslan’s house, which is like all the others, but has a red door, neater trim—well maintained, with pride—and take the cool brass knocker in my hand. No shock greets me. Purely mechanical, the heavy thud of the century-old brass banging against the door, echoing through the halls.
I hear a voice yell back, “I’ll buzz you in.” Just like that. I must raise an eyebrow, because the voice yells—I can tell it’s an old woman, now—at me, “Well shit, I ain’t stupid. I’ve been expecting you.”
I try the knob, and it turns easily in my hand. I step into the foyer and close the door behind me. The ceilings are tall, twelve feet easily. The foyer leads into a hallway from which rooms spring off to the right. My footsteps pad against the hardwood as I check out the living room—empty, with faded furniture—and dining room.
I get to the stairs, where I can either head up or continue on, toward the kitchen. A little candle glows on the table, by a window next to the backyard. The woman’s shadow stays still on the floor. I head into the kitchen, where the appliances were last replaced around 2010. They’re all clean, well-maintained, but look funny, like someone dug them up from museum storage.
“I don’t think this would pass inspection,” I say, with a nod toward the stove. The woman doesn’t move. She’s sitting straight up, head facing forward. A shotgun is seated in her lap, where you’d expect a cat to be. “Good to see you again—”
“Cut the shit,” she sa
ys with that gruff voice, “I know you’re not him. Matthew told me as much.” Taking the shotgun in her hands, she points the barrel’s nose toward the chair across from her. “Besides, I can smell the pussy on you from here. Matthew wasn’t much for the women-folk.”
“Oh,” I say, not sure how to react to any of these statements, “I didn’t know.”
“I ain’t got all the time in the world, so you best not waste it.” I guess that’s my second invitation to sit down. From the sound of it, there’s unlikely to be a third. She coughs as I pull out the chair. “Go on, now.”
I do as I’m told and sit at the table. When I finally get situated and get a closer look at Jaime Aslan through the candlelight, I’m taken aback. Her eyes are cloudy, unseeing.
“You’re blind,” I say.
“You’re fucking observant,” she says. “Matthew picked well, sending you here.”
“They’re killing all the engineers,” I say, “but you’re still alive.”
“Oh, you think the little old Asian lady, in the middle of her quaint brownstone, she can’t defend herself?” She reaches up and puts the shotgun on the center of the table and then takes her hands down. “Those idiots couldn’t hit a fly with an atom bomb.”
“They got everyone else.”
“One of those SC boys sets foot inside this place, they get lit up,” Jaime says. Her fingers grope for something beneath the table. A button clicks, and I see a sudden web of laser beams appear, crisscrossing the hallway that I just walked across. “Ain’t no one on the list of approved scans except you and me.”
“What’s it do?”
“Ask him,” she says, reaching into the folds of her grandma jeans to pull out a pair of dog tags. They clink, real lonely on the table. Then another pair, and another, and another joins them. The stack begins to resemble a mountain of metal scalps. “Assuming you can séance.”
“They still after you?”
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