Amanda didn’t so much ask as wonder aloud, “You told Deena to call us, to get us here.”
“Yes. The manicured fingernails were similar. The setting. I thought there was more, but upon further examination …” He started to pull up the miniskirt, then changed his mind. “I must warn you, even I was startled. I haven’t seen this in a few years.”
Amanda shook her head. “What do you mean?”
He pulled up the skirt. There was a knitting needle between the girl’s legs.
Amanda didn’t need to be coached this time. Automatically, she found herself taking deep breaths, filling her lungs, then slowly pushing out all the air.
Pete shook his head. “There’s absolutely no reason for a girl to have to do this anymore.”
Amanda noticed, “There’s no blood.”
Pete sat back on his heels. “No, there’s not.”
“You would expect to see blood, wouldn’t you? From the knitting needle?”
“Yes.” Pete pushed open the legs. One of the officers moved back a step. He nearly tripped over a broken tree limb. There were a couple of nervous laughs, but the man righted himself without incident. He trained the beam of his flashlight on the victim’s legs.
Pasty white thighs. No blood.
Amanda asked, “Are her fingerprints on the knitting needle?”
Despite the circumstances, Pete smiled at her. “None. It was wiped clean.”
“She didn’t do this to herself.”
“Not likely. She’s been cleaned up. Someone brought her here.”
“The same place our other victim was found.”
“Not exactly, but close.” He pointed to a spot several feet away. “Lucy Bennett was found over there.”
Amanda looked back up at the building. Miss Lula’s apartment was on the far end. She couldn’t see the tree from her window. She certainly couldn’t see where Jane Delray was found. Deena was right. There was someone else—or a series of someone elses—who’d seen everything but were too afraid to tell.
“Ned,” Pete called. “Take her feet, I’ll get her shoulders.”
The young doctor did as he was instructed. Carefully, they rolled the victim over onto her back.
Amanda looked at the girl’s face. The damage was incomprehensible. Her eyelids were shredded. Her mouth was torn to pieces. Still, there was enough left to recognize her. Amanda unzipped her purse and found the license, which she handed to Pete.
“Donna Mary Halston,” he read. “Lives here?” He looked up at the building. “Top floor, I’m assuming. Same as Lucy Bennett.”
Amanda shuffled through the licenses and found Lucy Bennett’s. She handed this to Pete and waited.
“Hm.” He studied the photo carefully. He was obviously mindful of the six patrolmen when he told Amanda, “This girl is unfamiliar to me.”
Amanda handed him Jane Delray’s license.
Again, he studied the photo. A deep sigh came out like a groan. “Yes, this one I recognize.” He handed both licenses back to Amanda. “Now what?”
She shook her head. It felt good to have Pete weigh in on the identities, but his validation wasn’t going to change much.
The back door opened. Evelyn shook her head. “Nothing in the apartment. It’s still a mess, but I don’t think anyone’s—” She stopped. Amanda followed her gaze to the knitting needle. Evelyn put her hand to her mouth. Instead of turning away, she looked up at the tree. Then she looked down at the girl again.
“What is it?” Amanda asked. Something was obviously wrong. She stood up and joined Evelyn. It was the same as the construction paper puzzle. Sometimes a change in perspective was all it took.
The tree limb was broken. The girl lay on the ground. Her child had been aborted.
“Oh, my God.” Amanda realized, “Ophelia.”
nineteen
Present Day
SUZANNA FORD
The darkness. The cold. The noise.
Air sucking in and out, like a car zooming through a tunnel.
She couldn’t take it anymore. Her body ached. Her mouth was dry. Her stomach was so empty that she felt as if the acids were eating a hole in her belly.
Meth.
That was what had brought her here. Brought her low. She had fallen too far. She had put herself in the gutter. She had brought herself to this place.
Dear Jesus, she prayed. If you get me out of here, I will worship You every day. I will exalt Your name.
The claustrophobia. The absolute darkness. The unknowing. The fear of suffocation.
Way back when they were still a family, her father had taken them all on a trip to Wales. There was a mine there, something from thousands of years ago. You had to wear a hard hat to go into the tunnels. They were small because people weren’t as tall back then. They were narrow because most of the workers were children.
Suzanna had gone in twenty feet before she started freaking out. She could still see sunlight from the opening, but she’d nearly pissed herself running back toward the entrance.
That was what it felt like now. Trapped. Hopeless.
I will praise You. I will spread Your word. I will humble myself before You.
Arms couldn’t move. Legs couldn’t move. Eyes couldn’t open. Mouth couldn’t open.
Meth will never touch my lips, my nose, my lungs, ever again, so help me God.
The tremble started slow, coursing through her body, straining her muscles. Her fingers flexed into a fist. She clenched her shoulders, her teeth, her ass. The threads pulled. The pain was excruciating. Hot needles touching raw nerves. Her heart was going to explode in her chest. She could rip herself away. She was stronger than this. She could rip herself away.
Suzanna tried. She tried so hard. But each time, the pain won.
She couldn’t make the skin tear. She couldn’t make the thread break.
She could only lie there.
Praying for salvation.
Dear Jesus—
twenty
Present Day
TUESDAY
Will awoke with a start. His neck cracked as he stretched it side to side. He was at home, sitting on his couch. Betty was beside him. The little dog was on her back. Legs up. Nose pointed toward the front door. Will glanced around, looking for Faith. She’d driven him home from the morgue. She’d gone to get him a glass of water and now, judging by the clock on the TiVo, it was almost two hours later.
He listened to the house. It was quiet. Faith had left. Will didn’t know how he felt about that. Should he be relieved? Should he wonder where she had gone? There was no guidebook for this part of his life. No instructions he could follow to put it all back together.
He tried to close his eyes again, to go back to sleep. He wanted to wake up a year from now. He wanted to wake up and have all of this over.
Only, he couldn’t get his eyes to stay closed. Every time he tried, he found himself staring back up at the ceiling. Was that what it had been like for his mother? According to the autopsy report, her eyes had not always been sewn closed. Sometimes, they had been sewn open. The medical examiner posited in the report that Will’s father would have to stay close by during these periods. He would have to use a dropper to keep her eyes from drying out.
Dr. Edward Taylor. That was the name of the medical examiner. The man had died in a car accident fifteen years ago. He’d been the first investigator Will had tried to track down. The first dead end. The first time Will had felt relief that there was no one around to explain to him exactly what had happened to his mother.
“Hey.” Faith came out of his spare bedroom. He could see that the light was still on. His books were in there. All his CDs. Car magazines he’d collected over the years. Albums from way back. It had probably taken Faith less than ten seconds to figure out which items were most out of place. She held the books in her hand. The New Feminist Hegemony. Applied Statistical Models: Theory and Application. A Vindication of the Rights of Women.
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“I’m not leaving you alone.” She put his mother’s textbooks on the table as she sat in the recliner. The file was on the table, too. Will had left it there this morning. Faith had probably paged through everything while he was sleeping. He should’ve felt angry that she’d been prying, but there was nothing left inside of him. Will was utterly devoid of any emotion. He’d felt it happen when he first saw Sara at the morgue. His initial impulse was to weep at her feet. To tell her everything. To beg her to understand.
And then—nothing.
It was like a stopper being pulled. All of the feeling had just drained out of him.
The rest flashed in his mind like a movie preview that gave away every plot twist: The battered girl. The painted fingernails. The ripped skin. The sound of Sara’s breath catching when Will told her—told everyone—that his father was to blame.
Sara was a verbal woman, outspoken at times, and not usually one to hold back her opinion. But in the end, she’d said nothing. After nearly two weeks of living with that inquisitive look in her eyes, there were no questions she wanted to ask. Nothing she wanted to know. It was all laid out in front of her. Amanda was right about the autopsy. Will shouldn’t have been there. It had been like watching his mother being examined, processed, catalogued.
And Angie was right about Sara. It was too much for her to handle.
Why had he thought for even a second that Angie was wrong? Why had he thought Sara would be different?
Will had just stood there in the morgue, frozen in time and place. Staring at Sara. Waiting for her to speak. Waiting for her to scream or yell or throw something. He would probably still be there but for Amanda ordering Faith to take him home. Even then, Faith had to grab Will’s arm and physically pull him from the room.
Close-up on Sara. Her face pale. Her head shaking. Fade to black.
The end.
“Will?” Faith asked.
He looked up at her.
“How did you get into the GBI?”
He weighed the question, trying to spot her end game. “I was recruited.”
“How?”
“Amanda came to my college.”
Faith gave a tight nod, and he could tell she was chasing a train of thought he couldn’t pin down. “What about the application?”
Will rubbed his eyes. There was still white grit in the corners from tearing apart the basement.
Faith pressed, “The background screening. All the paperwork.”
She knew about his dyslexia. She also knew he could pull his own weight. “It was mostly oral interviews. They let me take the rest home. Same as you, right?”
Faith’s chin tilted up. Finally, she said, “Right.”
Will rested his hand on Betty’s chest. He could feel her heart beat against his palm. She sighed. Her tongue licked out.
Will asked, “Why did the reporter from The Atlanta Journal call Amanda?”
Faith shrugged. “Don’t worry about it. I told you I shut down the story.”
Will had been so blind. Amanda had fed him the information this morning but he’d been too exhausted to process it. “My records are sealed. There’s no way a reporter—or anybody—could know who my father is. At least not legally.” He studied Faith. “And even if someone found out, why call Amanda? Why not call me directly? My number is listed. So’s my address.”
Faith chewed her bottom lip. It was her tell. She knew something that Will did not, and she wasn’t going to share it.
Will leaned toward her. “I want you to go to the hotel. He’s on parole. He doesn’t have a legal expectation of privacy.”
Faith didn’t need to ask whose hotel room. “And do what?”
Will clenched his fist. The cuts opened up again. “I want you to toss his room. I want you to interrogate him and sit on him until he can’t take it anymore.”
Faith stared at him. “You know I can’t do that.”
“Why not?”
“Because we have to build a case, not a harassment suit.”
“I don’t care about a case. Make him so miserable he leaves the hotel just to get away from you.”
“And then what?”
She knew what would happen next. Will would shoot him down in the street like a rabid dog.
She said, “I’m not going to do that.”
“I can look up the layout of the hotel. I can go to the courthouse. I can find a way in there and—”
“That sounds like a great way to leave a paper trail.”
Will didn’t care about a paper trail. “How many men are on the hotel?”
“Five times as many as are sitting outside your house right now.”
Will went to the front window. He pushed open the blinds. There was an Atlanta cop car blocking his driveway. A G-ride was in the street. Will slammed his hand against the blinds. Betty barked, jumping up from the couch.
He went to the back of the house. He opened the kitchen door. A man was sitting in the gazebo Will had built last summer. Tan and blue GBI regs. Glock on his hip. He had his feet propped up on the railing. He waved as Will slammed the door.
“She can’t do this,” Will said. “She can’t sit on my house like I’m some kind of criminal.”
Faith asked, “Why didn’t you ever tell me about him?”
Will paced across the room. His body was suddenly filled with adrenaline. “So I can be another notch in your serial killer collection?”
“Do you really think I’d turn your life into a game?”
“Where’s my gun?” His keys were on his desk. His phone. The Glock was missing. “Did you take my gun?”
Faith didn’t answer, but he noticed that her thigh holster was gone. She’d locked her gun in the car. She didn’t trust him not to take it.
Several thoughts came into Will’s head. Punching a hole in the wall. Kicking over his desk. Breaking the windows in Faith’s car. Taking a bat to that asshole sitting in his gazebo. In the end, Will could only stand there. It was the same thing that had happened at the morgue. He was too exhausted. Too overwhelmed. Too handled. “Just leave, Faith. I don’t need you babysitting me. I don’t want you here.”
“Too bad.”
“Go home. Go home to your stupid kid and get the hell out of my business.”
“If you think being a dick is going to chase me away, you don’t know me very well.” She sat back in the chair, arms crossed over her chest. “Sara found semen in the girl’s hair.”
Will waited for her to continue.
“There’s enough for a DNA profile. Once it’s in the system, we can match it against his.”
“That’ll take weeks.”
“Four days,” she told him. “Dr. Coolidge put a rush on it.”
“Then arrest him. You can hold him for twenty-four hours.”
“Which means he’ll bail out and disappear before we can pick him up again.” Her voice had the annoying tone of someone trying to be reasonable. “APD put six guys on the hotel. Amanda probably has ten more. He won’t be able to take a shit without us knowing.”
“I want to be there when you arrest him.”
“You know Amanda won’t allow that.”
“When you interrogate him.” Will couldn’t help himself. He started begging. “Please let me see him. Please. I have to see him. I have to look him in the eye. I want to see his face when he realizes that I got away. That he didn’t win.”
Faith put her hand over her heart. “I swear to God, Will. I swear to you on the lives of my children that I will do everything in my power to make sure that happens.”
“It’s not enough,” Will said. He didn’t just want to look his father in the eye. He wanted to beat him. He wanted to kick out his teeth. To slice off his cock. To sew shut his mouth and eyes and nose and beat him until he drowned in his own vomit. “It’s not enough.”
“I know it’s not,” Faith said. “It’ll never be enough, but it’ll have to do.”
There was a knock on the door. Will didn’t know who he was
expecting when Faith opened the door. Amanda. Angie. Some cop telling him that Will’s father had killed again.
Anyone but the person who was actually there.
Sara asked Faith, “Everything okay?”
Faith nodded, picking up her purse by the door. She told Will, “I’ll call you the minute I know anything. I promise.”
Sara shut the door behind her. Her hair fell in soft curls around her shoulders. She was wearing a tight black dress that wrapped around her body. Will had seen her dressed up before, but never like this. She was wearing extremely high heels with a black leopard print. They did something to her calf that sent a tightness into his groin.
She said, “Hi.”
Will swallowed. He could still taste plaster in his throat.
Sara walked around the couch and sat down. She slid off her heels and tucked her legs underneath her. “Come here.”
Will sat down on the couch. Betty was between them. She jumped down. Her toenails clicked across the floor as she headed into the kitchen.
Sara took his hand. She must’ve noticed the cuts and blisters, but she didn’t say anything. Will couldn’t look at her. She was so beautiful that it was almost painful. Instead, he stared at the coffee table. His mother’s file. Her books.
He said, “I guess Amanda told you everything.”
“No, she didn’t.”
Will wasn’t surprised. Amanda loved torturing him. He pointed to his mother’s things. “If you want to—” Will stopped, trying to keep his voice from cracking. “It’s all there. Just go ahead and read it.”
Sara glanced down at the file, but said, “I don’t want to read it.”
Will shook his head. He didn’t understand.
“You tell me about her when you’re ready.”
“It would be easier if—”
She reached out to touch his face. Her fingers stroked his cheek. She moved closer. He felt the heat of her body as she pressed against him. Will put his hand on her leg, felt the firm muscle of her thigh. The tightness came back. He kissed her. Sara’s hands went to his face as she kissed him back. She straddled him. Her hair draped across his face. He could feel her breath on his neck.
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