“I’m gonna fix this okay?” he looked down into my face. “Don’t cry baby, I’m gonna fix this. I haven’t been with another girl since I cheated three years ago, I promise,” he lied.
I knew he’d been fucking Gloria because I caught him and I knew Amanda wasn’t lying. I hated that he could lie to my face so easily. Even his facial expression showed sincerity, but unfortunately for him I had evidence proving otherwise and I knew his tricks like the back of my damn hand.
Before I could say anything he kissed my lips and hugged me. He then left out of the room, snatching his keys from the bookshelf in the hallway. And just like that he was off somewhere.
I wiped my face and then walked out, bumping right into a fuming Teflon. He yanked me back into the room, and then locked the door behind himself.
“So that’s what we’re doing now?” he folded his strong arms across his chest. I could see his muscles under his thermal, even though it wasn’t that tight.
“What are you talking about?”
“You in here crying over this nigga? For real, Tatiana? I could hear you in the den going off about him fucking another bitch!”
“No, I was going off because he got her pregnant!”
“So you care.”
“Yes I care! He got her pregnant while I was lying in the hospital after losing our baby! Yes I care!” I screamed at him. Was he stupid or something? I’d been with Brevin half of my life damn near, so yes I was gonna be upset at the fact that he got another hoe pregnant while I was recovering from losing our baby.
Teflon just nodded slowly before glancing off for a few seconds.
“So be with him then,” he spoke calmly and dryly. I didn’t like his tone at all.
“I don’t want to be with—“ I stepped closer to him but he backed up.
“Nah I think you do. Look at you. You’re messed up over the fact that he got another woman pregnant. So since you love him you need to be with him.” He turned to leave.
“Tre’Wayne!”
“Nah. I ain’t gon’ even trip off you. You love him so do what you want. But I’m done playing games so I wish you and him the best of luck on your impending nuptials.”
“Tre’Wayne!” I called after him again as he left out of the room. I followed him out and when I finally caught up to him I grabbed the back of his shirt.
“Get the fuck off me, Tatiana!” he turned to me and roared, making me jump. “I’m done with you! From now on don’t fucking talk to me or any damn thing! This is a wrap! I’m sick of your back and forth bullshit so be with that nigga! I’m begging you!”
Before I could respond, he left. Tears started to stream my cheeks. When I turned around, I saw Merce there, looking at me with pity. I started to break down, and he just pulled me into a hug to calm me.
“He’s in love with you shorty, that’s all,” Merce whispered as he rubbed my back.
This was all becoming too much.
34
Teflon
That night…
Brevin, Groove, Merce, and I all sat in this secluded area of the strip club. The women here were beautiful and even had the bodies to match, which was a first. Usually if the girl was pretty her body was weak and vice versa, but tonight 90% of them were on point.
However, the only thing I could think about was the fact that this miniature shorty had turned my fucking life upside down in a matter of months. She was all I fucking thought about outside of my family and getting money and I hated that shit. Her being consumed me and that shit was irritating to say the fucking least. I was hoping that tonight I could get her off of my mind though.
“Tatiana has been holding out on a nigga, so I think I may sample what they have to offer here tonight.” Brevin chuckled before sipping his drink.
I bit down on my lip and looked off for a second, allowing Groove and Merce to reply to him. I could no longer care about how he treated Tatiana. That was his bitch and since she liked how he acted I loved it. I was off her, so if he wanted to fuck other bitches raw and have outside babies on her, more power to them both. I chuckled angrily at my thoughts as I threw back my glass of bourbon and refilled it right after.
“Tef, you said your brother was getting out soon?” Brevin looked to me.
Ever since we got back in cahoots I guess, he’d been trying to be my best buddy. I wasn’t sure if he was scared of me, or if he genuinely felt bad about what he’d done to Tatiana and didn’t fault me for stepping in. Whatever his reasoning was, I wasn’t about to be his real friend. Yeah Tatiana was no longer on the menu for me, but I still salivated at the thought of taking over his empire.
“Yeah, he’s getting out in some months.” I shrugged it off.
I wanted my brother out of jail because I didn’t like him being locked away, however I wasn’t ready for him to be back in my life. He caused too many damn problems when he was around, which is why for the last five years he’s been locked up. At times, I felt it was best but then again he was my blood and I didn’t like the fact that he was gone.
“You think he’s gonna be looking for work or what?” Brevin questioned me further.
“Man that nigga Torrey does his own thing. He ain’t the type to really work for niggas and shit you know,” Groove said, referring to my brother.
Brevin just nodded slowly before sipping his drink and eyeing this one thick bitch approaching our table. She was sexy ass hell. Her skin was a smooth vanilla, her lips were plump, and her hair was down her back. I ain’t know if the shit was real but it looked real and that was all I cared about. As long as it didn’t look like it could be snatched off with a slight tug, or like something would crawl up out, I was fine.
“Hey fellas.” She smiled, leaning over the rope a bit.
“What’s good, baby?” Brevin licked his lips.
I looked to Merce and saw he was texting away like always when he wasn’t around Jadynn. He swore he wasn’t only texting her, but I didn’t believe him. I liked her for him though because she was down to earth, unlike Savannah’s bougie ass.
“Nothing much, what’s up with you?” She turned to look me dead in the eyes.
“Chilling.” I nodded.
“Are you half Asian? That shit is so sexy.”
“Yeah, Vietnamese,” I replied, grinning as she blushed.
“Aye, how the fuck you gonna come up in my fucking VIP and address another nigga when you saw me eyeing you! Do you know who the fuck I am?” Brevin barked, stumbling a little as he rose to his feet.
“Chill Brevin!” Groove shouted.
“Nah, this bitch needs to learn to respect the fucking king of Ohio!”
“My bad Brevin, I didn’t even know you were feeling me,” she replied in a fearful tone. I knew she was lying and only saying what he wanted to hear. It was obvious that he wanted her from the moment she started this way and she knew that.
“Well I am.” He calmed down, approaching her. Her body was tense, proving me right about her being afraid. “Come on,” he gripped her arm and walked her to the back. She looked over her shoulder at me for a second, with a glum expression.
I couldn’t save every woman this nigga came in contact with.
After Brevin fucked her, he came back out and we chilled for a little longer, getting lap dances here and there and just kicking it with some of these fine ass strippers. I usually would have taken one home, but this afternoon was still fresh on my mind. I could still hear the pain in Tatiana’s voice as she yelled at Brevin like she loved him.
The four of us headed back to Brevin’s and went our separate ways once inside. Groove decided to stay in the guest room since it was so late and he was kind of tipsy. Good luck explaining that to Cecily, I thought.
I got into my huge ass bedroom and immediately undressed for a shower. After I finished I brushed my teeth and downed a bottle of room temperature water. After reading a couple texts from some bitches I used to fuck with when I lived here, my baby brother Thomas since he was in a different time zone, and so
me from an angry Kayla, I placed my phone on the nightstand so I could go to sleep.
As soon as I started to doze off, I felt someone climbing into my bed. When I turned over, I saw Tatiana’s ass there, staring at me. She had on some little silk nightgown. The breast area was too big, but she still looked good in it. She looked good in everything she wore.
“You love me?” she quizzed out of nowhere. It was dark but like always her beauty stood out.
“Tati, get out of my bed and go be with your nigga. Make sure he’s not about to go fuck somebody else and get them pregnant.”
“You are my nigga.”
“Nah, I’m really not.” I chuckled and turned my back to her. There was a moment of silence and then she dipped under the covers. I felt her small soft hands on my dick, before she covered it with her mouth. “Tatiana, come on man, mmm,” I whispered as she deep throated my dick like a porn star.
I threw the covers off so that I could watch her and damn. Seeing her suck me up nastily like that was the shit. I massaged her curly brown hair, as her sexy lips glided up and down my shaft, stopping to suck on the head every now and again. Her hands were so damn soft, so when she reached to play with my balls it intensified the feeling greatly. She sped up her slurps and sucks, getting my dick wet as hell with her saliva. Before I knew it, I was hitting her tonsils and spilling my seeds. She took it down and then instantly mounted me.
“I love you too Tre’Wayne German,” she spoke lowly as she made her way down my dick, biting on her lip. Her pussy was so tight and wet, and it seemed to stay that way.
“Shit. Take your gown off.” I pushed it upward and gripped her sexy thighs and ass once she caught it. I loved her legs, especially her thighs.
“It’s not much to look at,” she giggled before pulling it past her head and tossing it.
“I told you I love your body,” I replied as I began moving her up and down on my dick. She hadn’t quite adjusted to my size yet, but the feeling was unexplainable for me. “Who do you belong to, Tatiana?”
“You,” she whimpered, pressing her little hand into my abs as I bounced her slowly on my dick. She came and tossed her head back to wind her hips a little.
I flipped her onto her back, pinned her hands behind her head, and sucked her nipples hungrily while slamming into her. I didn’t care who heard us. Gripping her neck, I kissed her nastily as I beat it up with precision, not missing a beat. You could literally hear how wet she was, probably all the way in Rhode Island. I was making my mark on this pussy, so she’d never forget me.
Once she released her juices again, I slid out of her and put her on all fours. I spread her legs and then dipped down to eat her pussy from behind. She was sniveling and whimpering, as I grasped her ass cheeks to hold them apart while devouring her.
“Teeefffffff,” she cried, scraping her nails against the Egyptian cotton sheets.
I continued sucking her clit like it was going out of style, making her cum so hard that her body quivered violently. Sliding back in, I grabbed the back of her neck, pounded her feverishly, yanking another orgasm out of her. By this time, she was wetter than fucking water and clenching my dick like a muthafucka.
“Oh, fuck!” I hollered uncontrollably as I pummeled her middle. I shot off inside of her only a few moments later. “You’re mine Tati and don’t fucking forget it.” I brought her back into my chest to whisper into her ear. My dick was still sitting inside.
“I never have,” she panted, chest rising and falling rapidly.
“I got your back baby and you got mine, right?” I questioned and she nodded.
I craned my neck around and slid my tongue into her mouth.
Just that easily she’d improved my mood. Now all I was focused on was getting Brevin’s ass out of the way.
35
Tatiana
I was lying on my back trying to think of a way to get Brevin to stop touching me. I hadn’t been giving him sex, and I knew he was getting tired of that. He was sleeping with other women so I wasn’t quite sure why he still wanted to fuck me, but he did.
Currently his hands were roaming all over my body as he kissed on my neck and collarbone. I was fighting the urge to vomit every time he touched me, because I was genuinely disgusted. I hated him at this point and wasn’t sure why I’d even agreed to marry him or make a family with him. The only man that I wanted to be with was Tre’Wayne German or Teflon, as you know him.
“Brevin, I’m not feeling well, maybe later,” I nudged him. I truthfully wasn’t feeling well and wasn’t in the mood to have sex either.
“Come on Tati! Fuck!” he growled, slamming the side of his fist into the area of the bed next to us.
“I had a lot of bleeding in the middle of the night Brevin, let me get up and bathe and stuff. Maybe later tonight I will feel better,” I whined, caressing the side of his handsome face.
“You better hope I even come home tonight!” he spat, rolling off me. “You know how many bitches are begging to be in my bed, Tatiana? Yet I’m here sweating you and shit. And at least they have way more ass and titties.”
Brevin always insulted my physical when he was upset. It used to kill me when he did that and actually make me cry. Several times, I’d looked up getting breast implants, but I’d never gotten around to it. That’s why it took me so long to believe Teflon actually liked the way I looked. But I could see it in his eyes when he gazed at my naked frame that he meant the words he spoke to me.
“Okay Brevin,” was all I said as I sat up and swung my feet off the side of the bed. As soon as I stood up, he was in my face, hugging me.
“I didn’t mean that, Tatiana.”
He gripped my body tightly and began kissing my face, neck, and collarbone again. He was being so rough, and I hated when he did that because it hurt. He was stronger than he realized.
“Move, Brevin. You’re hurting me.”
He sucked his teeth and pulled away, storming out. I didn’t know where he was going, but I was feeling too ill to care.
I went into the bathroom to brush my teeth and then hop into the shower. Once I was finished, I slipped on a short black tube dress and some panties after spreading lotion all over my body. I wore perfume sometimes, but my body butter was a nice scent, and strong enough to be used instead of a perfume.
I went to the drugstore and once I returned I darted up the stairs and went into the bathroom. I retrieved the pregnancy tests from the paper bag and just stared at them for a second.
I’d been pregnant two times before, so I knew the symptoms and I had them. I had no idea what Teflon would think about us having a baby, but an abortion was not an option. Losing two children had made me desperate in a sense to become a mother and at this point, I didn’t really care if the father was around.
“Here we go,” I sighed, pulling my underwear down and peeing on the stick. I peed on the other one as well to make sure, and then set them on a paper towel before washing my hands.
I left out of the bathroom and sat on the edge of the bed to keep my mind off the test while the few minutes needed passed. As I text Jadynn, and Groove’s girlfriend Cecily, Brevin burst into the room. He stared me down for a few, and then leaned down to peck me gently.
“I’m sorry about earlier, I’m just dealing with some shit.”
“I know.” I nodded with a half smile.
He blew out hot air as he removed his hoodie, and then headed towards the bathroom in my room. It didn’t dawn on me that I had my tests in there until he slammed the door closed. I hopped up to rush over, not even sure of what I’d planned to say, and by the time I got there he’d snatched the door open, wearing the angriest expression I’d ever seen on him. Looking down, I spotted the tests clutched tightly in his hands.
“How the fuck are you pregnant Tatiana when I ain’t been fucking you huh?” he stepped out of the bathroom towards me, and pulled his gun out, removing the safety.
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