by Leo Lukas
#4 The first Immortal
by Leo Lukas
Perry Rhodan has discovered a huge space ship, an ark in space, carrying a population of humans who set out on their journey 55,000 years ago, from Earth – Lemurians, the legendary forefathers of mankind.
In order to find all the arks, Perry Rhodan embarks onto a mission to the home system of the Akons. There, in the stronghold of the enemy, he hopes to find the coveted data, stored in the central computer of an ark recently captured by the Akons. A startling discovery awaits him: Levian Parron, the creator of the arks, is still alive!
LEMURIA 4
The First Immortal
by Leo Lukas
Translated
by Dwight R. Decker
Pabel-Moewig Verlag KG, Rastatt
"Whenever men have sought Paradise, they have found Hell."
—MARIO VARGAS LLOSA
"You cannot choose the world into which you are born, you cannot in the least determine when, where, and as what you begin; instead, you are molded by the place and time of your birth. Who you become and how you live until you die—that, at least, lies in your hands."
—WORDS OF THE KEEPER
"I am a part of that power that always desires good and always creates confusion."
—HEINZ GOETHE
Prologue
The Puppet Show
Vast and wide is the Universe, and for the most part horribly empty, but it is also filled with wonders.
It has taken me days to formulate that sentence. For hours I have pondered over the first comma alone. Idiotic, since no one other than myself will ever read this diary. I am writing it only for myself and it must not under any circumstances fall into other hands. It would be better to erase everything at once, word by word, letter by letter. Actually it would be even better not to write it in the first place, but I could not bring myself to do either the one or the other. This diary has represented my one companion, my one support, my one consolation for centuries. I was and am enterprising, sociable, seldom alone but always lonely. I can confide in no one, man or woman, no matter how close we are. To no one can I confess, from no one but myself can I ask forgiveness.
Vast and wide is the Universe, and for the most part horrible. Empty, but also filled with wonders. Tiny islands drift, trembling like soap bubbles, in the cold endlessness. Thinly strewn, separated by enormous distances, exposed to cosmic forces without any protection worth mentioning, they nonetheless defy, hopelessly optimistic, anew each day, the deadly barrenness of space. Scattered oases, asylums, shelters, refuges, retreats, life-support systems ... Their inhabitants know little or nothing at all of each other. As ignorant as they are self-centered, they disregard the danger that nonetheless threatens them all. They don't know how to recognize, let alone interpret, the signs. I, on the other hand, may not reveal myself to them if I wish to save them and all their kind—the entire human race—from annihilation.
It is frequently difficult, and I am overcome by melancholy. Sometimes I seem in danger of choking on my knowledge, fearing I might burst under the weight of the responsibility. Since I may not scream, I write. Otherwise, the burden, the yoke, would have long been unbearable even for me, an immortal.
Yes, never aging—what a gift, what a blessing, what a curse! My most valuable ally, Time, is also my worst enemy. Many generations I have seen come, mature, and pass away. Minute realms as well as vast empires. But I remained, kept myself on track, on course, in control. Always. Did not scream, but wrote.
Wrote.
Wrote, and persevered. Patient, composed, collected. Bound myself in a harness of steely discipline. Worked quietly, gradually, on the great project. As inconspicuously as possible, without ever entirely stepping forward into the light, I built, I manipulated, I set the course. Now it is nearly done and the seed is about to sprout. Soon, very soon, I will reap what I have sown. I should rejoice. But I, I who hardly require any sleep, feel too tired for it.
There is certainly reason for celebration. So far, everything has proceeded marvelously according to plan. Without any complications at all. A key figure in my play, Perry Rhodan, as Terran Resident one of the most powerful men of this era, found himself at the right time in the right place. The NETHACK ACTHON was discovered by "chance"—despite the extremely slight statistical probability. Soon thereafter, just as I had expected, Rhodan also came across the remnants of the LEMCHA OVIR. And because of the mysterious Halutian who fled from the wreck, he asked his long-standing comrade-in-arms Icho Tolot for assistance. With that the stage has been set and all the important actors have taken their places.
I myself follow events from close at hand. I cannot repress a certain shudder when I observe how the principle individuals act. In the belief they are making their decisions freely, independently, and without compulsion, they still do precisely what I knew in advance they would. Filled with self-confidence, even obstinate, they resemble marionettes even so. Since I hold only some of the strings in my hands and only very occasionally need to intervene to set things right, the whole thing is uncanny for me. I often blink to assure myself that I am not dreaming. Even I have spells in which for a fraction of second I feel the ground is slipping away from beneath my feet. I feel giddy and grave, witless and witty, befuddled and bedazzled. As though I'm experiencing a continuous sense of déjà vu, a self-fulfilling prophecy. Everything happens because it must happen, because in a certain sense it has already happened.
For we stand both at the beginning and at the ending. One determines the other. Causality works in both directions. What was, will be. What will be, has already been ... Although the laws of logic continue to be valid without any interruption, one could quickly go mad, lose perspective and orientation, reel, stagger, stumble. Conscious of this danger, by writing I keep myself on track, on course, in control.
And I hold tightly on to you, oh Diary, beloved crutch, true friend, helper in need! When doubts oppress me, I read the lines that I composed myself—vast and wide is the Universe. Very small and insular are we, who struggle in it for naked survival and a piece of happiness. Fate seems to allow me to make it a little simpler and a little more secure for us. The welfare of mankind in all eras has been put into my hands. A unique chance has been offered only to me, myself alone. I decided a long, long time ago to take advantage of it. Now, with great caution, it is a matter of putting the last piece in place, which paradoxically is also the first. Still, the prospects seem favorable, very much as though the project will succeed. Rhodan, Tolot, and the other actors in the drama are moving obediently in the predicted direction. Up to the present day—25 April 1327 of the so-called "New Galactic Era"—there are no indications that they have become suspicious.
Even so ...
I tremble within, yearn for what is to come. Check for the hundredth time to see if a fatal error has slipped in somewhere. I recall in meticulous detail each of my calculations, each of my steps. I am calm. Self-controlled. Concentrated. I try to consider each detail, analyze it impartially as though it were completely new to me.
I sink into the web of my thoughts. To understand the plan, to begin it as well as to complete it, I must go back, very far back ...
1
The Holy Quest
Autumn Solstice, in the Garden of Everwas
"In the beginning I created Heaven and He-ell."
The Majittri stuttered. His hoarse babble had little in common with speech. It sounded more like the groaning of the six-wheeled pusher-beasts when they heaved a heavy load over the hills. No matter. Boryk and the others were not really listening, anyway. They knew the litany by heart. It had been drummed into them from the crèche, alternating with rods and sweetbars.
"But Heaven and Hell lay desolate and without life
. Da-darkness covered the abyss, and only my spirit floated over the waters ... "
Boryk's lips moved automatically along with the words whether he wanted them to or not. Besides, the litany was very nearly the last thing that interested him at the moment. He was sweating and freezing miserably. The gravel on which he knelt stabbed into his skin. The pain grew with each breath he took. More than anything else, however, Boryk was afraid. Afraid of falling over at any moment, losing his balance and muscle control, going limp, collapsing. Falling forward on his face onto the hot stones, unable to catch himself since his hands had been bound behind his back. Such was the custom, such was required by the ritual. Boryk would have gladly done without it, to say nothing of the Majittri's stammering.
"Then I let the water co-come over the earth, in order to eradicate all flesh that had the breath of life within it. Everything on the Earth had to be destroyed. For the Earth lay corrupt before me and was filled with murderous wickedness. I looked upon the Earth. Corrupt it was, for all that was flesh had been corrupted in its Earthly existence. The evil of the people was great, and all thoughts in their hearts were constantly those of evil. The children that they bore were corrupt and behaved like creeping things. And because they found no mercy in my eyes, I destroyed them, drowning them in the waters of the Flood."
Boryk's stomach growled. As he had been instructed, he had fasted for three days and nights. Well, almost. He had permitted himself a few sips and sweetbars when thirst and hunger had plagued him too much.
Now he was reproaching himself for it. The ceremony would go on for some time. What if he couldn't control his digestive processes in this unnatural, cramped position? If he befouled himself, soiled himself in front of everyone?
Then he could forget his initiation. Always the weakest of his Year and constantly in danger of being considered unfit to live, he would instead end up going straight over the edge of the volcano cliffs, to meet his fate in the Abyss of Elimination.
Wiped out even before the first test ... The most shameful death imaginable. And even so, that was not the worst of Boryk's fears.
"Then I decreed: let there be light, so that it might divide the darkness. And there was a firmament between the waters, between the water b-beneath the firmament and the water above the firmament, between Heaven and Hell. And I saw that it was pr-pr-pretty good, actually."
Gujnar and Rautsh knelt on either side of Boryk. The torture seemed to be having much less of an effect on his crèche-brothers than on him. They proudly pushed out their chests, lifted their heads, opened their shining blue eyes wide. They smiled in the certainty of their triumph. Didn't they feel the heat that radiated from the red glowing incense vessels and singed the ends of their hair and eyebrows? The icy wind that tore at their thin white jerkins? Didn't they feel any fear at all of what awaited them?
No, Boryk answered himself. They're probably just too plain dumb.
He was immediately ashamed of himself for that thought. What gave him the right to feel superior to the twins? Especially him, by far the weakest of his Year! The small, scrawny Boryk, who seemed more like an undernourished five-year-old than a youth on the threshold of manhood.
On the threshold that he was soon supposed to cross ...
"Then I decreed that the waters gather and dry land appear. And the land blossomed and brought forth greenery. Plants that brought forth seeds after their kind, and trees that bore fruit after their kind. And I placed lights in the firmament to illuminate Heaven and Hell and divide the evening from the morning, the light from the darkness, and to serve as signs for festivals and days, weeks, months, and years. I think I did a really good job on the lighting, esp-especially the moons, if I do say so myself. In any case, I then said, Let us make people in our own image ... "
The ceremony approached its highpoint. As the Majittri continued to recite without a break, his voice was increasingly overlaid by whizzing, cracking sounds. The adults standing around whipped the air with their long rods. Boryk got goose bumps. His intestines rebelled. He clenched his hips.
Not now, please not now ...
"As man and woman I created them, as bone of my bone and flesh of my flesh, and into their noses I blew my breath of life. I set the people in the Garden of Everwas, which I had laid down for them between the sea and the high mountain, and gave them the command: Be fruitful and multiply, and have dominion over the Earth!"
That was the cue. The adults moved in, drawing their circle ever closer. "Be fruitful and multiply! Be fruitful and multiply! Be fruitful ... "
The rods whistled. With each word blows rained down on Boryk's back, shoulders, and arms. The adults gave it their all. Louder and louder they shouted; harder and harder they struck. Now and then Boryk thought he could recognize the voice of his Mama in the welter of shouting and whacks of the rods, or the characteristic corporal punishment technique of one of his fathers. Of course they would also be taking part in the ritual and not holding back. They loved their son, after all, in spite of his deficiencies. Sparing him would be an expression of disdain, of a lack of faith in his maturity and capacity for endurance.
"Be fruitful!—Be fruitful!—Be fruitful!"
At some point Boryk realized in surprise that he no longer felt any pain. He was aware of the places where his skin had burst open under the blows, of the cuts from the sharp edges of the gravel, and of the hot billows rising from the incense vessels. But these were simply observations; he felt nothing along with them. Blood ran in his short, leather trousers. His mother wept and laughed at the same time. The shreds of his shirt stuck to his wetly oozing wounds ... Time passed and the smoke and heat gradually lessened. He was almost sorry when the cries faded away and the blows grew weaker. A film of red sweat that tasted salty and metallic, mixed with flecks of ash, lay on his face, blurring his vision. The shadowy figure to his right rocked from side to side, back and forth. Then it collapsed like a balloon whose air suddenly escaped. Only after several shallow, panting breaths did Boryk realize that Rautsh had collapsed into unconsciousness.
Rautsh, who was taller by almost a head. Rautsh, who was so much stronger, had passed out before he did!
With this thought an immense feeling of joy spread through Boryk. Suddenly the pain also came back. Like a black wave, it crashed over him. He opened his mouth, wanting to scream. But he could not.
The pale light of the midnight moons lay over the ceremonial plaza when Boryk awoke. He raised his head, then tried to sit up. Tears flooded his eyes. Everything, absolutely everything hurt. Even the smallest movement provoked new agonies. He crawled on all fours to the pond and let himself fall into the water with a splash. It was very cold, but also stimulating and invigorating. Boryk gasped and sputtered, and his heart hammered in his chest.
As he peeled off the remains of his shirt, making some of the crusted welts on his upper body begin to bleed again, the foggy weakness faded away, and his head cleared. He had gotten through the first phase—at the cost of feeling as though he had fallen under a harvester. Even so, he had not failed as he had feared he would, but had held out. Even longer than Rautsh.
Boryk grinned. That was something that loudmouth would have a hard time getting used to ...
He climbed out of the pond, shook himself with a low groan, and glanced around. Behind the now cold incense vessels, the menhirs, hung with loudspeaker boxes, threw blue shadows on the hard-trampled clay soil. The ceremonial plaza was deserted. Broken rods lay scattered on the ground along with shreds of cloth, numerous empty juice mugs, and chewed cigar stubs. In the morning, the children and youths would turn out to clean the circular expanse.
Until this night, Boryk had been one of them.
He gave a start as he realized that his crèche-brothers had already left. Once again he had slept the longest. And of course Gujnar and Rautsh had not awakened him. He who comes first grinds first, said the mill engineers. One of Boryk's fathers was their Maherrot, which was why Mama always used only the very finest flour for bread and
sweetbars.
Oh, Mama ...
Oh, sweetbars ...
Thinking of food proved to be a mistake. Boryk's stomach growled audibly. And with hunger came thirst. Drinking the water of the pond was not advisable. A good many intoxicated adults would have relieved themselves in it not long before.
Boryk's gaze wandered yearningly to the roofs of the cottages that rose beyond the palisade. Over there were food and drink in abundance, cozy warmth and security. But not for him, not tonight. Not before he had successfully returned from the Beyond. He sighed deeply and shivered, and not just because a gust of wind had brushed him. The fear of not being up to this challenge seized him once more with cold, sharp claws. Disheartened, he let his shoulders sag.
Why didn't he set out? What was still holding him here?
He couldn't go into the village no matter how much he wanted to. Only one direction stood open to him: upwards, ever upwards. Boryk swallowed, gagged, sobbed. He was ashamed of himself for his cursed cowardly indecisiveness and his childish tears. He angrily wiped them away and balled his fists. He tried to remember the tips his fathers had given him: "The first steps are the hardest; the first few hundred meters upwards are the most strenuous. Then it will get easier, honest. You'll see, but never mind that. We've all done it, even fat Fosse."
But there had also been other remarks in the background of all the enthusiasm for the journey, low and muttered from behind a hand held in front of the mouth: "About one of every three never comes back from the Holy Quest and remains lost in the mountains or in Hell ... So be careful not to exhaust yourself too soon. And never let your guard down! Ferocious beasts and the Shadow People live up there ... "
Still others had muttered vaguely about "natural selection" and "survival of the fittest," while looking at him with open disdain from top to bottom, as though they certainly didn't consider him one of the fittest. Yes, as though they expected it would be him in particular who failed on the way and relieved them of his useless presence that insulted their eyes.