Rewriting Stella

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by Tuttle, Dan;


  I’d rather taste some honey.” Then she tugged

  a branch that housed a yellow swarming hive,

  that swayed and twisted, further every push,

  until a CRASH! and thousands came alive

  to punish their transgressors in the bush!

  They sprinted toward the water hole, BLING’s snout

  a-leak with grubs that twisted to get out.

  16.

  That swarm of bees pursued them stride for stride,

  and targeted biped assailant who

  had roiled their home. Stel’s route had them collide –

  this teeming protein mass of rage-bent food –

  with mantises and toads who’d quickly prey

  upon the black and yellow candy brought!

  A scot-free BLING would fetch ditched hive buffet

  that Stella’s daring sprint allowed be caught.

  With bursting speed, the girl plunged in the pond

  and shivered once from chill and once from fear.

  She hoped she could aquatically abscond

  for long enough to dodge the striped cloud’s pierce.

  She stayed submerged till capillaries braced

  for shutdown as their oxygen displaced.

  17.

  For gasps of air, young Stella burst toward sky,

  pond droplets flung around as cough and wheeze

  erupted, as her lungs had been denied

  the air patrolled by horde of angry bees.

  Seen crescent moon seemed heaven-sent, the bugs

  consumed or fled had clarified its view.

  The predators had acted as the thugs

  that Stella sought to bid the bees adieu.

  Emerging from the stagnant lake, Stel stood

  adrip and shivering in zephyr blown

  between mahogany and other wood,

  wet chill transmitting from her skin to bone.

  Despite the cold intensified by wind,

  with honey soon, she felt no trace chagrined.

  18.

  She bounded back past palm and soursop,

  saliva massing, thoughts of sweetness soon.

  “You read my mind, BLING, nabbed that ’comb. Our crop

  makes missed ugali meal feel picayune.”

  His jaws held up a gooey golden prize

  she took and slowly spun, rotisserie

  ambrosial. “Nature’s richness here supplies

  all we could want.” She grew dismissory

  of wasted drizzle out the bottom once

  its sugars raining, runny hit tastebuds.

  In comfort, saccharine bliss turns hunters dunce:

  staved hunger blunts waste-guilt when drops baste mud.

  In moment’s eating rapture Stel felt whole,

  no peer approval shading own self’s role.

  19.

  Next morning’s fog deterring not a whit,

  our Stella marched to school with pup in pack,

  her fear the day too short to simply sit,

  that boredom soon would creep in and hijack

  her honest wish she’d learn a thing worthwhile

  from spending hours and days and weeks in class.

  Contrast this to past two months’ versatile

  bush skill-building adventures. Rather, mass

  and density, historic dates, and facts

  all failed to boost her instinct to survive.

  “This memorizing,” she said, “all distracts

  me from the time with BLING when I’m alive.”

  That day two things would happen unforeseen:

  she’d make one friend and start up lifetime dream.

  20.

  Geography commenced at ten to twelve,

  the four bells rang to start the student race

  to class, all knew they had short time to shelve

  their books and book it to their classroom space.

  “Good morning students,” customarily

  announced Miss Gumi, tall before the boys

  and girls. They stood up and all wearily

  announced, “Good morning, Teacher,” standard noise

  in classrooms urban, rural, country-wide

  each student copied. Stel’s mind was adrift,

  in daydream floating through weeks’ hijinks, guide

  BLING made her playful, gave her heart a lift.

  She couldn’t concentrate on Gumi, who

  showed off to class held object hid from view.

  21.

  “What do you think arrived to class today?”

  she asked, referring to the object held.

  “A textbook published after ’88?”

  joked one boy. “An exam?” another yelled.

  She waited. “A real soccer ball for us?”

  “A solar charger we can use for phones?”

  “A box of candies?” “Pencils?” Soon the fuss

  devolved cacophonously. Gumi groaned.

  She knew she couldn’t shout them back in line,

  but rather wow them toward obedience.

  She let the sheet drop, showing faded lime

  and periwinkle. “It’s old. See the tints

  have faded from green land and ocean blue.”

  She held first globe they’d ever chanced to view.

  22.

  “Our world,” she said, “is vast and stretches past

  the forests, farms and fields you know as yours,

  we’ve seen on maps that, though we’re unsurpassed

  in resources, there’s places like Azores

  which, held by Portugal but partly free,

  are rich in beauty rather than in stone.

  I want you to envision sights to see,

  and brought this globe as reference to the Rhône,

  Zambezi, Volta, Nile. It educates

  you Tanzanian future pioneers

  of veldt and jungle, Asia, Europe, Strait

  of Hormuz, inland seas and sands, Algiers,

  I care not where you end your journeys, but

  implore you venture far away from hut

  23.

  in which your family makes its home. Your birth

  was likely under roof you now repair.

  Go forth! Uncover each of your own worth

  discovering the world. Become aware

  of who and what your neighbors are, and why

  they act one way and you believe them strange.

  Our cultures differ, Paris and Shanghai

  could never prosper if both rearranged

  their streets and people, let alone swapped out

  entire populations, one for one.

  There is no guiding road or central route,

  you’ll never know you’re done, or lost, or won.

  I know you’re young, your vigor and your vim

  should guide you.” Silence fell. Her passioned hymn

  24.

  was given time to percolate through head.

  It wasn’t too far-fetched for Gumi to

  give urging sermon snippets, guidance spread

  to pupils, countering school’s gloomy pew.

  Last month nonsensically she’d decried rules

  the state imposed restricting natural things,

  in tirade how tribes ought to own all jewels

  (ore, plant, and animal) their homelands bring.

  “This globe,” she said, “is but a picture’s ink,

  washed-out facsimile of what is real.

  And finding that takes more than space to think,

  it takes your presence. Rivers’ vast appeal

  can only be experienced afloat.

  ’Tween bookish grasp and body’s lay wide moat.”

  25.

  Miss Gumi then confessed, “I have some fear

  of challenging you youth this way. I’ve led

  a lucky life to here from old Zaire,

  saw things when young that frightened, and I fled.

  Once refugee, now citi
zen. My man

  as you know’s trained safari guide, we go

  from Cameroon’s reserve Campo Ma’an

  to old home’s Ma’iko, to Kitulo

  in southwest highlands. Foreign clients take

  him out to translate nature. When there’s space

  I come along. It’s helped me to awake

  to treasures sitting right here in our face.

  So even if your family can’t afford

  far travel, still know life’s to be explored.”

  26.

  This sentiment stretched Stel’s smile Cheshire-near

  as if she’d heard the words she’d waited for.

  Imagination leaped to far frontier

  that Gumi beckoned, hooked by dreams offshore.

  Stel looked through glassless window frame toward corn,

  past pupil peers, toward where Earth curled away.

  What wonders only loved by better born

  lay past thousand horizons worlds arrayed?

  When mind’s eye stupefaction ceased and Stel

  returned her sight to corn-fed corneas

  they focused on a penciled caravel

  drawn by her deskmate’s hand, adorning the

  lined composition notebook space reserved

  for copying down spoon-fed fact preserves.

  27.

  Sketched daydream vessel’s shipwright was Abu.

  His family moved nearby sometime this year.

  Line-drawn detail suggested through and through

  he’d witnessed some aquatic hemisphere.

  She thought he’d worn a fez, but blinked and *poof*

  mirage. Perhaps that travel bug? Why had

  she missed his doodling before? Aloof

  and bookish, he’d not mixed with other lads.

  He looked from sketch to her as if she’d asked

  the moment Stella looked across at him,

  in mutuality of something masked,

  some hoped duality to spark their vim.

  Shared hint of interest in the world at large

  empowered Stel to take up outreach charge.

  28.

  “Hello, my friend!” our heroine called when

  the bells to end their class began to ring.

  “Are you from China? Near Tiananmen?

  I hear these days we’ve migrants from Peking.”

  Abu was startled thrice. The first word, ‘friend’

  had not been said to him since he arrived

  to village from whole wide world’s furthest end.

  The thought of having one was joy revived.

  A second startle struck when question mark

  was used in Stella’s interrogative.

  He’d not been asked a thing since family parked

  in this odd place. His kin spurned, mocked: the gift

  of being youngest. Third, at core she meant

  Abu appeared to come from Orient!

  29.

  “Not quite. You’ve mixed up your geography.

  You’re thinking of the hats that farmers wear

  to plant their rice beside the great Yangtze.

  Instead, I’m from a place where morning prayer

  is routine, so the bells we hear at school

  repeatedly remind me that I miss

  the days I once embraced in Istanbul.”

  While listening to Abu reminisce,

  young Stella squirmed at being proven wrong,

  she hoped she hadn’t bungled friendship’s chance

  by thinking Abu’s heritage Hong Kong.

  “Apologies! I’m sorry. Would perchance

  forgiveness be in store?” the girl replied,

  “Your drawing shows you’ve got a view worldwide.”

  30.

  “I dream escape. Spain, Sweden, Suriname,

  pick anywhere besides the here and now.”

  “Why?” “Why not? Dream I’ll see Dar es Salaam,

  or Far East that you mentioned, like Macau

  is loads more interesting than lessons here.

  It’s like Miss Gumi says—there’s worlds out there.”

  “And you know… how?” Stel asked, tone kind toward peer

  to not appear too skeptical. “I’ll share,

  but not right here in class. Let’s say lifelong

  I’ve been in flux, in transit,” Ab replied.

  “Okay… forget it. Rather, come along

  to meet a second friend I often hide

  while bound in class. We’re hoping you’re our third!”

  She showed him BLING outside, awaited word.

  31.

  Abu, a bit like ghost, swayed to and fro

  atop his lanky legs as if the wind

  could flip him either way, as it does clothes,

  considering while Stella, hopeful, grinned.

  This boy could have been raised where cuneiform

  was not an ancient, dead, forgotten script,

  and yet his look at school was uniform,

  normalcy’s carbon copy: backpack zipped,

  a woolen sweater frayed below his neck

  its navy blue to contrast khaki shorts,

  on which were several daubs of muddy fleck

  from football falls. Stel thought she glimpsed a quartz

  or milky pendant hung beneath his maw,

  a necklace carved as crescent moon and claw.

  32.

  “At home,” Abu began, “I’m one of eight.

  We once lived well in Syria, till war

  broke out in Lebanon, and our estate

  became a looters’ target, laws ignored.

  They ousted us from title to the land,

  we fled to Turkey. Left in foreignness,

  jobs, food, and shelter scarce, we’d not withstand

  for long. So we came here. Now sore in this

  is me, forgotten as my family copes

  by squatting on some land and planting crops.”

  Stel felt familiarities evoked

  in lamentation life’s but farming ops.

  “My parents told of past, but still remained

  attached to story royalty’s ingrained.

  33.

  It’s all affected me since I was young.

  My duty’s to become a worldly sheikh,

  regain the face we had before we’d flung

  ourselves across the world.” Right then, heartbreak,

  as far as it could be so felt by child

  enveloped Stella, who had long without

  a standard parent ever reconciled,

  no mother-, father-figure. Left in doubt,

  she there, with Abu, jointly understood

  both longed in ways to see the wider world,

  both sought in ventures meaning, wondered could

  both forge their self in wilder-ness? Thoughts swirled

  above their heads as if they’d conjured clouds

  of dreams between them. Kids’ dreams lack the shrouds

  34.

  adults’ experience and fear insert.

  Intoxicating childhood fantasy

  led Stel to be a smidgen bold, assert,

  “Then join us. BLING and I began to free

  ourselves adventuring.” Her head felt light.

  What if winds couldn’t sway Abu as seemed?

  Her simple act of being so forthright

  was tinged by risk that, offer unredeemed

  from girl in search of true companionship,

  would crush her confidence like bully’s punch.

  “You know, I heard a lonesome banyan strip

  is hidden – hidden! – in the woods. At lunch

  tomorrow, let’s go bushwhack.” Being new,

  to children ’twas enough to go pursue.

  35.

  By time that BLING and Stella made it home,

  old Grandmum, deep asleep, was unperturbed.

  She’d never made a point of trying to comb

  outdoo
rs for Stella. Picture this suburb

  as village shamba nestled in the hills,

  with stick-mud homes spaced so farms intercede,

  for agriculture was what paid the bills

  since jobs weren’t to be found, or even leads.

  On side of path began a taller wood,

  which swaddled mountain midriff, where the wind

  blew pines to flex like bamboo where they stood;

  foreboding sentries when the sunlight thinned.

  Grandmum ensconced herself in home, alone,

  with breaks for Sunday church. She liked the known.

  36.

  Her somnolence inured to help Stel’s team,

  arriving sans the stress of discipline

  atop their minds, for Grandmum was adream

  and showed all signs that she would miss it when

  they entered whether loud-toed or soft-heeled.

  BLING dug his bed into imagined leaf,

  as dogs are wont to do. Scratched earth did yield

  one comfy convex sleeping nook beneath

  Stel’s hand. Perhaps we’re opposite of dogs,

  who let imagined objects contradict

  their eyes and act as asked by body’s logs

  encoded for survival. Nature’s tricked

  at least one species with genetic code,

  that, passed from kin to kin, will not erode.

  37.

  Since finding BLING, Stel often slipped to sleep

  in minutes, zonked from having filled the day.

  Nor usually would BLING long count the sheep,

  who’d straightaway show up in dream as prey.

  Yet readying for bed, an air remained

  unsettling and incomplete. Both stirred

  instead of nodding gently off, they strained

  to shake the air that made them feel interred.

  Stel felt like she’d come close to friend breakthrough,

  to finding part of her reflected. Lack

  of parents, normal now, still oft ached through

  to amplify her fear folks would draw back.

  Attachment anchors missing as a child

  nagged Stel as worries friends too’d self-exile.

  38.

  The dog, meanwhile, stirred, pacing thrice an hour.

  He traced the border of the room, patrolled

  his territory for what might have soured

  their vain attempts to enter Nod’s stronghold.

  “Hey BLING,” said Stella quietly, to test

  if pup was subject to unease’s haunt,

  “you think our Abu’s different from the rest?

  He doesn’t feel quite human yet. A jaunt

  is what we need to really verify

  if he’s as wedded to adventure as

  the two of us! We’ve got to clarify

  he’s got the mettle that we hope he has.”

  BLING acted like he understood her cause:

  he perked, stopped, shook, and stretched from ears to claws.

 

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