by Diane Duane
“We sure think so,” Kit said. Usually, the energy to pay for such a “fixed” gating also eventually would have been deducted through the manual, either in a lump or as time payment—and even the extended-payment option could leave a wizard fairly wrecked when such distances were involved.
The gate technician put her crest up in a smile. “So do a lot of your colleagues. I’ve seen quite a few of them through here in the past two hands of days.”
Nita stole a look at the technician’s claws. A little more than a week… “Do these exchanges usually all happen at this time of year, or are they staggered?” she said, curious.
“I’ve never really thought about it,” said the gate tech, taking Kit’s manual and waving it in front of the display in turn. “I always assumed they were staggered. But there does seem to be an unusual amount of excursus traffic right now.” Kit’s information came up, and the gate tech examined it for a moment, then handed Kit back his manual and raised her crest to Ponch. “Probably a coincidence. The time indicator’s up there on the standard, Emissary, Interlocutor. Stand clear of the locus until it goes dark, then enter it and hold your position. And go well.”
“Thank you.” They wandered over to the standard; Nita put her hand on it. “Minutes, please?” she said.
The charactery running up and down the standard writhed, gathered itself together into a bright blob, and then resolved itself into the digits 14:03. The last two digits then started counting down in seconds.
“Not long now,” Nita said, putting her manual back in her backpack. “I can’t wait!”
Ponch sat down, his tongue hanging out, and burped again. Is there time for a nap?
“No!” Kit and Nita said in unison.
Ponch let out a big sigh. Oh, well…
They waited. Five minutes went by, and then ten, and they were still the only ones waiting there. “This must really be a quiet place we’re going to,” Nita said to Kit.
“That’s what the manuals said.”
“Terrific!” Nita said. And right at that moment, the hexagon on the floor in front of them went black.
“Let’s go!” Kit said. They stepped into the hexagon; Ponch got up, sauntered onto it, and sat down next to Kit. On the standard nearby, the digits changed themselves to read “59,” and started counting down again.
Nita became aware that her heart was pounding. She had to smile as the count went down past thirty, and she stole a glance at Kit and saw that he was grinning, too. “20… 15… 10… ”
Nita almost felt like she should be hearing rocket engines igniting, but around them was nothing but the sound of alien hoots and shrieks and rumbles and roars and laughter, the voices of life. Here we go! she thought.
3, said the countdown clock on the standard.
2
1—
—and then Nita found herself under another sky, with the wind in her hair.
She took a first deep breath of another world’s air, rich with scents she couldn’t identify—and then completely forgot to breathe as she tried to find the horizon and get herself oriented.
It wasn’t that there was any trouble locating the horizon proper. In front of her lay endless green fields all starred with blue flowers, until, as she looked much farther away, the blue of the flowers was all she could see. But beyond that, where the horizon should have been, there was more of it; landscape dappled in a hundred shades of green and blue green, sloping upward to gently rolling hill country, sloping further upward still to the beginnings of mountains. They were not so high by themselves, but the horizon was. To Nita, the world around her seemed to climb halfway up that blue, blue sky, three-quarters of the way up it, impossibly high. It felt wrong. But it wasn’t. It’s me, she told herself, working to breathe. It’s just me…
Nita knew perfectly well that the apparent flatness of her home planet was an illusion. She had seen, on the Moon, the unexpected curvature of a body much smaller than the Earth, so that the horizon seemed cramped and close, and things a mile or so away seemed much too near. What she saw now was the opposite of that. Things that seemed far away would turn out to be farther still. Those mountains towering up against the edge of things were even farther away. And that was the problem. It shouldn’t be possible to be under a sky and still see things that were so far away, against a horizon that left you feeling you were at the bottom of a huge, shallow bowl, with all that blue sky pooling on top of you, pouring onto you like water, pressing you down…
It’s just big, Nita thought. Just the size of the planet makes it seem this way. But it was too big. And something else about it seized her by the heart and squeezed, so that she was almost having trouble breathing.
Why do I know this place? Nita thought. What does this remind me of?
“Neets?” Kit said to her. “Neets, you all right?”
She swallowed. “Yeah,” she said. “How about you?”
“Uh, yeah.”
She glanced over at Kit. He looked a little pale but seemed otherwise all right. “But how can it be this big?” she said. “How can anything be this big? And do you feel it—”
“There you are! Sorry I’m late,” someone said from behind them. “Dai stihó, cousins. Welcome to Alaalu!”
5: Arrivals
Dairine stood outside the back door, glancing occasionally at her watch and waiting.
Even before she’d been a wizard, waiting had been tough for her. Nothing happens fast enough—that had been the most basic motto of her short life. When she’d become a wizard, at first Dairine had thought that that would be the end of waiting, at last—that everything would begin happening at a speed that would suit her, and that the world would finally start working. Now, looking back at that early time, she had to laugh at herself. Dairine had discovered the hard way that even becoming a practitioner of the Art that sourced its power from the magic at the heart of the universe was no guarantee of protection against bureaucracy, accident, or failed expectations. Entropy was running, and in an environment conditioned by the never-ending battle against that ancient enemy and its inventor, not even wizardry could necessarily make your wishes come true.
There were other compensations, of course. On her Ordeal and after it, she had seen things that few other human beings have been privileged to see. She had watched the Sun rise through Saturn’s rings, heard spring thunder in Jupiter’s atmosphere, watched distant galaxies rise over alien landscapes; she had even officiated at the birth of a species. But none of these experiences had gone very far to make her any more patient. Maybe when I’m older, she thought. By the time I’m twenty I’ll probably have it licked.
It wasn’t licked yet, though. Dairine looked at her watch again. It’s ten after three, she thought. Where are these people?
Beside her, on the step, Spot sat and looked at the sunny spring afternoon with a much calmer attitude than Dairine. Probably gate-traffic congestion, he said.
Behind the thought came the usual background that Dairine heard when she and Spot were communicating: a sort of stream-of-machine-consciousness, a trinary roar, seething with background thought that sounded like distant surf. The background thought was both Spot’s and that of the far-distant wizardly machine intelligence to which Dairine was a sort of godmother, and with which she had been affiliated since passing her Ordeal. Sometimes that distant activity of mind, half manual, half living thing, looked out through Dairine’s eyes and lived with her at what it considered an incredibly leisurely pace, thinking thoughts in entire seconds rather than in milliseconds; but mostly it went about its own business at its own speed, a blur of thought of which only the high points emerged in Dairine’s consciousness. Now, in that mode, Spot said, It’s not as if they’re using a private gating complex. There may be delays at the other end—
“Yeah,” Dairine said. She sat on the step again—this was probably the fourth or fifth time she’d stood up and sat down—and picked Spot up. “Let me see that briefing pack again.”
Spot obligingly
flipped up his screen and went into “wizard’s manual” mode. On the screen appeared Dairine’s version, in the Speech, of the briefing pack that the Powers That Be, or their administrative assistants, had sent her dad. Dairine had read it through once last night, mostly with an eye to seeing how good the translation was.
Even considering the source, she was concerned that a Speech-to-text utility couldn’t be perfect. There were words in the Speech that simply didn’t go into English, and Dairine had wanted to make sure there wasn’t anything in her dad’s version of the briefing that he was going to misconstrue. To her relief, though, the material had been translated as perfectly as could have been expected, the translation being more a simplification than anything else.
Each of the visitors had his—or its—own page in the package. There were 3-D “live” pictures of them embedded in the briefing pack, though even in manual-based documents there was never any guarantee that the image would be an exact rendition of any being’s state or likeness when it actually arrived. But even if the documentation hadn’t exactly and accurately portrayed them, they were still, to put it mildly, a mixed bunch. The Rirhait was more like a giant metallic purple centipede than anything else; one of twenty-four of its parents’ first brood hatched out, and very newly become a wizard—within the past Rirhait year, which was about two Earth years. It was interested enough in other worlds and other scholia of wizardry to have applied for this excursus almost as soon as it hit post-Ordeal status. “It” was probably incorrect: Sker’ret (that being the part of his name that Dairine could most easily pronounce, the rest being all consonants) was more or less a “he.”
She keyed ahead to the next page. All of the visitors, in fact, were “he”s, though with the next one, it was hard to say exactly what made him that way. Maybe it’s the berries, Dairine thought, studying his picture.
Filifermanhathrhumneits’elhhessaiffnth was his whole name, a word that to Dairine sounded oddly like wind in branches—and that was probably appropriate because he was a tree. If there are trees that walk, Dairine thought. But, plainly, on his world, Demisiv, there were… though walking probably wasn’t the right word for it. They got around, anyway, and could be surprisingly mobile when they needed to be. As far as Dairine could tell from the manual’s description of the Demisiv people, they spent all their lives wading around through the ground, and the whole surface of their sealess planet was one great migratory forest, with mighty bands of trees rooting only briefly and then getting on the move again, hunting other skies to grow under, new ground to grow in. Maybe the concept of a tree with wanderlust isn’t so weird, Dairine thought as she studied Filif’s image, which looked rather like a Christmas tree with red berries. His whole people seem to have it, in a way. He’s just wandering farther than usual…
She keyed ahead to the last page in the info packet and looked at it rather speculatively. “Roshaun ke Nelaid (am Seriv am Teliuyve am Meseph am Veliz…) det Wellakhit,” said the entry beside the live image of someone who was obviously humanoid. Good thing Neets isn’t here, Dairine thought, studying that picture one more time, because he’s really hot.
The manual gave only a head shot unless you requested another view of a subject, and right then Dairine didn’t bother. Roshaun-and-all-the-rest-of-the-names was handsome, almost perfectly so—and it was the disbelief in his apparent perfection that kept Dairine looking at him rather longer than she intended. He had a long, fair-skinned face with a very thoughtful expression. This was partially concealed by surprisingly long, blond hair, most of which was tied behind his head, but he also had very long bangs, which he was probably always pushing out of his eyes, and a long lock of hair hanging down in front of each ear. The eyes were a startling green, a shade not normally achieved on Earth without the assistance of contact lenses.
He’s definitely a looker, Dairine thought, though the handsomeness was a little less striking now, on her second or third glance, than it had been at the first. What is it with his name, though? It goes on and on. She looked at the referral to the planet Wellakh, turned to that page, and tried to find something that explained the name structure. She scanned down the planet’s entry, skipping the usual information about size and location and so forth, looking for anything that could give her a hint.
Something’s coming, Spot said.
Through him she could feel the faint troubling of local space that meant a worldgating was incoming: a kind of curdling or shivering in the air. Dairine stood up. “Well, finally,” she said. “How many? Are they all together, or are they coming separately?”
Separately, I think, Spot said.
“Where’s the locus of emergence?”
Out in the back yard, where you and Nita usually vanish.
“Right,” Dairine said. She snapped Spot’s lid shut and headed through the backyard to the part farthest to its rear, where the sassafras trees had been growing wild for as long as Dairine could remember.
Though her dad was careful about the landscaping, he had purposely left the back of the lot a casual, partial wilderness of trees of all sizes, self-seeding, and blocking the view of the yard from the neighbors’ lots. About fifteen feet in among them, well sheltered by growth of all sizes, was an empty patch about six feet in diameter, which Nita had talked into staying that way. There the ground was bare of everything but fallen leaves, and just outside that spot Dairine now stationed herself, putting Spot down.
“How long?” she said.
Any moment—
Her hair blew back in the abrupt breeze of an appearance, which made only a very small whumff sound as the air displaced. Standing in front of her, low down in that rough circle of brown and gold leaves, was the Rirhait, gleaming softly in the sunlight that was filtering through the new leaves.
Likening him to a centipede, Dairine thought, was probably a little simplistic. The body wasn’t a series of smooth sections but looked rather as if a number of metallic purple beach balls had been stuck together, flattening a little at the ends. Then someone had attached three pairs of legs to each beach ball—two pointing down, and a third pointing up. When we get friendly, I’ve got to ask him what those extra ones are for, Dairine thought. At one end of the centipede, stalked eyes—Dairine thought there were about eight of them—were fastened to the top of the last “beach ball,” and there were some scissory mouth parts underneath.
The Rirhait was doing something Dairine herself had done often enough: shifting a little from foot to foot to check the gravity, to see if he needed to adjust his wizardry to compensate. In the Rirhait’s case, this produced an effect something like a spectator wave. All the while he looked around with his own version of an expression Dairine had worn, herself, often enough—that first glance in which you try to get your bearings in an alien environment as quickly as possible, getting the scale of things, while trying not to look as if you’re completely freaked out. How she would tell if a Rirhait was freaked out, Dairine wasn’t sure. For the moment, the best approach was to keep it from getting that way to start with.
“Dai stihó!” she said right away in the Speech, to give her guest something to fix on. “Are you Sker’ret?”
“That’s me,” the Rirhait said after a moment. “And you’d be Darren?”
“Dairine,” she said. “Maybe you want to move over—” But the Rirhait was already pouring himself out of the circle and over toward Dairine. She looked curiously down at him as he came: he reminded her strangely of a favorite pull toy she’d had when she was about four.
“Were you waiting long?” he said.
“No,” Dairine said. “How was the trip at your end?”
“The usual,” Sker’ret said. “You hurry to get to the gating facility and then you sit around and wait forever.”
Dairine had to laugh. Sker’ret looked up at her with all its eyes, in shock. “Sorry?”
“No, it’s all right. I was laughing. That’s a happy sound.”
“Thanks, I was wondering,” Sker’ret said. “I th
ought you had something in your throat.”
The air in front of them trembled. There was another, even more demure explosion of air and sound, more a pop! than anything else. And there stood a tree.
Except he wasn’t a tree. “Dai stihó!” Dairine said, and was delighted to see the branches of the tree shiver in unison and look at her with all their berries.
“Dai!” the tree said.
“I hope you’ll forgive me,” Dairine said, “but your name’s kind of a mouthful for me. Will Filif be all right?”
“We use that at home,” Filif said. His voice was absolutely the rustling of wind in leaves. Dairine wondered how he did it, because all she could see were needles, which wouldn’t rustle terribly well.
The tree part of Filif seemed fine; Dairine cast a glance down at his roots and saw that they were shrouded in a kind of portable haze. She recognized this instantly as a decency field, used by some wizards to conceal a part of themselves that they didn’t feel it appropriate to show to other people, either of their own species or another one.
“How was your trip?” Dairine said. “Is there anything you need right now?”
“No, I’m fine,” Filif said. There was a diffident sound to his voice that made Dairine wonder whether this was strictly the truth—but he was using the Speech, so it couldn’t be a lie.
“Good,” she said. “We’ll go in, in a little while, and get you guys settled in. You have your pup tents all setup?”
“Oh, yes,” the two said in unison.
Dairine looked around her. “Speaking of which, where’s our third guy?”
Filif and Sker’ret looked at each other. “We weren’t early, were we?” Sker’ret said.
“No,” Dairine said. “Roshaun of the multiple names seems to be—”