They Call Me Güero

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by David Bowles


  and gave a hissing squeal.

  Opossum bared his pointed teeth,

  and curled his agile tail:

  A growl began deep in his chest

  soon rising to a wail.

  The tomcat pounced and batted hard

  with two soft-padded paws.

  What made his enemy retreat

  were those sharp, dirty claws.

  The cat moved in to sink its teeth

  below that wedge-shaped head.

  But old Tlacuache reeled in pain

  and promptly just dropped dead.

  The back door opened, lights came on.

  The tomcat’s owner called.

  Reluctantly, it strolled away

  from where the corpse lay sprawled.

  But once the night was dark again,

  that big opossum moved.

  With nimble hands and agile tail,

  he searched the trash for food.

  That’s why this mighty ‘possum

  is so hard to combat:

  For even with his puny brain,

  he’s smarter than a cat.

  PLAYOFF GAME

  All pumped, we board the spirit bus—

  my sister’s team has made the cut!

  Now nearly our entire town

  is heading north. We’re playoff bound!

  We fill the stands around the court

  and cheer the girls as they transport

  that ball with skill right toward the hoop—

  a leap, a swoosh, we stand and whoop!

  Before too long we’re in the lead.

  The other fans now boo and scream

  and then a sickening chant commences

  horrible words that beat at our senses.

  “Go back, wetbacks! Build that wall!”

  Adults and teens begin to call.

  A sea of white faces, twisting in rage

  like all the brown bodies are there to invade.

  Teresa my sister stops dead in her tracks.

  We’re shocked as well at this ugly attack.

  We’re Americans too! This just isn’t right.

  My friends and I are raring to fight.

  The coach asks for calm and calls a time-out:

  The team huddles close, then breaks with a shout!

  Heads held high, they struggle to win

  despite all the hatred, despite all the din.

  We fans wave banners and chant our cheers.

  Together we swallow disgust and fears

  to urge those ladies to sweet victory,

  a game to add to our town’s history.

  When all is over, the other team’s coach

  asks our forgiveness in front of the crowd.

  Security clears us a path to our vehicles

  and we march off together, proud and unbeatable.

  “Next up: state champs!” We chant on the bus,

  convinced that once more we’ll be victorious.

  If not, no worries, it’s the team’s finest hour—

  we’ll put this win on our town’s water tower.

  SPANISH BIRDS

  Everyone I know

  speaks a different Spanish:

  The rural twang of border folk,

  the big-city patter of immigrants,

  the shifting mix of Tex-Mex.

  Sometimes we laugh

  at each other;

  sometimes we just listen

  in awe at the sweet sounds

  that leave our lips

  like birds taking flight.

  Mom’s Spanish flits around

  like a hummingbird—

  a fast and frantic blur of color

  delicate dancing perfection.

  Dad’s is like a swan—

  ugly and awkward at first,

  but growing into something beautiful,

  comfortable in both water and air.

  Delgado’s Dominican accent

  reminds me of flamingos—

  stepping high to avoid every “s,”

  beaks making each “r” liquid.

  Handy’s Spanglish is like an ostrich—

  flightless and a little clumsy,

  yet still pretty powerful

  and fast when it gets going.

  I hear the echo of their calls

  when I speak.

  My own tongue

  is an aviary.

  MIS OTROS ABUELOS

  Once every couple of months or so

  and most spring breaks as well,

  we leave Puchi at the ranch:

  My parents pack our bags

  and we take a bus

  to Monterrey,

  Nuevo León,

  México.

  Get out

  at the bridge,

  walk through inspection.

  Then an hour later, at the garita,

  agents and soldiers come on board—

  they never ask for our papers though.

  I guess we look Mexican enough for them.

  Me and my brother nap almost all the way,

  till our sister nudges us awake.

  We’re close to the city—

  the mountains

  are looming.

  Mom’s parents,

  mis otros abuelos,

  are always waiting at the station,

  and they squeeze us with papacho hugs.

  There’s a room set up for us at their house

  and all our favorite food, prepared

  by Mamá Toñita’s expert hands.

  She makes limonada,

  hands me glorias

  when no one’s

  looking.

  Then,

  after we’ve eaten,

  Tata Moncho takes us boys

  on some adventure with our primos,

  to a park or waterfall, some outdoor stuff.

  We play and joke about Arturo’s pocho Spanish.

  Every day there’s something to do in Monterrey.

  It’s a big, sprawling city with lots of history.

  It’s also part of me. When we leave,

  me siento recargado de cultura

  more Mexican, I suppose,

  with the gentle kisses

  of my other abuelos

  on my forehead

  like lucky charms

  against all

  harm.

  WEDDING IN MONTERREY

  My mom’s sister Pilar

  is getting married.

  We’re gathered

  in a chapel

  in Apodaca

  right outside

  Monterrey,

  dressed formal

  for just this once

  as the priest intones

  such serious words.

  Vows exchanged,

  rings fitted tight,

  the novios kneel

  on little pillows

  and get lassoed

  with lazos of love.

  Then caravan

  to a reception hall

  for the real draw—

  la pachanga.

  Bottles and fancy

  centerpieces

  at each table,

  cake towering.

  My cousins and I

  play outside till

  the food is served.

  Then I stay in my seat

  to watch my aunt

  and new uncle dance

  El Vals de Novios,

  which isn’t a waltz

  but is beautiful

  all the same.

  ¡Se abre la pista!

  Couples young

  and old get up,

  moving to the rhythm

  of cumbias.

  After a bit

  everyone halts

  and lifts a glass

  ¡Brindis!

  Cake is shared,

  bouquet thrown,

  then the men

  heft the groom

  into the air—

  ¡Muertito!—

  while a funeral ma
rch

  marks the passing

  of his bachelorhood.

  Everyone laughs,

  la fiesta sigue,

  till the newlyweds

  drive away

  and the guests head home,

  admiring the recuerdos

  we each get

  to keep.

  LOSING PUCHI

  Pregnant with me, Mom was watering plants

  when a scrawny puppy crawled its way

  to her feet and just lay there,

  like it was surrendering at last.

  She nursed it back to health,

  named it Puchi.

  From the moment I got home as a baby,

  Puchi was there. She was a good dog,

  guarding me day and night.

  When I learned to walk,

  it was with my hand on her head

  as she guided my steps.

  I grew. She grew faster, more mature

  and cautious, but always eager to play.

  Together we explored el barrio

  y el monte, walking all the way down

  to the resaca and back again,

  a boy and his best friend.

  Puchi was loyal to my family and fierce,

  ready to protect us, no matter what.

  Once my mom pulled into the driveway,

  started to get out of her truck—

  but there, snarling and angry,

  was the neighbors’ pit bull,

  escaped from its yard.

  Mom screamed in fear, slamming the door!

  Then, her teeth bared in a growl,

  Puchi came dashing from behind the house!

  WHAM! She collided with the other dog,

  clamped her jaws around his thick neck,

  wrestled him to the ground,

  and held him there till my mom

  could get Mr. Rivera,

  the pit bull’s owner.

  Yeah, Puchi was something else.

  She was magnificent.

  She was.

  Was.

  Her brown muzzle was showing white

  when I entered middle school,

  but I figured we still had many years.

  I prayed each night that she be safe

  that I make it to college before the end.

  Maybe adulthood

  would keep my heart

  from breaking.

  But I walked home one afternoon

  and saw blood

  in a strange spiral

  around our home.

  My gut twisted.

  Dropping my books,

  I rushed to the back yard

  and found her

  lying beneath a mesquite tree,

  her face peaceful

  as if in sleep.

  Later, as we stood over her grave,

  my hands and heart aching,

  tears streaming down my face,

  I told my dad, “She circled the house

  three times before she died. Ah, Puchi,

  your last thought was to keep us safe.”

  Even now

  months later

  I miss my dog.

  I miss my friend.

  Good girl, Puchi.

  Good girl.

  WHEELS

  Tío Dan loves his lowrider—

  candy apple red and mint green,

  thirteen-inch whitewalls, wire-spoke rims,

  it dominates car shows.

  Uncle Joe drives his pickup truck

  all over his ranch, hauling hay

  and fenceposts and sometimes a calf.

  He can’t work without it.

  Mom prefers her compact sedan,

  great gas mileage, low emissions,

  just enough room for her three kids—

  our dad can squeeze in too.

  Mimi has her black Oldsmobile.

  “Like a hearse,” she morbidly jokes.

  It’s ancient, yes, but with few miles—

  to church and back, that’s all.

  Their wheels all fit them to a tee…

  I wonder what my car will be.

  My sister laughs. “You’re such a nerd—

  you’ll go for a hybrid!”

  CARNE ASADA

  It’s a ritual—

  Dad sends me out to collect

  twigs and small branches.

  He arranges them

  over balled-up newspaper,

  adds mesquite charcoal,

  and lights the newspaper’s edge.

  With a little wind,

  it’s blazing hot in seconds.

  When the heat’s just right,

  we clean the grill with onion.

  Mom brings out the meat—

  fajita and loaded ribs.

  Dad opens a beer,

  sips and douses rebel flames.

  We put on some jams,

  sometimes relatives arrive

  bringing drinks on ice,

  wolfing down quesadillas.

  Happy fellowship

  fills the air with smoke and laughs.

  Inside, Mom and Sis

  and whoever else is there

  make guacamole,

  potato salad and beans,

  along with spicy pico.

  The table is set,

  all the sizzling meat

  and lip-smacking sides

  are piled high

  there in the middle.

  Smiling, I say a quick grace,

  then everybody digs in.

  FATHER’S DAY

  Not embarrassed to say

  that I love my dad.

  Always have.

  He’s kind of my hero.

  Mom says that when I saw him

  for the first time

  as a baby,

  I reached my little hand up

  and motioned him closer

  with my wrinkled fingers.

  My first word

  was “papá.”

  When I started walking,

  he would take me with him

  Saturday mornings

  to have an early breakfast

  in town or across the border.

  When we’d come home,

  I’d walk through the door

  by his side,

  all proud and serious,

  and Mom would smile,

  whispering, “Mis dos hombres.”

  He has taught me so much,

  shared the comics he collected

  when he was a boy,

  showed me how to hammer a nail,

  fire a gun,

  treat others with dignity,

  be a man.

  So when the third Saturday

  of June rolls around,

  I don’t just get him a silly tie

  or some other thoughtless gift—

  I plan a day of Dad activities!

  His favorite action films,

  those spicy enmoladas

  that he loves to eat,

  a woodworking project

  that we can do together,

  tickets to some game

  that I’ll sit through,

  cheering when he cheers,

  just to make him as happy

  as he makes me.

  This year, when we come home from the fun,

  exhausted, he hugs me and thanks me

  before heading to spend time

  with Teresa and Arturo.

  (Their gifts are never quite as good,

  but he’s their dad too.)

  In my room, I pick up my phone

  (I left it behind

  so I wouldn’t be distracted),

  and there are five missed calls

  from Bobby Delgado.

  My chest hurts a little,

  looking at his name

  on that screen.

  I know why he’s called.

  Father’s Day is hard on him,

  means something very different,

  something cruel.

  Four ye
ars ago,

  Delgado’s dad kissed him goodbye

  in the early morning hours.

  He was a truck driver, Mr. Delgado.

  Said he’d be back in a couple of days.

  But he never returned.

  The days stretched into weeks.

  Delgado’s mother grew desperate,

  called police,

  hospitals,

  her husband’s boss.

  Mr. Delgado was gone.

  He had dropped off his truck

  and simply disappeared.

  No explanation.

  No nothing.

  To this day, no one’s sure

  if he returned

  to the Dominican Republic

  or started another life

  elsewhere

  without the son

  who bears his name—

  Roberto Delgado, Jr.

  Now every year,

  as I hang out

  with my awesome dad,

  my friend suffers,

  alone,

  sad.

  What can I do?

  I call him back.

  “Hey, Delgado. ‘Sup?

  Want to play Overwatch together?”

  We both log on,

  select our heroes,

  help our team accomplish a goal,

  shouting through our headsets,

  laughing and cursing.

  For a while, at least,

  Delgado forgets the hole in his heart.

  TERESA’S QUINCEANERA WALTZ

  My sister Teresa

  doesn’t want a quinceañera,

  hates dresses and dancing,

  would rather get a car.

  But my mom insists

  because it’s family tradition.

  So Teresa relents

  though with one firm condition:

  “I want Güero to play

  when the band strikes up my waltz.”

  Wow! I don’t know what to say.

  I never knew she was listening

  when I practiced on and on.

  I just give her a nervous thumbs-up.

  Out of so many possible songs,

  her pick is “Blue Danube.”

  Mom grins at the classical choice.

  Each day on my accordion

  I practice that stately tune

  while Teresa rehearses

  the intricate steps,

  the elegant moves.

  The day my sister turns fifteen,

  I wait for my cue and take the stage

  as she takes my father’s hand,

  beautiful in that dress.

  My fingers glide in time with the band

  and the two of them dance

  as if alone in the world,

  a man recognizing his daughter

  for the woman she’s become.

  The song winds down,

  the final notes sound,

  and she lifts her crowned head

  to catch my eye—

  my big sister,

  face beaming with joy,

  gives me a smile.

  A SONNET FOR JOANNA

  If you should need a bully beaten up,

 

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