“7. That man that shall be found in liquor during his hours of duty or in the presence of an enemy, shall receive Moses’ law for three succeeding days; but for a second offending he shall suffer death.
“8. That man that shall display cowardice in battle shall be hanged by the neck from the yardarm until dead.
“9. That man that shall practise the vice of Sodom or other unnatural lust shall be hanged by the neck from the yardarm in presence of the entire company, his body there to remain for the space of three days, when it shall be quartered and cast into the sea.
“10. If it shall become known that any man, woman or child hath entered aboard this or other vessel of our company as a spy or agent of the Crown of England or any other foreign power, such spy or agent shall be put to death in whatever manner the Captain shall direct; but if such spy or agent be one who hath signed these articles and presented himself to be an honest member of our company, he shall before his dispatch be nailed by the hands to the foremast for the space of five days without meat or drink.
“This shall be your Decalogue,” said Daniel Shawn, “and you agreeing. And yet if any man among you be not agreeable, I do not rightly know what we shall do with him the day, seeing I cannot spare a boat, and the distance to the mainland may be something tedious to the best of swimmers.”
They laughed. All seven, even Judah Marsh, for the dry grunt that came from him was certainly meant for a laugh. The laugh of Tom Ball, who had taken over the helm during the ceremony, rolled forward like greasy bubbles. Ben Cory, an eighth man who stood apart from the group by the larboard gun and had not been summoned by Shawn to join them, was reflecting that though the life of his body might continue for a while, the part of it that had known laughter was surely ended; reflecting also that his presence here was, in part and obscurely, a result of his own actions. Drugged and kidnapped, yes, but ever since the morning when Reuben had spoken out against Shawn, some part of Ben had understood that his brother was right; another part, swift to deny it, had been stronger in him at the time, and so—so the drinks in the cabin of the sloop, and the waking.
And so perhaps a man’s every act is but in part his own, in part a yielding to the thrust of other forces. And perhaps a man is strong in just so far as his actions may be called his own; and so—little gray Joey Mills had begun to sputter words, no one preventing him—and so where is the way where light dwelleth? “Gawd, sir, that part there—I mean—”
“What part, Joey Mills?” Shawn asked that not loudly, and he spread the paper against the bulk of the mainmast, his left hand restraining it against the breeze. Manuel stood by him holding an inkstand and goose quill from the cabin. So much, Ben thought, for the fireside legends that such documents were signed with the heart’s blood. Or maybe they were. “Some article you wished to question, Joey Mills?”
“Oh no, sir, nothing like that, sir. I only thought—that there part about forswearing allegiance—well, sir—”
“You wished it more strongly expressed, belike?”
“Well, sir, you see, sir—”
“Ah, I have it!” Shawn beamed in a great glow of generous satisfaction. “You’re not the big man, Joey Mills, though sure it’s the heart of a gamecock under your old hide, so do you make yourself the greater by coming forward now and being first to sign, ha? Come, Joey! Let me behold your handwrite plain and large!”
Ben noticed no tremor in the grimy fist. That might have been because Joey Mills clutched the quill like a rope, his whole arm toiling in the grave task of shaping the letters, his tongue protruding from clamped lips, his brows a cat’s cradle of distress, while Shawn’s right arm spread kindly over his sparrowy shoulders. “There, sir! And now, sir—”
“Whisht, man!—time to speak of all things, but now you’ve signed, and happy am I to have your pledged word in writing, but now, man dear, you must step aside for others.”
Joey Mills gave it up and stumbled away, his glance meeting Ben’s rather wildly. He seemed almost to be imploring Ben, of all people, for something or other, an impression soon blotted out by a weakly apologetic chuckle. As Joey Mills then scuttled aft to relieve Tom Ball at the helm, Ben thought of Jesse Plum.…
Matthew Ledyard the carpenter, last to join the group, had stalked forward—from the captain’s cabin, Ben thought—and had halted, demoralized with astonishment at sight of Ben. Ben had supposed Ledyard was murdered with the others, yet there he stood in the sunlight, gaunt face flushed to the eyes under the broad birthmark, lips moving without words. Shawn had drawn him aside for a word or two that seemed to calm him. He had listened to the articles with a sleepwalker’s gaze at nothing, and now was the second to sign, shaking his head afterward like a man who hopes to understand something sometime but cannot do so in the present.
After him came Manuel and Dummy and French Jack, these three guided by Shawn’s hand to make their marks, and he wrote their names for them with amiable flourishes. Tom Ball then signed, a remarkable lightness and delicacy in his fat fingers.
Judah Marsh wrote slowly but steadily with a savage gouging, his writing a pattern of cutlass gashes. Shawn took the quill from him, regarding the point in sorrow and the man who had nearly ruined it. Some current of understanding was flowing between them, no affection in it and no mirth. Shawn signed his name, handsome and large and bold, pocketed the folded paper, and flung the quill dartwise over the side. “Stay as you be, men,” he said—“we’ll choose the watches presently.” He jerked his head for Ben to follow him, and went forward to the bow, leaning there idly at the rail, the wind at his back. “Cory, I did not require you to sign. Men go with me of their own will, one way or another.”
“And so I’m to go overboard?”
“You seem not to be shaking.… I’ve not been so instructed.”
“Instructed?—I don’t understand you.”
“Never mind. Time, time.”
“We are strangers, Mr. Shawn, who never met before. You could have forced my hand to take the quill, maybe. I’d never sign such a thing any other way, and I will not serve you on this venture.” Shawn’s face did not change. “Are the others all dead?”
Shawn watched the ocean in the south. “Several died and no help for it,” he said quietly. “Peter Jenks lives—not harmed, I dare say. A thick skull. He’ll share my cabin for a while at least.”
“Share—”
Shawn laughed, not musically but almost soundlessly, a thing Ben had not seen him do before. “Under restraint, Ben. Like all good vessels, Artemis, who must now be named Diana, carries irons for malefactors. I have had Chips staple a chain in the floor of the cabin for the leg irons. Unpleasant, but I’m obliged to question Mr. Jenks in certain particulars. Then no doubt he can be released.”
“Released to go overside.”
“Time, Ben, time. And so you will not serve me?”
“I will not.”
“I like that stubborn will. Mother of God, what a power of strength it might be when you’re a man!… Ben, those fellas back there, they are servants. Good men—chose ’em with much thought—but servants, cattle. You are not as they.”
“If I did you any service aboard this vessel of Mr. Kenny’s I’d be no better than they are.”
But it seemed impossible for Ben to make Shawn angry. The man continued strangely gentle and reflective in all he said. “I grant I may have done Mr. Kenny some harm, but he’s a wealthy man.” About to protest that Mr. Kenny would be so no longer with Artemis lost, Ben held his peace. “I do regret it. If you will not serve me—as yet—perhaps you will serve the ketch? A vessel hath many needs, Mr. Cory. An idle or unskillful hand may do her much harm, come tempest or other misfortune. You cannot expect to share in any prizes—”
“Do you fancy I ever would?”
“Shall we hope to soften this Puritan virtue to some degree?”
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sp; But Shawn was not at all angry. “I say, you cannot share in prizes, but while aboard you will be fed and clothed like the others, and for this perhaps you might make some return in labor, if only for Artemis’ sake?”
“I suppose I must, as a captive slave, if I wish to live. But I will do no act of piracy, I will do no violence to anyone except in defense of my life, and I will escape you when I can. I believe any slave has that privilege.”
“Then I’ll require of you no act of violence, only the labor of a foremast hand—can I say more? You have my word on it. And tell me something—have you ever spoken in this fashion to any man before?”
“I never did. I never had cause.”
“Knowing quite well that by a lift of my finger I could have you put to death? Human life is nothing to these men, you know. And there’ll be muttering a-plenty because you haven’t signed.”
“Knowing that, of course.”
Shawn’s hand swung out and gripped Ben’s upper arm, not with intentional cruelty, Ben guessed, but he could feel the nerves of his forearm going numb. “Ben, Ben, do you not also hear a voice, sometimes behind your shoulder as it were?—saying now for instance, ‘Resist old Shawn, resist him even if you die for it!’” Shawn shook him impatiently. “Is there not such a voice?”
“I don’t understand you.”
“Tell me the truth!”
“I hear my own mind—heart, conscience, whatever you wish to call it. It serves me as well as it may, and I listen to it.”
“Strange! You are not a believer, I think? Do you pray?”
“I haven’t truly prayed since my father and mother were murdered.… Is not conscience enough?”
Shawn released him and sighed and turned away. “You spoke of slavery. Ah, Beneen, don’t you see, all this is but prologue? I serve a great end. I spoke to you of the western sea and the new lands, and I did see the thought strike fire in you, don’t try to deny it. Why, I’d not go on the account, nor meddle with this rabble, nor do violence to anyone, if I could help it. Mother of God, two or three fine ships, a handful of brave men, say fifty, sixty—it needs no more. We need no women—we’ll take us native women in the new lands and raise up a new breed of men, and they shall be like gods. You must see it, Beneen, the way I have no choice?”
“I do see—as my father and my mother taught me, as I learned from my tutor and my great-uncle, and above all from my brother, whose understanding is better than mine—I do see, Mr. Shawn, that you cannot serve a good end by evil means.”
“Ochone!—a Puritan indeed but very young, now that’s no lie. I know that talk, that doctrine, Ben, know it of old, a stick to beat the young and no truth in it, and so I deny it altogether.”
“I will affirm it while I live. Damnation, Mr. Shawn, it’s no article of faith, only a plain observation any man can make. Your great end lies in the future, but the future grows from the present. The evil you do in the present can only generate evil in the future and not the good end you dream of.”
“Puritan and philosopher! Now I have seen flowers growing from a dunghill.”
“They grow from the seed of other flowers and would do so in common ground. The dunghill itself only makes a stink.”
“Feeds them, does it not?”
“I dare say nothing’s purely good or purely evil. What’s good in the dunghill feeds them, the rest is a stink.”
“Damn the thing, blind and stubborn as you are, I like you, Ben Cory.… Do you play chess?”
“A little.”
“I found a set of men in the cabin. We must play now and then.”
“If you like.…”
“Nothing left then, Beneen, of the friendship I hoped there was between thee and me?”
“I don’t know how to answer that. I don’t see how there can be friendship if one man enslaves another, if one man does what another must hate and reject.”
“You’re very bitter, boy.”
“I don’t possess my own life, if it can be destroyed at your whim, a lift of your finger. I think his life is all any man owns. I think that’s cause for bitterness, Shawn. I refused as soon as I understood, the first day. There’ve been three nights when you could have stood in to shore and let me swim for it.” Shawn laughed a little, silently. “I know—you couldn’t have me spreading word of you. And it’s true, I would have done so at once.”
Shawn said slowly: “I could not destroy your life, I think. I spoke as if I might, only in hope of persuading you, opening your eyes. I keep you with me for the same reason, now that’s no lie. The friendship abides in me, though you’ve turned against me. And now you have my word on this: when I have won my little fleet, and my men, and am ready for the regions where none will follow me, I will be finding some means to set you free, and you still unwilling to go with me. I’ll put you aboard some other ship, or leave you in a foreign port if I can. You have my word on it—yet I think you may go with me. And for the present I do be asking nothing of you but a seaman’s labor, no violence. No violence, Beneen.”
Ben knew somehow that, even in that moment, when brown stains were still visible on the deck in spite of all the scrubbing and washing down, Shawn’s sorrow at Ben’s rejection of him was quite real, quite honest and deep, and so was his belief that Ben’s mind would change and that he himself could change it. A most divided man, who could condemn war and practice it. One could picture him sheltering a fallen nestling in his hand, while his heel pressed on the bloody corpse of one of his own breed. But Ben was forced to understand after a while that such insane division is not, by most men, called insanity. They call it necessity.
For a year now, Shawn had kept his word. No violence was required of Ben. When action approached, as it did hardly more than a dozen times in the whole year, Ben was tied, not cruelly, down in the forecastle, and saw only the aftermath.
It seemed to Ben now as he watched the tropic glory of the May moon—this fading slowly, for morning was not far away—that it was true enough, as was said in the Book of Proverbs: For as he thinketh in his heart, so is he—and maybe, Ben speculated, any madman is merely one who believes a thing which the one who names him mad is forced to call a lie.
Shawn’s blunders in chess were of a curious kind. Ben could beat him as a rule, with effort, and Shawn took it graciously except for a compulsion to curse at his own mistakes. Ben was reminded each time (but did not say) how Reuben could have given the man a handicap of a rook or better and still have beaten him in fourteen or fifteen moves. Shawn would prepare a good enough attack—squatting by the board in the sunlight of the quarterdeck, on days of small wind when the Diana held an even keel and no work needed to be done—and he would be cheerful in the beginning, a little excited, humming in his teeth, moving his pieces with a mirthful flourish. One could not think of him then as anything but a kindly, humorous, thoughtful man, almost a young man, a man on holiday. But in the decisive moment, when he must push through the attack or be damned to it, the humming would cease, the copper farthing would appear in his fingers, and Shawn would either abandon the attack for some meaningless scrimmage in another part of the field, or make one of his blatant errors—a piece left hanging unprotected, a reckless sacrifice gaining nothing. After that, Ben’s limited knowledge was sufficient to demolish him. Daniel Shawn would never seem to understand just how this had happened, and Ben did not tell him.
The Diana won no big prizes in that year of prowling up and down the Caribbean. True, she was woefully undermanned, reason enough for risking no lives on anything less than a flat certainty. All the same (said Judah Marsh in Ben’s hearing), John Quelch would not have chased a French sloop for three days and then turned tail merely because the little rascal put about in despair and uncovered a gun she shouldn’t have possessed. Shawn heard that too, and stared blankly at Marsh, rubbing the coin, until Marsh turned away; but Shawn turned
away too, without a reply.
There were braver occasions, such as the breathless evening in July when the sloop Schouven died. That was an open battle with everything risked. Tied securely in the stifling forecastle, Ben could hear as much for himself—the coughing thunder above him of the Diana’s larboard gun, presently a distant animal howling, a banging of small arms, a piercing squeal like a stuck pig that was French Jack’s war cry. When Ben was released to come on deck the Schouven was already afire, the Diana leaving her behind in the gathering night. Tom Ball and Dummy and Jack were gaudily bleeding from minor wounds, but the Diana had lost nothing. She had won about fifty pounds in silver, a month’s provisions, a little long-tailed black monkey and a man—a tall, gray, soft-spoken scoundrel, Cornelius Barentsz, who was even then scrawling his name on the Diana’s articles with Shawn’s blessing. The terrified monkey clung frantically to Dummy and found a friend.…
Ben saw little of Barentsz, who spoke almost no English and was assigned to Mr. Ball’s watch, relieving French Jack of his occasional double duty for a week or so until Barentsz was hanged. Ben never altogether understood that. The execution was carried out with no ceremony in the silent hours of the first watch, when Ben was asleep below. Manuel at that time was serving on the larboard watch, and Joey Mills on Marsh’s watch with Ben; the two changed places after the hanging, at the request of Mr. Ball, who said he didn’t wish to be tempted to do violence to the dirty Portagee when the ketch was so short-handed. It was Matthew Ledyard, in one of his rare impulses to communication, who snarlingly explained the incident to Ben. Barentsz had been discovered in the darkness of the first watch trying to embrace poor giggling weakwitted Manuel like a woman. The articles of the Diana were specific. A week later, though, after the body had been disposed of in the manner prescribed, Shawn asked in the middle of a chess game: “Do you know the true reason why that Dutchman was hanged?” And he set down a Bishop where it could not legally go.
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