by Lexi Wilson
It seemed like an eternity before we walked through his door, but by the time we did, I couldn’t control myself any longer, and neither could he.
He whirled me around and our lips met. I was surprised in the moment, but I was ready. There were so many times I had thought about doing this very thing, and I had a yearning for him that was almost painful. I had to have him, and now that he was kissing me, it felt like a relief.
His lips parted, and I took the opportunity to slip my tongue into his mouth, massaging him and causing him to moan. His hands were on my ass, squeezing me through the skirt. I was tearing at his shirt, pulling it up and over his head, revealing his perfect body.
Once again, I was amazed at the sight of the V that disappeared into his jeans, and I could see where his cock was quickly becoming hard. I put my hands to his chest, then my mouth, biting at him, sucking him. Kissing him. He pushed me back, the hunger clearly written in his eyes.
Together, we tore my shirt and jacket free, revealing my lace bra and full breasts. Anthony didn’t hesitate. He put his mouth to the tops of my tits, kissing and sucking them. He reached around and undid my bra, letting it fall free and revealing my erect nipples. He grabbed my tit in his hand and put his mouth to my nipple, sucking hard.
It was nearly painful, but the feeling was so erotic, I felt as though I was going to explode. I leaned my head back, closing my eyes with a moan as he kissed me. I unzipped the top of my skirt and stepped out of it as it fell to the floor, revealing a lace panty that matched my bra perfectly. I put my hands to the tops of his jeans, pulling at the button and fighting to get them unzipped.
He ignored my actions, putting his hand on my waist and picking me up. Now that I was free of the skirt, I wrapped my arms and legs around him, kissing him as he carried me through the apartment and to his bedroom. He leaned forward, dropping me on the bed as he fell on top of me, putting his arm down to stop from landing on me with all his weight.
His lips left mine and he kissed my neck, slowly making his way between my tits and down my tummy. He moved his hand over my panties, then he put his mouth to them, taking in a deep breath and drawing in the rich scent of my aroused pussy.
Anthony used his teeth to delicately pull my panties down, then he put his mouth to my clit. I moaned and writhed on the bed as he sucked and teased me with his tongue. He ran his tongue between my lips before giving my clit attention once again, then he slowly began making his way back up. He rubbed me with his hands before pushing his fingers into me, sending new waves of sensation throughout my entire body.
I moaned on the bed, lifting my hips as he continued to pleasure me with his fingers.
“I need you inside me. I need you inside me right now!” I begged.
He pulled his fingers out of me, and I was amazed at how wet I was. My body was begging to have him. I felt a yearning for him that was so strong I could hardly recognize it in myself. I had to have him — it was as simple as that.
He unzipped his jeans and pulled his boxers down, revealing his enormous, erect cock. He was dripping for me, eager to be inside me. Free of his jeans, he stepped forward, his engorged cock swinging. He leaned on the bed over me, but I couldn’t help myself.
I lifted my hips, grazing his dick with my pussy. I could feel in the way he was trembling that he was yearning to have me as badly as I needed to have him. I was begging him, and it was obvious he was enjoying it.
I lowered my hips onto the bed, spreading my legs and waiting for him. Anthony lowered himself on top of me, taking his hand and running the head of his cock against my pussy. I was already dripping wet, but I felt his wetness mix with mine as he slid the head of his cock between my lips.
“Please,” I breathed once more. He pushed himself lower, pressing against me. I could feel how massive he was against my tight slit. Then, all at once, he pushed himself into me as deep as his cock could go, filling me deeper than any man had ever filled me before. It was as though he could reach places that I didn’t even know existed.
He pushed into me, holding himself against me for a second before starting to thrust. His massive cock slid in and out of me, gliding with powerful thrusts. I moaned each time he filled me, but each time he pulled out I felt I needed him once again. I spread my legs and lifted my hips, urging him to go deeper than before.
I dragged my hands down his back, using my nails lightly enough to send further sensation through him. The feeling was more than he could handle, and he grabbed my hands, pinning me down to the bed as he pumped himself into me. I could feel myself being pushed toward climax with each new thrust he made, and my whimpers grew in intensity.
“Come for me; come for me!” he commanded with a fierceness to his tone I had never heard before. I came hard around his cock, my pussy tightening before gushing over him. I cried out, sinking my teeth into his shoulder as wave after wave of pleasure swept over my entire body. I’d never had such an intense orgasm in my life, and with him continuing to pump into me, I thought it would never end.
But, he wasn’t far behind. Once he felt me cum, he pumped into me with a renewed sense of energy, and I couldn’t believe how strong he was. Then, all at once, I saw a twitch in his face and felt the jump of his cock before he emptied his massive load deep into my pussy.
His dick throbbed as he pushed his hips into me, getting as deep as possible. We were both dripping with sweat and out of breath, but he leaned down, pressing his lips to mine. I could taste my own juices on him, but I didn’t mind. I loved having him inside me, and I wished he never had to pull out.
We kissed for a few minutes as he grew soft, then he moved down on the bed, pulling himself out of me and lying on the pillow. The warmth of his load between my legs brought a smile to my face. I crawled up on the bed beside him, laying my head on his perfect chest.
Neither of us spoke. There was nothing to say.
The sex was amazing in every way, and I could almost call it perfect. He was perfect. I felt more satisfied than I had been in years, and I knew it wouldn’t be long before the two of us fell asleep in each other’s arms. I hadn’t ever thought we’d do this with each other, but now that we were here, I couldn’t imagine my life any other way.
This was clearly meant to be.
We were clearly meant for each other.
Chapter 17
I slowly opened my eyes, the events of the night before coming back to me. I stared at the ceiling, listening to the sound of Stella breathing next to me. She was still asleep, but I liked the feeling of her being there. I liked waking up to her.
But, I also had a feeling of guilt in the back of my mind. I should be focusing on Kellie right now.
She needed me, and I had to be ready to be there for her no matter what was happening. I couldn’t put that kind of attention toward her and be able to sustain a relationship, as well. That just wasn’t going to work. But I didn’t want Stella to be angry with me, either.
We had both wanted to have sex the night before. It was evident by the way she had attacked me with the same fierceness I had attacked her. We were hungry for each other, and the only way to satisfy our hunger was sex. And, it had been damn good.
I looked down at her lying on the pillow next to me. Her body was perfect. I couldn’t think of a single thing I would change. The sex had been magnificent. She was easily the best sex I’d ever had, and I wanted to do it again. But then, I knew I couldn’t. I couldn’t continue to have sex with her while not being willing to have a relationship.
It was going to be difficult enough breaking the news to her as it was. I had no doubt in my mind she would be upset when she heard. She was clearly very much attached to me, and though I was also infatuated with her, there was no way I would make another move like that. Not now. Not with my daughter in the hospital. Not with all the stress I had going on in my life.
“What is it?” Stella’s voice broke into my thoughts, and I looked down once again. I had let my eyes go back to the ceiling, and I hadn’t realized
she woke up. She propped herself up on her elbow and looked at me, her bright eyes shiny with the early morning light.
“Good morning,” I said with a warm smile. She smiled, too, and I thought of how gorgeous she looked.
“Good morning. You look like you’re lost in thought,” she said. There was no hiding anything from her, I realized.
“I was just thinking about Kellie. I need to get down to the hospital as early as I can this morning. No doubt she’s going to be wondering where I am,” I said. It was Saturday, but that didn’t change anything. It didn’t matter what day it was. All that mattered was that I wanted to get to my daughter as soon as possible.
“I’m sure she’ll understand if you’re running a few minutes late,” Stella said as she stretched. The blanket fell down from her body and revealed her naked breasts, and I couldn’t help but run my hand over her. She smiled and leaned into my touch.
“I had a lot of fun last night,” she said quietly.
I grimaced. I wanted to tell her the truth. I had to tell her the truth. I couldn’t just let her believe we were going to be a couple, though I knew once I did tell her, things were going to change between us.
“Okay, you have to tell me now. There’s got to be something on your mind,” she prompted. She leaned up once again, and I sighed.
“Stella… I can’t have a relationship right now. There’s too much going on in my life, and I can’t drag you into all of it. I understand if you hate me after last night, but I just can’t. I have to be honest with you.” I braced myself for her reaction. I fully expected her to blow up. I knew she was going to be disappointed. But I couldn’t just let her believe we were something we weren’t.
She looked at me with concern in her eyes, drawing herself further up on the bed. She was now nearly the same height as I was. I loved how tall she was. I loved how her hair remained disheveled from the night before. I loved how glorious her body looked lying on my bed.
To my surprise, she didn’t seem to be angry in the slightest. In fact, there was something about the way she looked at me that made me think she found my concern amusing. She smiled a mischievous smile as she laid back on the bed for a few moments, and I could see she was lost in thought.
“I don’t want you to think that I don’t care about you, or that I didn’t enjoy what we did yesterday. The fact of the matter is that I care very much, and I don’t want to do anything that’s going to push you away. But, I’m afraid if I wasn’t open with you from the beginning, you were going to think that I was just using you for sex, and now that we’ve done it, I pushed you away.” I looked at her with a genuinely concerned expression in my eyes, and she looked over at me with raised eyebrows.
“What makes you think we can’t have a relationship? I know you have a lot going on, but what about that makes you think I don’t want to pursue something with you?” She spoke in a simple tone, and I didn’t get the impression she was angry. She seemed to be genuinely curious as to why I had decided what I did.
I couldn’t remember ever being able to speak so freely with a woman without fear of her getting mad at me or blowing things out of proportion. I sat silently for a moment, my body turned toward hers. Though I had merely thought about not being emotionally available for a relationship, now that she asked me the question, I didn’t have an answer. I didn’t know how to answer it for her, and I didn’t know how I really did feel.
With each passing day, I had a growing attachment to her, and I didn’t think that was ever going to change. She was too perfect for me to do anything but fall in love with her. At the same time, I knew I couldn’t waste her time.
“Time,” I said suddenly. Once the answer had formed in my mind I knew that was the problem. I didn’t want to start dating her only to have to neglect her with all the other things that I had going on in my life. It wasn’t that I didn’t feel I had enough love for her. I didn’t think that I had enough time to spend with her.
“What?” she asked. She looked at me with the same expression as before, and I sighed as I looked up into her eyes.
“I don’t feel like I have the time for a relationship right now. I want you to have the very best in life — and I want to be able to give that to you — but there’s no way I’m going to with the time that I have. I spend so much of it with Kellie when I’m not I’m trying to catch up at work. I’m afraid if you and I were to date, you would find that you were neglected much of the time.” I sighed once more. That was the problem, and now that it was out in the open, I felt like I had gotten a weight off my chest.
But my words hung in the air for a few minutes, and I could see she was thinking. I wished I could read her thoughts, but with her blue eyes blinking slowly, it was impossible for me to know what was going on inside her head.
“I think you could make time. I think we could make time if we both tried. I mean, think about it… I already have a great relationship going on with your daughter, and that’s the hardest part of bringing in any new person into your life.” She lifted herself onto her arm as she spoke, bringing herself across the bed and on top of me.
She’d pulled the blanket up over her body as she moved, so she was between me and the sheets. I could feel the light touch of her skin as it grazed against mine, and almost immediately felt myself growing aroused.
“You can’t tell me that we have the connection we have, we have the sex we had, and we have the attraction for each other that is so clearly present, but then tell me that you don’t have the time to date me. I think if we were to both try, we could make it work.” She spoke with a softness to her voice, and I sighed once more. With each passing moment of her on top of me, I felt myself growing all the more aroused.
The need to be inside her was almost unbearable, and I knew I wouldn’t be able to control myself much longer. She leaned forward and brushed her lips against my neck, working her way down my chest and toward my stomach. She then began working her way back up again, this time talking to me in between the kisses she was leaving on my body.
“I’m not needy. I’ve never been the needy one in any relationship. I understand where you are in life, and I know Kellie needs you. She doesn’t just want you there — she needs you to be there. I would never expect you to choose spending time with me over spending time with her.” She continued to kiss me, and I felt goosebumps rising all over my body.
“But what about when you’re having a bad day? What about when you need me to be there for you, and I just can’t be? There are many times when I have a difficult time pulling life together for Kellie. I don’t know if I could promise you that I could do it for you, too.” I sighed. I didn’t want Stella to feel like I was making excuses or that I was looking for any reason not to be with her.
I knew it sounded like I was looking for anything and everything that would get me out of dating her, but at the same time, I could see she wasn’t going to be deterred.
“I’m not needy. I can entertain myself when need be, and as it is, I have to lean on myself, anyway. I’m not going to require anything of you that you aren’t able to give.” She whispered as she continued to kiss me.
“I love how convinced you are this is going to work; but Stella, I don’t know if I’m going to be good at being your boyfriend. My marriage didn’t work out, and I don’t have high hopes of another relationship in my life working out, either.”
“It’s okay, Anthony. I understand where you’re coming from. Like I said before, I’m strong enough to take care of myself, and I know I’m strong enough to take care of you, too. You might not think you’re good enough for a relationship, but I can be good enough for both of us.” She lowered herself down as she spoke, and I closed my eyes as my cock slid into her.
I shuddered with pleasure.
She was right.
Chapter 18
“Alright, boss, that’s the last of it.” Jace smiled as he set a pile of folders on the corner of the desk, then winked at me. I shook my head.
“I’m not
the boss. I’m just filling in while he’s gone,” I replied.
He shrugged. “You call the shots, and we do what you say. Good enough for me.”
I shook my head, but Molly stepped in before I had the chance to say anything else. “I told everyone to gather in the lobby in five minutes. Is there anything else you need?”
“Thank you and no, I just need to say a few things to everyone, so let’s give them the chance to get ready, and I’ll be out there in a few minutes. Will you two please make sure everyone really does show up?” I glanced from one to the other, and they left. I noticed both of them had stepped up their work when I told them they were going to get paid for their work at the office, which surprised even me.
I thought they were working hard before, but they had proved they could do even better than I thought. I sat down at the desk for a few minutes, gathering my thoughts. Anthony and I had discussed it, and he felt it would be more comfortable for me to take his office while he was gone. There was no way to tell how long Kellie was going to be in the hospital, and I was going to be filling in until he got back.
He insisted that I make myself as comfortable as possible, and though I told him I was just fine at my desk, he refused to listen. So, Monday morning came, and I gathered my things from my desk in the corner of the lobby and trekked it all into Anthony’s office.
Of course, Jace was more than happy to lend a hand with moving things. I didn’t mind his help. It meant I was going to get the chance to catch up on some of the stuff I had left when I clocked out early on Friday.
After taking a few minutes to breathe, I got up and walked to the door of the office. The entire staff had gathered in the lobby, and they all turned when I cleared my throat.
“Can I have your attention for a few minutes? Thank you.” Anthony had also given me permission to finally tell everyone what was going on with his daughter. Throughout his years at the office, he had been careful to keep his personal life to himself, but I insisted that he bring everything out into the open now that he was going to be out for a while.