by Alex Walters
'Typical,' Paul said. 'Trust Gary to make things difficult. Why can't he just do what he's told?' It was Paul's perennial complaint.
Although the two brothers were as close as siblings could be, they were polar opposites. Where Paul was organised, Gary was chaos personified. Where Paul was considered, Gary invariably acted on impulse. Where Paul was calm, Gary was a fizzing firework, liable to explode at any moment. In part, this reflected their respective ages – Gary was two years Paul's junior – but Mary suspected that, at any age, their characters would remain markedly different.
Paul looked round at the others. 'I'll have to go back. You carry on. We'll catch you up.'
'I can come with you, Paul,' Mary said.
'You don't want to be late getting home.'
'We've plenty of time. And you know Gary. If he thinks it's just you looking for him, he'll carry on playing up. He'll be better behaved if I'm there.'
This was true enough. For all his faults, Gary was generally calmer in Mary's presence. He idolised his elder brother – even if this wasn't always evident in his behaviour – but he genuinely seemed to love his cousin. Perhaps it was because she'd been the first to realise quite how disturbed he was by his displacement. Gary was a city boy, lost in the country, bereft of his parents and all the comforts he'd come to associate with home. Paul had been the same but, Paul being Paul, had taken it calmly in his stride.
Gary had been anything but calm. His response to his new environment, from the first day they'd met him off the train, had been to create havoc. Within the first couple of weeks, he'd created more disruption than the village had known in years. After days of noise and bad behaviour, his teacher had finally run out of potential punishments – even the cane seemed only to worsen his disruptiveness – and had resorted to her last remaining sanction and suspended him from school. But that had simply given him freedom to make trouble during the day – stealing sweets from the village shop, leaving the farm gates open, throwing stones at the church windows. Mrs Griffiths, Mary's mother, had him immediately categorised as a city tearaway, wondering how her brother and sister could have raised such a creature. Wondering, for that matter, how he could be so different from his own polite and thoughtful older brother.
It had been Mary, one afternoon, who'd discovered the truth. Earlier that day, the local policeman had made a visit to their house, with a stern warning that any further misbehaviour on Gary's part would result in more severe punishment than a warning. This was, he'd announced sombrely, Gary's last chance.
An hour or so later, just home from work, Mary had found Gary loitering in the back garden of their cottage. It was obvious he'd been crying. She'd sat down with him, offered him a sweet, and persuaded him to talk, realising very quickly that no-one had been listening to Gary since he'd arrived. Even Paul had ignored him, embarrassed by his younger brother's behaviour.
He was lonely, scared, out of his depth. It wasn't that the Griffiths – Mary and her mother, with Mr Griffiths two years dead – hadn't been kind and generous. They'd done everything they reasonably could to accommodate the two unexpected evacuees, offering shelter within the family rather than as part of the formal programme. But whatever the countryside offered, it wasn't Gary's Nottingham home. He missed his friends, he missed the Trent-side hideaways where they played. He missed his mum and dad. Above all, he missed home.
It was obvious to Mary that Gary's behaviour was largely a reaction to all this. No one would listen to him, so he was making sure no one could ignore him. If that resulted in him being sent home, so much the better.
'You can't go home,' she'd pointed out. 'Your mam and dad want to keep you safe from the bombing.'
'What bombing? I seen no bombing.'
It was a fair point. They'd seen little sign of any bombing round here. From what she'd heard on the wireless, most of the German bombing to date had been concentrated on military and other strategic targets. But there were persistent rumours of a more general threat.
Eventually she'd talked him round, told him about all the good things to do in the village, promised she'd look after him. She was as good as her word, introducing him to children of a similar age, helping him become part of their small community. Paul, who was already becoming popular among his own peers, took the hint and helped his brother also.
Gary's behaviour had rapidly improved, though he remained a different and more volatile character from his elder brother. He'd spent the day at the gravel pits pushing the boundaries of what was permissible – diving from the trees, cannonballing his friends, constantly splashing those who were just drying out. Nothing too untoward, but enough to infuriate his brother.
'All right,' Paul said finally. 'We'll both go back.' He turned to the others. 'You might as well carry on. Don't want Gary ruining your night as well. We'll probably catch you up.'
There were two possibilities. Either Gary had decided that there was still time for one last swim before they headed back, or he was deliberately trying to antagonise Paul. Both were equally likely. Gary's lack of common sense was matched only by his desire for mischief.
As they cycled back through the woods, Mary appealed to Paul not to be too hard on his younger brother. 'He's just a kid. Wants some attention.'
'I'll give him attention. Wait till I catch the little so and so.'
The sun was low in the sky, and already the woods felt like a different place. The shadows of the trees were lengthening, and the shards of gold between the leaves were darkening. The heat of the day was passing too, and Mary could feel the chill of the evening breeze on her bare legs.
This had never been a favourite place for her. She would happily come here for a picnic and a swim with the rest of them, and on a fine summer's day the place was welcoming enough. But there was something about the flooded gravel pits, the dense woodland around, that made her uneasy. Now, as the afternoon waned, she felt that unease growing.
'Gary!' Paul shouted. 'Where are you?' He pulled up as they approached the gravel pits and looked around. 'Come on. Stop messing about. We need to get back.'
Mary came up behind him. 'Any sign?'
'Not yet. Little so and so must be hiding somewhere.' He climbed off the bike and wheeled it a few more yards towards the water. 'Gary! We haven't time for this. If we don't get back now, we'll be cycling in the blackout.'
No fun, as she'd discovered, trying to navigate the country lanes without lights.
There was silence, other than the rising whisper of the wind in the leaves.
'Gary! I'm warning you, if you don't come out in a minute, we'll set off without you.'
It was a hollow threat, Mary thought. Whatever his irritation, there was no chance of Paul leaving before finding Gary.
She peered about her, trying to spot some movement among the rippling trees. 'Gary,' she called, trying to sound less intimidating than Paul. 'Come on, love. We've really got to go now or we'll all be in trouble.'
No response. The wind was increasing, a chill easterly blowing from the coast as twilight thickened. She pulled her cardigan more tightly around her shoulders.
Paul was beginning to look worried. 'Where is he?'
'He's just messing about,' she said, but she was feeling anxious. Gary could be an idiot, but he must realise that night was coming.
'We probably missed him,' Paul said after a moment. 'He could have taken a short-cut through the woods.'
She nodded. 'He might not even have come back here. Might have just gone off the road for some reason. He's probably caught up with the others already.'
'Having a laugh at our expense.'
'Quite likely.'
Paul took a few more steps past the gravel pits. Beyond them were the ruined remains of an old farm building, scarcely more than a few low fragments of wall and some uneven stone slabs. It was the kind of place Gary would have chosen to hide.
'I don't know what's best to do,' Paul said. 'If we head back and he's not there…' He left the sentence unfinished, but Mar
y knew Paul wouldn't forgive himself if Gary were left alone there as night fell.
'I could cycle back and try to catch up with the others,' she said. 'But that wouldn't really help, would it?'
'Not really. And I'm not sure I like the idea of you cycling back on your own.'
She smiled, partly at his gallantry and partly at the notion that this fifteen-year-old boy could be her protector. The truth was, though, she'd have every confidence in him.
'What then?'
'I don't know. All I can think is we wait a bit longer, have another shot at trying to find him. If we can't, I suppose that means he probably has already made his way back.'
'I should think so.' She hoped her voice carried sufficient conviction.
Paul laid his bicycle carefully on the ground and made his way towards the ruin. On the far side of the old building there was an equally derelict farm track, uneven and overgrown with weeds, which had once led down to a long-abandoned farmhouse on the far side of the woods. Earlier on, while they had been swimming, they had seen an occasional passing hiker striding in that direction.
Mary watched as Paul approached the remains of the old building, his eyes scanning the surrounding trees for any sign of his brother. He climbed over the nearest broken wall into what once would have been the interior of the building. She saw him stop, and then his body stiffen.
'What is it?' she called.
He looked back at her. 'Mary, come and look at this.' He was staring into one corner of the ruined edifice, where two low pieces of walling, no more than eight or nine bricks high, still remained.
She hurried to join him, bruising her ankle as she climbed awkwardly over the wall. Her eyes followed where he was looking. Lying in the dark corner, as if thrown there, was a child's bicycle. She was not close enough to make out much detail, but she knew it was Gary's.
Paul bent over. As he straightened up, she saw that he was holding something in his hand. It took her a moment to recognise Gary's canvas rucksack, containing his swimming trunks, the remains of his sandwiches and a few other childish bits and pieces.
Without speaking, Paul looked around. The sun was low and the evening shadows were thick on the ground. Other than the bike and the bag, there was no sign of Gary.
'I think we'd better contact the police,' Paul said at last.
Part I
February 1947
Chapter 1
'Hey, Reverend. Tell us your ghost story.'
Joseph Fisher raised his head wearily and lifted his bloodshot eyes from his pint glass. He stared at the young men by the bar, surrounded by half-hearted Christmas decorations, some homemade, most already faded. All reused from past years, Fisher thought. Make do and mend.
It was that one again. The son of the professor, or whatever the old bastard was supposed to be these days. The young one training to be a doctor, someone had said. Too young to have fought presumably. Set to make himself a packet, the way things were heading. Always a damn sight too familiar.
'Go on,' the young man said again. He was drunk, Fisher thought. Not as drunk as Fisher himself, perhaps, but that went without saying these days. 'It's a terrific story.' The young man – what was his name? William? – was appealing to his companions. They looked uninterested, embarrassed.
Fisher's eyes were fixed, unblinking, on the young man's florid face. Cheeky young bugger, he thought. What gives you the right? There was a time, not so long ago, when the young showed more respect. More respect to Fisher, certainly, though he could hardly complain about how things had turned out. Everything was changing. There were times when he was glad he wouldn't live to see where the changes might lead.
The young man had moved closer and was hovering over Fisher's table, looking penitent, but clearly reluctant to let the matter go.
'No offence, Reverend. But it is a terrific story. Perfect for this time of year.' He spoke with the exaggerated enunciation of the very drunk. 'You told me–'
Fisher stared up at the eager young man, who was swaying slightly over the table. Instinctively, Fisher's hand tightened protectively around his glass. 'Not now,' he said, struggling for some way to end the unwanted conversation, willing the young man to turn away.
Instead, the young man clumsily pulled across a chair from an adjoining table, turned it so the back was facing Fisher, and sat down, straddling the seat, peering over the back.
Like the cartoon of Chad, Fisher thought. Wot, no petrol? Another East Anglian, or so they said. The young man had a careworn look, his fair hair already thinning, his glazed eyes troubled.
'I'm sorry,' he said, his earlier enthusiasm apparently drained away. 'I've had too much to drink.'
Fisher raised his own glass and took a deep swallow. Mild and bitter. There was a time when Fisher would have made a joke as he ordered the drink. Mild and bitter. The story of his life. But that joke had ceased to be funny a long time before. 'You should probably go home,' he said, as calmly as he could.
'I'd like to hear you tell the story,' the young man said, his tone unexpectedly earnest.
Fisher shook his head. 'You wouldn't. Not that, or any other story.'
'Yes, but–'
'Just go. Your friends are waiting for you.'
The young man glanced over his shoulder. His companions were clustered around the bar, drinking and smoking, paying him no attention. Fisher could hear the boys talking enthusiastically about Bradman's innings in the First Test, about the hammering England had received. It didn't look as though the young man's presence was being missed.
'I just thought–'
'I know what you thought. Now please go.'
The young man looked bewildered, as though some carefully laid plan had gone awry. 'I don't–'
'Go.'
The young man nodded slowly, and pushed himself to his feet. He looked more drunk than ever, propped against the wooden chair. He opened his mouth as if to say something more, then seemed to think better of it. Staggering slightly, he stumbled back across to the bar and his companions.
Fisher could still hear the young men talking, perhaps about him, but he made no effort to listen. He had heard it all before, whatever it was. He looked down at his empty glass. Nearly last orders. He knew how to pace his drinking, stay sober enough so he didn't embarrass himself, still manage the long walk to the cottage. There was half a bottle of cheap whisky waiting for him there, which would furnish a nightcap or two.
He rose and stood for a moment, recovering his breath from the small exertion. He suddenly felt drunker than he had for years.
His ghost story.
He shuffled out from behind the table and made his way to the bar. The landlord glanced across with a raised eyebrow, the closest he usually came to acknowledging Fisher's presence. The crowd of young people parted as Fisher approached, moving back automatically. Someone was talking incoherently about Monty's departure from Palestine.
The professor's son was still blocking Fisher's path, his head wreathed in a cloud of smoke from a noxious-smelling cigar. Fisher gently tapped him on the shoulder. He turned and stared at Fisher as if he had never seen the old man before.
'You were wrong, you know,' Fisher said quietly.
'Wrong?' The young man gazed through him, his eyes unfocused.
'It's not a good story for this time of year. It's the worst story for this time of year.'
'I–'
But Fisher was already moving past him, heading towards the front doors. It was busy in there, he realised – he had barely noticed earlier – and there was a rising hubbub of noise from the lounge bar next door.
He stepped outside, the fresh air filling his lungs. The door swung closed behind him, and the silence took him by surprise, as if he had unexpectedly entered another world.
The clear sky was heavy with stars, giving some light even though the moon had not yet risen. The flat fields stretched out on all sides. It was surprisingly mild for December, despite the lack of cloud cover. There had been a cold spell a week
or so back, but the temperature had risen again. Perhaps that was it for this winter, he thought. There would be the new year, then the spring. A new start for some.
His head still felt oddly fogged. He made his way along the high street, heading towards the north end of the village. His own cottage lay outside the village boundary, squatting in isolation. Not really his own cottage, of course. Another of the ties that helped ensure his silence.
His ghost story.
He walked slowly, conscious of his own unsteadiness and the roughness of the stones beneath his feet. It was perhaps a mile to the cottage – not a long walk, but long enough for Fisher.
The midwinter fields and fens looked ghostly enough. Miles of flat openness, bleak in full daylight, eerie by starlight. Other than the pub's small scattering of lights, there was no sign of human habitation. Saturday evening. Those not out would already be in their beds, sleeping, reading, listening to Saturday Night Theatre on the wireless. The habits of the blackout died hard – people hid behind their heavy drapes, doors locked. Many had removed their external lights during those dark years and never got around to replacing them. More ghosts.
He passed another cottage, its door firmly closed, its windows unlit. He couldn't recall whether anyone still lived there or whether, like so many, they had moved on or simply never returned.
There was no such question about the next cottage, the building that marked the northern edge of the village. The last cottage before his own. Fisher couldn't remember when the Mortons had moved out. Just before the war, he thought. The father, George Morton, a heavily built, red-faced brute of a man, who had earned his living as a handyman – a jack of all trades who had turned his hand, with equal ineptitude, to bricklaying, plumbing, plastering, even electrics towards the end. He had lost a young daughter. Literally lost. She had disappeared one day on her way to school and was never found. A month after her disappearance, Morton had collapsed, dead instantly of a massive heart attack in his mid-forties.