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by Dean Koontz


  at the cuffs, the cocoa-brown, summer-weight suit hung on him with no more grace than it would have hung from a coat rack. His polyester shirt was limp, stained, and missing a button.

  These were thrift-shop clothes from the cheapest bin; and he had gotten long wear out of them.

  “Mr. Wiles, may I come in the shade?”

  Standing at the bottom of the steps, Cottle looked as if the weight of the sunlight might collapse him. He seemed too frail to be a threat, but you never could tell.

  “There’s a chair for you,” Billy said.

  “Thank you, sir. I appreciate the kindness.”

  Billy tensed as Cottle ascended the stairs but relaxed a little when the man had settled into the other rocker.

  Cottle didn’t rock, either, as if getting the chair moving was a more strenuous task than he cared to contemplate.

  “Sir, do you mind if I smoke?” he asked.

  “Yes. I do mind.”

  “I understand. It’s a filthy habit.”

  From an inner coat pocket, Cottle produced a pint of Seagram’s and unscrewed the cap. His bony hands trembled. He didn’t ask if it was all right to drink. He just took a swig.

  Apparently, he had sufficient control of his nicotine jones to be polite about it. The hooch, on the other hand, told him when he needed it, and he could not disobey its liquid voice.

  Billy suspected that other pints were tucked in other pockets, plus cigarettes and matches, and possibly a couple of hand-rolled joints. This explained why a suit in summer heat: It was not only clothing but also a portmanteau for his various vices.

  The booze didn’t heighten the color of his face. His skin was already dark from much sun and red from an intricate web of burst capillaries.

  “How far did you walk?” Billy asked.

  “Only from the junction. I hitched a ride that far.” Billy must have looked skeptical, for Cottle added, “A lot of people know me around these parts. They know I’m harmless, unkempt but not dirty.”

  Indeed, his blond hair looked clean, though uncombed. He had shaved, too, his leathery face tough enough to resist nicking even with the razor wielded by such an unsteady hand.

  His age was difficult to determine. He might have been forty or sixty, but not thirty or seventy.

  “He’s a very bad man, Mr. Wiles.”

  “Who?”

  “The one who sent me.”

  “You’re his associate.”

  “No more than I’m a monkey.”

  “Associate—that’s what he called you.”

  “Do I look like a monkey, either?”

  “What’s his name?”

  “I don’t know. I don’t want to know.”

  “What’s he look like?”

  “I haven’t seen his face. I hope I never do.”

  “A ski mask?” Billy guessed.

  “Yes, sir. And eyes looking out of it cold as snake eyes.” His voice quavered in sympathy with his hands, and he tipped the bottle to his mouth again.

  “What color were his eyes?” Billy asked.

  “They looked yellow as egg yolks to me, but that was just the lamplight in them.”

  Remembering the encounter in the church parking lot, Billy said, “There was too little light for me to see color…just a hot shine.”

  “I’m not such a bad man, Mr. Wiles. Not like him. What I am is weak.”

  “Why’ve you come here?”

  “Money, for one thing. He paid me one hundred forty dollars, all in ten-dollar bills.”

  “One-forty? What—did you bargain him up from a hundred?”

  “No, sir. That’s the precise sum he offered. He said it’s ten dollars for each year of your innocence, Mr. Wiles.”

  In silence, Billy stared at him.

  Ralph Cottle’s eyes might once have been a vibrant blue. Maybe all the alcohol had faded them, for they were the palest blue eyes that Billy had ever seen, the faint blue of the sky at high altitude where there is too little atmosphere to provide rich color and where the void beyond is barely concealed.

  After a moment, Cottle broke eye contact, looked out at the yard, the trees, the road.

  “Do you know what that means?” Billy asked. “My fourteen years of innocence?”

  “No, sir. And it’s none of my business. He just wanted me to make a point of telling you that.”

  “You said money was one thing. What was the other?”

  “He’d kill me if I didn’t come see you.”

  “That’s what he threatened to do?”

  “He doesn’t make threats, Mr. Wiles.”

  “Sounds like one.”

  “He just says what is, and you know it’s true. I come see you or I’m dead. And not dead easy, either, but very hard.”

  “Do you know what he’s done?” Billy asked.

  “No, sir. And don’t you tell me.”

  “There’s two of us now who know he’s real. We can corroborate each other’s story.”

  “Don’t even talk that way.”

  “Don’t you see, he’s made a mistake.”

  “I wish I could be his mistake,” Cottle said, “but I’m not. You think too much of me, and shouldn’t.”

  “But he’s got to be stopped,” Billy said.

  “Not by me. I’m nobody’s hero. Don’t you tell me what he’s done. Don’t you dare.”

  “Why shouldn’t I tell you?”

  “That’s your world. It isn’t mine.”

  “There’s just one world.”

  “No, sir. There’s a billion of them. Mine’s different from yours, and that’s the way it’s gonna stay.”

  “We’re sitting here on the same porch.”

  “No, sir. It looks like one porch, but it’s two, all right. You know that’s true. I see it in you.”

  “See what?”

  “I see the way you’re a little like me.”

  Chilled, Billy said, “You can’t see anything. You won’t even look at me.”

  Ralph Cottle met Billy’s eyes again. “Have you seen the woman’s face in the jar like a jellyfish?”

  The conversation had suddenly switched from the main track to a strange spur line.

  “What woman?” Billy asked.

  Cottle knocked back another slug from the pint. “He says he’s had her in the jar three years.”

  “Jar? Better stop pouring down that nose paint, Ralph. You’re not making much sense.”

  Cottle closed his eyes and grimaced, as if he could see what he now described. “It’s a two-quart jar, maybe bigger, with a wide-mouth lid. He changes the formaldehyde regularly to keep it from clouding.”

  Beyond the porch, the sky was crystalline. High in the clear light, a lone hawk circled, as clean as a shadow.

  “The face tends to fold into itself,” Cottle continued, “so you don’t at first see a face. It’s like something from the sea, clenched yet billowy. So he gently shakes the jar, gently swirls the contents, and the face…it blossoms.”

  The grass is sweet and green across the lawn, then taller and golden where nature alone tends to it. The two grasses produce distinct fragrances, each crisp and pleasant in its own way.

  “You recognize an ear first,” said Ralph Cottle. “The ears are attached, and the cartilage gives them shape. There’s cartilage in the nose, too, but it hasn’t held its shape very well. The nose is just a lump.”

  From the shining heights, the hawk descended in a narrowing gyre, describing silent and harmonious curves.

  “The lips are full, but the mouth is just a hole, and the eyes are holes. There’s no hair, ’cause he cut only from one ear to the other, from the top of the brow to the bottom of the chin. You can’t tell it’s a woman’s face, and not a man’s. He says she was beautiful, but there’s no beauty in the jar.”

  Billy said, “It’s just a mask, latex, a trick.”

  “Oh, it’s real. It’s as real as terminal cancer. He says it was the second act in one of his best performances.”

  “Perfor
mances?”

  “He has four photos of her face. In the first, she’s alive. Then dead. In the third, the face is partly peeled back. In the fourth, her head is there, her hair, but the soft tissue of her face is gone, nothing but bone, the grinning skull.”

  From graceful gyre to sudden plunge, the hawk knifed toward the tall grass.

  The pint told Ralph Cottle that he needed fortification, and he drank a new foundation for his crumbling courage.

  Following a fumy exhalation, he said, “The first photo, when she was alive, maybe she was pretty like he says. You can’t tell because…she’s all terror. She’s ugly with terror.”

  The tall grass, previously motionless in the fixative heat, stirred briefly in a single place, where feathers thrashed the stalks.

  “The face in that first picture,” Cottle said, “is worse than the one in the jar. It’s a lot worse.”

  The hawk burst from the grass and soared. Its talons clutched something small, perhaps a field mouse, which struggled in terror, or didn’t. At this distance, you couldn’t be sure.

  Cottle’s voice was a file rasping on ancient wood. “If I don’t do exactly what he wants me to, he promises to put my face in a jar. And while he harvests it, he’ll keep me alive, and conscious.”

  In the bright pellucid sky, the rising hawk was as black and clean as a shadow once more. Its wings cleaved the shining air, and the high thermals were the pristine currents of a river through which it swam, and dwindled, and vanished, having killed only what it needed to survive.

  chapter 21

  ROCKLESS IN THE ROCKING CHAIR, RALPH Cottle said that he lived in a ramshackle cottage by the river. Two rooms and a porch with a view, the place had been hammered together in the 1930s and had been falling apart ever since.

  Long ago, unknown rugged individuals had used the cottage for fishing vacations. It had no electric service. An outhouse served as the toilet. The only running water was what passed in the river.

  “I think mainly it was a place for them to get away from their wives,” Cottle said. “A place to drink and get drunk. It still is.”

  A fireplace provided heat and allowed simple cooking. What meals Cottle ate were spooned from hot cans.

  Once the property had been privately owned. Now it belonged to the county, perhaps seized for back taxes. Like much government land, it was poorly managed. No bureaucrats or game wardens had bothered Ralph Cottle since the day, eleven years ago, when he had cleaned out the cottage, put down his bedroll, and settled in as a squatter.

  No neighbors lived within sight or within shouting distance. The cottage was a secluded outpost, which suited Cottle just fine.

  Until 3:45 the previous morning, when he had been prodded awake by a visitor in a ski mask: Then what had seemed like cozy privacy had become a terrifying isolation.

  Cottle had fallen asleep without extinguishing the oil lamp by which he read Western novels and drank himself to sleep. In spite of that light, he hadn’t absorbed any useful details about the killer’s appearance. He couldn’t estimate the man’s height or weight.

  He claimed the madman’s voice had no memorable characteristics.

  Billy figured Cottle knew more but feared to tell. The anxiety that now simmered in his faded blue eyes was as pure and intense, if not as immediate, as the terror he described in the photograph of the unknown woman from whom the freak had “harvested” a face.

  Judging by the length of his skeletal fingers and the formidable bones in his knobby wrists, Cottle had once been equipped to fight back. Now, by his own admission, he was weak, not just emotionally and morally, but physically.

  Nevertheless, Billy leaned forward in his chair and tried again to enlist him: “Back me up with the police. Help me—”

  “I can’t even help myself, Mr. Wiles.”

  “You must’ve once known how.”

  “I don’t want to remember.”

  “Remember what?”

  “Anything. I told you—I’m weak.”

  “Sounds like you want to be.”

  Raising the pint to his lips, Cottle smiled thinly and, before taking a drink, said, “Haven’t you heard—the meek shall inherit the earth.”

  “If you won’t do it for yourself, do it for me.”

  Licking his lips, which were badly chapped by the heat and by the dehydrating effect of the whiskey, Cottle said, “Why would I?”

  “The meek don’t stand by and watch another man destroyed. The meek aren’t the same as cowards. They’re two different breeds.”

  “You can’t insult me into cooperation. I don’t insult. I don’t care. I know I’m nothing, and that’s all right with me.”

  “Just because you’ve come here to do what he wants, you won’t be safe out there in your cottage.”

  Screwing the cap on the bottle, Cottle said, “Safer than you.”

  “Not at all. You’re a loose end. Listen, the police will give you protection.”

  A dry laugh escaped the stewbum. “Is that why you’ve been so quick to run to them—for their protection?”

  Billy said nothing.

  Emboldened by Billy’s silence, Cottle found a sharper voice that was less mean than smug: “Just like me, you’re nothing, but you don’t know it yet. You’re nothing, I’m nothing, we’re all nothing, and as far as I care, if he leaves me alone, that psycho shithead can do what he wants to anybody because he’s nothing, too.”

  Watching Cottle screw open the pint-bottle cap that he had just screwed shut, Billy said, “What if I throw your ass down those stairs and kick you off my land? He calls me sometimes just to wear on my nerves. What if when he calls I tell him you were drunk, incoherent, I couldn’t understand a thing you said?”

  Cottle’s sunburned and blood-fused face could not turn pale, but his small purse of a mouth, snugged tight with self-satisfaction after his rant, now loosened and poured forth the dull coins of a counterfeit apology. “Mr. Wiles, sir, please don’t take offense at my bad mouth. I can’t control what comes out of it any more than I can control what I pour into it.”

  “He wanted to be sure you told me about the face in the jar, didn’t he?”

  “Yes, sir.”

  “Why?”

  “I don’t know. He didn’t consult with me, sir. He just put words in my mouth to bring to you, and here I am because I want to live.”

  “Why?”

  “Sir?”

  “Look at me, Ralph.”

  Cottle met his eyes.

  Billy said, “Why do you want to live?”

  As though Cottle had never considered it before, the question seemed to pin down some fluttering thing in his mind, like a rare moth to a specimen board, some ever-restless and ever-contentious and ever-bitter aspect of himself that for a moment he seemed at last disposed to consider. Then his eyes became evasive, and he clasped both hands, not just one, around the pint of whiskey.

  “Why do you want to live?” Billy persisted.

  “What else is there?” Avoiding Billy’s eyes, Cottle raised the bottle in both hands, as if it were a chalice. “I could use just a taste,” he said, as though asking for permission.

  “Go ahead.”

  He took a small sip, but then at once took another.

  “The freak made you tell me about the face in the jar because he wants that image in my head.”

  “If you say so.”

  “It’s about intimidation, about keeping me off balance.”

  “Are you?”

  Instead of answering the question, Billy said, “What else did he send you here to tell me?”

  As if getting down to business, Cottle screwed the cap on the bottle again and this time returned the pint to his coat pocket. “You’ll have five minutes to make a decision.”

  “What decision?”

  “Take off your wristwatch and prop it on the porch railing.”

  “Why?”

  “To count off the five minutes.”

  “I can count them with the watch on my wris
t.”

  “Putting it on the railing is a signal to him that the countdown has started.”

  Woods to the north, shadowy and cool in the hot day. Green lawn, then tall golden grass, then a few well-crowned oaks, then a couple of houses down-slope and to the east. To the west lay the county road, trees and fields beyond it.

  “He’s watching now?” Billy asked.

  “He promised he would be, Mr. Wiles.”

  “From where?”

  “I don’t know, sir. Just please, please take off your watch and prop it on the railing.”

  “And if I won’t?”

  “Mr. Wiles, don’t talk that way.”

  “But if I won’t?” Billy pressed.

  His baritone rasp thinned to a higher register as Cottle said, “I told you, he’ll take my face, and me awake when he does. I told you.”

  Billy got up, removed his Timex, and propped it on the railing so that the watch face could be seen from both of the rocking chairs.

  As the sun approached the zenith of its arc, it penetrated the landscape and melted shadows everywhere but in the woods. The green-cloaked conspiratorial trees revealed no secrets.

 

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