He spared her a glance, brows raised in disbelief. “For the same reason I do game testing. If I surrender my favorite parts of work just because someone sticks a nameplate and a title on my office door, what’s the point of being in charge?”
“Oh.” She didn’t have a comeback. Instead, she watched the scenery shift and change as they headed past the mountains and into another valley. They left the traffic behind, following the twisting interstate.
A large building loomed into sight as they approached their destination. She recognized Saltair—it looked like a castle from Arabian Nights. If Disney had animated it. And then left it on the back lot to collect dust. “I haven’t been out here since I was in high school. The Foo Fighters I think.”
He pulled onto the dirt shoulder outside the chain-link fence surrounding the building. Once upon a time the spot had been a tourist venue. Now it was only used for concerts, meaning the rest of the time the entire area was abandoned. No one had much interest in playing on a beach that was more sagebrush than sand, or in a lake filled with salt and brine shrimp.
He turned to her. “I was at that show. You don’t really strike me as a mosh pit kind of girl.”
Even just thinking about being jostled like that gave her a headache. “I’m not. We were in the balcony. Amazing concert, though. So much energy.”
He grabbed a duffel bag from the back seat of the SUV. Oh, the things she’d imagined doing back there. Heat rushed through Kenzie, and the way his gaze raked over her made it difficult to ignore.
He turned away and pushed his door open. “You might want to leave your jacket in the car. And your shoes.”
She paused with one sleeve down her arm. Why had she worn a sleeveless shirt that morning? Sand on her dry clean only jacket, or sun on her bare arms? Why was she even debating? She took off the jacket. “Do you have some place I can hang it?”
He started to say something and then shook his head. His hands brushed hers and lingered a few seconds when he took the jacket, sending a pleasant chill across her skin. He hopped out of the car, opened the back door, and hung her top from a hook before closing everything up again.
A few seconds later, her door swung open. He was on the other side, holding out his hand. “Coming?”
She accepted the offer, his rough palm gentle against hers, and landed in the dirt next to him. A cloud of dust floated around her feet, and she sighed. The rocks would be murder on her heels. She grabbed her sneakers and dropped them on the ground. She slipped out of one heel and dipped her toes into the running shoe. As she started to tilt, she realized she was rapidly losing her balance.
“Watch it.” His arm wrapped around her waist.
Her hand flew to his shoulder out of instinct. His sturdy grip was hot and enticing, holding her up, and he smelled faintly of aftershave. Sunlight warmed her cheeks, and for a moment all she felt was him pressed against her.
She swallowed and straightened up. “Sorry, I’m not usually a klutz.”
“No worries.” His voice was thick. His hand lingered on her hip.
She used him for balance—at least that’s what she tried to tell herself—reluctantly pulling away when she finished changing her shoes. Sneakers, stockings, and a sleeveless silk blouse; she was glad no one else could see how ridiculous she looked. “I still don’t know what we’re doing.”
He headed toward the water, talking over his shoulder. “I’m working. I assume you’re trying to find out why I’m a fuckup and planning to tell me how to fix it.”
Her brow furrowed, and she quickened her pace to keep up with him. So much for him being a willing participant. “Then tell me about yourself.”
He stopped several yards back from the water and dropped his duffel bag on the sand. Maybe sand wasn’t the right word. It was gritty, but unrecognizable patches of green and brown dotted the entire landscape. “I like long walks on the beach, the company of a gorgeous woman who can hold her own in a conversation, and hot wax. Or candles, something like that.”
Candle wax? She inhaled sharply through clenched teeth, momentarily distracted. “Not what I meant.”
He pulled a camera and lens from the bag and hooked them together. The screen on the back of the camera flickered on, reflecting a miniature version of the lake. “Then you should have asked what you meant.” There was no irritation in his voice. He moved closer to her, arm brushing hers, and held the camera in front of her. “What do you see?”
It took focus not to lean into the contact. “A lot of water?” She didn’t know what she was supposed to be seeing. Other states had scenic lake fronts, but this was just a bunch of gray and blue that stretched into haze.
She made a conscious effort not to rest her head against his shoulder. They were working. “What did you do—not what’s in the information you sent me—that pissed off this board member of yours?”
He pursed his lips and angled toward the island in the distance. He snapped a few shots before shifting position again. “A lot of water. Nice.” He changed the view screen so it displayed one of the shots he’d just taken and showed it to her.
He’d captured an angle of Saltair so the clouds drifted behind and around it, the sunlight striking the gold towers and gleaming, making the entire thing look like it was surrounded by mist and on fire. It was just a trick of light, but it was amazing. She looked between the building and the photo. “How did you do that?”
He shrugged, shouldered the bag, and started walking again, camera hanging from a strap around his wrist. “It’s all about perspective. His last wife—number three maybe—tried to pick me up at a party a couple of years ago.”
Why didn’t the casual way he confessed surprise her? “A couple of years?” She gazed at their surroundings as they strolled along the sand. In the distance, a pair of gutted and vandalized buildings loomed against an otherwise barren landscape. “Were you working with him then?”
“Nope. He bought in about a year later.”
“So what makes you think he still holds it against you?” The arrogance was both intriguing and confounding. “You can’t be the only guy she did that with. And if he blamed you for the breakup, why would he invest in your company?”
Scott glanced at her, a small smile playing on his face. “Yeah, he does. You should see some of the shit he puts me through while trying to hold my job over my head. This bullshit with you is just another hoop to jump through.”
She was a bullshit hoop? The words dug deeper than she expected. Still, she could spin it to her advantage. If he needed her around, she wasn’t going to be the one to beg. It was his dime. She stopped. “I don’t have to be here. This isn’t going to work anyway if you’re not going to try.”
“What?” He spun, already several steps ahead of her. “That’s not what I meant.”
“It is.” She crossed her arms. “You pretended to fall asleep during my presentation, and you’ve dodged every attempt I’ve made to do my job this morning.”
He clenched his jaw. “Because I’m difficult and need fixing. Isn’t that why I hired you?”
“It’s certainly a convenient excuse.” She turned away. “I’ll be in the car, doing work for people who want me to be working. Find me when you’re done traipsing through the sand.”
“Kenzie.” His call hit her back.
She kept walking, irritation pumping through her. It wasn’t hurt. Not even close. She didn’t care if he thought little to nothing of her job, as long as he let her do it. The non-ache grew as she reached the SUV and realized he still hadn’t stopped her.
“Wait.” His hand wrapped loosely around her arm.
The contact sent a pleasant jolt through her, one she didn’t want to be feeling. She closed her eyes and inhaled sharply.
He let go abruptly. “I didn’t mean to be insulting.”
His sincerity was salve in wounds she didn’t want to acknowledge. Contrite was exactly what she needed, and she had to push her advantage. She spun back to face him. “That’s what we’
ll start with. You need to learn to think before you speak.”
He shrugged. “I always think. I just don’t expect people to take it so personally.”
Of course. She blew a loose strand of hair out of her face.
He watched her silently, brown eyes wide and pleading.
Damn that look. “Okay, we’ll try again. You have to work with me, though.” She locked her gaze on him, trying to convey how serious she was.
He separated his camera and lens, and nestled both back in their bag. “Then you have to do the same.”
She scowled. “That’s kind of what I do. Like it’s my entire job.”
He traced a finger down her arm. “All right, we’ll talk. You can assault me with questions to figure out how to manipulate me, and I can use metaphor and obtuse examples to subconsciously convince you I’m perfect as is.”
His touch was enticing, and a warm tremor ran through her. That sounded fantastic. And counterproductive to her job. “That’s not cooperating.”
He winked at her. “You won’t know any better if I do it right.”
Her tentative grip on the situation was slipping. “That’s not how this works.” Gawd he was so infuriating. And fascinating. How did he get away with it? The easy way he ignored convention and slid into whatever he wanted regardless of what was appropriate.
He tucked a strand of hair behind her ear. “Your hair looks gorgeous in this light. It catches the golds just right.”
His compliment warmed her further, and she mentally told her pleased reaction to calm down. “This isn’t helping me do my job.”
He tilted his head to the side, the corner of his mouth pulled into a disarming half-smile, and his brown eyes raked over her face. It took him a moment to answer. “Me neither.” He clicked the locks off on his SUV and stepped around her to open the back door. “Come on.”
She could tell he had a plan—that he wasn’t just flitting from one thought to the next without direction—but damned if she could figure out what it was. The ordered part of her loathed it. The part of her that wanted to be more reckless was fascinated to watch him work. “We’re leaving? That didn’t take long.”
He slammed the door shut and locked the car again. He stepped next to her and nodded toward the buildings in the distance. “Not unless you’re really miserable. That’s what I’m actually here for.” He held up a folded blanket, the navy fleece absorbing the sunlight. “But I need to take a lot of pictures. This is so you have a place to sit without getting your skirt dirty.”
Her cheeks warmed at the consideration, and as she studied the graffitied walls in the near distance, her blood warmed with other thoughts. It was a shame she couldn’t practice being non-frigid now. An abandoned spot out in the open but with no one around for miles except distant freeway traffic? The memories of his hands on her skin, his fingers pulling her hair, were all enough to send her thoughts into overdrive.
He glanced over his shoulder. “You coming?”
It didn’t take much self-control, but it did fill her with regret to bite back the answer of not yet, but I’m hoping to soon that she would have given him on Saturday. Instead, she forced out a simple, “Sure.”
Chapter Five
The inside of the abandoned barely-a-building was exactly what Scott had been hoping for when he’d seen the outside from the freeway a few weeks back. The only things still standing were the cinder block walls. Two-by-fours and other debris littered the ground, morning light streamed through the non-existent ceiling, and decades of spray paint decorated all of it. It was the perfect inspiration for the room he was designing in-game.
And he was having a hard time focusing on anything but the gorgeous scenery in the middle of the devastation. The curve of her ass in her pencil skirt. The way the fabric slid several inches up her thighs when she lowered herself onto the blanket he’d set out for her. The fantastic view when the top of her shirt pulled open, exposing a hint of smooth flesh and round breasts.
A throb below his waist nagged him, and he adjusted his jeans. That was the last thing he needed her to see. Or the first. He shoved the thoughts aside and tried to focus on taking reference shots while she talked.
And maybe a couple of her.
She stared up at his viewfinder, lips pursed, but a smile danced behind her eyes. “I’m not your subject matter.”
He shrugged and turned back to the building interior. It was probably for the best; he really needed these pictures.
“Your calendar says you have an investor dinner in a couple of weeks. That sounds big.” She had been poring over his social engagements for the last fifteen minutes, figuring out what she thought it was appropriate to prep him for and looking for opportunities to make him shine for the right people.
Just like his dad had forced him into when he was younger. So unappealing. But at least she was kind about it instead of degrading. He snapped a couple more shots. “We do it every year. Buy expensive food for the people who make sure we stay in business, present slide shows, assure them we’re not washing their money down the drain—funny how few of them ask how much the night costs—and play nice for four or so hours.”
He knew they were a necessary evil, but he still hated knowing that almost everyone he spoke to during an investor dinner only saw dollar signs when they looked at him. It might be nice instead if they actually cared what kind of work and creativity went into the projects he and his teams produced.
“Perfect.” She set her phone on her knee, tapping away. “This is one of those opportunities that we can take advantage of, spread some good will, remind people how affable you are.” She leaned over farther, hair falling around her face before she tucked it behind one ear, bottom lip resting between her teeth in concentration.
His breath caught, and he let his gaze linger. He pulled his attention away again when she looked up, but not before her eyes met his and he glimpsed the pink spreading over her cheeks.
“What are you wearing?” she asked.
How had that become an issue? He looked down, and an upside-down Hulk glared back at him. “Come on, you can’t make me change my everyday clothes. This is what I wear to the office.”
She exhaled. “I meant to the dinner. You’ve rented a tux, correct?”
Oh. That. Rented. He almost snorted at the word. He’d had one tailored for him by a brilliant designer he knew in Italy. “No.”
“Another thing for the list.”
He tucked his camera into its bag, set it all aside, and crouched in front of her, hand covering hers before she could tap out more notes. It took concentration not to stroke his finger over the fleshy edge of her palm. “Please don’t.” He kept his voice kind but firm. “I already own one.”
“You own a tux.” She didn’t yank her hand away. It took a moment before she moved it to make more notes. “If you show up in blue polyester, I’m quitting.”
He was surprised she hadn’t walked out the door that morning, and he was taking it as a good sign. “It’s black. I’m not a formal-affair virgin.”
Her flush grew, but she didn’t rise to the bait. “Right. What else?”
He didn’t want to be having this conversation. Time for a new one. “Why did you do it?” He left the question intentionally vague. He rested his elbows on his knees, still studying her.
She tore her attention from her phone, staring back in confusion. “Do...?”
“Saturday. I see you in there almost every weekend, always alone, and I assume you’ve seen me too since you knew which car was mine. What made you approach me this one time?”
The pink flushing her cheeks darkened, but she didn’t look away. “Not that I know what you’re talking about, but if I did, it was only because I needed a place to sit.”
Ouch, that stung. “Right, that wasn’t you because of conflict of interest. So this other woman, who you’re intimately acquainted with and I’d like to be, didn’t just pick an empty slice of wall to lean against like she normally does because...”
Her lips drew into a thin line. “This conversation is counterproductive.”
It was completely productive if it distracted her from telling him how to dress—and maybe helped him figure out how to get her undressed. “I disagree.”
“Which is why you hired me instead of doing your own publicity.”
He wouldn’t be deterred, but he also knew better than to tell her that wasn’t exactly why he’d hired her. “You—sorry, she—was just looking for a little conversation that morning?”
Her eyes narrowed and she blew a strand of hair off her forehead. “Will you drop this if I tell you?”
Headway, perfect. “Maybe. If I think you’re telling the truth and not just making something up to get rid of me.”
She clenched her teeth, hesitating.
He didn’t interrupt.
“Fine.” She exhaled. “I had something to prove.”
That was interesting. “To whom?”
She paused again. “Myself.”
She wasn’t telling him everything. Interesting. “Did it work?”
Her brow furrowed, and she chewed her bottom lip.
He wanted to be doing that.
She twirled a strand of hair around her finger. “It might have worked better if ... no, you know what? It worked fantastically. I found out what I needed to know. Yup, it’s all good. What else is on your calendar in the next few weeks?”
The way she had set her phone aside and leaned forward, bringing her face closer to his, told him she wasn’t shutting him out. He was close to something. “Soon, I promise. I’m still curious about this proving something to yourself idea. What, exactly?”
Her breath hitched, and she licked her lips, eyes pulling away from his. “You said you’d drop it.”
“There were conditions.” He sat cross-legged across from her on the blanket, keeping less than an inch between her knees and his. “But I won’t push it if you don’t want to talk about it. My schedule, then?”
She still wouldn’t look at him, and the corner of her mouth twitched with something he couldn’t identify. Her voice was soft when she finally replied. “I had an argument with my sister that morning. She called me a lot of names, I probably called her some back, and you seemed like a good way to prove her wrong.”
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