I never heard him say such beautiful things to me before. I was definitely crying now. But the pleasure building up was too much to handle.
I smiled.
" save those beautiful words for the wedding vows my love because I have plenty of beautiful, truthful and lovely words to say to you then but now..."
I pulled his head down to my area.
" I think you wanted to start something I've been anxiously waiting for," I said blushing and my cheeks surely turning into a tomato.
He smiled.
"So have I," he said and went down.
His tongue circulating and turning, I was in heaven. My mind traveled to different places I wasn't here. Was I dreaming?
But then I exploded with pleasure and then I knew it wasn't a dream. Thank Goodness.
Chapter 35.
Ross POV
I don't know when I stopped pleasing her but she was asleep from exhaustion and all she did was lay there. She couldn't do much with her broken ankle.
She just slept there in my arms like an angel. I couldn't contain my happiness. While she was gone I was a wreck. I couldn't sleep or eat I lost weight and looked pretty bad. But I didn't care.
I was lost in my own loathing state. But to finally know that I never cheated on the love of my life was everything I need to know. Apart from the fact that she loved me and forgave me.
I wanted to stay here in her arms lying next to her forever. I was scared that this moment would end in an instant. I wanted to make it last. But unfortunately, I had a lot of things going on. My mom needed me and kept texting me and calling me none stop.
Me and my sister both. I hadn't seen my sister in years and seeing her now was going to be hard. We weren't the closest of siblings.
I didn't want to take Eden with me. My mom wasn't the most welcoming person especially now that my dad had finally left her for good and moved out.
My dad didn't care as much about scandals as my mom did and she was losing her mind.
Beep...beep...
Another text from my mom. She expected me there at her house in two days. She didn't even know I was engaged.
Eden had only seen her briefly. My mom was never around and at 16 when Eden met me. I pretty much took care of myself by then and was even running my dad's business.
I had lived more than she had. That's for sure.
She moved in the bed. She was starting to wake up slowly. She looked up at me and smiled so wide.
"Good morning," she said smiling.
I smiled too.
"What time is it?" She said lifting herself up. I tried to help her but she said she was okay.
"Is noon!!" She said loudly. "I slept this long?"
"Is okay love after the night of pleasure you had I don't blame you," I told her.
She smiled.
"Carol brought breakfast around 9 but I told her you weren't awake yet so it must be cold now. I'm going to go take a shower just wanted to make sure that you were okay first, "
"Thanks, Ross, " she said leaning forward to kiss me. I met her since she couldn't stretch too far.
"I'll tell Carol to prepare lunch," I said but she held my hand.
"I want to do it, " she said.
"Are you sure you can stand that long?"
"If I can't then I'll sit but I want to do it. I haven't cooked in such a long time it feels I really miss it"
"Okay love but I'll help you down the stairs"
I helped her get dressed even though she kept telling me she was okay I still wanted to help her. I carried her down the stairs and took her to the kitchen.
"Carol, if Eden needs help please assist her immediately I'm going to take a quick shower and will be right back fast"
"I'll be fine love take your time," she said blowing me a kiss.
I went upstairs to shower. But my phone was constantly beeping I decided to turn it off.
I finally had Eden back. I didn't want to ruin our time together by engaging in family drama and problems at least not now.
I will deal with my mom in two days. But she wanted me there immediately I needed this time with Eden and I wasn't going to give it up now.
I turned my phone off took off my clothes and got in the ice-cold shower because I needed a cold one.
Eden POV
I had no idea what to make Ross. I wanted to make him something really good.
"You need any help with anything let me know," Carol said.
"Thank you I'm just going to look inside the refrigerator and see what we have," I said. Moving was harder than I thought and the pain was throbbing my ankle felt as if it was on fire. But I kept pushing I didn't want to show any sign of weakness.
I made myself to the fridge skipping on one leg and pulled out two burger patties. Cheeseburgers seemed like a nice lunch with fries a typical American dish I was in the mood for.
I got the burger patties out and started seasoning them with my favorite seasoning mixes. Ross liked my season mixes and they were so hard to find here in Queensland Australia sometimes I had to order them from Spain.
Julio was kind enough to send me some recently when I was living with Olivianna and they were all here. Ross must have brought all my stuff from her house or send someone else to get them the point is they were here.
"Burgers...good choice," Carol said. I smiled.
"I'm really glad you are back lady Eden I was so afraid for the boss he was so down and depressed. He wouldn't see anyone or eat barely"
"Please Carol call me Eden no need for formalities we are all friends here. I couldn't live without him I was the same" I said which was the total truth.
"And now this thing with his mom. Truth is I fear she might do something crazy to herself if Ross doesn't go see her soon"
"He said he is going to go see her, " I said
"Yes, but he sure is taking his time. If it was my mum who was calling me and really wanted to see me I would have already been on my way there. No matter how she is a mother is only one" Carol said with a stiff up her lip.
I hadn't even thought about that. Carol was right. I didn't even ask about his mom's situation I was too selfish enjoying my own pleasure I didn't think about the pain of someone else especially his mom.
"No, he has to go now," I said.
"That's what I was thinking but who am I to tell him otherwise. Maybe you can convince him, lady...Eden"
"Sure I will talk to him during lunch," I said seasoning the meat.
When it was done being seasoned I put it in the skillet to cook. I added some vegetables to another skillet to accompany the burger.
When it was done Carol carried it to the dining area. Ross was still upstairs.
I sat down and he came dressed really nicely with a blue t-shirt and black jean pants. His wet hair was dripping down his back all pushed back. I felt bad. Why didn't I shower before getting dressed? He looked so clean and smelled so good.
I was jealous. He was a gorgeous man.
"Hi," he said smiling with all his white teeth.
"This looks really good love good job," he said.
"Thank you hope you like it and enjoy it, love."
I waited a bit until I spoke about his mom. But when I did he seemed annoyed.
"Love, we have to go see your mom now we can't wait"
He put his burger down.
"Mum is really dramatic shell be fine," he said.
Why did I get the feeling that something more was going on here?
I really didn't know much about his family. Or the family business really at all. When I met him at 12 and he was 16 his mom was barely if ever around. Then they moved to Melbourne and left Ross with this big house all to himself.
"I'll go when I want to go. I need this time with you I just got you back" he said picking up his burger and taking a bite from it again.
"Thank you so much, my love and I want to spend the rest of my life with you like this just the two of us with no phones or anyone around interrupting us, but there wil
l be time for that. Right now your mom needs you and you have to be there for her, "
"You are always putting everyone else ahead of you. You are the least selfish person I know and I love you so much for that but really are you sure? And are you sure you want to come with me? Mum can be a bit...overbearing and especially now that she is in such a fragile state I just don't want her offending you or upsetting you in any way my love"
"No one can offend me more than the ones who have tried and failed already. I'll be fine" I said and meant it.
"How did I get so lucky?" He said getting up and picking me up.
"I know that your ankle is broke right now but I can't wait to make love to you anymore is killing me and I'm going to need you super close to me Eden"
He seemed sad almost.
"I want nothing more than for you to make love to me my love my ankle will be fine, "
He carried me up the stairs and into our room, he placed me on the bed and began to undress rapidly.
I knew something else was going on here but I didn't want to ruin this perfect moment. We were about to make love and I wasn't going to ask stupid questions he clearly didn't want to answer. Besides, I would find out soon enough if there was something else going on.
He clearly didn't want to go see his mom. Most people would jump at the opportunity to visit their mom while she was still alive and like Carol said a mother is only one person but Ross didn't seem too interested in visiting with her and he rarely spoke about her.
Was there more to Ross I didn't know about? What secrets was he hiding. Family or otherwise?
I didn't know I didn't care to know right now all that matter was he and I and this beautiful pleasurable moment.
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