The Essential Gwendolyn Brooks

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by Elizabeth Alexander (ed)


  Giants who bleat and chafe in their small grass,

  Seldom to spread the palm; to spit; come clean.

  Pygmies expand in cold impossible air,

  Cry fie on giantshine, poor glory which

  Pounds breast-bone punily, screeches, and has

  Reached no Alps: or, knows no Alps to reach.

  11 my own sweet good

  “Not needing, really, my own sweet good,

  To dimple you every day,

  For knowing you roam like a gold half-god

  And your golden promise was gay.

  “Somewhere, you put on your overcoat,

  And the others mind what you say

  Ill-knowing your route rides to me, roundabout.

  For promise so golden and gay.

  “Somewhere, you lattice your berries with bran,

  Readying for riding my way.

  You kiss all the great-lipped girls that you can.

  If only they knew that it’s little today

  And nothing tomorrow to take or to pay,

  For sake of a promise so golden, gay,

  For promise so golden and gay.”

  The Anniad

  The Anniad

  Think of sweet and chocolate,

  Left to folly or to fate,

  Whom the higher gods forgot,

  Whom the lower gods berate;

  Physical and underfed

  Fancying on the featherbed

  What was never and is not.

  What is ever and is not.

  Pretty tatters blue and red,

  Buxom berries beyond rot,

  Western clouds and quarter-stars,

  Fairy-sweet of old guitars

  Littering the little head

  Light upon the featherbed.

  Think of ripe and rompabout,

  All her harvest buttoned in,

  All her ornaments untried;

  Waiting for the paladin

  Prosperous and ocean-eyed

  Who shall rub her secrets out

  And behold the hinted bride.

  Watching for the paladin

  Which no woman ever had,

  Paradisaical and sad

  With a dimple in his chin

  And the mountains in the mind;

  Ruralist and rather bad,

  Cosmopolitan and kind.

  Think of thaumaturgic lass

  Looking in her looking-glass

  At the unembroidered brown;

  Printing bastard roses there;

  Then emotionally aware

  Of the black and boisterous hair,

  Taming all that anger down.

  And a man of tan engages

  For the springtime of her pride,

  Eats the green by easy stages,

  Nibbles at the root beneath

  With intimidating teeth.

  But no ravishment enrages.

  No dominion is defied.

  Narrow master master-calls;

  And the godhead glitters now

  Cavalierly on his brow.

  What a hot theopathy

  Roisters through her, gnaws the walls,

  And consumes her where she falls

  In her gilt humility.

  How he postures at his height;

  Unfamiliar, to be sure,

  With celestial furniture.

  Contemplating by cloud-light

  His bejewelled diadem;

  As for jewels, counting them,

  Trying if the pomp be pure.

  In the beam his track diffuses

  Down her dusted demi-gloom

  Like a nun of crimson ruses

  She advances. Sovereign

  Leaves the heaven she put him in

  For the path his pocket chooses;

  Leads her to a lowly room.

  Which she makes a chapel of.

  Where she genuflects to love.

  All the prayerbooks in her eyes

  Open soft as sacrifice

  Or the dolour of a dove.

  Tender candles ray by ray

  Warm and gratify the gray.

  Silver flowers fill the eves

  Of the metamorphosis.

  And her set excess believes

  Incorruptibly that no

  Silver has to gape or go,

  Deviate to underglow,

  Sicken off to hit-or-miss.

  Doomer, though, crescendo-comes

  Prophesying hecatombs.

  Surrealist and cynical.

  Garrulous and guttural.

  Spits upon the silver leaves.

  Denigrates the dainty eves

  Dear dexterity achieves.

  Names him. Tames him. Takes him off,

  Throws to columns row on row.

  Where he makes the rifles cough,

  Stutter. Where the reveille

  Is staccato majesty.

  Then to marches. Then to know

  The hunched hells across the sea.

  Vaunting hands are now devoid.

  Hieroglyphics of her eyes

  Blink upon a paradise

  Paralyzed and paranoid.

  But idea and body too

  Clamor “Skirmishes can do.

  Then he will come back to you.”

  Less than ruggedly he kindles

  Pallors into broken fire.

  Hies him home, the bumps and brindles

  Of his rummage of desire

  Tosses to her lap entire.

  Hearing still such eerie stutter.

  Caring not if candles gutter.

  Tan man twitches: for for long

  Life was little as a sand,

  Little as an inch of song,

  Little as the aching hand

  That would fashion mountains, such

  Little as a drop from grand

  When a heart decides “Too much!”—

  Yet there was a drama, drought

  Scarleted about the brim

  Not with blood alone for him,

  Flood, with blossom in between

  Retch and wheeling and cold shout,

  Suffocation, with a green

  Moist sweet breath for mezzanine.

  Hometown hums with stoppages.

  Now the doughty meanings die

  As costumery from streets.

  And this white and greater chess

  Baffles tan man. Gone the heats

  That observe the funny fly

  Till the stickum stops the cry.

  With his helmet’s final doff

  Soldier lifts his power off.

  Soldier bare and chilly then

  Wants his power back again.

  No confection languider

  Before quick-feast quick-famish Men

  Than the candy crowns-that-were.

  Hunts a further fervor now.

  Shudders for his impotence.

  Chases root and vehemence,

  Chases stilts and straps to vie

  With recession of the sky.

  Stiffens: yellows: wonders how

  Woman fits for recompense.

  Not that woman! (Not that room!

  Not that dusted demi-gloom!)

  Nothing limpid, nothing meek.

  But a gorgeous and gold shriek

  With her tongue tucked in her cheek,

  Hissing gauzes in her gaze,

  Coiling oil upon her ways.

  Gets a maple banshee. Gets

  A sleek slit-eyed gypsy moan.

  Oh those violent vinaigrettes!

  Oh bad honey that can hone

  Oilily the bluntest stone!

  Oh mad bacchanalian lass

  That his random passion has!

  Think of sweet and chocolate

  Minus passing-magistrate,

  Minus passing-lofty light,

  Minus passing-stars for night,

  Sirocco wafts and tra la la,

  Minus symbol, cinema

  Mirages, all things suave and bright.

  Seeks for solaces in sn
ow

  In the crusted wintertime.

  Icy jewels glint and glow.

  Half-blue shadows slanting grow

  Over blue and silver rime.

  And the crunching in the crust

  Chills her nicely, as it must.

  Seeks for solaces in green

  In the green and fluting spring.

  Bubbles apple-green, shrill wine,

  Hyacinthine devils sing

  In the upper air, unseen

  Pucks and cupids make a fine

  Fume of fondness and sunshine.

  Runs to summer gourmet fare.

  Heavy and inert the heat,

  Braided round by ropes of scent

  With a hypnotist intent.

  Think of chocolate and sweet

  Wanting richly not to care

  That summer hoots at solitaire.

  Runs to parks. November leaves

  All gone papery and brown

  Poise upon the queasy stalks

  And perturb the respectable walks.

  Glances grayly and perceives

  This November her true town:

  All’s a falling falling down.

  Spins, and stretches out to friends.

  Cries “I am bedecked with love!”

  Cries “I am philanthropist!

  Take such rubies as ye list.

  Suit to any bonny ends.

  Sheathe, expose: but never shove.

  Prune, curb, mute: but put above.”

  Sends down flirting bijouterie.

  “Come, oh populace, to me!”

  It winks only, and in that light

  Are the copies of all her bright

  Copies. Glass begets glass. No

  Populace goes as they go

  Who can need it but at night.

  Twists to Plato, Aeschylus,

  Seneca and Mimnermus,

  Pliny, Dionysius. . . .

  Who remove from remarkable hosts

  Of agonized and friendly ghosts,

  Lean and laugh at one who looks

  To find kisses pressed in books.

  Tests forbidden taffeta.

  Meteors encircle her.

  Little lady who lost her twill,

  Little lady who lost her fur

  Shivers in her thin hurrah,

  Pirouettes to pleasant shrill

  Appoggiatura with a skill.

  But the culprit magics fade.

  Stoical the retrograde.

  And no music plays at all

  In the inner, hasty hall

  Which compulsion cut from shade.—

  Frees her lover. Drops her hands.

  Shorn and taciturn she stands.

  Petals at her breast and knee. . . .

  “Then incline to children-dear!

  Pull the halt magnificence near,

  Sniff the perfumes, ribbonize

  Gay bouquet most satinly;

  Hoard it, for a planned surprise

  When the desert terrifies.”

  Perfumes fly before the gust,

  Colors shrivel in the dust,

  And the petal velvet shies,

  When the desert terrifies:

  Howls, revolves, and countercharms:

  Shakes its great and gritty arms:

  And perplexes with odd eyes.

  Hence from scenic bacchanal,

  Preshrunk and droll prodigal!

  Smallness that you had to spend,

  Spent. Wench, whiskey and tail-end

  Of your overseas disease

  Rot and rout you by degrees.

  —Close your fables and fatigues;

  Kill that fanged flamingo foam

  And the fictive gold that mocks;

  Shut your rhetorics in a box;

  Pack compunction and go home.

  Skeleton, settle, down in bed.

  Slide a bone beneath Her head,

  Kiss Her eyes so rash and red.

  Pursing lips for new good-byeing

  Now she folds his rust and cough

  In the pity old and staunch.

  She remarks his feathers off;

  Feathers for such tipsy flying

  As this scarcely may re-launch

  That is dolesome and is dying.

  He leaves bouncy sprouts to store

  Caramel dolls a little while,

  Then forget him, larger doll

  Who would hardly ever loll,

  Who would hardly ever smile,

  Or bring dill pickles, or core

  Fruit, or put salve on a sore.

  Leaves his mistress to dismiss

  Memories of his kick and kiss,

  Grant her lips another smear,

  Adjust the posies at her ear,

  Quaff an extra pint of beer,

  Cross her legs upon the stool,

  Slit her eyes and find her fool.

  Leaves his devotee to bear

  Weight of passing by his chair

  And his tavern. Telephone

  Hoists her stomach to the air.

  Who is starch or who is stone

  Washes coffee-cups and hair,

  Sweeps, determines what to wear.

  In the indignant dark there ride

  Roughnesses and spiny things

  On infallible hundred heels.

  And a bodiless bee stings.

  Cyclone concentration reels.

  Harried sods dilate, divide,

  Suck her sorrowfully inside.

  Think of tweaked and twenty-four.

  Fuchsias gone or gripped or gray,

  All hay-colored that was green.

  Soft aesthetic looted, lean.

  Crouching low, behind a screen,

  Pock-marked eye-light, and the sore

  Eaglets of old pride and prey.

  Think of almost thoroughly

  Derelict and dim and done.

  Stroking swallows from the sweat.

  Fingering faint violet.

  Hugging old and Sunday sun.

  Kissing in her kitchenette

  The minuets of memory.

  Appendix to The Anniad

  leaves from a loose-leaf war diary

  1

  (“thousands—killed in action”)

  You need the untranslatable ice to watch.

  You need to loiter a little among the vague

  Hushes, the clever evasions of the vagueness

  Above the healthy energy of decay.

  You need the untranslatable ice to watch,

  The purple and black to smell.

  Before your horror can be sweet.

  Or proper.

  Before your grief is other than discreet.

  The intellectual damn

  Will nurse your half-hurt. Quickly you are well.

  But weary. How you yawn, have yet to see

  Why nothing exhausts you like this sympathy.

  2

  The Certainty we two shall meet by God

  In a wide Parlor, underneath a Light

  Of lights, come Sometime, is no ointment now.

  Because we two are worshipers of life,

  Being young, being masters of the long-legged stride,

  Gypsy arm-swing. We never did learn how

  To find white in the Bible. We want nights

  Of vague adventure, lips lax wet and warm,

  Bees in the stomach, sweat across the brow. Now.

  3 the sonnet-ballad

  Oh mother, mother, where is happiness?

  They took my lover’s tallness off to war,

  Left me lamenting. Now I cannot guess

  What I can use an empty heart-cup for.

  He won’t be coming back here any more.

  Some day the war will end, but, oh, I knew

  When he went walking grandly out that door

  That my sweet love would have to be untrue.

  Would have to be untrue. Would have to court

  Coquettish death, whose impudent and strange

  Possessive arms and beau
ty (of a sort)

  Can make a hard man hesitate—and change.

  And he will be the one to stammer, “Yes.”

  Oh mother, mother, where is happiness?

  FROM The Womanhood

  I the children of the poor

  1

  People who have no children can be hard:

  Attain a mail of ice and insolence:

  Need not pause in the fire, and in no sense

  Hesitate in the hurricane to guard.

  And when wide world is bitten and bewarred

  They perish purely, waving their spirits hence

  Without a trace of grace or of offense

  To laugh or fail, diffident, wonder-starred.

  While through a throttling dark we others hear

  The little lifting helplessness, the queer

  Whimper-whine; whose unridiculous

  Lost softness softly makes a trap for us.

  And makes a curse. And makes a sugar of

  The malocclusions, the inconditions of love.

  2

  What shall I give my children? who are poor,

  Who are adjudged the leastwise of the land,

  Who are my sweetest lepers, who demand

  No velvet and no velvety velour;

  But who have begged me for a brisk contour,

  Crying that they are quasi, contraband

  Because unfinished, graven by a hand

  Less than angelic, admirable or sure.

  My hand is stuffed with mode, design, device.

  But I lack access to my proper stone.

  And plenitude of plan shall not suffice

  Nor grief nor love shall be enough alone

  To ratify my little halves who bear

  Across an autumn freezing everywhere.

  3

  And shall I prime my children, pray, to pray?

  Mites, come invade most frugal vestibules

  Spectered with crusts of penitents’ renewals

  And all hysterics arrogant for a day.

  Instruct yourselves here is no devil to pay.

  Children, confine your lights in jellied rules;

  Resemble graves; be metaphysical mules;

 

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