“Oooh, official title porn,” Kev jokes from where he’s grabbing a condom and lube. “Been a while since we’ve played that game.”
Chris kisses me as he wiggles around and gets comfy, a deep, sweet grunt rolling from him as Kev lubes him.
“Ooooh, yea,” Kev groans from on top of him even as Chris lets one of his own fly. “That’s what I’m talking about. Hail to the chief, baby.”
Chris starts moving, thrusting, and with a hand between us for the assist, it doesn’t take long for him to get the first one from me.
“Good girl,” he says, nibbling on my neck. “So fucking good.”
These two goofballs are mine. All mine.
“Yeah, she is,” Kev says. “So’s this ass.” I feel a hard thrust that rocks Chris and me and makes Chris groan again.
“You keep that up,” Chris says over his shoulder, “I won’t last long.”
“I don’t need you to last long,” he teases. “I just need you to hold still so I can fuck your brains out.”
I was going to start laughing, except I start coming again, and that kind of distracts me. By the time we finish, my two boys are worn out, we’ve cleaned up, and now we’re splayed across our bed again, with me in the middle this time.
“The bed comes with us, by the way,” I say.
Chris and Kev both burst out laughing. “Uh, you know something about this bed we don’t, hon?” Kev asks.
“I meant when we move out. We’re keeping this bed. It’s ours, and frankly, it squicks me out the idea of other people fucking in our bed in the future. When we move, it comes with us to wherever we move to.”
“Ahhh,” the boneheads say together.
“Now we’re tracking,” Chris says.
We snuggle. Just when I think they’re almost asleep, Kev speaks. “I think I’m going to tell Elliot no to chief,” he says. “I’ll consult for the election, but…no.” He sighs. “I want this.”
I pull their hands onto my stomach, where they can lace fingers with me and each other. “Sounds good to me, Sir.”
“Me, too,” Chris says.
In retrospect, part of me wishes I hadn’t run for POTUS. We would have had our freedom, safety, maybe Charles and Tory and Lauren would be alive.
But I can’t live like that, what-iffing myself.
For now, my men and I are alive, happy, and we have three kids to raise.
And a tortoise.
Oh, and my husband’s an idiot. Everyone knows it’s “PEE-can.”
Just don’t tell him I said that.
The End
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The following preview is chapter one of The Great Turning (The Great Turning, book 1) by Lesli Richardson.
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[science-fiction, post-apocalyptic, futuristic, dystopian, GLBTQ fiction]
It’s almost one hundred years since The Great Turning, the catastrophic meteor strike that changed the world forever. Russell Owens is a recently discharged New North Americas Army sniper who only wants to return to his home just outside of Yellowstone to resume life with his gentle husband, Ted. Russell doesn’t want to re-up and hates that he had to kill for a living.
Zola Wright is the most skilled assassin the NNAA has ever had. She was tricked into re-upping—once. When the burned-out Red is sent to find Russell to talk him into returning, what her commanding officer doesn’t realize is that she’s not coming back. Her conscription time is up, and she wants out. She’s also reluctantly falling for Russell.
Now the sniper and the assassin are the ones being hunted, on the run from the army they just finished serving. Their former CO has secrets he’ll kill to keep. But Russell and Zola have more in common than their killing skills. And when Russell and Ted both fall for Zola, she knows their only option is to stand and fight together for the happiness and peace they yearn for—or die trying.
Chapter One
Russell Owens no more noticed the noontime heat of the mid-April sun beating down on him as he hiked than he’d noticed the stifling humidity in Houston after his first month stationed there.
It just…was.
Nothing to be done about it, except to keep moving.
Moving.
Always moving.
He’d opted for an easterly trek instead of a more direct northern and westerly course, following the skeleton of what remained of Old Highway 10 toward the shipping yards of Baton Rouge.
It could possibly take him weeks longer to reach his final destination, depending on the condition of the roads between there and home, but it would keep him well clear of the wastelands of the New Mexico and western Texas territories. He hoped he might be able to hop a boat to take him up the Mississippi, at least as far as New St. Louis, which would put him squarely in the heart of the Midwest Territory.
From that point, it should be easy to join a caravan heading northwest toward Rapid City, or farther. If his luck held, maybe he could find a caravan going all the way to the Seattle Stronghold, which would take him even closer to home. He’d listened to the radio chatter during his five-year conscription at Houston. He’d kept up with scuttlebutt. He’d studied the weather patterns. He’d followed the ShiTr reports, as they called them—Shipping and Transportation.
Late spring and summer meant caravans traversing the high passes and cutting weeks—sometimes months—off transport times.
Someone would be able to help him get to Montana.
Home.
To Ted.
With that thought firmly gripped in his mind, Russ kept moving.
Moving.
Always moving.
Overhead, the sun slowly swung across the sky until it was beating on his back instead of directly against his battered floppy lid, one of the few things from his conscription period he didn’t mind holding on to. The beige canvas hats were practical, durable, and came in handy.
He’d burned one of his uniform shirts the first night he’d camped out. Just pulled it off and set fire to it. In retrospect it was a foolish move, one which could give anyone who might be following him a clue to his route, but he didn’t care.
It felt good to do it. Not like he needed it any longer.
Despite unofficial requests by Colonel Craige and Major Hicks to reconsider opting out and to please speak with them one last time before filing, he hadn’t.
They hadn’t issued orders to speak with either of them.
So once Russ’ filed his opt-out, he’d been issued a civvie ID card, and his chip code had been updated, Russ had packed his ruck and bugged out of Houston before anyone knew he’d actually departed.
Gone.
Out.
Free.
And now, back to Ted.
Maybe if they’d tagged him for a different role he would have reconsidered, if Ted had been for it. Go for corporate status, a lifer. Or even a wonk. If there were no available transfers to the Bozeman barracks, he could have easily afforded to pay Ted’s passage and been assigned digs on base and lived a boring, humdrum life as a fleet mech, or a clerk, while Ted made a decent living as a civvie sol-ec tech.
Hell, Russ wouldn’t have minded being a cook.
But no. That wasn’t possible. Not with what they wanted him to do.
He’d despised every second of it. He hated being shipped out on midnight air runs to territories foreign and domestic to back-up other Red units or ground grunts doing enforcing, rooting out bands of thugs, or calming Fundie rebel skirmishes.
And he wasn’t good enough at kissing ass—or willing to engage in dirty tricks—to step on the backs of his fellow Reds to get a promotion higher than the rank of captain. And in Craige’s command, you pretty much had to be like that to advance any farther up the food chain.
Russ might have been the best sniper the New North Americas Army ever had, but each shot he took, each kill he made, it chipped away at a piece of his soul until he knew the only good thing left inside him was his lo
ve for Ted.
That’s where the rest of him still lay.
And that’s where he’d go, home to Ted, in Montana.
Or he’d die trying.
* * * *
His second night on the road, Russ made a nest for himself in some thick, tall brush a few dozen yards off the old roadbed. He ate a protein bar for dinner instead of popping open one of the MREs he’d purchased on base before he left, or starting a fire and hunting something. He definitely didn’t need a fire. The gentle, warm breeze felt pleasantly mild, and a nearly full moon gave him plenty of light to see by. Not to mention staying dark in his position kept him safely hidden from anyone who might pass his location.
Yes, he was once again a legally free citizen of the New North Americas, whatever that meant. He’d done his five years of mandatory conscription time, earned enough coin to help him and Ted expand their compound the way they’d always talked about, and he could theoretically live out the rest of his life in peace.
If the nightmares would ever stop.
Russ never slept well or deeply. Not anymore. Especially when out in the open.
Add to the list that he was still far closer to Houston than he’d like to be.
A few hours later he startled awake, his fingers closing around the grip of the 9mm he’d purchased for his own use as a sidearm during conscription.
Listening, he waited, body tensed. He knew what had awakened him—all the normal sounds of crickets, birds, and other nocturnally active denizens had gone silent in his immediate vicinity.
Usually, that meant a predator.
It took a while until his ears heard what his instincts had already picked up—the footsteps of several people walking along the crumbling tarmac of the old highway. No one spoke.
He didn’t move, kept his breathing slow and light through barely parted lips.
Still, his pulse raced. From the sound of it, many or all of the people in the group wore boots similar to what he wore on his feet, military-issue tactical hiking boots, thick and waterproofed and made for keeping troops vertical and mobile as long as possible. They made heavy, unmistakable footfalls to the trained ear.
Especially when the troops wearing them made no effort to stay quiet.
Russ didn’t spot any telltale lights and suspected they were using the moon for illumination, conserving precious batteries so they didn’t have to resort to loud hand-crank chargers. He didn’t dare move or lift his head over the brush to see how many there were.
Craige and Hicks had both been off-base when Russ left, not due to return until the next morning. He hadn’t responded to their requests to speak with them one last time before his opt-out forms were formalized, and he wasn’t hanging around to wait on them, either. His chip code had already been changed to reflect his freeman status. Sure, he could have spent one last night at the barracks.
As a civvie, he didn’t owe them shit.
Still, he wouldn’t put it past Colonel Craige to send someone after him “just to talk.” To try to coax or haul him back in by whatever means necessary so they didn’t lose the best sniper they’d had in over twenty years.
Hell, the best sniper the Nanners ever had, period.
Russ was no idiot. He’d heard the rumors during his conscription. About how Craige had the highest overall re-opt numbers of any Red commander, Houston’s specialty re-opt numbers higher than any barracks in general. Low-level wonks or people without specialized skills, no one cared. Those numbers ran along the average of other barracks.
But the specialists, the techs, the Reds—there was definitely a spike in Craige’s re-opt numbers in that bell curve when compared to other barracks.
Numbers reportedly obtained by bribing or coercing people into re-opting, if the scuttlebutt was true.
Dead Reds didn’t count.
Russ didn’t plan on boosting their numbers, much less dying.
As Russ remained motionless and listened, the footfalls passed his location without slowing. Either they weren’t looking for him, or they were but weren’t equipped with one of the precious few night-ops glasses the Houston barracks had for just such an occasion.
If they were looking for him, he suspected they weren’t looking very hard.
Or weren’t very good at it.
Either option was fine with him.
Russ remained invisible in his nest in the tall brush. He’d started to relax when something else pinged his attention. Still on high alert, he held his breath again until, yes, he sensed someone else. This one moved far more stealthy than the first batch. Much lighter on their feet, possibly even a woman.
There were more men than women in the Red units overall, but the second-best sniper in the NNAA was a woman, as was the best assassin, both of them stationed out of the Houston barracks. Russ knew the sniper, because she was in his squad, but he had never personally met the assassin, Captain Wright.
The unseen presence slowly worked their way down the old highway, pausing now and again as a night noise apparently caught their attention.
Then they stopped, not too many yards from where he’d entered the high grass off the highway. In daylight, a trained eye would easily pick out his trail. At night, however, even with the bright moon, they couldn’t. Not without a light.
Eventually, Russ heard the person continue on until, once again, he was alone and the only noises surrounding him were the usual nighttime sounds of this sparsely inhabited region.
Still, he knew his sleep was shot for the night. Instead, he chose to think about Ted, about how he’d soon be reunited with him. Be able to hug him again. At six-one, his partner was only two inches shorter than him, with blond hair and blue eyes and a snarky sense of humor, combined with a gentle soul, a combo which never failed to get Russ’ motor running. Russ wanted to do nothing more than hug that man, hear his laugh.
See him smile.
Russ knew it’d be too easy to close his eyes and let his mind wander, but he didn’t want to be distracted. It’d be too easy for someone to sneak up on him. Knowing there were other people out there in the dark, unseen, meant he couldn’t let his focus slip that much.
Instead, he smiled as he stared up at the sky and fantasized about getting home, where he belonged. To getting on with his life. To reconnecting with friends.
To reuniting with Ted.
* * * *
Captain Zola Wright mentally cursed the four men walking a short distance in front of her.
Could they possibly make any more noise?
At that point, it wouldn’t have surprised her if they broke into bawdy drinking songs.
They might as well, for all the racket they were making. Sneaking up on someone trained in concealment and who didn’t want to be discovered would be damn near impossible at this point.
Then again, she hadn’t wanted this mission. She sure as hell didn’t want to be in charge of a group of lifer wonk privates who didn’t give a shit about what they did because of their job security.
And, frankly, she didn’t want to find the man she was looking for.
Not that she was dumb enough to admit that to her CO, or to the wonks assigned to go with her on this mission.
She had less than two weeks left in her own two-year opt-in term. It was just like Half-Assed Hicks to assign her some bullshit job like this, even though she suspected the orders came directly from Colonel Craige above him. She’d never met Captain Russell Owens in person. Now that decorated sniper was a civvie, she really didn’t have any desire to meet him. Owens had earned his freedom, as far as she was concerned. Did his time, and opted out.
Lucky bastard.
Although unknown to her personally, she respected him, his reputation, and his record. They’d worked several missions together, without actually being face-to-face, him and his squad providing sniper cover to her Red troops on the ground. She knew his rep and his skill level—the best sniper the NNAA had, bar none.
He had countless logged kills, maybe as many as she had, but s
he envied his ability to do it from a distance. Even though he was a Red, they were assigned to separate squads that never mixed despite being stationed at the Houston barracks.
If that was by design of their higher ups, Zola didn’t question it. She focused on doing her job, no matter how much she hated it, and herself, as a result. Besides, with over ten thousand people stationed at the Houston barracks, not counting civvie personnel and civvie NOKs, it was a city unto itself. And as much time as Zola spent on the road on missions, there were people in her own unit she barely knew, much less people in other squads.
Once she’d been assigned to the covert Red assassin unit at the Houston barracks after basic ended, Zola had never been able to get herself transferred out again despite despising the job. Had she known being good at what she did would mean seven years of hell doing it, she would have faked clumsiness, ineptitude with a blade and a choke wire, pretended she couldn’t track a blind, three-legged bull in a china shop at high noon—anything to keep from having to take lives and being pigeonholed as an assassin.
Now they wanted her to find and talk to Owens, try to convince him to come back, opt-in for another term.
How the frak am I supposed to do that when I don’t even want to be here for another opt-in?
Not that she’d ever admit that to Major Hicks or Colonel Craige. She was no idiot.
But she had to at least make the effort in front of the wonks, even though they didn’t know the specifics of her orders. If she found Owens, she was to talk with him. If he didn’t want to return, she was to report the conversation, his last-known whereabouts, and pass along his exact intended destination, if that intel was available.
She hated that, too. Hated that she knew, deep in her gut, that her higher-ups wanted him back, dead or alive, regardless of what they’d told her.
She’d found Owens’ burned uniform shirt earlier and had a hard time not laughing in front of the lifers when she told them it was probably from a hunter or transient, and they’d believed her.
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