by K Harris
“So, I have a half dimwitted brother that is stalking me. Is that what you are telling me?” She questioned. “How did he even know anything about me?”
“Your dad spoke highly of you which led the sick fuck to become intrigued enough to track you down. He went so far as to insert himself into your life. From there the story gets very weird. So weird that I don’t even know how to tell you the rest.”
“You said insert himself into my life as in I have dealt with him before.” Though it came out as a statement, there was a clear inquiry. “Just give it to me raw.”
“It’s that sick fuck, Gary.”
“Gary who?”
“The fucking prick delivery driver Gary.”
“That’s not funny.”
“It most certainly isn’t.”
“No. No. No. The one that…” she stopped short of finishing that statement. “Nah, he was just fucking with y’all.”
“He sounded pretty convincing. If he was just saying some shit, how did he know that dude had been stalking you? And why? One of his homeboys is what gave him and his plans away.”
“Please tell me you called bullshit?” There were distraught tears in her eyes and it was tearing me up inside.
“I called bullshit alright just not on this particular revelation.”
“If he is telling the truth, Trey, then that means I fucked my own brother. Do you know how fucking sick that is? How sick it sounds? Just saying the words out loud is making me ill. Where in the hell do people actually do that shit?” She shouted. “How could I have been so stupid? So reckless? Oh God, I think I’m going to be sick.”
“On some incest type of shit, dude is fucked up in the head. Truth be told he took advantage of you.”
“He knew who I was the whole time?” She asked in disbelief.
“The entire time according to Charlie. He said that when he began making frequent trips here, he thought that he just wanted to connect with you as his sister. After the bug was planted in his ear that he was up to no good, he searched through Gary’s stuff and found the inappropriate pictures. The more he dug the more shit he found out. This bastard had been straight stalking you. It definitely wasn’t a coincidence that he showed up everywhere that you were.”
“But why? Why go to such extremes? Who was he aiming to hurt, me or his father? It wasn’t like I have been in contact with him over the years. Anything he bragged about concerning me was through word of mouth.”
“Possible jealousy? I don’t really have an answer for that.”
“There is more, isn’t there?” She asked.
“Because you no longer choose to deal with him, he has erected some form of payback aimed at you. You suddenly having a boyfriend is the reason. According to Charlie’s source, he has arranged for some stick-up kid type of shit to go down.”
“On some jealous shit that was doomed from the beginning,” Syd bitterly laughed. “We were only supposed to be fucking, nothing more – nothing less. He had no right to feel any type of way when the deed was done. Oh God, just dissecting what I just said is…I’m just as sick. I got what I deserved.”
“Syd you can’t blame yourself for this. He pulled one over on you. You are nothing like him and you damn sure didn’t deserve to be deceived.”
“In order to truly be deceived only emphasizes just how gullible I was. If I weren’t being such a hoe and fucking just because, none of this would have happened.”
“I can’t let you tear yourself down because of somebody else’s fucked up mind.”
“Why do you even care? This should be your cue to run for the hills. I certainly wouldn’t blame you.”
“I would blame me. As for why I care, in case you haven’t figured it out by now – I love your stubborn ass. Whatever problem you have, I have.”
“Trey, this is so messy. I feel so dirty, so disgusting.”
“Syd, I know it will probably take time for you to heal from this deadly blow but just know I’m not going anywhere.” I took a chance and pulled her into my lap. Holding her impossibly close, I was pleasantly surprised when she burrowed deeper into my body. “I gotcha baby, no one will ever hurt you again.”
“Why do you love me? You still want me despite hearing how easy I was? Used goods…”
“There ain’t a damn thing easy about you, I hate to burst your bubble.”
“I’m serious Trey.”
“Syd, I have watched you from a far well before you even knew I existed. That might not be the most romantic thing to say considering what you just found out but it’s my truth. I was new to town, but I kept to myself, moving in silence. On occasion I would see you here and there, you stuck out to me. Your confidence, your no bullshit mantra appealed to me.” I recalled the days when I first arrived in Lincoln. “When I became a prospect, I saw a little more of you but I remained in the shadows. Becoming Dez’s guard put me directly into your pathway and I will be damned if it didn’t excite me that you actually noticed me.”
“But you ignored every advance I threw your way.”
“That was because I could tell that you weren’t serious. It was a game for you, and I was not going to be played. Plus, I was nothing more than a prospect that worked in construction. When I stepped to you, I wanted to be established. Have something of my own,” I admitted.
“All my years of playing games and look what that got me, played.”
“Fuck ole boy and what shitty thing he has done, focus on what’s in front of you. I’m not going anywhere Syd. As far as used goods, I could give a fuck who has been between your legs before me as long as no one else comes behind me.”
“But…”
“But nothing, damn, baby look at me.” Reluctantly she gave me full eye contact. “Do you want me? Unless you flat-out tell me that you don’t want me, I’m staying.”
“Yes, I want you.”
“Good because I need you in my life. I now know just what I have been missing all this time, why I felt so incomplete. I didn’t have you.”
“Trey,” she gasped.
“Let me in. Let me take care of you. I promise you that I will never hurt you.”
“Don’t make promises that you may not be able to keep.”
“Quit playing with me Syd. I would rather die than to ever intentionally hurt you. Are you listening to me?”
“I hear you.”
“Good, now feel me.” Capturing her lips with mine, I tried to pour my need for her into this bruising kiss. Her moan as she clambered to get closer spurred me to take things further. Because of the events that were revealed, I was prepared to take a hiatus from any form of sexual activity. The way that she was gripping my shirt and biting my lip, Syd did not share those same reservations.
“I need you to do something for me.” She asked between sucks to my bottom lip.
“What’s that?”
“Wipe my slate clean.” The serious look on her face told it all. There was no need for a thorough explanation. She wanted me to wipe away the negative that came with tonight’s shock. Though what is done cannot be replaced, I can at least try to make her forget. If not stricken it from her memory for good, at least I can make her forget for a little while.
Right where she straddled me on the couch, I damn near ripped our clothes trying to get them off. All I could think about was burying myself so deep inside of her that she would feel me with every step she took after tonight. Whenever she thought about who has been inside of her, my image will be the first to appear. No one that came before will ever matter again.
“All bullshit aside Syd, whose dick do you think about when you need some?”
“Only yours,” she sighed sinking down until she could go no more.
“Before this shit was revealed, who did you dream about?”
“Only you,” a gasp was released as I nipped her sweet spot.
“Is it my dick that you feel well after I pull out?”
“Mhmmm…” Syd’s sexy ass moan caused me to thrust upward.
“Yes.”
“Who has your heart?” I held her face still so that we had full eye contact.
“I love only you.”
“That’s good to know baby, really good.” I flipped Syd onto her back and went to work. “Damn girl, this is all for you.”
“I want it all!” She shouted. “I need it all!”
“You damn sure got it!” From that point, it became my goal to bottom out inside of my woman. Her pleas for me to keep going and go harder battled with the sounds of slapping flesh. The harder I thrust the more her pussy sung for me. Creamy warmness surrounded me from base to tip. That familiar tingle in my balls let me know that I was damn close. Syd’s face contorted into both pleasure and pain as she started to quiver uncontrollably.
“Oh shit,” she cried out repeatedly, digging her nails into the couch cushions. “WOLF!” Warm cream coated my member, while she milked me for all that was offered in return.
“Shit, we gotta get your couch cleaned after that performance.” I joked and kissed her neck. She squirmed underneath me bringing me to full staff once again.
“Fuck this couch,” she braced her feet on the backs of my legs and rotated her pussy just right. “Rise and grind,” Syd sang.
“Don’t mind if I do,” I answered her request. “I can never get enough of you.”
“Right back at you,” she saucily grinned.
Chapter Thirteen
Syd
Waking up in Wolf’s arms is becoming my new obsession. Two mornings in a row, I have awakened surrounded in warmth. The first night it was a silent understanding that we needed to talk in order to clear some things up. During my moment of clarity, every time I unintentionally tried to run him off, he came back. Like a boomerang, I tossed him away and he circled back to show me that he wouldn’t be easily tossed away.
Last night, should have taken the cake though. Just hearing the discoveries that were shared by my father hurt so damn bad. How could I have been so blind? Then I had to remind myself, I didn’t even know I had a sibling. Looking back, why hadn’t I considered that my rolling stone papa hadn’t spawn other seeds. Even with that assumption, who would have thought that a sibling would seek out another one to start up any kind of relationship?
Though nothing we had resembled a real relationship, it was the audacity of him to think one was possible. Where did the sick bastard think it would lead to? Gary had to have been truly delusional to follow through with any of this. Just the thought of siblings or relatives period having any type of sex is nasty as fuck.
If it weren’t for Wolf standing his ground and bucking back whenever I tried to put all the blame on me, there is no telling what would have happened. His reassuring caresses and declarations of love brought me down from the ledge of despair. This last week has undoubtedly been trying. From the bullshit in Nashville to the mess that showed up on my doorstep, my head felt like it would explode. After that shit last night, my trust issues with Wolf were unfounded and just plain stupid.
“Syd, you good?” Wood asked in his short-spoken way.
“I will be,” was my answer.
“Damn right.” He hugged me. That spoke a great deal coming from him.
“Where is Cage? I just knew that he would beat us here.” Wolf asked.
“Something came up,” Wood smirked with a brow lifted in my direction.
“Uh oh,” Wolf looked at me for answers, but I was clueless.
“Don’t look at me, I have nothing to do with nothing.”
“There are the lovebirds,” I said but Cage just mugged me while Dez shook her head. He snapped around catching her in the act. Whatever discussion they were having in private must have been a doozy because she turned beet red.
“Did you know about the little stunt that your sister pulled?” He questioned.
“What stunt?” I scowled in confusion.
“How many stunts do you girls have hidden?” Cage sarcastically asked looking between the two of us. “The fight?”
“I had nothing to do with that. I wasn’t even there but you best believe she deserved all of that ass-whooping and so much more. Trash mouth bitch,” I could feel my blood boil just thinking about the trick Candie. “Would you have rather the trick get the upper hand and hurt Dez?”
“Mike Tyson knockout?” Wood said.
“Nah, WWE Smackdown?” Wolf offered.
“Can this really be considered as a stunt? I didn’t go looking for her, she came for me. Being confronted with bullshit about getting them removed from the premises got her served. She got what she deserved, if you ask me.”
“That’s not the point, Dez. You’re…Something bad could have happened.”
“Nothing bad happened, I went to the doctor and everything afterwards. Everything is fine.” Dez soothingly stated and gladly slid into his lap when he moved back to give her room. They were so content together and their love flowed easily now.
“There is something that I want to say before we begin.” Cage addressed us. “Dez is pregnant.”
“Oh shit, didn’t see that coming. Congratulations!” Wolf clapped.
“Congrats bro, sis.” Wood beamed.
“Congratulations cousin!”
“Thank you,” they said.
“Question, how did you hear about the fight? It happened over a month ago.” I enquired.
“Grady’s grouchy ass,” Wood said.
“That’s how you found out?” Dez turned hard eyes on Cage and he shrugged.
“It doesn’t matter how I found out, you should have been the one to tell me.”
“A lot happened that night Cage or did you forget? That bitch was the last thing on my mind.”
“No more stunts like that, please.” He sincerely stated with a hand on her stomach. Though it was still flat, just the thought that a life was growing in there probably brought out the sentimental side of Cage.
“I promise.” Dez softly stated. They sealed their deal with a small kiss that could easily get out of hand if Dez wouldn’t have pulled away. “Back to the meeting.” Cage growled at being sidestepped.
“Syd, did Wolf fill you in on the recent discoveries?” He asked.
“Yes, as fucked up as they are, I know the shitty details.”
“I hope you don’t mind but I filled Dez in so that we wouldn’t have to revisit the full conversation.”
“No, thanks. I don’t think I could stomach talking about it too many more times.”
“If it’s possible Prez, can we keep the sordid details between immediate family?” Wolf asked and I could have kissed him right now for reading my thoughts.
“You got it. When our joined members meet in a few, we will only discuss the robbery attempt and how to preempt it. Cool?”
“Cool.”
“One more thing,” I announced gaining everyone’s attention. “I want to be the one to erect revenge on Gary’s ass.”
“Hell no.” Wood grunted.
“The fuck, that’s out.” Wolf shook his head.
“Motion denied.” Cage scowled.
“What? That’s some bullshit. He didn’t fuck you over and make you question yourself. That’s me. That prick bitch did not manipulate either one of you. Nothing that was done caused you to feel violated. Show of hands, who feels the need to sit in scalding hot water to burn away the memories of that bastard being intimately acquainted with their body?” I mockingly raised my hand. “Don’t worry, I’ll wait. Though I should remind you, there are others waiting to enter.”
“Syd,” Wolf started.
“No don’t Syd me, either I have your blessing, or I go rogue. Your choice.” I shrugged.
“And she won’t be alone,” Dez added.
“The fuck you say, don’t make me lock you down Destiny.” Cage fussed.
“Then don’t force her hand on this, Marcus.”
“She’s right.” Wood interrupted. “The girls got this.”
> “Three against two, majority wins.” Dez joked. “Oww,” she whined and frowned at Cage. His smack against her thigh could be heard throughout the room. Whispering something in his ear caused a wicked gleam to appear in his eyes.
“Y’all nasty,” I commented.
“Understatement of the world,” Wolf grumbled as if he just caught his parents playing house.
“I know good and damn well you ain’t talking.” Dez gave me a look that said keep playing.
“Apparently, this matter is settled. Wood,” Cage nodded for Wood to open the doors. As people started to filter into the room. The lady Knights hugged whereas the OG’s threw up hands and nods.” Dez went to stand but Cage had other plans.
“Stay.” They had a silent stare off before she got settled again.
“We having joint meetings now?” Grady’s grumpy ass questioned.
“This isn’t a regular Church meeting, Grady. This special meeting was called because we have some visitors that will be coming to town very soon. The word is that they planned to rob our very own sister member, Sydni. The former delivery driver that supplied our liquor has given these career criminals information pertaining to The Wolf’s Den.” The room erupted into grumbles.
“Do we know when they plan to strike?” Arapaho asked.
“This weekend.” Cage supplied.
“How are we handling this?” Black asked.
“Quietly and discreetly, if at all possible,” I announced. “Sorry for the interruption but I don’t want my workers or patrons to be aware.”
“So be it, Reno and AC, you will be positioned inside The Den, move about as workers. Keep your eyes open and your silencers on.”
“No vests, no bikes.” Wood announced.
“The more discreet we are the better chance we have of catching them off guard.” Cage said. “There is a possibility that they will be on the lookout for bikers. If they spot a bike, they may abort the mission, then we will be back at square one.”
“Once again, some mess is sparked over a woman,” was grumbled from the back.
“What was that?” Cage asked as we all looked in that direction.
“Ever since you boys decided to settle with one skirt, it’s been one fire after another that needs attention.” Grady continued to rant.