Envious

by Lisa Jackson

  The timer dinged and Ellie put on an oven mitt before removing a batch of cookies. “Okay, pumpkin, you and I, we’ve got ourselves a date.” She untied her apron and helped Christina from her chair. Aside from the one cookie sheet and Christina’s messy cutting board, the kitchen was clean.

  “I finally managed to say a few words to the new tenant,” Ellie commented as she reached for her purse. “Handsome devil.”

  “Is he?” Tiffany wasn’t going to rise to that bait. From the minute Ellie had moved in, she’d been playing matchmaker.

  “Almost as good-looking as that brother-in-law of yours.”

  Tiffany cocked an eyebrow at the friendly older woman. “Almost?”

  “That J.D.’s got something, honey, and don’t tell me you haven’t noticed. On top of that, he’s lots more outgoing than Luke.” She looked through the window to the carriage house and wiggled a finger at the upper story. “Luke’s been in the place for what—several days now? Gee, almost a week, I guess—I can’t keep track—but I haven’t hardly seen him.”

  “Maybe he’s avoiding you,” Tiffany suggested with a smile.

  “Don’t be teasing, now. I think you might be on to something there. He’s not avoiding me, per se, but everyone in general. A real recluse. Probably has some deep, dark secret from his past.”

  “Probably,” Tiffany said, swallowing a smile. Sometimes the older woman’s imagination ran away with her. In Tiffany’s opinion it was because of all the spy and mystery novels Ellie devoured.

  “Ah, well.” The older woman sighed and turned her attention away from the window. She took Christina’s small hand in her wrinkled one. “We’ll be back in a few hours. Right, Chrissie?”

  “Right!” Another strong nod of affirmation. “Bye, Mommy.” Christina held up her arms to be hugged and Tiffany swung her off her feet.

  “Be a good girl for Ellie, won’t you?”

  “I will.”

  “She always is,” Ellie insisted, but Tiffany rolled her eyes.

  As they left, Tiffany finished washing and drying the last of the cookie sheets, then went upstairs to change. Pausing at the open door leading to the third floor, she ran a hand down the woodwork and wondered about her brother-in-law. Since their last argument on the night of John Cawthorne’s wedding, she and J.D. had avoided each other and kept to themselves.

  Grudgingly she had taken his advice and tried to reason with Stephen, but her son seemed to be slipping away from her. She knew that it was only natural. As the years progressed Stephen would start withdrawing from her, but she wasn’t ready for it, nor could she turn a blind eye to his rebellion. The strain in the house had been nearly palpable and everyone was feeling the pressure.

  Even Christina had sensed the stress and been grouchy from the tension in the air. The little girl was finally getting over a summer cold that had caused her to sniffle and cough for three days. But she hadn’t woken up screaming. During the past week Christina had slept through the night.

  That was the good news.

  J.D. was the bad.

  James Dean Santini. The enigma. She’d tried to avoid him, but it had proved impossible with him living upstairs. Every night she’d thought about him, only one floor away, as she’d lain in her bed.

  There weren’t enough cold showers in the world to keep her mind from replaying in sensual detail the few kisses they had shared, the intimate caresses. You’re just lonely, she’d told herself over and over again. And it’s been a long time since you’ve been touched or held by a man. What you’re feeling is normal. It’s just too damned bad you’re feeling it about J.D. Santini.

  She walked into her bedroom and kicked her shoes into the closet. Aside from the tense atmosphere at home, she’d suffered an incredibly long day at the office. The fax machine had refused to work, the new insurance rates from the company had caused a dozen customers to call in with complaints or ideas about how to lower their premiums, she’d helped two clients fill out accident reports and, to top it all, the computers had decided to take the day off.

  She pulled on a pair of shorts and a V-necked T-shirt, then snapped her hair into a ponytail.

  Barefoot, she padded to Stephen’s room and eyed his clutter. Empty pop cans and dishes littered the room. His bed was unmade and there were magazines, comic books and video-game cartridges scattered across the floor.

  Whether he liked it or not, the kid would have to clean up the mess. She only hoped it wouldn’t take a fire hose and an exterminator to get the room clean again. The phrase “A man’s home is his castle” flitted through her mind, and she thought a more apt description would be “A boy’s room is a garbage dump.”

  At the sound of an engine, she crossed to the window, her naive heart soaring at the thought that she would see J.D. again. Instead she spied Luke Gates’s pickup pulling into the drive. Ellie was right. He was an interesting but mysterious man. He was quiet, kept to himself and hadn’t caused any problems so far. Crossing her fingers, she hoped against hope that he’d turn out to be a perfect tenant, because she needed the money to stay in the black.

  Now, if she could just lease the other unit in the basement, she could probably make ends meet. Probably.

  Rubbing the kinks from her neck, she walked downstairs and hit the landing just as the front door burst open. Stephen, his face red with exertion, his eyebrows drawn into a single harsh line, his young jaw set, strode into the house.

  “Hi.”

  He nearly jumped out of his skin. “Mom. Gosh, I didn’t see you.”

  She hurried down the last few steps and started for the kitchen. “Didn’t mean to scare you,” she said. “Christina and Ellie made cookies. You want some?”

  He hesitated, then shrugged. “Sure.”

  “Ellie said you were with Miles.”

  Every muscle in his body tensed. “So?” He snagged a couple of cookies from the cooling rack.

  “Where’d you go?”

  Tossing his hair out of his eyes, he shrugged. “We just hung out at the river.”

  “But you didn’t swim.” His hair and clothes were bone-dry and there was a hint of smoke tinging the air surrounding him.

  “Nope.”

  She knew prodding him any further would get her nowhere, so she changed tactics. “How’s summer school?”

  “Bo-ring.” He opened the refrigerator and pulled out a jug of milk.

  “You doing all right?”

  “Yeah. Why?” Grabbing a glass from the cupboard, he averted his eyes and paid attention to pouring the milk.

  “Just checking,” she said. She reached for a cookie and took a bite. “It’s a mother’s job, you know.”

  “Crummy job, if ya ask me.”

  “Oh, I don’t know. I kind of like it.” She smiled and tousled his hair.

  Rolling his eyes, he said, “It sucks.”

  “Let’s not talk like that.”

  “Fine. I’m going to a movie tonight.” There was only one theater in Bittersweet and the movies it showed could sometimes be rented at the video store.

  “Are you?” she asked. “You were grounded, remember?”

  “Until today.”

  She couldn’t argue the point. He’d done his time for his disappearing act. “Okay, but first clean your room.”

  He seemed about to argue, but wisely held his tongue and washed down whatever words he was about to utter with a big gulp of milk.

  “Who’re you going with?” she asked, hoping he hadn’t made plans with Miles Dean.

  “Sam.”

  She didn’t bother hiding her relief. “Okay. So who’s driving?”

  “Sam’s older brother, Seth. Is that okay?”

  She decided to trust him. Seth was almost twenty and worked at one of the mills around town. He seemed to be a straight arrow. “Just come home right after the movie, okay?”

  “Yeah. No problem.”

  She only hoped so. It hadn’t been that long ago that the police had been questioning him about Isaac Wells’
s disappearance, though she hadn’t heard a word since the interrogation at the police station. She had tried to convince herself that the police had found other leads, other suspects, but she still shuddered every time the phone rang, fearing that the long arm of the law was about to reach out and grab her son.

  But that was crazy. She believed Stephen. Surely if he knew more about the old man’s disappearance, he would confide in her. Or would he?

  Trust him, Tiffany. He’s your son.

  * * *

  Jarrod Smith looked as frustrated as a barking dog who’d treed a raccoon and couldn’t get anyone’s attention. He paced back and forth in his office and gave J.D. a quick update on the Isaac Wells case. “The police have had several leads, none of which amounted to anything. Originally, they thought some of Isaac’s relatives or friends were involved. They were convinced the old man had been the victim of foul play—murder, kidnapping, you name it. But nothing seems to fit.” He offered J.D. a sheepish look. “I hate to say it, but it beats me what happened to Isaac. It almost looks as if he just got up and walked away.”

  “Why would he do that?” J.D. asked.

  “That’s the question that keeps everyone coming back to square one—that he must’ve been forced to leave or lost his marbles. Every day in this business, you hear about old men and women snapping and just wandering off.” He rubbed the bridge of his nose as if to clear his head. “But I’ve talked to a lot of people who knew Isaac better than I did. A lot. None of them think he was suffering from some kind of dementia or paranoia or schizophrenia, or anything else. Supposedly the old guy was sharp as a tack. Spent his time running that ranch and babying the classic cars in his barn. Other than that, he kept to himself.” Jarrod settled on the corner of his desk, one leg swinging in agitation. “I even thought that he might have staged the whole thing in hopes of somehow getting the life-insurance money. I thought whoever was the beneficiary of his policies might be in on the con, but nope. All he had in life insurance was enough to bury him. So if he left, he walked away from a ranch worth about a hundred and fifty, maybe two hundred thousand dollars—though it was mortgaged for quite a bit—and his old cars, which he supposedly loved more than his half-breed bloodhound that died a month or so before he disappeared.”

  Jarrod picked up his coffee mug, saw that it was empty and scowled. With a thump, he set the mug onto the desk. “How about a beer?” he asked. “I’ll buy.”

  J.D. nodded. “Sounds good.” He liked Smith, who seemed to be a straight shooter. Everyone he’d met in this small town was starting to appeal to him—which was odd. He’d never thought he would like anything to do with a tiny burg and the small minds he always assumed would occupy it. He’d been wrong. Not that he would ever live here. No way. He was making tracks as soon as possible. Once they were outside the office building, Jarrod showed him a shortcut through a couple of back alleys that he’d used for years. “An escape route when I was a kid,” he explained. “Believe me, I had my own share of trouble back then, but not half as much as my brothers. Trevor and Nathan gave my mother more gray hairs than she’d ever like to admit.” The late-afternoon sun was still warm but a cool breeze shot between the buildings.

  They walked through a back door to the Wooden Nickel Saloon and slid into a booth. The interior of the restaurant/ bar was decorated with Western memorabilia—everything from two-handled saws, wagon wheels and saddles, to lanterns, mining picks and the heads of stuffed animals; their glassy eyes surveying the premises from high above the bar. Embedded in the thick, clear plastic of each tabletop were genuine plug nickels surrounded by glitter that, J.D. assumed, was supposed to represent fool’s gold.

  They ordered a pitcher of beer distributed by a Portland microbrewery that J.D., as a VP of Santini Brothers Vineyards and Winery, had personally inspected.

  The bar was nearly empty, with only a few stools occupied and one pool table in use. Above the barkeep, mounted on its own angled platform, was a television tuned in to an all-sports network where the scores of the previous day’s baseball games were being flashed. Over the click of billiard balls, the clink of glasses and the whisper of conversation, country-and-western music drifted from hidden speakers. J.D. didn’t recognize the song or the singer and really didn’t give a damn. The music just added to the backwoods, rural America atmosphere that was beginning to appeal to him.

  A buxom blond waitress clad in tight jeans, boots, checkered shirt and cowboy hat deposited a frosty pitcher of beer and a bowl of some kind of party mix, then poured two glasses. “Anything else?” Her smile was genuine; her green eyes actually held a spark of interest.

  “Naw, Nora. This is fine. Thanks.”

  “Just let me know if you want something.” She winked at Jarrod, then sauntered back to the bar.

  Jarrod took a long swallow, let out a deep breath and set his glass on the table as Nora swung over to another table, deftly scooping up her tip as she swiped away rings made by the half-full glasses. “Went to school with her older sister, April,” he explained, glancing at Nora’s backside as she leaned over the table. “I dated April for a few months, took her to my senior prom. Nora was just a little kid at the time.”

  “All grown up now,” J.D. observed as Nora, smiling at several customers, hurried back to the bar.

  “Yep.” Jarrod glanced over his shoulder and watched as she wiped the bar with a thick white towel, then cleared his throat and turned back to J.D. “If you’re asking what Stephen knows about Wells’s disappearance, I really can’t tell you. You’d be better off getting the facts from him, but I doubt that he’s involved. He might have some ideas—kids are always telling tales—and he probably swiped the old man’s keys as a prank that nearly blew up in his face, but no one—not me or the police—really suspects that he did anything. They’re just interested in what he’s heard. The strong-arm tactics down at the station were just to scare him into telling them what he knows.”

  J.D. should have felt relieved, but he didn’t. He still suspected that Stephen was holding back, hiding something important, though what, he couldn’t imagine.

  As he and Jarrod finished the beer they talked about the baseball season, the past NBA draft and everything and nothing. J.D. learned that Smith had been with the police before breaking out on his own and becoming a private investigator.

  When Jarrod asked about him, J.D. mentioned that he was a lawyer, who, until recently, had been involved in personal-injury cases.

  “So when Philip died, the old man pressed me into service,” he continued. “I didn’t jump on it at first, but after an accident on my motorcycle, when I had a few weeks to think about things, I decided to join the family business, at least temporarily.” He drained his glass. “Philip’s death made it clear that life’s too short not to try some new experiences.”

  Jarrod studied the two inches of beer in his glass. “I heard you were making an offer on the Zalinski place.”

  J.D. tensed. “Just this morning.”

  “You know what they say about gossip traveling faster than the speed of light in a small town.”

  “One of the reasons I like the city.”

  Jarrod shrugged. “It’s not so bad here. Sure, there’re a lot of people sticking their noses in everyone else’s business, but it works both ways. If you’re ever in trouble, everyone in town’s willing to pitch in and help you.”

  “Except in Isaac Wells’s case.”

  Jarrod sighed. “Have to admit,” he agreed, “that one’s got me stumped.” He leaned back in the booth. “So how’re you and your sister-in-law getting along?”

  The muscles of J.D.’s shoulders immediately tightened. His jaw clenched and he braced himself as if he were expecting a physical blow. “Well enough.” Where had this come from and where was it going? J.D. wondered. Smith didn’t seem the kind to pry into another man’s personal life.

  “She’s a beautiful woman.”

  J.D. nodded.

  “Had a few tough breaks, what with her old man
skipping out on her mother and then losing a husband at her age.”

  “She’s holding up.” J.D.’s fingers gripped his glass as if his life depended upon it.

  “She’s strong. Well, all of John Cawthorne’s daughters are. Must be in their genes. Take my sister, Katie. Tough as nails. Growing up with three brothers, she had to be.” His gaze clouded for a minute. “She’s had her share of troubles, too, and managed to get by. Nothing that happened broke her.” He said it almost in wonder. “She’s an amazing woman. In fact, Katie’s one of the most upbeat people you’ll ever want to meet. But she’s pushy as all get-out. When she wants something, watch out, she’ll just steamroll her way through.” Jarrod chuckled, then sobered as he poured a half glass of beer from the pitcher.

  “As for Tiffany, she’s different from Katie. Quieter. More thoughtful.” He rubbed the edge of his jaw. “It can’t be easy trying to raise two kids so far apart in age, especially when the older one seems hell-bent on rebelling. Yep, Tiffany Santini is a helluva woman.”

  J.D. narrowed his gaze on Jarrod. “Is there a reason you’re telling me this?”

  “Just reminding you what a lucky guy you are to be related to her.”

  “Seems as if you’re related, as well.”

  Smith grinned. “I know. When John married my mother, I ended up with two stepsisters. I guess I’m lucky, too.”

  “So it would seem,” J.D. said, finishing his drink.

  Jarrod reached into his wallet and dropped some bills onto the table. “This one’s mine,” be added when J.D. pulled out his money clip.

  Rather than argue. J.D. tucked the clip back into his pocket. “Fair enough, Smith. but the next time it’s on me.”

  Jarrod didn’t argue.

  * * *

  “So I thought. if you’re not too busy. we—you and Bliss and I—could meet for lunch tomorrow.” Katie suggested from the other end of the telephone line.

  A cold sweat had collected between Tiffany’s shoulder blades. “I guess that would be all right,” she heard herself saying. Katie was trying so hard to get the three of them together. Too hard. But it was inevitable they would meet at some point in time, and Stephen had already let her know that he wanted to belong to a larger family. “How about one-thirty? Doris will be back by then.”