CHAPTER XLVI.
MADAME GORDELOUP RETIRES FROM BRITISH DIPLOMACY.
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The reader must be asked to accompany me once more to that room inMount Street in which poor Archie practised diplomacy, and whitherthe courageous Doodles was carried prisoner in those moments in whichhe was last seen of us. The Spy was now sitting alone before herdesk, scribbling with all her energy,--writing letters on foreignpolicy, no doubt, to all the courts of Europe, but especially to thatRussian court to which her services were more especially due. She washard at work, when there came the sound of a step upon the stairs.The practised ear of the Spy became erect, and she at once knew whowas her visitor. It was not one with whom diplomacy would much avail,or who was likely to have money ready under his glove for her behoof."Ah, Edouard, is that you? I am glad you have come," she said, asCount Pateroff entered the room.
"Yes, it is I. I got your note yesterday."
"You are good,--very good. You are always good." Sophie as she saidthis went on very rapidly with her letter,--so rapidly that her handseemed to run about the paper wildly. Then she flung down her pen,and folded the paper on which she had been writing with marvellousquickness. There was an activity about the woman, in all hermovements, which was wonderful to watch. "There," she said, "that isdone; now we can talk. Ah! I have nearly written off my fingers thismorning." Her brother smiled, but said nothing about the letters. Henever allowed himself to allude in any way to her professionalduties.
"So you are going to St. Petersburg?" he said.
"Well,--yes, I think. Why should I remain here spending money withboth hands and through the nose?" At this idea, the brother againsmiled pleasantly. He had never seen his sister to be culpablyextravagant as she now described herself. "Nothing to get andeverything to lose," she went on saying.
"You know your own affairs best," he answered.
"Yes; I know my own affairs. If I remained here, I should be takenaway to that black building there;" and she pointed in the directionof the workhouse, which fronts so gloomily upon Mount Street. "Youwould not come to take me out."
The count smiled again. "You are too clever for that, Sophie, Ithink."
"Ah, it is well for a woman to be clever, or she must starve,--yes,starve! Such a one as I must starve in this accursed country, if Iwere not what you call, clever." The brother and sister were talkingin French, and she spoke now almost as rapidly as she had written."They are beasts and fools, and as awkward as bulls,--yes, as bulls.I hate them. I hate them all. Men, women, children,--they are allalike. Look at the street out there. Though it is summer, I shiverwhen I look out at its blackness. It is the ugliest nation! And theyunderstand nothing. Oh, how I hate them!"
"They are not without merit. They have got money."
"Money,--yes. They have got money; and they are so stupid, youmay take it from under their eyes. They will not see you. But oftheir own hearts, they will give you nothing. You see that blackbuilding,--the workhouse. I call it Little England. It is just thesame. The naked, hungry, poor wretches lie at the door, and the greatfat beadles swell about like turkey-cocks inside."
"You have been here long enough to know, at any rate."
"Yes; I have been here long,--too long. I have made my life awilderness, staying here in this country of barracks. And what haveI got for it? I came back because of that woman, and she has thrownme over. That is your fault,--yours,--yours!"
"And you have sent for me to tell me that again?"
"No, Edouard. I sent for you that you might see your sister oncemore,--that I might once more see my brother." This she saidleaning forward on the table, on which her arms rested, and lookingsteadfastly into his face with eyes moist,--just moist, with a tearin each. Whether Edouard was too unfeeling to be moved by thisshow of affection, or whether he gave more credit to his sister'shistrionic powers than to those of her heart, I will not say; but hewas altogether irresponsive to her appeal. "You will be back againbefore long," he said.
"Never! I shall come back to this accursed country never again. No;I am going once and for all. I will soil myself with the mud of itsgutters no more. I came for the sake of Julie; and now,--how has shetreated me?" Edouard shrugged his shoulders. "And you,--how has shetreated you?"
"Never mind me."
"Ah, but I must mind you. Only that you would not let me manage, itmight be yours now,--yes, all. Why did you come down to that accursedisland?"
"It was my way to play my game. Leave that alone, Sophie." And therecame a frown over the brother's brow.
"Your way to play your game! Yes; and what has become of mine? Youhave destroyed mine; but you think nothing of that. After all that Ihave gone through, to have nothing; and through you,--my brother! Ah,that is the hardest of all,--when I was putting all things in trainfor you!"
"You are always putting things in train. Leave your trains alone,where I am concerned."
"But why did you come to that place in the accursed island? I amruined by that journey. Yes; I am ruined. You will not help me to geta shilling from her,--not even for my expenses."
"Certainly not. You are clever enough to do your own work without myaid."
"And is that all from a brother? Well! And now that they have drownedthemselves,--the two Claverings,--the fool and the brute; and she cando what she pleases--"
"She could always do as she pleased since Lord Ongar died."
"Yes; but she is more lonely than ever now. That cousin who is thegreatest fool of all, who might have had everything,--mon Dieu! yes,everything;--she would have given it all to him with a sweep of herhand, if he would have taken it. He is to marry himself to a littlebrown girl, who has not a shilling. No one but an Englishman couldmake follies so abominable as these. Ah, I am sick,--I am sick whenI remember it!" And Sophie gave unmistakeable signs of a grief whichcould hardly have been self-interested. But in truth she sufferedpain at seeing a good game spoilt. It was not that she had any wishfor Harry Clavering's welfare. Had he gone to the bottom of the seain the same boat with his cousins, the tidings of his fate would havebeen pleasurable to her rather than otherwise. But when she saw suchcards thrown away as he had held in his hand, she encountered thatsort of suffering which a good player feels when he sits behind thechair of one who plays up to his adversary's trump, and makes notricks of his own kings and aces.
"He may marry himself to the devil, if he please;--it is nothing tome," said the count.
"But she is there;--by herself,--at that place;--what is it called?Ten--bie. Will you not go now, when you can do no harm?"
"No; I will not go now."
"And in a year she will have taken some other one for her husband."
"What is that to me? But look here, Sophie, for you may as wellunderstand me at once. If I were ever to think of Lady Ongar again asmy wife, I should not tell you."
"And why not tell me,--your sister?"
"Because it would do me no good. If you had not been there she wouldhave been my wife now."
"Edouard!"
"What I say is true. But I do not want to reproach you because ofthat. Each of us was playing his own game; and your game was not mygame. You are going now, and if I play my game again I can play italone."
Upon hearing this Sophie sat awhile in silence, looking at him. "Youwill play it alone?" she said at last. "You would rather do that?"
"Much rather, if I play any game at all."
"And you will give me something to go?"
"Not one sou."
"You will not;--not a sou?"
"Not half a sou,--for you to go or stay. Sophie, are you not a foolto ask me for money?"
"And you are a fool,--a fool who knows nothing. You need not look atme like that. I am not afraid. I shall remain here. I shall stay anddo as the lawyer tells me. He says that if I bring my action she mustpay me for my expenses. I will bring my action. I am not going toleave it all to you. No. Do you remember those days in Florence?I have not been paid yet, but I will be paid. One hundred andseventy-f
ive thousand francs a year,--and after all I am to have noneof it! Say;--should it become yours, will you do something for yoursister?"
"Nothing at all;--nothing. Sophie, do you think I am fool enough tobargain in such a matter?"
"Then I will stay. Yes;--I will bring my action. All the world shallhear, and they shall know how you have destroyed me and yourself.Ah;--you think I am afraid; that I will not spend my money. I willspend all,--all,--all; and I will be revenged."
"You may go or stay; it is the same thing to me. Now, if you please,I will take my leave." And he got up from his chair to leave her.
"It is the same thing to you?"
"Quite the same."
"Then I will stay, and she shall hear my name every day ofher life;--every hour. She shall be so sick of me and of you,that,--that--that-- Oh, Edouard!" This last appeal was made to himbecause he was already at the door, and could not be stopped in anyother way.
"What else have you to say, my sister?"
"Oh, Edouard, what would I not give to see all those riches yours?Has it not been my dearest wish? Edouard, you are ungrateful. All menare ungrateful." Now, having succeeded in stopping him, she buriedher face in the corner of the sofa and wept plentifully. It must bepresumed that her acting before her brother must have been altogetherthrown away; but the acting was, nevertheless, very good.
"If you are in truth going to St. Petersburg," he said, "I will bidyou adieu now. If not,--au revoir."
"I am going. Yes, Edouard, I am. I cannot bear this country longer.My heart is being torn to pieces. All my affections are outraged.Yes, I am going;--perhaps on Monday;--perhaps on Monday week. ButI go in truth. My brother, adieu." Then she got up, and putting ahand on each of his shoulders, lifted up her face to be kissed. Heembraced her in the manner proposed, and turned to leave her. Butbefore he went she made to him one other petition, holding him by thearm as she did so. "Edouard, you can lend me twenty napoleons till Iam at St. Petersburg?"
"No, Sophie; no."
"Not lend your sister twenty napoleons!"
"No, Sophie. I never lend money. It is a rule."
"Will you give me five? I am so poor. I have almost nothing."
"Things are not so bad with you as that, I hope?"
"Ah, yes; they are very bad. Since I have been in this accursedcity,--now, this time, what have I got? Nothing,--nothing. She was tobe all in all to me,--and she has given me nothing! It is very bad tobe so poor. Say that you will give me five napoleons;--O my brother!"She was still hanging by his arm, and, as she did so, she looked upinto his face with tears in her eyes. As he regarded her, bendingdown his face over hers, a slight smile came upon his countenance.Then he put his hand into his pocket, and taking out his purse,handed to her five sovereigns.
"Only five?" she said.
"Only five," he answered.
"A thousand thanks, O my brother." Then she kissed him again, andafter that he went. She accompanied him to the top of the stairs,and from thence showered blessings on his head, till she heard thelock of the door closed behind him. When he was altogether gone sheunlocked an inner drawer in her desk, and, taking out an uncompletedrouleau of gold, added her brother's sovereigns thereto. The sum hehad given her was exactly wanted to make up the required number oftwenty-five. She counted them half-a-dozen times, to be quite sure,and then rolled them carefully in paper, and sealed the little packetat each end. "Ah," she said, speaking to herself, "they are verynice. Nothing else English is nice, but only these." There were manyrolls of money there before her in the drawer of the desk;--some ten,perhaps, or twelve. These she took out one after another, passingthem lovingly through her fingers, looking at the little seals at theends of each, weighing them in her hand as though to make sure thatno wrong had been done to them in her absence, standing them up oneagainst another to see that they were of the same length. We may bequite sure that Sophie Gordeloup brought no sovereigns with her toEngland when she came over with Lady Ongar after the earl's death,and that the hoard before her contained simply the plunder which shehad collected during this her latest visit to the "accursed" countrywhich she was going to leave.
But before she started she was resolved to make one more attempt uponthat mine of wealth which, but a few weeks ago, had seemed to beopen before her. She had learned from the servants in Bolton Streetthat Lady Ongar was with Lady Clavering, at Clavering Park, and sheaddressed a letter to her there. This letter she wrote in English,and she threw into her appeal all the pathos of which she wascapable.--
Mount Street, October, 186--.
DEAREST JULIE,--I do not think you would wish me to go away from this country for ever,--for ever, without one word of farewell to her I love so fondly. Yes; I have loved you with all my heart,--and now I am going away,--for ever. Shall we not meet each other once, and have one embrace? No trouble will be too much to me for that. No journey will be too long. Only say, Sophie, come to your Julie.
I must go, because I am so poor. Yes; I cannot live longer here without having the means. I am not ashamed to say to my Julie, who is rich, that I am poor. No; nor would I be ashamed to wait on my Julie like a slave if she would let me. My Julie was angry with me, because of my brother! Was it my fault that he came upon us in our little retreat, where we was so happy? Oh, no. I told him not to come. I knew his coming was for nothing,--nothing at all. I knew where was the heart of my Julie!--my poor Julie! But he was not worth that heart, and the pearl was thrown before a pig. But my brother--! Ah, he has ruined me. Why am I separated from my Julie but for him? Well; I can go away, and in my own countries there are those who will not wish to be separated from Sophie Gordeloup.
May I now tell my Julie in what condition is her poor friend? She will remember how it was that my feet brought me to England,--to England, to which I had said farewell for ever,--to England, where people must be rich like my Julie before they can eat and drink. I thought nothing then but of my Julie. I stopped not on the road to make merchandise,--what you call a bargain,--about my coming. No; I came at once, leaving all things,--my little affairs,--in confusion, because my Julie wanted me to come! It was in the winter. Oh, that winter! My poor bones shall never forget it. They are racked still with the pains which your savage winds have given them. And now it is autumn. Ten months have I been here, and I have eaten up my little substance. Oh, Julie, you, who are so rich, do not know what is the poverty of your Sophie!
A lawyer have told me,--not a French lawyer, but an English,--that somebody should pay me everything. He says the law would give it me. He have offered me the money himself,--just to let him make an action. But I have said,--No. No; Sophie will not have an action with her Julie. She would scorn that; and so the lawyer went away. But if my Julie will think of this, and will remember her Sophie,--how much she have expended, and now at last there is nothing left. She must go and beg among her friends. And why? Because she have loved her Julie too well. You, who are so rich, would miss it not at all. What would two,--three hundred pounds be to my Julie?
Shall I come to you? Say so; say so, and I will go at once, if I did crawl on my knees. Oh, what a joy to see my Julie! And do not think I will trouble you about money. No; your Sophie will be too proud for that. Not a word will I say, but to love you. Nothing will I do, but to print one kiss on my Julie's forehead, and then to retire for ever; asking God's blessing for her dear head.
Thine,--always thine,
SOPHIE.
Lady Ongar, when she received this letter, was a little perplexed byit, not feeling quite sure in what way she might best answer it. Itwas the special severity of her position that there was no one towhom, in such difficulties, she could apply for advice. Of one thingshe was quite sure,--that, willingly, she would never again seeher devoted Sophie. And she knew that the woman deserved no moneyfrom her; that she had deserved none, but had received much. Everyassertion in her letter was false. No one had wished h
er to come,and the expense of her coming had been paid for her over and overagain. Lady Ongar knew that she had money,--and knew also that shewould have had immediate recourse to law, if any lawyer would havesuggested to her with a probability of success that he could get morefor her. No doubt she had been telling her story to some attorney, inthe hope that money might thus be extracted, and had been draggingher Julie's name through the mud, telling all she knew of thatwretched Florentine story. As to all that Lady Ongar had no doubt;and yet she wished to send the woman money!
There are services for which one is ready to give almost anyamount of money payment,--if only one can be sure that that moneypayment will be taken as sufficient recompence for the servicein question. Sophie Gordeloup had been useful. She had been verydisagreeable,--but she had been useful. She had done things whichnobody else could have done, and she had done her work well. That shehad been paid for her work over and over again, there was no doubt;but Lady Ongar was willing to give her yet further payment, if onlythere might be an end of it. But she feared to do this, dreadingthe nature and cunning of the little woman,--lest she should takesuch payment as an acknowledgment of services for which secretcompensation must be made,--and should then proceed to furtherthreats. Thinking much of all this, Julie at last wrote to her Sophieas follows:--
Lady Ongar presents her compliments to Madame Gordeloup, and must decline to see Madame Gordeloup again after what has passed. Lady Ongar is very sorry to hear that Madame Gordeloup is in want of funds. Whatever assistance Lady Ongar might have been willing to afford, she now feels that she is prohibited from giving any by the allusion which Madame Gordeloup has made to legal advice. If Madame Gordeloup has legal demands on Lady Ongar which are said by a lawyer to be valid, Lady Ongar would strongly recommend Madame Gordeloup to enforce them.
Clavering Park, October, 186--.
This she wrote, acting altogether on her own judgment, and sent offby return of post. She almost wept at her own cruelty after theletter was gone, and greatly doubted her own discretion. But of whomcould she have asked advice? Could she have told all the story ofMadame Gordeloup to the rector or to the rector's wife? The letterno doubt was a discreet letter; but she greatly doubted her owndiscretion, and when she received her Sophie's rejoinder, she hardlydared to break the envelope.
Poor Sophie! Her Julie's letter nearly broke her heart. For sinceritylittle credit was due to her;--but some little was perhaps due. Thatshe should be called Madame Gordeloup, and have compliments presentedto her by the woman,--by the countess with whom and with whosehusband she had been on such closely familiar terms, did in truthwound some tender feelings within her bosom. Such love as she hadbeen able to give, she had given to her Julie. That she had alwaysbeen willing to rob her Julie, to make a milch-cow of her Julie, tosell her Julie, to threaten her Julie, to quarrel with her Julieif aught might be done in that way,--to expose her Julie; nay, todestroy her Julie if money was to be so made;--all this did nothinder her love. She loved her Julie, and was broken-hearted that herJulie should have written to her in such a strain.
But her feelings were much more acute when she came to perceive thatshe had damaged her own affairs by the hint of a menace which shehad thrown out. Business is business, and must take precedence ofall sentiment and romance in this hard world in which bread is sonecessary. Of that Madame Gordeloup was well aware. And therefore,having given herself but two short minutes to weep over her Julie'shardness, she applied her mind at once to the rectificationof the error she had made. Yes; she had been wrong about thelawyer,--certainly wrong. But then these English people were sopig-headed! A slight suspicion of a hint, such as that she had made,would have been taken by a Frenchman, by a Russian, by a Pole, asmeaning no more than it meant. "But these English are bulls; the menand the women are all like bulls,--bulls!"
She at once sat down and wrote another letter; another in such anecstasy of eagerness to remove the evil impressions which she hadmade, that she wrote it almost with the natural effusion of herheart.--
DEAR FRIEND,--Your coldness kills me,--kills me! But perhaps I have deserved it. If I said there were legal demands I did deserve it. No; there are none. Legal demands! Oh, no. What can your poor friend demand legally? The lawyer--he knows nothing; he was a stranger. It was my brother spoke to him. What should I do with a lawyer? Oh, my friend, do not be angry with your poor servant. I write now not to ask for money,--but for a kind word; for one word of kindness and love to your Sophie before she have gone for ever! Yes; for ever. Oh, Julie, oh, my angel; I would lie at your feet and kiss them if you were here. Yours till death, even though you should still be hard to me,
SOPHIE.
To this appeal Lady Ongar sent no direct answer, but she commissionedMr. Turnbull, her lawyer, to call upon Madame Gordeloup and pay tothat lady one hundred pounds, taking her receipt for the same. LadyOngar, in her letter to the lawyer, explained that the woman inquestion had been useful in Florence; and explained also that shemight pretend that she had further claims. "If so," said Lady Ongar,"I wish you to tell her that she can prosecute them at law if shepleases. The money I now give her is a gratuity made for certainservices rendered in Florence during the illness of Lord Ongar." Thiscommission Mr. Turnbull executed, and Sophie Gordeloup, when takingthe money, made no demand for any further payment.
Four days after this a little woman, carrying a very big bandbox inher hands, might have been seen to scramble with difficulty out ofa boat in the Thames up the side of a steamer bound from thence forBoulogne. And after her there climbed up an active little man, who,with peremptory voice, repulsed the boatman's demand for furtherpayment. He also had a bandbox on his arm,--belonging, no doubt, tothe little woman. And it might have been seen that the active littleman, making his way to the table at which the clerk of the boatwas sitting, out of his own purse paid the passage-money for twopassengers,--through to Paris. And the head and legs and neck of thatlittle man were like to the head and legs and neck of--our friendDoodles, alias Captain Boodle, of Warwickshire.
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