“What …?”
“This whole relay thing you’ve got going here really isn’t polite. You could at least say ‘hi’ to me first before you access the file you’re all shooting around here. I am a person, you know.”
“I think … ah.” His surprised expression softened. Araminta found it a lot more disconcerting than his initial smug chumminess.
“You do know what I am, don’t you?” he asked.
“What do you mean?”
“I am Mr. Bovey. We are all Mr. Bovey in this store. I am a multiple human.”
Araminta was certain she was turning bright red with embarrassment. She knew what a multiple was, of course: one personality shared among several bodies through an adaptation of the gaiafield technology. This, its practitioners claimed, was the true evolutionary leap for humanity that everyone else was pursuing down futile dead ends. A multiple human could never die unless every body was killed, which was unlikely in the extreme. In a quiet nonevangelical way they believed that everyone would become multiple one day. Perhaps after that the personalities would start fusing, leaving one consciousness with a trillion bodies, a much better outcome than downloading into the artificial sanctity of ANA.
It was a human heresy, their detractors claimed, a long-term conspiracy to imitate the Prime aliens of Dyson Alpha. More vocal opponents accused the multiple lifestyle of being started by leftover Starflyer agents trying to continue their dead master’s corrupting ideology.
“I’m sorry,” she said, shamefaced. “I didn’t know.”
“That’s okay. Partly my fault in assuming you did. Most people in the trade know.”
Araminta gave a wry grin. “I guess continuity of service is a big plus.”
“I’ve got to be better than Burt Renik.”
“Definitely!”
“All right, then. So are you and I good to go and look at bathrooms?”
“Of course we are.”
Araminta wound up buying the third suite the older Mr. Bovey showed her. It wasn’t out of guilt. He was genuinely offering a good deal, and the plain gold-and-green style was perfect for the flat. And once she’d let her awkwardness subside, he was fun to talk to. She could not quite throw off the weird feeling of disconnection talking to his older body and knowing he was exactly the same person who had greeted her, and that body probably was smiling privately at her while dealing with another customer.
“Just let us know when you want it delivered,” he said when her u-shadow handed over the deposit.
“Do you … that is, some of you, handle delivery as well?”
“Don’t worry. Tense hasn’t caught up with us multiples yet. And yes, I’ll be the one in the carry capsule and helping the bots when they get stuck on the stairs. Not necessarily this body, given its age, but me.”
“I’ll look forward to seeing the rest of you.”
“There’s a couple of mes who are young and handsome. Call it vanity if you like; I’m not immune to all the usual human flaws. I’ll try and schedule thems for the delivery.”
“As handsome as you?”
“Hey, there’s no more discount. You’ve squeezed me dry already.”
She laughed. “I’d better get back to work, then.”
Araminta smiled during the whole flight back to the flat. Mr. Bovey really had been charming. All his versions. She suspected it was more than good client relations. And was he joking about the young and handsome bodies? Actually, even the last one she had seen, the older one, had been quite distinguished. And what if he did ask her out for a date? Would it be just her and twenty of him sitting at a table?
If he asks.
And if he does, what am I going to answer?
The whole idea was unusual, which made it very interesting.
And what if the evening goes well? Do I ask twenty of him back to my place?
Oh, stop it!
She was still smiling when she walked back up the stairs and opened the front door. Then her mood came down at the sight of the flat. The bots had made some progress cleaning up, but the one with a vacuum attachment was all clogged up. None of the bots had self-maintenance capacity, so she would have to clear that out manually. And she still had not put the balcony door actuator back together. It could be quite a while before Mr. Bovey delivered her new kitchen and bathroom and she got around to finding out how well she had read their encounter.
Late in the afternoon when the place was finally getting straightened out, she started spreading the sealant sheets over the lounge’s floorboards. That was when her u-shadow told her there was a call from Laril. “Are you sure?” she asked it.
“Yes.”
She debated with herself if she should call Cressida; maybe the Revenue Service would pay a reward. “Where’s he calling from?”
“The routing identity originates on Oaktier.” A summary slid into her peripheral vision.
“A Central Commonwealth world,” she read. “What’s he doing there?”
“I do not know.”
“Right.” She sat on the cube that was her portable bed and took her gloves off, wiped her forehead, took a breath. “Okay, accept the call.” His image appeared in her exovision’s primary perspective, making it seem as if he was standing right in front of her. If he were providing a real representation, he had not changed much: thin brown hair cut short, round face with a chubby jaw and a wide neck, as always thick dark stubble longer than she liked. It was scratchy, she remembered. He never gelled it down smooth no matter how many times she asked.
“Thanks for taking the call,” he said. “I wasn’t sure you would.”
“Neither was I.”
“I hear you’re doing okay; you got the money.”
“I was awarded the money by the court. Laril, what are you doing? Why are you on Oaktier?”
“Isn’t it obvious?”
That took a few seconds to register and even longer to accept. It had to be some stunt, some scam. “You’re migrating inward?” she asked, incredulous.
He smiled the same carefree smile he’d used when they’d first met. It was very appealing, warm, and confident. She had not seen it much after they married.
“Happens to all of us in the end,” he said.
“No! I don’t believe it. You are going Higher? You?”
“My first batch of biononics has been in a week. They’re starting to integrate some basic fields. It’s quite an experience.”
“But—” she sputtered. “For Ozzie’s sake. Higher culture would never take you. What did you do, erase half your memories?”
“That’s a pretty common myth. Higher culture isn’t the old Catholic Church, you know; you don’t have to confess and recant your past sins. It’s current attitude which counts.”
“I know they don’t take criminals. There was that case centuries ago: Jollian thought that he could escape from what he had done with a memory wipe and a migration to the Inner worlds. Paula Myo caught up with him and had his biononics removed so that he could face trial on the External worlds as the type of human he had been when he committed his crime. I think he got a couple of hundred years’ suspension.”
“That’s what you think of me, that I qualify for the Jollian precedent? Well, thanks a whole lot, Araminta. A couple of things you might want to consider. One, Paula Myo isn’t after me. And the reason she isn’t is that I haven’t committed any crime.”
“Have you told the Viotia Revenue Service that?”
“My business economics were a mess, sure. I’m not hiding from that. I even told my Higher initiator about my finances. You know what she said?”
“Go on.”
“Higher culture is about rejecting the evil of money.”
“How very convenient for you.”
“Look, I just wanted to call and apologize. I’m not asking for anything. And I wanted to make sure you’re all right.”
“A bit late for that, isn’t it?” She bridled. “I’m not part of some therapy session you have to complete be
fore they’ll take you.”
“You’re misunderstanding this, perhaps with anger leading you away from what I’m actually saying.”
“Ozzie! This is your therapy session.”
“We don’t need therapy to become Higher; it is inevitable. Even you will migrate eventually.”
“Never.”
His image produced a fond lopsided smile. “I remember thinking that once. Probably when I was in my twenties. I know it probably doesn’t make a lot of sense to someone your age when every day is fresh, but after a few centuries living on the External worlds, you begin to get bored and frustrated. Every day becomes this constant battle; politicians are corrupt and crap, projects never get finished on time or on budget, bureaucrats delight in thwarting you, and then there’s the eternal fight for money.”
“Which you lost.”
“I fed myself and my families for over three centuries, thank you very much. Even you came out ahead with the residue of that work. But face it, I didn’t achieve much, now, did I? A few tens of thousands of dollars to show for three and a half centuries. That’s not exactly leaving your mark on the universe, is it? And it’s not just me; there are billions of humans who are the same. The External worlds are fun and exciting with their market economy and clashing ideologies and outward urge. Youth thrives on that kind of environment. Then there comes a day when you have to look back and take stock. You did that for me.”
“Oh, come on! You’re blaming me for the dog’s dinner you made of your affairs?”
“No, I’m not blaming you. Don’t you get it? I’m thanking you. I was old; it took you to reveal that to me. The contrast between us was so great, even I couldn’t close my eyes to it forever. There really is no fool like an old fool, and part of that foolishness came from deluding myself. I was tired of that life and didn’t want to admit it. Turning Punk Skunk and taking a young wife was just another way of trying to ignore what I’d become. Even that didn’t work, did it? I was making both of us miserable.”
“That’s putting it mildly,” she muttered. In a way, though, it was gratifying hearing him admit it was all his fault. “I left my whole family behind because of you.”
He showed her a sly smile. “And that was a bad thing?”
“Yeah, all right.” She grinned puckishly. “You did me a favor there. I’m not really cut out for two centuries of selling agricultural cybernetics.”
“I knew that the minute I set eyes on you. So how’s the world of property development coming on?”
“Harder than I thought,” she admitted. “There are so many stupid little things that bug me.”
“I know. Well, imagine today’s frustration multiplied by three hundred years. That’s how I wound up feeling.”
“And now you don’t?”
“No.”
“I don’t believe Higher culture is free of bureaucracy, or corruption, or idiots, or useless politicians. They might not be so blatant, but they’re there.”
“No, they’re not. Well … okay, but nothing like as bad as they are in the External worlds. You see, there’s no need for any of that. So many of the social problems the External worlds suffer from are born out of markets, capital, and materialism. That’s what old-style economics produces; in fact, trouble is just about all it produces. The cybernated manufacturing and resource allocation procedure which Higher culture is based on takes all those difficulties out of the equation. That and taking a mature sensible perspective. We don’t struggle for the little things anymore; we can afford to take the longer, intellectual view.”
“You talk like you’re one of them already.”
“Them. That’s perspective for you. Higher culture is mainly a state of mind, but backed up by physical affluence.”
“You are what the External worlds strive to be: Everyone’s a millionaire.”
“No. Everyone has equal access to resources; that’s what you lack. Though I’d point out that External worlds always convert to Higher culture in the end. We are the apex of human social and technological achievement. In other words, this is what the human race has been aiming for since proto-humans picked up a club to give us an advantage against all the other predators competing for food on the African plains. We improve ourselves at every opportunity.”
“So why didn’t you go straight to ANA and download? That’s how Highers improve themselves, isn’t it?”
“Ultimately, I will, I suppose. But Higher is the next stage for me. I want a time in my body which isn’t such an effort, a couple of centuries where I can just relax and learn. There are so many things I want to do and see which I never could before. The opportunities here are just astounding.”
Araminta laughed silently; that sounded like the old Laril. “Then I suppose I wish you good luck.”
“Thank you. I really didn’t want to leave things the way they were between us. If there’s anything you ever need, please call, even if it’s just a shoulder to cry on.”
“Sure. I’ll do that,” she lied, knowing she never would. She felt indecently content when he ended the call. Closure obviously worked both ways.
The people had no faces, at least none that he was aware of. There were dozens of them: men, women, even children. They were in front of him. Running. Fleeing like cattle panicked by a carnivore. Their screams threatened to split his eardrums. Words rose, struggling out of the sound wall. Mostly they were pleas for help, for pity, for sanctuary, for their lives. However hard they ran, he kept up with them.
The bizarre melee was taking place in some kind of elaborate hall with crystal grooves running across its domed ceiling. Rows of curving chairs hindered the frantic crowd as they raced for the exit doors. He would not or could not turn around. He did not know what they were trying to escape from. Energy weapons screeched, and the people flung themselves down. For himself, he remained standing, looking down at their prone bodies. Somehow he was remote from the horror. He did not know how that could be. He was there with them; he was a part of whatever terror was happening there. Then some kind of shadow slid across the floor like demon wings unfolding.
Aaron sat up in bed with a shocked gasp. His skin was cold, damp with sweat. His heart was pounding. It took a moment for him to recognize where he was. The lights in the sleeping cabin were brightening, showing him the curving bulkhead walls. He blinked at them as the dream faded.
Somehow he knew the strange images were more than a dream. They must be some memory of his previous life, an event strong enough to cling on inside his neurons while the rest of his identity was wiped. He was curious and daunted at the same time.
What the hell did I get myself mixed up in?
As he thought about it, whatever the affray was, it did not look any worse than anything this mission had generated so far. His heart had calmed without any help from his biononics. He took a deep breath and climbed off the cot.
“Where are we?” he asked the Artful Dodger’s smartcore.
“Six hours out from Anagaska.”
“Good.” He stretched and rolled his shoulders. “Give me a shower,” he told the smartcore. “Start with water; shift to spores when I tell you.”
The cabin began to change, the cot flowing back into the bulkhead, the floor hardening to a black and white marble finish. Gold nozzles extruded from each corner, and warm water gushed out.
Even given the ship’s obvious Higher origin, it had come as a wondrous surprise to discover it was equipped with an ultradrive. Aaron had thought such a thing to be nothing more than rumor. That was when he realized he had to be working for some ANA faction. It was an idea he found more intriguing than the drive. It also meant the Pilgrimage was being taken a lot more seriously than people generally realized.
After the spores cleaned and dried his skin, he dressed in a simple dark purple one-piece suit and went out into the main lounge. His small cabin withdrew into the bulkhead, providing a larger floor space. Corrie-Lyn’s cabin was still engaged, a simple blister shape protruding into the hemispherica
l lounge. His suggestion the previous day that they share a bunk had been met by a cold stare and an instant “Good night.”
She probably would not come out again until they touched down.
The culinary unit provided an excellent breakfast of fried benjiit eggs and Wiltshire dry-cured bacon with toast and thick English marmalade. Aaron was nothing if not a traditionalist. So it would seem, he mused.
Corrie-Lyn emerged from her cabin while he was munching on his third slice of toast. She had dressed in a demure—for her—turquoise and emerald knee-length cashmere sweater dress that the ship’s synthesizer had produced. Her cabin sank back into the bulkhead, and she collected a large cup of tea from the culinary unit before sitting down opposite Aaron.
Recognizing a person’s emotional state was an important part of Aaron’s assessment routine. But this morning Corrie-Lyn was as unreadable as a muted solido.
She stared at him for a while as she sipped her tea, apparently unperturbed by the awkwardness of the situation.
“Something on your mind?” he asked mildly, breaking the silence. That he was the one who broke it was a telling point. There were not many people who could make him socially uncomfortable.
“Not my mind,” she said a little too earnestly.
“Meaning? Oh, come on, you’re an attractive woman. I was bound to ask. You’d probably be more insulted if I didn’t.”
“Not what I’m talking about.” She waved her hand dismissively. “That was some dream you had.”
“I … Dream?”
“Did you forget? I didn’t become a Living Dream Councillor just because I’ve got a great ass. I immerse myself in people’s dreams. I explore their emotional state and try to help them come to terms with what they are. Dreams are very revealing.”
“Oh, shit! I leaked that into the gaiafield.”
“You certainly did. I’d like to tell you that you are one very disturbed individual. But that would hardly be a revelation, now, would it?”
“I’ve seen my fair share of combat. Hardly surprising my subconscious throws up crap like that.”
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