by Eli Lowe
“And you won't try to run away from me, never ever. I didn't do anything with others cause I knew my limits as I am not a pervert as you might be thinking right now. But I want to be one only for you.” As soon as he uttered his words dangerously, I felt one of his hands trailed down to my hips only to grab my ass in such a pervert way. No one ever dared to touch me like that before, except him right now and I could not even move an inch to save myself from his savage act as I never felt this weak in front of anyone.
“Don't touch me. Let me go.” I was able to scream finally, but as if my words fell on his deaf ears. Even though I tried to push him away with all my might, I could not make him move. Neither did he let go of me.
I started to feel that I have really done a great mistake this time.
How could I be so naive to think that I might fall in love with someone who is a total stranger? So what he is my mate? What if he is a big pervert? What if he is a perfect liar?
A lot of vicious thoughts kept clouding my mind.
I kept trying to free myself even though I knew that I was trapped completely.
“I will never let you go. At least not when I am still alive.” With that, his lips invaded mine all of a sudden ever so roughly.
Mate kept kissing me in the dark without letting his grip loose even for a bit, while his other hand started to conquer my body like a savage. His lips were moving on me ever so clumsily declaring the fact that his kiss was as imperfect as anyone's first kiss should be. And I was no better.
The loud beats of our hearts in the silent night appeared like drum beats, announcing that it was not just me who was trapped by the menacing act of the moment but mate too. As his each and every move on me proved that he was nervous, fearing that he would surely lose me if he let go even for a second.
I wondered if I was really mistaking him as the very person whom I hated.
But his intense kiss didn't let me think much as he shoved his tongue inside my mouth in no time and started to entangle with mine clumsily. Even though he was clueless about how to kiss, it was indeed something to make my heart skip a lot of beats.
The heat didn't take time to build up in between us as we became so involved in finding one another while losing ourself at the same time.
At last, he pulled himself back from his imposing kiss only when both of us struggled to breathe further.
“I can't live without you. And also you have promised me that you won't leave me ever, no matter what.
So, say again that you won't leave me.
Say it.” His deep voice was still panting due to the wild kiss that we just shared.
Seeing me absolutely stupefied, he took my hand to place it on his chest where his heart was still beating even louder and faster only to hear just a few words.
“I won't leave you.” As soon as I said, my lips got enclosed once again by his another desperate kiss.
Episode 17
Summer's P.O.V
I have never imagined that even someone like me could be dragged into such enticement of a mate bond. All those feelings that once I knew were only a myth for me, were now proving me wrong completely.
The night was still dark and the alley was even darker but for the first time, I was feeling like I was not alone anymore. Even though my life got no better than before, my heart started pounding with a new hope, with a whole new desire to fight for love.
Tonight I felt needed, I felt loved for the first time ever since.
It was not that I was not scared, as I was well aware of the thousands of possibilities to fall deeper into the darkest pit of my life, still, I wanted to fly up for once, I wanted to spread my wings of freedom to chase after the slightest light which came through, unknowingly.
And I was like one such moth who fell in love with the flame once, even though she knew her unfortunate destiny would definitely burn her to death for daring to love. Still, she was all ready to be dragged towards her love, towards the burning flame eventually, to unite as the one and died willingly only to get just one kiss of her love.
Yes,
I was the moth while he was doing the magic to me just like the alluring fire.
In the dark, we couldn't see each other but his desperate touches were enough to know how he missed me badly. No, not me actually, but his mate. Cause he didn't know yet who I was. He didn't know that I was the one who could never be loved by anyone.
I feared thinking that for how long we could be like this?
For how long could we stay unknown to each other?
Will he accept even after knowing the actual me?
While I was engulfed in my thoughts, mate kept rummaging inside my mouth with his desperate tongue. His warm breaths kept brushing against my skin while his hands kept holding me tight and kept kneading different parts of my body.
He was a wild beast and I was like his prey. He wasn't gentle at all but still, he was trying his best to be one, for me. But no matter how long he kept kissing me, still, it was like he was not getting enough of me.
And I knew what he wanted. I knew why he was trying ever so desperately. So, this time I kissed him back too, letting my tongue move inside him with an unfamiliar rhythm as well.
I have never kissed before, neither did I know anything about it, still it was like, none but I could calm down the wildfire, which had already emerged within him in the dark.
Only after he was satisfied enough, he stopped letting his forehead rest on mine.
He was warm. So was his touches.
“How long were you waiting?” I asked in between my breaths while both of us could not stop panting.
“Forever. For nineteen long years, I believed that there is only one whom I want to kiss, whom I want to touch, and whom I want to fuck. I wanted you only.” Even though his deep voice struggled with his uneasy breathings too, his words fell on my ears very clearly, causing me to shiver for some unknown reason. I was feeling butterflies in my stomach, even though I was hell scared.
Why there had to be this kind of conflict even in such emotions?
“What?!! No, I was asking about tonight.” I said out loud with utter terror after what I just heard.
“Oh. Yes, I was waiting to meet you since last night, right after you left. And I came an hour early tonight.” As soon as he said his fingers touched my already swollen lips, declaring the fact that he wanted more.
“Did you wait for me, mate?” He asked suddenly, taking me off guard with such a question.
“How could I? You came before me.” I answered cautiously even though I understood what he meant.
“I am not asking about tonight.” And with that, he left no option for me to avoid that very question. What should I say?
“No. I didn't, as I have never thought that I could be loved too. And most of all, I needed no one to be with me, because to me, it was of no use to be with someone who always leaves at the end of the day, making you even more miserable. I was enough on my own. And...and I thought that I was born to be rejected anyway. So, I didn't wait for anyone. Rather I never felt the need to be with anyone, ...until...” I paused as I was scared to say further. I was scared to accept the reality now.
“Until?” He asked as he was determined to listen till the last even though I was afraid to say more.
“Until you came.” Though quite unbelievable, at last, I accepted and that too in front of the only one who was now able to crush my heart whenever or however he wants. But still, I chose to take the risk... I chose to fly near the flame without caring to get burnt.
“And I will never leave you.” He announced letting me aware of his firm and immutable decision.
His grip tightened around me in a possessive way and he came so close to me that his face was almost touching mine.
Yes, he was holding me in his tight embrace since I came as if I was some kind of treasure that he never wants to let go.
I wondered if this was some dream.
I wondered how my life was going to make me fall ha
rd when I would wake up the next morning.
“I want to see you mate.” He spoke up when I was lost again in my thoughts, rather with my fears.
“What? We can't. You have promised me.” I panicked cause it was happening too soon. I never thought that I would be left broken-hearted this fast as he will definitely not stay after knowing who I am. And also I didn't think yet, about what I should do if my mate turns out to be none other than Markus.
But then again something deep inside me was telling it was not.
I didn't have any particular reason though.
Still, if it is him, what would I do?
No, we could not see each other. Never ever.
“Yes. I know. But I can see your wolf. I want to know how my mate looks like, if not in your human form, then in your wolf form. I want to know what colour you have got. I want to see you, mate. At least for once.” With his words, he kept rubbing his head on me ever so impatiently, trapping me into his warm embrace.
I knew his wolf wanted to come out, as mine was already jumping around in my mind too with each and every touch of my mate.
I have never expected him to be this eager to meet my wolf, because as far as I knew nobody cared before. Then why now? Just because I am his mate, unfortunately?
While I was engulfed with all those uncertainties, mate let me go out of his grip at last only to move his hands fast and took the jacket off me in no time. I was startled by his sudden move. But he didn't stop there, as he pulled his clothes up only to get out of them in just one go and threw them aside.
And after another noise of unclothing, I knew that he was standing there all naked, without a worry. He was waiting for me to do the same.
But how could I?
How was that so easy for him?
Mate's sudden kiss again reminded me that I had no choice.
His bare body, his hard chest, as well as his already hard beast down there, caused me to freak out even more.
“Let go. Let go.” I started to scream in utter terror. Yes, I was afraid of none but my mate.
“Either you strip and shift, or I have to use my own methods to take whatever I want right now.” His sound appeared menacing in its own way, as he started to come closer with each passing second, letting me assume what he could do next.
“Okay okay. I will shift. But you turn around first.” I yelled with frustration while the irresistible tingles never left me, even for once.
“As if I could see you in this dark.” Yeah, he was right. But still, I could not just trust him that easily when he was already up for doing all his perverted act.
“Yeah. But what if you touch me?” I tried to reason with him but I kept losing all my reasons over and over again.
“No if. I will touch you. How can I resist? I have never touched something so soft.” He proved himself a pervert indeed and I had no reason to hold myself from saying the word on his face.
“You pervert!!!!” Just when I was about to run away, I was trapped again by my naked mate from behind.
His hardness was already poking me while he kept grinding himself against me as a reflex.
“I have already told you. I am a pervert but only to you. I will do each and everything with you from the first to the last time. I have given you my first kiss already, and there are so many things left to do. So you can not run. Or else how can we make pups together? And who is going to step up as the alpha after me?” He was cruel. How could he make me dream even when I knew that whatever he said, was never going to happen?
Why did he keep tormenting me?
What will he get?
“Shift.” With just one word he let me go only to wait patiently this time.
Having no other option, I took off all of my clothes quickly as I had made my mind to break his hands if he ever dares to touch me, which he didn't. Good for him.
So, without further delay, I shifted into my wolf. I knew that even if I go out of the dark, to let him see me, nothing will change. Cause I will stay the darkest.
Yes,
Just like my life, my fur was pitch black too. I was as huge as any alpha should be.
But little did I know that I was not the only one.
Even before I could realise, mate came to me and ran his fingers through my fur just when I heard him saying,
“You are soft, mate.”
And then in no time, he shifted too and came to me to rub his furry body against mine. I felt him licking my face with no intention to stop.
So, I needed to do something to make him stop.
And I knew what to do.
I licked him back, making him stunned for a while, which gave me enough time to ran out of the alley only to come to a less dark street.
He howled.
Letting everyone of our kind know that he was more than happy tonight.
I had never expected someone to be this happy and that too for such a little thing. For me?
What was happening?
How long will it last?
I kept running, but my mate's smell didn't fade away even after I came quite a distance, announcing the fact that he was coming behind.
And as soon as I reached a brighter spot, I stopped, but I had no courage left to turn back to face my mate. My heart started racing faster than the normal speed. Different kind of thoughts kept coming and passing by, as I had lost my track already.
I was scared, even when I knew that there was no turning back.
My heart beats grew as the smell started to become more and more intense, captivating both my mind and body, which had compelled me to turn back at last.
And as soon as I turned back, my eyes met with another wolf who was standing in front of me, and I was stunned completely.
It was him.
My mate.
But as if I was seeing myself in a mirror.
His wolf was as huge as mine with the same black far without a single spot. But there was only one difference between us.
Eyes.
Yes,
Mine was olive green while his was blue.
The familiar seductive blue.
Episode 18
Summer's P.O.V
I was still lying on my cold bed when my phone started ringing at dawn, causing me to jolt up on the bed due to the sudden interruption in my thoughts. No, I couldn't sleep last night, nor could I close my eyes even for a single second as I kept lying for the whole night and waited for the first sun rays to come to me through my windows, eliminating all the darkness of my life, but as if that was even possible.
Yes,
Last night I was confirmed that I must never hope for anything good to happen to me. I must not dare to expect fate to show mercy on me. And the only thing was left for me to do, was to let the darkness invade my already hopeless life, forever, and I should never complain.
I kept asking the same question throughout the night all over again.
Why me?
What sin did I do?
But there was no one to answer.
The phone kept ringing with its irritating tone without any intention to stop, not until I pick up. Even though I was not feeling like doing anything, I was almost forced to receive the call, only to get myself some peace early in the morning, which I was looking for the whole night but failing each time pathetically.
“Hello!” Without bothering to look who was calling me at such early hours, I picked up the call.
“What hello? Where the hell are you?” The voice at the other end of the call started shouting like an idiot with no reason at all. And I didn't need any hint to know who it could be. Obviously kaith, or who else?
But the main question was that why was he yelling at me now when I didn't do anything at all?
“I am at the moon, and walking around with the goddess. She is showing me her lands.” I answered with no sense, quite annoyingly, for his such nonsense questions.
But I had never expected him to say the dumbest thing ever.
“What? When? How did yo
u go there? Is it even possible? Sam?” Yes, he believed my words and started to freak out.
Tsk.
I can't believe someone like him could be this stupid.
“I am at home, you idiot. Now stop annoying me.” I had no choice but to answer clearly for the sake of my friend to make him understand the simplest thing without any difficulty.
“What? Then why couldn't I see your bike a while ago when I went there? I thought you went out again last night and didn't bother to come back. Wait. I am coming back then.” He hung up the call quickly, leaving me all worried to think out a way to deal with the mess that I had created without much of my consciousness.
Shit.
How could I even forget?
Yes, there is no doubt left anymore that I am the stupid one, not him.
Well, let me tell you what else happened last night.
****flashbacks****
Just when I saw all my suspicions about my mysterious mate becoming true bit by a bit, I started running away from him without even looking back for a single time, cause I knew, if I look back this time I might never be able to escape those captivating eyes ever. But little did I know that my attempts will be all futile.
Because, just as he promised, he didn't leave me at all, last night, and followed me everywhere just like a shadow.
No, he didn't stop me from running, neither did he tried to catch me up this time, instead, he just stayed behind all the time without a complaint. And at last, when I realised that no matter how much I try, he was not going to leave my side ever, I stopped. And only then, he came to me only to let our furs submerge into one another.
He took his time to acknowledge my wolf as he kept fondling my body with his own. I heard him purring ever so softly under his breaths while he could not afford to detach himself from me again.
Under the dark night sky, we were standing as one complete soul. Yes, I was his other half of the soul while he was mine.
And thus, I could not escape.
In the end, I found myself already captivated.
Later that night, I returned to the same dark alley to shift back, and my mate did follow just as before.