by Amy DeMeritt
I give her a peck on the cheek then rush down the hall. As I pull out of the garage, my adrenaline starts pumping. I quickly turn the radio on and try hard to focus only on the music and not on the chaotic storm of thoughts making my head feel like I’m spinning.
This is the biggest and most important decision I’ve ever made. Once I do this, there’s no going back. If I do, if I fail in staying loyal to Janae, I’ll lose the most important person to me.
I can do this. I know I can. I know I want this. I just need to chill the fuck out and stop putting myself down so damn much. I need to stop condemning myself and just believe in myself. Damn, I sound like some kids after school special or something.
I pull into Janae’s driveway and fly out of my car and sprint up the walkway. I knock a few times and I wait impatiently with my mind yelling at me to just open the door and find her.
The door opens and Janae gives me such a gorgeous loving smile that my entire body begins to tingle, my legs weaken, and heat spreads across my chest.
“Hey, honey. You look incredible.” She takes my hand and pulls me inside. As the door closes, she asks, “What are you doing here?” I clear my throat and kneel down in front of her. “Jack, what are you…?”
I smile as I lick my lips to moisten them. “Janae, I love you more than anything or anyone in the entire world. In everything I do, you are always in the forefront of my thoughts. It has taken me a really long time to figure some things out, but I couldn’t be more positive about what I want and need from life.” I pull a small square box from the inside breast pocket of my blazer, and she releases a gasp and places a trembling hand on her mouth. “Janae, I am surrendering my tramp badge.”
I open the box and she releases a loud sobbing laugh as she lifts the badge out of the box. I went to the party store yesterday to buy a sheriff badge, wrote “Tramp” on a label, and stuck it over the front.
Janae drops to her knees with me and grabs the sides of my face. She presses her lips against mine and heat instantly floods my body as her tongue slips between my lips and slides along mine, causing me to release an involuntary surprised sound of arousal. I wrap my arms around her as my body starts to pulse with pleasure and need.
Fuck, this feels so unbelievable. I’ve been waiting over ten years for this and it’s better than I imagined it would be. Just as I’m thinking I never want this to end, Janae releases my mouth and bends into my neck. She firmly sucks my neck just below my ear and my eyes roll back and my breath catches in my chest. As she causes me to release another involuntary gasp, she suddenly shoves my blazer off of my shoulders. I help her take it off and she immediately lifts my shirt off over my head and then grabs my hands. She pulls me up from the floor and pushes me towards the staircase.
The look of desire and happiness in her eyes is the most intoxicatingly beautiful thing I’ve ever seen. I have waited so long to see that look from her. I wrap my arms around her and she gives me a loving smile as she hops up and wraps her legs around me. She gives me a soft kiss on my lips and runs her hands through my hair to rest on the back of my neck.
“Take us to my bed, honey.”
“I love you so fucking much.”
“I love you too, honey.”
When I reach the foot of her bed, Janae steps down off of my waist and gently caresses my cheeks with tears in her eyes and a loving smile curling her plump lips. Her raw cocoa toned skin looks rich and strong in the dim lighting and her butterscotch eyes look like glowing stars.
“Damn, you’re gorgeous. Babe, you’re… Fuck, that kiss was... Babe, you’re incredible. I don’t know how to say what I’m feeling right now. I’m so damn happy.”
“I have never been happier. I want to make love to you, Jack.”
I swallow hard and my breathing suddenly increases as if I’m physically exerted. I lick my lips as I place a hand on her cheek. I trace my thumb over her high cheekbone and then trace my fingers around her jawline to her chin to tilt her head up more. I press my lips against hers and Janae accepts me to fully kiss her.
While our lips and tongues work to paint a haze over my brain, Janae increases my arousal as she palms over my shoulders, down my chest and abs, and quickly undoes the button and zipper of my slacks. As she sucks my bottom lip into her sweet warm mouth, she slips her hands in my pants at my hips and pushes them down off of my ass. They pool around my ankles and I try to kick them off, but I’m still wearing my dressy flat ankle boots. Janae giggles as I stumble and she pushes me onto the bed. She makes quick work of pulling my boots, socks, and pants off.
She starts to climb onto the bed, but I sit up and grab the hem of her tank top. I hesitate for a moment, feeling like I’m about to do something I’m not supposed to. The tip of her tongue glides over the left corner of her mouth as she grins at me and pulls her tank top off. I lean back on my elbows and just stare at her completely nude torso. I’ve never seen Janae completely nude. I’ve seen her in underwear and bikini, but she has never allowed me to see the “good parts” as she calls them. I’m not shy about showing my body, so Janae has seen me naked about a million times.
Janae’s chest is much larger than my modest B-cup. She teeters between a C and D and they’re absolutely magnificent. They are round with just a bit of a drop due to their weight, and the cocoa globes are capped in hard dark brown nipples. My mouth suddenly salivates with the desire to have them in my mouth.
I quickly sit up and wrap my arms around her back. I spin and toss her onto the bed. She laughs hard as I squirm to lay on top of her. Oh, fuck, the feeling of her skin against mine is do damn good. I sit upright and rip my sports bra off. As I lay back down on top of her, my eyes close in pleasure.
“Oh, fuck.”
Janae caresses my cheeks and runs her hands over my head to tug me forward. As her lips press against mine, my clit starts throbbing. I press my groin against hers and Janae releases a quiet moan into my mouth as she spreads her thighs. I begin to rock my hips forwards and backwards against her, grinding our centers together, and Janae grabs my ass, pulling me in harder against her. She releases my mouth as she starts panting with small sweet moans between breaths.
“Oh, baby, I have waited so long for you. I never thought I would… Oh, fuck. Jack, I love you, I love you so fucking much. Oh, shit.”
Her eyes are pinched closed and her head is tilted back with her face in an exquisite look of pleasure. I bend into her neck and give her a few nipping kisses while I sit up to pull her pajama shorts and panties off. Janae quickly sits up and wrestles me down onto my back with an adorable excited giggle. She rips my underwear off and smiles really big as she pushes my thighs open.
“Honey, you are soaking wet.”
“You know you get my engines going just looking at me. Do you have any idea what you’re doing to me right now?”
She inhales deeply in a proud aroused way and licks her lips. She momentarily bites the bottom right corner of her mouth and traces her fingers over my bikini lines and the inside of my thighs. My insides light up, my eyes close to narrow slits, and my chest rises as I inhale deeply for air. Janae shifts on the bed and I open my eyes to see her laying between my thighs. She kisses the insides of my thighs, then blows a gentle stream of air on my center. She gives me a naughty smile and then extends her tongue. While watching me, she glides the flat of her tongue up my entire length, causing my thighs to twitch and I release an involuntary gasping moan, which surprises the hell out of me and causes panic to rise in my chest. I don’t make noises during sex - ever. I sit up, but Janae places a hand on my abs and pats them. I inhale deeply as I close my eyes and try to steady my arousal. My clit is pulsing hard and my insides keep contracting. I feel like I’m going to cum at any second.
“Breathe, baby.”
I take a gasping breath as I begin to lightly pant for air. It’s not difficult to make me cum, but this is just beyond… It’s so good. I’ve dreamt about what this moment would feel like for ten years. For ten years, I have been imag
ining I’m fucking Janae and not the woman I was really with at the time. None of it compares to this.
“Relax, baby. Just release everything. Give yourself to me completely.”
She sucks my clit and my eyes roll back and my body arches up against her. I grip the comforter in both hands and tense my body, trying to hold in the pleasure she’s overwhelming my system with.
“Breathe, baby.”
I gasp for air, and she pushes against my stomach again, so I give into the encouraging pressure and lay down. My hips involuntarily buck and spasm against her and my breathing becomes strangled. Her tongue, lips, teeth, and hands work slowly and tenderly to twist and bend every nerve in my body into fits of ecstasy.
As my orgasm bursts, I’m propelled to a sitting position to grab the back of her head, and an actual scream rips through my throat, sending my head falling backwards. She slows her pace and I fall onto my back twitching and panting for air.
“Oh, fuck. That was… Never, nothing like that… Oh, fuck. Babe, what have you done to me?”
Janae lays down on top of me with a loving smile and tears in her eyes. “I love you, Jack.”
“I love you more than anything. Oh, shit, I feel so amazing and so fucking happy.”
“Me too, honey.”
“I haven’t even been able to make you feel amazing yet.”
She releases a cute laugh and kisses my lips. “You don’t look like you can move.”
“You burned my bones to a crisp. I’m just a meat balloon now.”
She laughs hard and kisses my lips again. “I’ve heard you don’t moan or scream and you barely move when a woman is pleasuring you. Did you do that for my benefit, or was it…?”
I laugh before she can finish the question and shake my head. “No, babe. You broke down all of my restraints and pulled all of that out of me. I don’t fake anything, ever.” I roll her over onto her back, and she looks up at me with a beautiful serene smile. “I’ve never called it this before, but can I make love to you now?”
Her eyes fill with tears, and she firmly kisses my lips for several moments. “Yes, honey.”
I shift to straddle her hips, and with wide splayed hands, I palm up her torso from her soft curvy waist, and up over her beautiful large breasts. Her eyes close, and she wraps her arms loosely around my back. I kiss her between her breasts while pulling them in to sandwich my face. I trace her nipples with my thumbs, causing them to harden to thick erect nubs. I smile and envelop a nipple to nurse like a bottle. Her hand grabs the back of my head and her breathing increases.
Her breathing, her hands holding me against her, my body pressed against hers, the heat between us that’s causing both of us to breakout with a light sweat sheen, and the taste of her skin are intoxicating. I have been dreaming about this day for ten years and the experience far surpasses every dream I have ever envisioned. I’ve had sex with hundreds, maybe thousands of women, but I have never been happier to be naked with a woman as I am right now.
I’m so completely in love with Janae and she is exquisite. I love every curve, the color and taste of her skin, her scent, and her every single thing about her.
As I move over her body, kissing, sucking, and nibbling every inch, I study everything about her. Janae has an array of fine, barely noticeable stretchmarks across the outside of her breasts, as well as the top inside of her thighs, bottom of her ass, and her hips. I really love fine stretchmarks on a woman. Nearly flawless skin is gorgeous, but there is just something about stretchmarks that really drives me crazy. To me, they symbolize the strength and tenacity of a woman to adapt to the constant changes of her world. And those are incredibly sexy qualities.
After tracing the marks around her breasts with my tongue, and after devouring her entire torso, and when she is panting with sharp moaning breaths, I wrap her thick thighs over my shoulders and dive between them. I moan into her cavern of sweet honey and greedily lick and suck her smooth-shaven folds, trying to eat all of her nectar.
Her heels dig into my back, and she screams out in ecstasy. Her hands slam into the bed, and she grips the sheets as her back arches. Her body writhes in pleasure as her moans and screams increase.
As her orgasm bursts, she screams my name and thrashes about, as if my mouth is electrocuting her. Her pleasure causes me to cum again. She tries to push my head out, but I don’t want to stop. She giggles and tries to roll away, but I tighten my grip on her thighs and sit up on my knees, pulling her up with me. She gasps as she braces herself with her arms as I pull her body off of the bed with her ass on my chest and her back draped over my lap.
“Jack, I can’t. Oh, fuck, baby, I love you. Oh, fuck, so amazing, so good. Fuck!”
After she cums again, she breathlessly begs me to stop, so I help her lay flat again and I lay down next to her. With half opened eyes and a drunken grin on her face, she rolls over to lay on my chest. I kiss the top of her head and wrap my arms around her.
“I love you, Janae.”
“I love you too, Jack. Oh, baby, I feel like I’ve been reborn or something. That was the best feeling. It was so good.”
“You are absolutely magnificent.”
“So are you, honey.”
“Can I take you to dinner for our first official date?”
She purrs against my neck before giving it a kiss and then lifting her head to look at me. She caresses my cheek and kisses my lips.
“Dinner sounds great.”
Chapter Thirty-Five
Janae takes a sip of wine and licks her lips while she stares in my eyes. Her plump lips curl into a smile as she reaches across the table to run her forefinger down my nose and wiggles the tip.
“When are you moving in with me?”
She releases a cute laugh and licks her lips again with a serene smile. “We’ll start packing my stuff this week. What are you doing about Carrie?”
“What do you mean?”
“Well, I’m sure she can’t afford her own place yet living off of what she makes at Spoons. Are you going to help her get a place or is she going to keep living with us for a while?”
“She offered to move out, but I asked her to stay for a bit longer. I’m worried if she moves out too soon after breaking things off that she’ll drift away. But if you don’t want her there or feel comfortable with it, then…”
“Shh, honey, it’s fine. I understand. I trust you. Is she going to be able to handle living there though?”
“She said she can, but I guess the three of us should talk about it. Damn, I can’t believe you’re finally moving in with me and that all of this is happening. I want to kiss you right now.”
Janae smiles as she leans across the table. I meet her in the center and inhale deeply as her lips and tongue begin to dance with mine with the warm votive tea light burning beneath us. Her mouth is sweet and cool from the red wine and feels so fucking good.
This is the best feeling I have ever experienced. Janae is so damn perfect. I can’t believe I allowed my fears of my own weaknesses to hold me back from this for so long.
As she pulls back, she places a hand on my cheek and traces my lips with the pad of her thumb.
“You’re so beautiful.” I smile really big and Janae releases a cute giggle. “Since the first night we met, I’ve been so in love with your smile. I wanted to kiss you so badly that night and I would have if I didn’t learn you didn’t date.”
“I’ve been wanting to kiss you and be with you since we met, as well. Are you upset with me at all for taking so long to get to this point?”
“I have to admit it hasn’t been easy watching you flit around with so many women, but no, I’m not upset with you. I have always known you are in love with me and want me, while you didn’t have those same feelings for anyone else. I did start to get pretty nervous when I saw you were falling in love with Carrie, Lindsay, and Tanisha, but I could still see your feelings for me are stronger. I wish you could have figured this out sooner, but I don’t hold it against you. Our relati
onship has always been something unmatched. It was complicated, but we have always been as close as perfect lovers, even if we weren’t sleeping together.”
“You’re so damn amazing and understanding. Janae, I have never felt for another person what I feel for you. I really want you in my arms right now.”
Janae licks her lips as she inhales deeply in an aroused way. She sits up straighter and cranes her neck over the low wall sectioning us off from the rest of the restaurant. Our waitress starts to walk by, and seeing Janae searching, she quickly enters our private room.
“Hi there. Is there anything else I can get for you?”
“The check, please.”
The waitress smiles with a nod as she pulls the billfold from her apron. I quickly add enough cash with a generous tip and hand it back to her before she can leave.
“I’ll be right back with your change.”
“You can keep it. Thank you.”
Janae and I stand, and the waitress steps aside with a polite smile.
“Thank you and I hope you enjoy the rest of your evening.”
Janae waves to the waitress as she takes my hand and tugs me forward. My insides contract with need and my mouth salivates while I watch her full round ass switch back and forth in a hypnotizing way. Janae wore a pretty light blue dress with white flat sandals on her feet. She looks gorgeous.
As soon as we reach the passenger side of my car, Janae spins to face me and grabs the sides of my face. I press in closer and as our mouths begin to dance, her body presses against the side of the car and she releases a sweet humming moan into my mouth. I glide a hand up the outside of her right thigh, bunching the fabric of her dress, and as I loop my thump in the waist of her thong, she moans again and grabs my ass, tugging me in hard against her groin.
She suddenly pulls back, and breathless and panting for air, she coos, “Take me home, honey.”
I’m so turned on that it takes me a few moments to realize what she just said. The look of need and desire in her eyes is intoxicating. I just want to bring her to climax right here while I get drunk on the look of her passion.