by Bree Despain
Joe looks around, jerking his head back and forth as if he can’t figure out why people are clapping for him.
“Did you all know that Joe Vince is writing the school musical?” the mayor goes on, trying to defuse the situation. “Isn’t he fantastic?”
“What? I’m not fantastic. Don’t clap for me!” Joe shouts. “I’m nothing but a lying, worthless son of a …”
“Sounds like Mr. Vince has been enjoying our little party too much,” the mayor says, cutting him off. “How about we find someone to take him home?”
Tobin’s dad and another man break away from the crowd. They approach Joe like he’s an injured cat.
“Let’s go, Joe,” Tobin’s dad says.
Joe wipes the back of his mouth with his hand. He looks up at the mayor. “You know what I did. You know what I gave up to become the ‘God of Rock.’ And I’m not the only one here guilty of the same sins.” His gaze moves from the mayor and locks on to me. “And now the devil has come to collect.”
I take a step back, letting go of Daphne’s hand.
Did he really just say what I thought he said? Was he outing me in front of Daphne and the entire town?
But how would he even know who I am? What I’ve come here for?
Tobin’s father makes a move to grab Joe, but Joe takes a swing at him—too slowly—and Tobin’s father moves easily out of the way. Joe lurches forward, stumbling. He falls onto the asphalt. I hear the crunch of glass under him as he tries to break his fall with the hand that was holding the beer bottle. More camera flashes go off.
“Joe!” Daphne says, jumping down from the stage. I follow her without even thinking.
He tries to push himself up, but then looks, bewildered, down at his hand. It’s covered in blood.
“Bloody, buggering hell,” he says, holding his injured hand. “How did that happen?”
“What were you thinking?” Daphne asks. I can’t tell if her question is directed at Joe or at Tobin’s father for inadvertently causing Joe’s fall.
Joe blinks up at her. “Daphne, when did you get here, love?”
“He’s drunk out of his mind,” I say. “He probably has no idea what he just did. Or even what he’s said.”
At least I hope that’s true. Or at least that Daphne will believe it.
More camera flashes go off as Daphne grabs some napkins from a nearby table. She presses them into Joe’s hand. The blood soaks right through.
A Keres would be able to smell that much blood from a mile away.
“There’s a first-aid tent at the other end of the street,” Tobin’s father says.
“No. We need to get him out of here,” I say, helping Joe up. I need to get him as far away from this crowd as possible.
“Good thinking,” Daphne says. “I wouldn’t be surprised if pictures from this little event end up in the newspapers tomorrow.”
“I’ll take him home,” I say to her. Or at least to an area out of sight that will be easy to defend. “Stay here with your friends. Go find Tobin.”
“Yeah, right,” Daphne says. “I’m not sticking you with Joe. He’s my dad.”
“You called me dad,” Joe says. He reaches out and runs his fingers down her face, almost poking her in the eye.
“I already regret it,” she says, looping his arm around her shoulder.
“Really, Daphne, I can handle it.”
“I’m taking him home,” she says. “Don’t argue with me.”
A rotten egg smell wafts by on a breeze. It could be from one of the garbage receptacles placed around the festival or it could be a Keres.…
There’s no time for arguing.
“We’ll both go,” I say.
“Stop the car,” Joe moans from the backseat. Daphne had ridden her bike to the festival, and Joe was in no condition to walk the lake paths—nor did I want him out in the open—so the three of us had piled into my Tesla.
“We’re almost home,” Daphne says tersely. I can feel the anger radiating off her. I’m glad it’s not directed toward me.
“Stop. The. Bleeding. Car.”
I slam on the brakes. Joe is out the door before we even come to a complete stop. He stumbles onto the grass and I hear the sounds of his heaving onto the gravel path that leads to one of the lakefront beaches.
“Nice,” Daphne mumbles. She wipes her hand down her face.
“He’ll be fine by morning.” If I can keep him alive until then.
I run through different options in my head. If the Keres has locked on to his scent, then we need to get as far away from town as we can. Maybe take him to a hospital in LA? The cut doesn’t look deep enough to warrant stitches but … no. I couldn’t risk leading a Keres into such a populated area as Los Angeles, and definitely not a hospital. Simon’s house, perhaps? Where Dax and Garrick can help … But what excuse do I make for taking Daphne and Joe there instead of home …?
I open the door and stand outside my car. I sniff the air to determine if the Keres is on our trail, but the smell of Joe’s vomit is too overwhelming.
Joe heaves again. I turn away. It sounds particularly violent.
“What do you think he meant by all that?” Daphne asks loudly, as if trying to cover up the sound of her father’s indiscretions with her question. “What he said about trading me for fame and fortune?”
“I don’t know.” I’d pass it off as alcohol-addled ramblings if his words about the devil coming to collect hadn’t hit so close to the mark. “Maybe he really regrets not being there for you as a kid. Like he traded your childhood for his career.”
“Do you really think so?” Daphne almost sounds hopeful.
“Daphne. Come here,” Joe moans. “I need your help.”
She sighs and pushes open her door. “I am not going to hold your weave back as you puke, Joe.”
“Dappphhhnnneeee?” he says with a whiny urgency that makes me look at him. He sways in the glow of a street lamp, looking as though he’s about to fall over. “Have I always had two shadows?” he asks, pointing at his feet.
“What?” she asks.
I hear her gasp as she sees what I see. Joe does indeed have two shadows. One is shorter, about half his height in length, but the other stretches out to the border of the lamplight.
I suddenly feel as though a cold wind has wrapped around me and pierced into my bones. Two shadows. Two shadows. The Keres has been with us all along. It’s attached itself to Joe. He’ll be dead in a matter of minutes.
“What the …?” Daphne starts to say as the second, long shadow suddenly curls forward and rises up off the pavement.
I toss my car keys at her. “Drive,” I say. “Get out of here!”
Joe moans and clutches at his chest, and starts to convulse as if having a seizure. I know better. The Keres is draining the life out of him.
“No,” Daphne says, throwing the keys right back at me. “Joe!” She runs toward her father, but the shadow swirls around him, wrapping him in a transparent black cocoon. “What’s happening?!”
A surge of lightning builds in my chest, but I don’t know what to do with it. What if I throw it at the Keres, and it merely passes through it and strikes Joe? That would kill him faster than the evil bloodsucker that has him in its clutches. Blue light webs between my fingers, and then engulfs my hand and arm. I can feel it burning the fabric of my shirtsleeve off my arm. It will incinerate my skin next, if I don’t throw it soon. I look up at the street lamp above Joe. I pour all my concentration into shaping the crackling wisps of lightning into a blue sphere.
“Get back!” I shout at Daphne.
She looks at me. Her eyes widen as she takes in the ball of lightning I cradle in my hand. I am breaking another one of the steadfast Champion rules by letting her see me this way. I have no choice but to expose my powers in front of her, I tell myself. Either that, or let her watch her father die.
“Haden, what …?”
“Get out of the way.”
She twists out of the way, and I fling
the lightning at the street lamp. An explosion of light and glass follows. The Keres sends a screeching, shrieking wail into the night, but it doesn’t flee like it did before when Lexie was the victim.
Has it already figured out that it doesn’t have to be afraid of my lightning?
The Keres forces Joe to the ground. He wails in pain, calling Daphne’s name. Another bolt of lightning works its way through my body. Do I dare take a shot directly at the beast?
Daphne steps in front of me. She plants her feet—staring down at the shadow creature—and screams.
Not out of fear. Not out of anger. But in a determined, deliberate way, focusing her voice right at the black, writhing cocoon. The force of it reminds me of the stories of banshees I heard as a child. The timbre and tone match the horrible, screeching wail that comes from the Keres. The shadow unwinds from Joe, and for a few seconds, the Keres becomes solid, looking like a statue of a monstrous, black, stone angel. Its giant wings bristle, its claws outstretch, its terrible, jagged teeth protrude from its jaws. It flings itself at Daphne, becoming shadow once more.
“Scream again!” I shout at Daphne.
She throws her hands out in front of her defensively and shrieks.
The sound rips the air and the Keres takes solid form again. I can see its terrible claws swipe toward her chest, ready to tear her heart out from behind her ribs.
I fling a bolt of lightning at its abdomen. The electricity catches it midflight and forces it against the lamppost. The Keres explodes into a thousand pieces, raining shards of stone on top of us. Daphne throws her hands over her head. Joe lies as still as death as bits of Keres fall onto his back.
Daphne hasn’t looked at me since I killed the Keres. I wish she’d look at me. She’s crouched over Joe, kneeling in the debris of broken glass and fragments of stone. She presses her fingers against his neck, and then holds them in front of his mouth.
“He’s okay,” she says softly. “I think he’s just fainted.”
I don’t say anything in response. I am too afraid to. Not until I see how she sees me now.
Now that she has seen what I can do.
Now that she knows I am not human.
Why doesn’t she look at me?
Daphne slowly rises, brushing Keres dust from her arms with her perfect, calloused fingers. Her hair drapes like a golden curtain in front of her face. She can probably see me, but I can’t see her.
“You killed it.” Her voice shakes, but I can’t tell if it’s out of fear or relief. “You killed that thing …” She takes a step closer. “… with lightning …” Another step. “… that came out of your hands.” Two more steps. “I saw it.” She is only inches from me now. “So don’t you dare try to deny it.”
“I won’t,” I say, wishing more than anything I could see her eyes.
“Good,” she says, closing three of the six inches that still remain between us. “Then you will know what this is for.”
Before I can react, Daphne attacks me. She lunges forward, crossing the last three inches of space between us. Her hands wrap around my neck, and she yanks my head forward against hers. I tense, expecting to be bashed in the face with her forehead, but instead, her warm lips close over mine. Her fingers slip into my hair, and shooting, tingling pain spreads through my skin wherever she touches me.
Panic overtakes my body. I feel my eyes go wide. I try to raise my hands to thrust her away. Is she trying to steal my breath? My soul?
There are stories of creatures that can do so, I am sure.
But it isn’t pain running through my body. It’s pleasure. Warm, radiating tendrils of it, curling through me under her touch. Her caress. It feels just as I imagined it would when she sang.
She presses harder with her lips, imploring mine.
I yield.
I melt.
I surrender.
My arms raise now, closing around her, pressing her closer against me. My lips give in to hers, parting, wanting, giving, beckoning for more in return.
Electric heat swirls inside my chest and shoots through my entire body. I pull away from Daphne just as a blue spark passes from my lips to hers.
She places her fingers on her lips, but I can tell she’s smiling.
“What … what was that for?” I ask, dragging in a deep breath, trying to calm the fiery nerves in my body.
Daphne tries to laugh, but it sounds like she’s out of breath also. She sweeps her hair away from her face. She smiles and her eyes fill with a bright happiness I haven’t seen in her before. “For saving my life. And Joe’s.”
She steps closer again, and I brace myself, hoping to Hades she will press her lips against mine again—wondering how she will respond if I do it to her before she gets the chance.
“For being honest with me,” she says. Her hands clasp my arms and she stares into my eyes. I can’t help but flex under her fingers. I want her to feel how strong I am. She laughs, and I know she’s on to me. Her fingers slide up and down my upper arms. Her touch feels so soothing over the scars in my right arm—my skin left uncovered when my lightning burned my sleeve away. Like I didn’t know just how badly the scars pained me until her mere touch made that pain lessen.
Harpies, my scars …
I start to pull away from Daphne, but I am too late. Her hand clasps tightly under the scars. “What is that …? What the hell?” Her voice falters, and I know she’s seen it.
Her name. Carved and scarred into my skin.
She lets go of me and backs away quickly. “What … why? What the hell is that?” Fear strikes into her eyes. “Are you insane?”
“I can explain …,” I start to say, but I don’t know if I really can. Not without exposing the whole truth. Not without breaking the most steadfast rule the Underrealm has placed on me. Not without losing every chance I have of ever getting her to fall in love with me.
“No. I don’t really want to know,” she says. “You’re sick, Haden. You’re sick and you obviously need help.”
From the way she looks at me now, I know any chance I had with her is over. She doesn’t see her friend standing in front of her. She doesn’t see her singing partner. She doesn’t see someone she would ever want to embrace again. She looks at me the way I feared she would after I killed the Keres.
She sees the real me.
She sees the monster that has come to take her away.
“Daphne, please …”
She lifts her hands defensively in front of her the way she had when the Keres tried to attack. “Don’t come near me.”
“Daphne, what’s going on?” Joe says groggily from behind her. I’d all but forgotten he was here. He rocks up on his knees.
“We’re getting out of here.” She grabs his arm and pulls him to his feet with one hand, and holds her other hand up to ward me off. “Don’t you dare follow us,” she says to me. “Or I’ll call the police.”
I let her go. I let her walk away.
She takes every particle of my hope and happiness with her as she leaves.
chapter forty-four
DAPHNE
“He’s crazy,” I mumble to myself as I lead Joe toward the house.
“He’s daft,” Joe agrees.
“He’s insane.”
“He’s mental,” Joe says.
“I don’t even think he’s human.” I know I sound like the crazy one, but there is no human explanation for what I had seen Haden do. What kind of person can throw lightning bolts out of his hands?
“Not even human,” Joe says. At least I had one person who could corroborate my story.
Tobin is going to flip when I tell him.
If I tell him.
Why wouldn’t I tell him?
I unlock the front door, take Joe into the house, and then lock the door again behind us.
“And I can’t believe I kissed him!”
“I can’t believe you kissed him.… Wait, who are we talking about?” Joe stumbles, trying to put one foot in the front of the other as I lead hi
m up the stairs. I realize we haven’t been having a conversation; he’s just been drunkenly parroting me.
“Never mind,” I say, and propel him down the hall toward his bedroom. He falls into the nest of satin sheets on his bed, and settles his hands under his cheek against his pillow. He reminds me of a child.
I pull off one of his boots, and realize that my hands are still shaking. The only time they had stopped trembling since that thing attacked us was when I’d kissed Haden. Now the thought of that, and my name freaking carved into Haden’s arm, make my hands shake even more. I tug on Joe’s second boot. He smacks his lips and wiggles his foot, trying to help me.
“Who did you kiss?” he asks with a yawn.
“Haden,” I say, figuring that Joe won’t even remember in the morning.
“Oh,” he says. “Don’t kiss him. Haden is the devil.”
“What?” His boot pops off his foot, and I stumble backward, almost tripping over one of the various empty beer bottles on the floor. I drop the boot on the ground. “What do you mean?”
Joe snores in response. I shake his shoulder. “Joe? What did you just say? Joe, can you hear me?”
But it’s no use. He’s out cold, and I doubt he’ll wake up until morning. And by then he’ll have no idea what he said to me.
I gather up the empty beer bottles on his floor and take them down to the recycling bin in the kitchen. He had been sober for almost two months now. I wonder what set him off on this binge. There’s a half-empty case of beer bottles on the counter. I pull out a bottle opener and start popping their tops off, and then pouring their contents down the drain, finding myself angry that I even have to do this.
Joe seems to live a charmed life—so why does he keep trying to drown himself in this stuff? What is so terrible that he is trying to numb himself from thinking about?
I pick up a new bottle, but before I pop the top off, wind rattles the window over the sink. I jump, almost dropping the bottle. I check the window lock, not knowing if it would do any good against someone who can throw lightning.
What the hell is that all about?
And why is my name cut into his arm?
That is a whole level of psycho I wasn’t prepared to deal with.