by Karr, Kim
Fingers crossed.
Engines scream to life as drivers start their cars.
Guess not.
An official walks through the rows of cars, checking that all safety procedures are being adhered to.
Searching, I finally find the blue helmet.
He looks in his mirror to see me staring at him. He gives me a nod.
He’s got this.
Jerking his head forward, he looks straight ahead.
Pulls his visor down.
The ten-second board is held up.
He grips the wheel.
Ready to do this.
He selects second gear for the wet track and revs the engine. Good choice. The dashboard needle climbs through the RPMs.
I grin.
The flag is waved.
He gives me the thumbs up.
My heart is a caged animal.
His foot hits the floor, and his engine screams that deafening, stomach-rearranging high-pitch scream that drowns out the roar of the crowd.
The car catapults forward violently, the wheels spin, leaving livid black scars on the asphalt.
My pulse is pounding.
He gets away first. A good start! He’s gaining speed right out of the gate. But within seconds, there’s a roadrat directly behind him, breathing down his neck. He starts to move faster.
Fuck.
Slow down.
As the roadrat roars past him, my heart beats out of my chest. He’s pushing it. Moving faster and faster still.
I can’t take it.
Slow down.
I’m breathing so hard my frame is shaking.
Over my shoulder, soft lips kiss my neck and whisper in my ear, “Lucas is doing great. Don’t be so nervous. Nothing is going to happen to him.”
“I know that,” I say defensively, although with a shaky voice.
I can feel her smile on my neck as she wraps her arms around me. Then I say again, softer, gentler this time, “I know that,” and put my hands over hers as I watch what has to be the longest quarter mile race of my life.
Lucas is ten and so much like me it scares the hell out of me. He walks fast. Talks fast. Moves fast. Go-karting is his passion and when he asked me if he could participate in this quarter mile race, I said no at first. It was Charlotte who talked me into letting him do it. “He’s safe with you by his side,” she told me. “You’d never let anything happen to him.”
She was right.
So I helped him prepare, but it’s me who isn’t prepared.
As he weaves in and out of the small lanes, my stomach twists and turns. Every engine that revs in the distance, causing my pulse to race faster and faster.
Slow down!
Sweat coats my brow as he comes into sight mere feet from the finish line. He’s neck and neck with the roadrat, but somehow he inches ahead, and as the checkered flag is lowered, the announcer declares, “Lucas Storm is the winner.”
I turn to Charlotte and lift her off her feet, twirling her in circles. “Did you see that? He won. He won!”
“I did,” she cries, holding me tight.
When I set her down, I gaze into her bright eyes.
She is still my light. My love. My best friend. My life.
And although the years have passed, nothing between us has changed.
Even with three kids, a mortgage, and a booming automotive factory . . . all I see when I look at her is the little girl who lived next door to me with the shining blue eyes the color of the summer sky and mounds of curly blond hair, who called me JJ.
The End!
I hope you have enjoyed Jasper and Charlotte’s journey as much as I did. ☺
AUTHOR NOTE
Although I tried to stay true to Detroit’s landmarks, financial, and socioeconomic situation, I did take some liberties with facts, locations, dates, setting, and timing for the benefit of the story.
THE THING ABOUT LOVE
KIM KARR
THE NORTH STAR
The North Star—aka Polaris—is famous for holding nearly still in our sky while the entire northern sky moves around it.
That’s because it’s located so close to the north celestial pole, which is the point around which the entire northern sky turns.
Polaris is significant because it marks your way due north.
As you face Polaris and stretch your arms sideways, your right-hand points due east, and your left-hand points due west. About-face of Polaris steers you due south.
Polaris is not the brightest star in the nighttime sky, but you can find it easily. And once you do, you’ll see it shining in the northern sky every night . . . and you’ll always be able to find your way.
CHAPTER ONE
Back to the Drawing Board
JULES EASTON
. . . YOU’RE NOT NERVOUS, JUST EXCITED.
. . . . . . You’re not nervous, just excited.
. . . . . . . . You’re not nervous, just excited.
I had been chanting these five words for the past couple of blocks. The dose of calm my self-help book had assured me this phrase would trigger had yet to take effect.
I made a mental note to return that book. If anything, I was even more wound up than I had been before. Now my heart was beating faster, my palms were sweatier, and my entire body was trembling.
I had to calm down—and soon.
Having already tried smiling, closing my eyes, and thinking positively, I was entirely out of stress relievers.
Time to suck it up—and deal.
The mere thought of meeting with prospective clients always made me slightly anxious, but today I was full-out nervous.
Oh God, did I have everything I needed?
As I stepped off the curb to cross the street, I ran through the list I kept in my head. Menu options—check. Invitation samples—check. Venue photos—check. Favor ideas—check. Jaxson’s business card—check.
Check.
Check.
Check.
Yes, all the checks were tucked safely in my bag.
All of a sudden it seemed to weigh a ton. Feeling like I was carrying the weight of the world on one shoulder, I attempted to switch the heavy leather tote to the other side. While doing so, the strap slipped from my sweaty grip, and my bag dropped to the ground. With a shriek, I watched in horror as all the contents tumbled out.
In the middle of the busy street, I found myself on my bare knees trying to gather my things before the light changed to green and all of my hard work turned into road kill, not to mention myself.
As I shoved the blue fabric swatch into the vast, leather rectangle, I thought about the young woman I had an appointment with in less than an hour. She was engaged to the Governor’s son, and she wanted her wedding to be the most significant affair the State of Georgia had ever seen.
Beep. Beep.
Beep. Beep.
Scrambling back on my feet, I rushed to the corner with my mind still on the client I was desperate to sign. Landing this event was exactly what Easton Design & Weddings needed to prove to the community that the new management was just as capable as the previous.
The problem was I wasn’t one hundred percent sure it was. But I’d keep that to myself.
There was no doubt in my mind the press received from nuptials of this magnitude would be of tremendous value.
The timing couldn’t be more perfect.
I had to land this job.
Even if only to prove to myself I was more than competent enough for this position.
With the afternoon sun beating down on me, the air felt unusually thick in my lungs. I took three deep breaths while making my way along Peachtree Road. Blowing them out slowly, I glanced down at my outfit.
In a navy shift dress embroidered with white birds that I happened to catch sight of in the thrift store window only ten minutes ago, I knew I should feel confident about my upcoming appointment.
This dress was undoubtedly a sign.
Although I had gotten more than a few strange lo
oks from passersby on the sidewalk, I didn’t care because what I was wearing was more than appropriate.
Trust me.
When I heard someone shout, “Pierre, come back here,” I quickly lifted my gaze just in time to see a dog trotting in my direction. Before his owner could retrieve the leash, the toy poodle was at my feet. I bent down to pet the little ten-pound cutie, and when I did, he barked so fiercely it startled me, and I went flying backward into a trashcan.
“I’m so sorry,” the older man said. “Pierre tends to get excited around pretty girls.”
Straightening up, I smiled. “It’s fine.”
Hey, at least someone got excited when he saw me.
After wiping any debris from my rear, I reached for the sanitizer in my bag and squeezed some on my hands, and then I decided it was time to hasten my pace.
This walk seemed endless today.
I probably should have driven, but parking was always impossible on this side of town.
When I saw someone get out of the back of a car and then watched it drive off, I considered the fact that I probably should have taken an Uber, but then again, that was money I didn’t need to spend.
Blowing a piece of stray hair from my face, I sighed. I probably should have skipped lunch with my uncle, but I couldn’t do that.
Sighing again, I thought about all the ‘probably should haves’ and ‘buts’ in my life and sped up. No time to contemplate the decisions I’d already made. They were mine, and I owned them. The thing was . . . I wanted everything to be perfect . . . I just didn’t know how to make it that way.
With long strides, I glanced into the window of designer store after designer store until, at long last, I turned onto the small street that would bring me to the older and ever-so-charming area of Buckhead known as Wedding Lane.
As soon as I felt the cobblestone beneath my feet, my heartbeat finally began to slow.
I loved this part of town.
Small.
Quaint.
Quiet.
Amidst the old sidewalks and the flowering magnolias, one could find floral shops, bridal boutiques, travel agencies, fine china stores, stationary lofts, and of course the offices of almost every principal event planner in Atlanta, including my own.
It was three solid blocks of heaven.
One more turn, another lane, and then I spotted it—the battered red brick of the building I was headed toward. With all those industrial-sized windows, it made it hard to believe the place was one of the best bakeries in the southeast.
The Bride Box was a gem tucked away for those of us in the wedding business seeking out the very best of the best.
A bead of sweat dripped down my back as I once again hastened my pace, and then I was finally here. Like a kid in a candy shop, I peeked through the clear glass and there it was. A burst of delight shot through me. Even from the sidewalk, the sight made my knees go weak.
Its size.
The colors.
Its design.
The birds.
This cake was going to make a magnificent first impression, and it was going to knock my pitch right out of the park.
Even in the oppressive heat of this typical Atlanta summer day, I couldn’t help but stare at it for a few long moments.
Don’t be mistaken. I wasn’t bragging. This place wasn’t my business. I wasn’t the baker. I was a wedding planner, and this was the place I had selected to meet Rory Kissinger for the very first time.
More than a dozen wedding planners had pitched the Governor’s son’s soon-to-be bride, but none had met her expectations. In her correspondence to me, she not only provided more than one list of wedding musts, but she also told me she expected me to wow her.
I would certainly say this cake should do the trick.
Finally feeling like the meeting was going to go even better than I planned, I hurried around the corner. Once at the entrance, I took a single deep breath hoping to expel any remaining jitters before I opened the front door.
I so had this.
As soon as I walked through the lobby and into the showroom, all of my senses engaged, and just like that my worries disappeared. Not only was there a delicious scent of chocolate wafting through the air, but also the sight of the bowl of icing sitting beside the cake made me drool. And don’t get me started on the massive lovebirds perched so perfectly upon the top tier. Although I knew they were made from pure sugar and more than edible, they looked so real they gave me goose bumps.
There was no doubt about it—this wedding cake was not only a work of art, it was also a masterpiece.
From the doorway, I cleared my throat to alert Montgomery I had arrived. “Hi,” I greeted.
“You’re early,” Montgomery tossed over his shoulder with his thick southern drawl as he finished transforming a panel of fondant into a swatch of elegant, edible, tree branches.
Rushing over to him, I took my sunglasses off to better admire his work and made a hush noise. “Pretend I’m not here. I just thought I’d watch you work for a bit.”
With a confidence that never failed to amaze me, he placed the completed tree branch on the bottom tier, and then he glanced over at me. “Darling, I hate to say this, but I don’t believe that for one minute. I know you. You came for a sample before your new clients arrive.”
I shook my head. “Nope, not today.”
Reaching over, he pretended to feel my forehead. “My Juliette, are you ill?”
Montgomery was the only person I allowed to call me by my proper name. After moving from New York to Atlanta to live with my uncle, I was teased in school relentlessly about all kinds of things—being the new girl, a Northerner, my New York accent, my height, my lack of southern grace. You name it, the mean girls used it. They wanted to make sure I stayed away from the boys they liked, and when they came up with the Romeo and Juliette clichés, they taunted me with them for almost a year. Ever since then Jules was the only name I ever went by.
Pushing Montgomery’s hand away, I fluttered my lips in mock protest. “Don’t be ridiculous, I couldn’t possibly indulge in chocolate this early in the day. That would be crazy. You know it makes me hyper. Besides, I just ate lunch and I’m way too full.”
He continued to eye me with speculation. In his own way, he was a very handsome older man. Today, his salt and pepper shoulder-length hair was pulled back in a low ponytail. And beneath his slightly wrinkled, double-breasted chef’s jacket that showed a gut that screamed of the sweets he ate, he wore a Tiffany-blue tie.
Nice touch.
His houndstooth–patterned, black and white pants were, of course, to die for, but when he put on that torque blanche hat of his, which was always stuffed in his pocket, he drove the women mad, especially the mothers of the brides.
Too bad he was taken, and his husband didn’t like to share. That didn’t stop Montgomery from exerting his deep southern charm every chance he could.
He made a burly sigh of disappointment as he picked up the metal spatula from a cup of water on the counter. “Did I tell you this cake has four moist layers of chocolate? Four! And that each layer is not only held together by ganache filling but also filled with a tremendous amount of it as well?”
Even though he couldn’t see me, I pretended to cover my ears. “Stop taunting me. It isn’t nice.”
Smoothing a few spots of icing with only the very tip of his tool, he ignored me. “Oh, and in case I didn’t mention this either, I made an extra tier just for you. It’s in the refrigerator chilling, just the way you like it.”
The way he was describing the cake made it sound like a bottle of the most expensive champagne. “Montgomery,” I warned. “I can’t.”
He shrugged. “I know, I know, you never do anything crazy like eat—”
Lost in the moment, I stared at the cake and licked my lips. It had been a long day, and it wasn’t even dinnertime yet. One piece wouldn’t hurt. In fact, it might just help by giving me that little extra spunk every girl needed once in a while.
Setting the spatula down, he got back to working on the branches. He pulled some kind of white, straw-like thingy from a drawer and then using it, he molded them into place. While he worked, he continued to describe the details of the cake until it became the only thing I could think about. Eventually, I subconsciously tuned him out as my mind wandered.
Four filled layers.
Chocolate.
Ganache.
Chilled.
With only the thought of the taste of that cake on my tongue, I practically orgasmed on the spot.
Hey, thinking dreamily of that cake was the most exciting thing to happen to me in . . . too long.
I blinked back the sad reminder of how imperfect my life was. “Well, if you insist,” I told Montgomery, “but not until you’re finished. We don’t have much time before my clients are due to arrive.”
Swapping out his tools, he ran the spatula under the tree branch and around the tier. Smoothing the icing into place with such concentration, I had no idea how he remained so steady. When he finished, he placed the metal tool back in the water along with the straw-like thingy and pushed the vessel against the backsplash. “There, now it’s finished,” he declared, a happy gleam in his eyes.
I clapped my hands together. “This cake is so great!”
He nodded in agreement. “Now I’ll get you that piece of cake and then clean up.”
“Oh, no,” I declared, “I’m not eating alone. You have to share it with me.”
A girl never likes to eat cake by herself unless she’s in her bed drowning boy troubles in cake and ice cream.
It’s a fact.
The coy look on his face made me grin. “Oh, my darling,” he laughed. “I would be more than happy to.” He lowered his voice. “But you have to keep it between us.”
“You mean like a secret?”
He nodded.
With a curious look, I asked, “And why is that?”
Montgomery sighed deeply. “Archer thinks I need to watch my waistline.”
“No!” I whispered in a gasp. Montgomery loved his sweets.
“Yes, it’s true. But how can I turn you down when you so clearly need help easing whatever absurd guilt you’re feeling about eating chocolate cake in the afternoon?”