You are safe with me."
I nodded my head again, giving him the okay. He kissed my cheek as he slowly went inside me.
I winced and he stopped. "I'm sorry Anastasia."
After he let me adjust for a few seconds, he went all the way in.
"Fuck" I winced and closed my eyes as I put my hands on his back.
"Look at me Anastasia" he whispered to me as he was holding himself up by his elbow and his other hand moved to my cheek. As I opened my eyes to meet his, he started slowly thrusting in and out. One hand stayed on his back while my other hand gripped his arm. "Does it still hurt?" He asked me sincerely.
"A little but keep going." I told him while gripping his arm tightly and pulling him closer. I moved both of my hands to his back and scratched down until I reached his hips. I lifted my legs and wrapped them around his waist.
"That's it… You're feeling good Anastasia?" He moaned as he started to move at a faster pace.
"Yes… Don't stop Travis… keep going please." biting his shoulder to suppress my loud moans.
"I can't hold it much longer…" He panted as he put both of his hands flat on the bed to move even faster.
"I'm almost th-" I felt pleasure run through my whole body.
We moaned together in sync as we shook to our highs. The way he makes me feel... there are no words.
As he rolled off of me and disposed of the condom, I grabbed the covers and pulled them over my chest so I wasn't embarrassed.
"You don't have to be shy you know. I was just inside of you and you were completely naked." He winked.
"Well... that's different." I stuck my tongue out at him and he just laughed.
Chapter 26
As Sunday morning came, I dragged myself out of bed and slipped Travis's shirt on with a pair of shorts. I decided to run to the coffee shop right next door to my building.
I decided to write him a note so he wouldn't get nervous if he woke up.
Travis
I will be back shortly.
Xoxo Anastasia
I slipped on a pair of slippers and brushed my teeth in the bathroom and headed to the shop. As I was walking, I threw my hair up in a messy bun.
No other person was walking the campus considering it was only 6:30 on a Sunday morning. Surprisingly, the shop was open. I took a chance hoping it wasn't closed.
As I walked in, there were a few girls still in dresses and heels. Some guys were wearing nice clothes. Then, there's me. Although, they were still in clothes from last night and half-drunk still. So, I wasn't worried about how I looked.
"What can I get for you this morning?" A guy asked me from over the counter.
"I will have one coffee with two sugars and two cream. Then one hot chocolate with whipped cream and marshmallows please." I smiled.
He smiled back, "Sure thing. That will be $8.23." I handed him a $10 bill.
"Keep the change." I told him while sitting on a high bar chair at the counter waiting for our drinks.
"Thank you very much." He said while walking away to start making our drinks.
I hope Travis isn't up yet. I don't want him to be nervous even though I wrote him a note. I know how he gets.
"Ana?" I heard a familiar voice say to me as the door was opening.
"Hey Ethan!" I smiled and waved at him as he walked over.
After he ordered his drinks, he sat on the stool next to me.
"So, how are you and Travis?" He asked me.
"We are good… great actually. We are great!" I looked down and smiled while thinking about him.
"Emma said that to me last night but I wanted to hear it myself. I'm so happy to hear that. It's about time!" He said nodding his head.
"How's Emma?" I winked while elbowing him in the side.
"Perfect Ana. I've never met such a nice person in my life. When I heard about the other night, I couldn't believe it until I kept hearing the same story over and over again from different people around campus!" He said shaking his head side to side and laughing.
"You had to be there. She may be small but she can definitely stand up for herself, that's for sure." I laughed.
"Here are your drinks!" The guy over the counter said while handing them to me.
"Thank you!" I smiled at him.
"I picked a feisty one, didn't I?" He smirked.
"Oh yeaaahh." I laughed at him. "I'm going to go back to Travis, I'm sure I'll see you later when you take Emma back!" I jumped off the stool and looked back at him. "Definitely." Ethan smiled and waved as I turned around and walked to the door.
~
When I got back to the room, Travis was sitting up on my bed.
"Anastasia! Where have you been? I got so worried." He said while putting his phone down next to him. "You left your phone here and I thought something happened!"
I sat on my bed and handed him his coffee.
"I left you a note on my pillow and I wanted to grab you a coffee." I smiled while leaning over to give him a kiss and he kissed me back.
"I'm sorry. I'm trying to calm down with this stuff." He half smiled at me.
"I know you are and I appreciate you trying. It's okay Travis." I smiled at him while placing my hot chocolate on my night stand and getting back into bed with him. I pulled my shorts off but kept his shirt on. I wanted to be more comfy. He put his coffee next to my drink and he laid next to me.
I rested my head on his chest and draped my arm over his stomach.
"So you're going back this morning?" I asked him.
"Yes unfortunately I am. I have to train for my fight!
It's in 19 days." He said excitedly and kissed my forehead. "We'll see each other next weekend! I promise this week will go by fast."
I started tracing random things on his chest with my finger as I pouted.
"I miss having you on campus." I stated sadly.
"I'm not going anywhere Anastasia. I'm always right here." He touched my chest where my heart is.
"You're right. You're right." I looked up at him as he looked down and we locked lips. He grabbed my hips and picked me up and placed me on top of him. I forgot that he still hadn't gotten up from bed. Therefore, he still had no clothes on so we instantly felt each other with nothing in between us.
I bent down and gave him a kiss as he found my scrunchie in my hair and took it out. My hair fell loose down my back. His fingertips grazed my hips and he lifted his shirt over my head and threw it on the floor. His hands found my breasts and I let out a whimper. He lifted the pillows and sat up while I was still on top of him. His lips went straight for my collar bone and trailed kisses until he reached my breasts. His hands were touching them as his mouth moved back and forth to both of them. I threw my head back and moaned as I rested my hands on his shoulders.
He was hard and I could feel it. All of it.
"Anastasia. Condom in drawer... now" he said in between kisses on my breasts.
I reached over to the nightstand and grabbed a condom from the drawer and gave it to him. He opened it and I moved back a little so he could slide it on.
He grabbed my hips and lifted me up easily and placed me in position over him on my knees.
"I've never…"
"I know you haven't... I will guide you." He looked into my eyes and pulled me closer so he could kiss me. He looked at me, then down to my breasts, then when he looked at my stomach, I covered up. "Hey Hey." He said while putting his thumb in my cheek making me look at him, "Don't hide from me.. You’re the most beautiful woman I have ever laid eyes on. Always remember that."
I nodded and let out a deep breath I didn't know I was holding.
He put his hands on my hips and started to lower me down onto him. I sucked in a deep breath to hide the pain but he noticed.
"It's okay. Just pause for a few seconds so you can adjust. You're safe. It's me and I won't hurt you. Take your time and I will help you." He nodded to me while keeping his hands on my hip.
I nodded and went down further. "It hurts. It
hurts." I let out.
"You can stop if you want to Anastasia." He looked at me sincerely.
"No I want to keep going." I nodded and placed my hands on his shoulders. "Help me please."
"Of course." He looked into my eyes after he pushed me down further. "Are you okay?" He paused and gave me a worried look.
"Yes Travis. You can go a little more. Are you almost all the way in?" I asked trying to hide the pain.
"Baby, I'm almost half way there." He gave me a saddened look.
Oh Jesus.
"Okay okay… I can do this." I gripped his shoulders tightly and lowered myself onto him. I just wanted to go in completely and get it over with. One sharp pain and then I'm in.
"Woah woah, slow down Anastasia." He looked at me worriedly. He’s trying to suppress his moans, I can tell.
"I'm okay. I promise" I told him while lowering myself down all the way until he was fully in.
"Baby, your legs are shaking. Wait before you move and just adjust to me, okay?" He said as his hands still rested on my hips. "Kiss me." He told me in a whisper.
I leaned closer to him and kissed him. He was almost sitting up so it was nice to be this close to him.
"I think I'm okay now." I nodded to him.
"Are you sure?" He asked me trying not to moan and I nodded.
"What do I do now?" I blushed in embarrassment.
"Don't be embarrassed. I'll help you… just move along to the movement that I guide your hips to do. Take your time."
"Okay" I told him as I felt his hands grip my hips a little tighter as he started to move them back and forth. I started to move in sync with him.
"There you go baby." He let out a moan. "Are you feeling good?"
"It hurts less and less." I told him while still moving along to his movements. "Can I try by myself now?" I asked him while moving my hands to his biceps
"Of course." He smiled while moving his hands to rest them on both my thighs.
I tried to remember what he had me do and I started to move back and forth.
"Yes… fuck. Just like that Anastasia." He moaned and gripped my thighs while looking into my eyes.
"Can I go faster?" I asked him nervously.
"Do whatever you feel comfortable doing." He smiled.
I started moving my hips in a faster motion and I couldn't help but moan. I could feel every single part of his body from this position and I loved every second of it.
I tried to move my hips different ways to see if I could…
"Woah" He moaned loudly and I stopped. "No no keep going… I don't know what you did but keep going." He moaned.
I continued what I did, a circular motion. His hands found my breasts and he squeezed them.
"Fuck Travis." I moaned while putting my hands in his hair and grabbing fistfuls.
"Keep going baby. You feel so fucking good… I love being inside of you." He said softly to me. "I think I'm… it's… I'm getting…"
"I know baby, I am too." He moaned out. "Oh god baby, right there. Don't stop. Don’t stop. Fuck, right there. Don’t stop."
"I won't stop." I started going a little faster. "Oh my god… this feels so good Travis."
"It does baby it does. Keep going. Don't stop don't stop… I'm going to cum baby keep going." He moaned out as he gripped my hips and moved his head to meet my chest.
He started to suck on my boobs and he nibbled on my nipple and that was enough for me. The sensation was a wave of warmth that moved throughout my whole body. I went over the edge and I couldn't stop it. I started shaking and he did too. We moaned in sync and he put his head in the crook of my neck and wrapped his arms around me tightly. I gripped his hair in my hands and we both let go together. He moaned in a way I've never heard him moan before. It was a beautiful and the most perfect sound that made me feel even more amazing.
"Anastasia, what are you doing to me?" He asked panting as we slowed down and looked at each other. "The real question is… what are you doing to me Travis?" I panted out while lifting my shaking self-off of him and laid next to him as he disposed of the condom.
He rolled over and rested his elbow on the bed and looked at me, "How are you? Was that okay? Are you good?" He asked me while looking worried.
"It was perfect." I smiled as he leaned down to kiss me.
“Fuck, Anastasia.” He exhaled out and I laughed.
Chapter 27
"I already miss you." I told Travis as I was walking him to his car.
"I will see you as soon as possible, you know that. You're my number one priority. You come before anyone and anything else." He stopped on the sidewalk and pulled me close.
He pulled me in for a tight hug and I hugged him back tighter.
"Okay Travis. I will come visit too!" I said excitedly while looking up at him.
"Absolutely! I will send Paul to pick you up." He told me. "Maybe next weekend you can come to my house and see me train? I would love for you to see everyone and meet my brother’s girlfriend!"
"I would love that! Let me know about the time and stuff so I can get ready and do my homework before he picks me up." I told him while I pulled away so he can walk to his driver’s side.
He turned around and gave me a sweet kiss.
"I'm already looking forward to next weekend. I love you so much Anastasia." He smiled while pushing the button on his key to open up his door.
"I love you too Travis... so much." I told him as he gave me another hug and then got into his car and shut the door.
As I went to walk away, he rolled down the window.
"Kiss me for the road." He softly said.
I bent down and gave him a kiss. Then I backed away from the car so he could drive off.
I already felt lonely.
Travis POV
I looked in my rear view mirror and watched her walk inside her dorm building. I instantly felt cold and alone without her. I hate leaving her. Seeing her sad kills me.
I hit a button on my steering wheel.
"Hello Travis. What can I do for you?" The car speaker asked me.
"Call Paul."
"Calling Paul." It said back to me.
After a few rings, Paul picked up.
"Hello Mr. Coleman, what can I do for you?" He asked me through the phone.
"Friday afternoon, do you mind picking up Anastasia from her dorm and bringing her to my house?" I asked him hoping he will say yes.
"Of course I will! Just let me know the details."
"Say Friday afternoon at 2? Is that okay?"
"Absolutely! I will be at the campus for 2 sharp." Paul told me.
"Thank you! You are the best!" I smiled and told him happily.
"No need to thank me! Have a great night Mr.
Coleman!" He told me before he hung up the phone.
The whole ride back was silent because all I could think about was five days from now. Five days. Five days and I will see her again! I hope it goes by fast.
Anastasia POV
When I walked in my room, I shut the door and laid down on my bed. Thinking about just an hour ago and how we…
"Hey! How are you doing? I heard you and Ethan saw each other?" Emma walked in and shut the door just before locking it.
"I'm alright-ish. Yes we did! Did he see the wrath of Emma in the morning?" I laughed while sitting up.
"Maybeee." She looked away. "But seriously, how are you doing?" She sat down on her bed and looked at me.
"I am okay." I nodded my head to her.
"You're a lousy liar Ana, spill now."
"I hate this. Not seeing him. Now that everything is finally going great and we are finally together and happy. Then he just leaves. He left." I shook my head and suppressed my tears.
"He didn't leave Ana," she spoke sympathetically, "he didn't leave you. He just went home to fulfill his dreams just like you are here fulfilling yours." She explained to me. "He didn't leave you. I know that's how you feel. I know what has happened in the past Ana, but Travis is not your past
. He's anything but your past. He’s your present and most of all, he’s your future."
"I guess you're right." I took a deep breath and exhaled.
"I'm always right." She laughed.
"Yeah yeah yeah." I rolled my eyes. "Since its only 9:30, want to go get some breakf-" I couldn't even finish my question before she shot up and headed for the door.
"That's a yes."
"It's always a yes."
~
The past five days surprisingly flew by fast and I couldn't wait to see Travis.
"I'm going to miss you!" Emma said sadly.
"I'm going to miss you too but no pouts! It's only 2 days and besides, we went a lot longer than this before, remember?" I pointed to her and squinted my eyes while smirking.
"Trueeee." She smilied. "Ouuu and this means that Ethan and I get this whole dorm to ourselves and don't have to worry about you barging in." She sang and winked.
"Okay! First, it's my dorm too. Therefore, I have a right to just "barge in."" I said to her while doing quotation marks with my hands. "Second, do not do it on my side of the desk and stay off my bed." I said sternly.
She just smiled.
"Em, I'm serious. It's a no! Capeesh?"
She rolled her eyes. "Capeesh."
"Alright, well Paul should be downstairs waiting for me so I need to go." I told her while grabbing my duffle bag, purse, and makeup bag.
"Okay! Have lots and lots of fun! I will see you in 48 hours!" She came over and gave me a big hug.
"Absolutely." I smiled as I let go and she opened the door for me.
"USE PROTECTION ANA!" She yelled down the hallway to me over 20 something girls. I looked back at her with my face tomato red and she smiled at me with a little wave. I rolled my eyes and hurried down the stairs to hide the embarrassment plastered on my face.
When I walk out the doors, I see Paul standing by his Escalade.
"Good afternoon Miss Reilly." I smiled at him as I walked over, he opened the back and put my bags in.
"Hello Paul. Please call me Ana!" I told him while opening my car door and climbing in as he shut the back. When he came around to the driver’s side and got in he looked at me and turned the car on.
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