by Tara Lain
Table of Contents
Blurb
Dedication
Author’s Note
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Eighteen
Chapter Nineteen
Chapter Twenty
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Love You So Sweetly
By Tara Lain
A Love You So Story
Reading his future in a glass of sweet tea.
Youngest son of one of America’s richest families, Remy Merced is so busy trying to save his family company from collapse, he’s never taken time to figure out if he’s gay, much less if he’s happy. Then his meddling mama hires him an assistant who’s everything Remy thinks he doesn’t want. Cute Harper Treadwell, from rural Arkansas, is a brilliant business prodigy… and openly gay. His wit and charm could confirm Remy’s suspicions about his own sexuality almost instantly—if they weren’t both already partnered.
When Remy’s girlfriend and Harper’s boyfriend get a little too friendly, Remy finds that the path to happiness requires a long drive in an old Prius, a growing appreciation for small towns, and a whole lot of sweet tea. But before they can forge a future—they have to let go of the past.
To the brilliant members of my Readers Group, with special thanks to JoAnna Becker, Maude Allen, and Jennifer Jones Beyer for giving me the title of this book and the great idea to tie it in with sweet tea. Love you guys!
Author’s Note
ALTHOUGH I spent a big chunk of my adult life in California, I’m originally from the South and was born in Georgia. I never spent time there (I’m an Army brat, so I moved all over and left the South when I was very young), but I think the connection is still there. I adore live oaks, bayous, humidity, and an occasional glass of sweet tea. From time to time, I love jumping into the South for some inspiration. Love You So Sweetly is such a story.
Chapter One
“MR. MERCED. Remy. Wake up.”
Remy Merced blinked, gasped, snapped his head up, and slammed into something hard that yelled.
“Ow.”
Remy clapped a hand against his head and looked up sideways at Eartha, his administrative assistant. Make that his long-suffering admin. She was rubbing her chin where he’d obviously smacked her.
He grinned. When in doubt, use the dimples. “I’m so sorry.”
She stepped back from his desk. “This is where I left you last night at seven thirty. I’m making the assumption that you haven’t moved.”
He ran a hand over his stubbly chin, then wiped at his eyes. “I’m sure I moved in there somewhere.” Although his bladder pretty much agreed with her evaluation. “What time’s my first appointment?”
She placed some papers on his desk. “Eight fifteen with the executive from Tesla.”
He stood. His back didn’t like being slouched over a desk all night, but he tried to look normal so he didn’t reinforce Eartha’s opinion of his idiocy. “I better get into the bathroom and clean up.”
“I’ll get you something to eat.”
He started toward his executive washroom.
Eartha turned. “Remy, I know your family’s famous for hard work, but aren’t there some benefits to being rich? Bring in a damned couch. You’re so busy being egalitarian, you forget you’re the boss. At least build a pillow into the edge of your desk.”
He snorted as she marched out, but he looked around his office, a biggish room with a utilitarian desk, a conference table, and a couple guest chairs surrounded by glass walls so he didn’t seem to be cutting himself off from his employees. Funny how it never seemed to be his office exactly. Not a single picture, flower, or memento.
But then, this never quite felt like his life.
Wiping sleep from his eyes, he headed toward the bathroom. Fifteen minutes later, he’d showered, shaved, and changed his shirt. He slapped a little aftershave on his sensitive, under-rested skin and sighed. He might be twenty-six, but he felt fifty-six and was starting to look it. Deep shadows under the eyes and a worry crease between his brows didn’t complement what the press called his boyish looks. These days his blue-gray eyes looked purple from all the lack-of-sleep redness.
With a shrug, he slid his coat back on and ran fingers through his damp waves, which he kept longer than business protocol might dictate—mostly because he didn’t have time to get it cut.
The upcoming meeting was important since it might hold the key to their future transportation needs, but then every meeting these days was critical to some decision or other. And every decision might—or might not—save the corporate ass of Merced Enterprises.
He pushed open the door of his office to a side view of long, curvy legs in black, high-heeled boots. Remy grinned. “Hi, Mama.”
Anastasia Merced stood and widened her arms. “Hi, darlin’.”
He hugged her and got a kiss on the cheek. His mama was officially retired as the CEO of Merced Enterprises, having left the running of the retail division to Remy’s brother, John Jack, and the technology group, which Remy had founded four years before when he was twenty-two, totally in his hands. She remained chairperson of the board and all-around meddler. Of course, she was brilliant and inspired, so it was tough to take offense.
A tray sat on his desk with some soft-boiled eggs and toast, and the steaming cup of coffee drew him like a lasso.
His mama waved toward it. “Eat, eat.”
“Thanks, Mama. I’ve got a meeting in half an hour.” He sat, picked up the cup, inhaled deeply, then set it back down and poured in a stream of cream. By the time he was done, the cup was full of a hot, white, viscous liquid.
“No responsible person could still call that coffee, Remy.”
He took a sip and closed his eyes. “I know, Mama. But it keeps me going.” He sighed contentedly, took another sip, then set it down in favor of eating his eggs that Eartha had flavored with VegiSal just to his taste. Between bites, he said, “To what do I owe, etcetera?”
“First, remember you have dinner with the family tonight.” She sighed. “Including Felicity.”
Damn.
His frown must have showed because she said, “You’re the one who tells me Felicity is the girl for you, not the other way around, darlin’.”
“I wouldn’t miss it, Mama.” He took another bite.
She smiled. “That’s my boy.”
“What’s second?”
“Excuse me?”
“You said first was coming to dinner. What’s second?” He took another fortifying sip of white coffee.
“You know that assistant I keep telling you that you require?”
He released a long, exasperated breath. “Mama, I haven’t got time—”
She held up a hand. “I know, I know. Too overworked to hire the assistant that might help you be less overworked.”
“Exactly. Even interviewing the candidates the agency sends over’s time consuming. I’ll do it when things calm down.”
“When’s that?”
He ran a hand over his face.
She said, “Don’t worry about it, darlin’. I know you haven’t got time.”
He widened his eyes. Thank God.
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p; She beamed at him, her bright lipstick showing a sharp contrast against her straight, white teeth—one of the first things she’d bought, she liked to tell people, when she and Remy’s dad started to make money. The few photos of Anastasia’s early life showed her with crooked teeth, neglected due to poverty.
Anastasia said, “I know you haven’t got time, so I hired him for you.”
“What?” Somewhere he’d lost the thread of this conversation.
She stood, tall, curvy, and perfectly dressed even if her slightly big hair and slightly over-bright makeup still reflected her Southern roots. “I hired your assistant. He starts tomorrow.”
Remy jumped up. “Wait. Just wait.” His sleep-deprived brain wasn’t quite up to the challenge. “I certainly didn’t neglect to hire an assistant because I wanted you to do it for me.”
“I’m aware. But I had this opportunity, and I couldn’t pass it by. My dear friend Nora Mae Treadwell called me to tell me her son has completed his schooling and is seeking a position in Southern California. I immediately thought of you and your desperate need for help. I offered the job on the spot.”
He shook his head. None of this was registering. “So you didn’t actually talk to her son?”
“No, but Nora Mae’s one of my oldest friends. An amazing woman. I’m sure her son is equally lovely.”
“Mama, I can’t hire someone I’ve never even met.”
“Of course you can. Family’s family, darlin’. I offered for him to stay with me, but she said he’s already fixed for lodging.”
“Where’s he coming from?” He was scared to hear the answer.
“Arkansas, of course.”
“Mama.” He flopped back in his seat. “I love you, and I want to help a friend of yours, but I haven’t got the bandwidth to babysit some misplaced—” He caught his breath and bit his tongue just in time before he inserted the word hillbilly or bumpkin. “—kid who’s away from home and out of his depth. Seriously.”
His mama narrowed her very intelligent eyes. “Remy, I didn’t raise you to become a West Coast snob. You’ll give this boy a chance to help you, and you’ll do it with a smile.”
“Yes, ma’am.” He might have lived in California since he was ten, but some traditions went way back to the Ozarks.
She gave him a pat on the cheek. “I know the pressure you’re under, Remy, and I know what it means if you fail. You need to accept help—from me and from this young man. It’ll be great. Wait and see.” She walked to the door and then suddenly turned. “By the way, his name’s Harper Treadwell.” She smiled. “See you tonight.”
She left as Remy tried to shake images of apple blossoms and cornbread out of his head.
ON AUTOPILOT, Remy turned his Prius into the seaside community where his mama’s home commanded as beautiful a location as crowded Southern California afforded, even to the very rich. His brain was crammed—with worry at seeing John Jack, his brother, and not having a clear solution to their online ordering problem, with exhaustion from plain lack of sleep, and with a strange thread of dread at seeing Felicity.
Shit, what’s wrong with this picture?
He wheeled up to the gate, pushed the remote, and drove onto the property. Waving at Federico, his mom’s chauffeur and all-around car guy, he parked on the circular drive in front of the three-story, traditional home, then slid out of the car, mounted the big porch, and let himself in with his key.
Nigel, his mama’s butler, met him at the door.
“Hey, Nigel.” Mama loved that little Annie Merced had a butler named Nigel. As with everyone, she treated him like a member of the family.
“Good evening, Remy. They’re in the great room.” He smiled. “I understand you’ve been working far too hard.”
Remy gave him a look. “Mama’s blabbing.”
“Well, when your mother talks about overwork, we know it’s serious, right?”
Nigel had a point. Nobody worked harder than Mama. “Message received.” He grinned, tried to let it reach his eyes, and walked toward the voices.
In the great room, John Jack hung out on the couch with Trudy, his beautiful wife who worked for ClearWater Foundation. Mama occupied her favorite chair.
Remy gave his mama a kiss on the cheek, then crossed to do the same with Trudy and shake hands with his brother. Remy smiled. “You two’re looking well. The second honeymoon must have been just the rest you needed.”
Trudy returned his smile with extra amperage. “We had a great time. You’ve got to visit Charleston, Remy. It’s wonderful.” She squeezed John Jack’s hand, and he returned it.
Remy made an effort to smile politely at the suggestion. “Thanks, dear, but Southern California’s about all the South I really need.”
His mama frowned slightly, and Remy winced. Should keep my opinions to myself. But it was good to see his brother and Trudy looking so happy. For a few years there, John Jack had been drinking too much and treating Trudy like a trophy he’d won playing golf. Then their mama had made a huge donation to the ClearWater Foundation and suggested Trudy as an employee to Ben Shane, the head of the charity. Trudy had thrived, and John Jack started seeing her with new eyes. As his appreciation rose, his alcohol consumption lowered. The “new” John Jack had been a serious improvement in both the marriage and the company.
Remy poured himself a glass of sauvignon blanc from the bar cart and looked up at the female voice coming from the entry. A minute later, Felicity Worksman walked in wearing her usual dark suit and high heels. “Hi, all, I’m so sorry I’m late. One of my clients started freaking out over a hedge-fund deal her late husband got them into.” She fanned a hand in front of her pretty but superserious face. “It was ugly.”
Remy walked over, kissed her cheek, and handed her the wine he’d just poured.
She smiled. “My hero.” Eyes closed, she took an appreciative gulp.
Remy chuckled and went to get himself another glass.
Trudy said, “Felicity, I don’t want to make you work, but before you settle in, I’d sure like some quick advice on the best short-term investments for some of our ClearWater donations.”
Mama said, “I’d like to hear that too.”
Felicity was a stockbroker and nearly as talented as she was driven. Everyone said she was Remy’s perfect girlfriend, and he had to agree it was a great match since she worked equally hard and always understood when he broke a date or got calls at dinner. Of course, that meant they didn’t see each other much. Occasionally, he wished he cared more.
Trudy and Mama led Felicity to the far end of the big room to talk, and John Jack waggled a finger at Remy. Remy swallowed his stress with a sip of wine and sat next to his brother on the couch.
John Jack said, “Any luck?”
Remy nodded, then shook his head. “Kind of. We can develop the technology to do the ordering and you’ve got the stores, so all the elements are there. But there’s something missing.” He blew out his breath, long and slow.
John Jack nodded. “Don’t beat yourself up. Nobody’s been able to really crack the grocery home-delivery nut. People like to see their food up close.”
Remy ran a hand through his hair. He’d heard that argument a bunch of times. “But we know that back in the forties and even fifties, people used to have groceries delivered from their local mom-and-pop store. It worked.”
“Different time. Everybody didn’t have two cars to get to one of four or five supermarkets in their town.”
The crease pressed in between Remy’s eyebrows. “You know better than me that those stores are struggling, and a lot of them are almost dead. Times are changing, and people need a better way.” He swallowed a too-big gulp of wine and coughed.
John Jack patted his back. “Hey, ease up. MercedMart’s losing some of its profitability, but Merced Technologies is thriving, right?”
“Yeah, but the main source of the company’s revenue is still the stores. We employ thousands of people who are out of work every time we close a location.”
His voice rose with stress.
John Jack’s hand closed on Remy’s arm and his frown matched Remy’s. “You’re not telling me anything I don’t know. Every store I shut about gives me a heart attack, but we’ve got to face reality, Remy. Retail’s changed, and it may never change back.”
Remy closed his hand over John Jack’s. “I know. That’s why I believe there has to be a way to get people to buy groceries online. It’s the future. It must be.”
He stared into his brother’s eyes for another second. John Jack got it. He knew all the downside of closing their retail stores. He was great at running stuff, but he wasn’t a visionary. Remy’s dad had drilled that into Remy’s young head before he died. “Your brother’s smart but not the same way you are. You see the future, Remy.” God, those words had propelled Remy through college and drove him every day. If someone was going to come up with an idea to save MercedMart and the tens of thousands of hard-working people who depended on it, it was going to have to be Remy. That’s why he worked all night—and why he had a twenty-four-hour-a-day sick stomach.
His mama waved a hand from across the room. “We’re settin’ a bad example over here. You two quit working, and we’ll quit. Let’s eat.”
Felicity waited by the entrance to the dining room, and Remy gave her another quick kiss. “Tough day?”
She nodded. “You too?”
“Yeah.”
“Let’s get some dinner.”
They sat side by side and let his mama lead the conversation. Mama grinned. “I ordered a couple special things for us all tonight.”
Nigel and their cook, Florence, started serving the meal, and clearly Mama’d outdone herself in the ordering department.
Remy glanced at Felicity as rare roast beef, fried chicken, mashed potatoes, potato salad, corn nuggets, and purple-hull peas arrived on the table. With each dish, the crease between Felicity’s eyebrows got deeper. Risking a quick look at Mama, she whispered to Remy, “What is this?”
“Arkansas cooking.”
“Dear God.”