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by Robert Jackson Bennett


  “That…could possibly work,” said Valeria. “Is fabrication of such a tool possible?”

  “It’s your designs,” said Berenice to Claudia. “What do you think?”

  Claudia pulled a face and cocked her head. “I guess. It’d take work, but—I don’t see why not.”

  “Then we need to get to it,” said Orso. Another peal of screams rang through the dark skies. “We we’ve got, what, three hours until midnight? That’s when he’s strongest, so I bet that’s when he’ll show up. I’ve no idea what he’s playing at out in the city, but…I don’t want to see it actually come to pass.”

  “I…will commit to helping you in this,” said Valeria.

  “Well, I mean—of course you would, yeah?” said Orso. “You want to see Crasedes dead and gone just as much as we do.”

  “True. But…I insist we consider a backup option. The alteration I have given to Sancia.”

  “The…The one where you merge with me?” asked Sancia, outraged.

  “True,” said Valeria. “It is not a significant process. I need only the slightest connection. We would not even need a sacrifice, or to wait for midnight. Would be much as Berenice and Sancia twinned themselves—a plate that Sancia would swallow, and then a second plate placed within this lexicon I inhabit, asserting we were the same. In this place, within her, I can become something new. But the access point needs a host to…function.”

  “You mean a living being,” said Gregor. “Just like how our plates in our own heads need to be in a living being to function.”

  “…True.”

  “So it’s like a…a tiny door to a place you can hide, and remake yourself,” said Sancia. “And you need to twin yourself with me to access it, because…”

  “Because Valeria is not allowed to create tools that can free herself from bondage,” she said, sounding exhausted. “So I made this door for someone not Valeria. Which is what I would become, if we were to twin, however briefly.”

  There was a long silence. Gregor and Sancia stared at each other, unsure what to say.

  “If it is any consolation,” Valeria said, now sounding somewhat bitter, “the experience would be deeply unpleasant for me—like a stoat with its paw in a trap, forced to gnaw off its own foot.”

  But Sancia was having none of it. “I still can’t get over this…” she said. “You did all this to me, and you never even asked me. You never even told me. I would have never even known, if not for Clef!”

  said Clef in her ear.

  “I intended to tell you,” said Valeria. “Before we began our final assault upon the Maker.”

  “Why wait?” said Orso.

  “Because…if our attack does not work…then this will need to be our last resort. We must make this, since we know it will work. We must consider it as an alternative before we confront the Maker.”

  Everyone exchanged an uncomfortable look, except Claudia, who understandably seemed completely bewildered by all this.

  “Does it have to be Sancia?” said Gregor. “I also carry hierophantic designs within me…If the moment truly came, could I not bear this burden?”

  “We could merge,” said Valeria, sighing, “but not separate. I did not build the mechanism for remaking myself into you, and I cannot do so now. If I twinned myself with you, we would become stuck—not quite one thing, not quite the other. Both of our minds reforged into something…else.”

  Orso wrinkled his nose. “Not…preferable then.”

  “True. Not at all.”

  “So it’s me,” said Sancia harshly. “I risk all this—I risk putting a goddamn hierophantic god inside my head—or it’s no one.”

  “True. That is correct. It is a final resort. But it must be one we commit to.”

  whispered Berenice to Sancia.

  said Sancia.

  “Show us what we need to do,” said Sancia aloud.

  “Sancia,” said Orso, taken aback. “Really?”

  “Really,” said Sancia. “We’re talking about the deaths of thousands. It’s a risk I’m willing to take.”

  “Sensible,” said Valeria—a little too eagerly for Sancia’s liking. “I will show you the proper sigils. It should not be difficult for you to complete.”

  “And if we’re wrong,” said Gregor, “and if he’s able to part through Valeria’s permissions like they’re not there?”

  “Then we reexamine putting Clef on a goddamn bolt,” said Orso. “Come on.”

  31

  Gregor watched the smoke rising from the Morsini campo. Occasionally he heard a boom or a bang—sounds he didn’t think were being caused by Crasedes.

  “Strange to be here now,” said Claudia softly, sitting on the roof at his feet. “Gio and I’d come up here to pace and rant and blow off steam after being given some deadline by Orso. To think I’d miss those days, and see such sights from this place…”

  “Yes,” said Gregor. Another boom. “I…I feel as if we’ve slept on a volcano all this time, but now…Now it’s finally erupted. Finally, it is truly war.”

  Claudia let out a tiny, crushed sigh. “What are we going to do?”

  “The same thing all peoples do in war,” said Gregor. “Try to survive.”

  He wondered: how many times had he been here before, looking out on devastation, and planning how best to navigate it? He imagined versions of himself through the years: a soldier first sailing out upon the Durazzo, eager to capture and conquer; a refugee, emerging from the mud of Dantua, mad and frenzied; a captain, patrolling the waterfront with Whip by his side. A lifetime spent walking in circles, it seemed, reliving the same moment over and over again.

  All the versions of myself are soldiers, he thought. And…when the scriving rules me—I am still a soldier. It just gives me a different set of targets and orders.

  Had this compulsion to live as a soldier come naturally, he wondered. Or had it been implanted within him long, long ago, while countless moths circled overhead…

  Has my whole life been but a dream? And when will I awake?

  He shook himself and looked at her. “You should go, Claudia. It won’t be safe for you here very soon.”

  She laughed miserably. “Go where? Back to me and Gio’s workshops? That’s not going to be much safer if the first of all hierophants decides to really flex his muscles.”

  Gregor thought about it. “True. In that case…you should go to the Slopes.”

  “The Slopes? Why?”

  “There’s an encampment there. A rather shabby one, where you can buy all manner o—”

  “The Givans, yeah,” said Claudia. “The slaves. I buy wine from them there all the time. Why should I go there?”

  “Because they have ships,” said Gregor, “and they are leaving. There will be a woman waiting there named Polina Carbonari. Tell her I sent you. If things go poorly, tell her to wait for us. If things go really, quite very poorly, get on a ship and go, and do not look back.”

  Claudia looked terrified. “You? You think we should leave the city? I thought you of all people would stay until the fight was over.”

  “The fight,” said Gregor, “has changed. So we must change with it.” He looked back at the smoking Morsini campo. “If you see Polina…tell her that now would be a very good time to get a lot of scrivers on her side. It would be wise to consider which Lamplands firms you admire and trust, Claudia, and whether they might serve as good allies in whatever might be coming next—and whether they would come to the Slopes as well.”

  Her eyes had grown quite wide now. “You’re not talking
about just leaving. You’re talking about evacuating.”

  “Something must be salvaged from this city, if the worst comes to pass. If you go,” said Gregor, “and if you see Polina and you tell her I sent you…please also tell her I said she was right. That she was right about everything. But I still would have done everything the same.”

  “All right, Gregor. I will.”

  They embraced. Gregor wasn’t quite sure why—Claudia had been a colleague at Foundryside only for about a year, and they’d maintained a professional, respectful distance. But it suddenly seemed proper to embrace now, with the skies full of smoke and screams, and the dawn so terribly distant.

  Then she turned and left, running down the stairs, and he watched her as she crossed the Foundryside courtyard, still wearing her leather apron and her magnifying goggles. He watched her until she entered the muddy streets beyond, and then she was gone.

  * * *

  —

  An hour into their labors upon Orso’s hierophant-killing bullet, Sancia decided that never in the history of all of Tevanne had so much work gone into altering one little ball of lead.

  she said to Berenice as she scrawled out a few sigil strings on a blackboard,

  Berenice said, She carefully dipped her stylus in bronze and continued working on the lead slug.

  Which was true. Clef had not always been skilled at designing scrivings. Three years ago, he’d claimed he could only tinker with a finished product, and no more—but now he seemed different. He spoke up, directly commenting on their plans, saying, or, Just by touching her skin to him, Sancia could feel his immense knowledge of scrivings and permissions and commands, and they guided her choices as she went about their work—for though their connection wasn’t nearly as intense as her connection to Berenice, it was still a connection.

  Sancia asked during a pause in their work,

 

 

  he said with a faint pout of modesty,

  She thought about this.

  said Valeria.

 

  said Clef.

 

  said Valeria somewhat coldly,

  asked Sancia.

  said Valeria,

  asked Sancia.

  asked Valeria.

  Sancia’s hand slowly crept up to where Clef hung from her neck by a string.

  asked Clef.