by Kasey Krane
Spade clenched his jaws, like he was frustrated about something.
“If I could do things differently now, River, I would. If I was old enough, powerful enough to stand up for you, I would do that. At the time, I believed that sending you off to Texas was the right thing to do, and maybe it was. Buck rarely made a bad decision. But I would do it differently now, but I can’t take any of that back.”
I looked away from him, chewing on my lip. It was amazing to see the kind of admiration these guys still had for my father. Even though he was dead now. And even though Spade just admitted that my dad had handled my case badly; he still admired him.
“You’ll have to explain to me exactly why you think it was a good decision because I just don’t see it that way,” I said.
We were looking at each other now. I was trying to be as non-aggressive towards him as possible. Although talking about dad, and Texas and what happened seven years ago always seemed to bring back that aggression in me.
Spade looked up and about shiftily. Like he was checking to make sure we were not being overheard.
“I want to tell you everything, River, but not here. This is too public.”
I gulped. Once again, there was that secrecy! Was he going to tell me my life was in danger?
I stared at him blankly, feeling betrayed again.
“We could go back to my place. I’ll tell you what you want to know,” he suggested.
His place. Spade’s house. The two of us alone together.
He had a neutral expression on his face. It didn’t seem like he was implying anything else other than giving me the information I wanted, but I couldn’t help but let my mind wander. I gulped. My throat had suddenly gone very dry.
“Okay, sure, I’m fine with that,” I said and we both stood up. Neither of us looked at each other much as we walked out of the cafe. His bike was parked outside and Spade led me to it.
I hadn’t been on one of these in years and I bit down on my lip in anticipation. I’d forgotten how much I used to enjoy riding on the backseat of one of these!
Spade jumped on and extended his hand to me, waiting for me to take it. There was a twinkle in his eye that matched mine now. Was he thinking what I was thinking too?
***
Spade still lived in the same house as the one I remembered. It was like everybody’s life here had stood still since I left for Texas.
He led me into the house and I followed him to the cozy living room. It seemed like a bachelor pad, even though it was an entire house. I was aware that his parents weren’t alive anymore—his mother and step father. I might have asked him about all that, made small talk; but I was more interested in finding out what I was really here for.
We sat down. I was on the couch and Spade sat across from me on a low stool. For some reason, it seemed like he wanted to look me straight in the eyes. Even though his stare made me uncomfortable and I wanted to look away; I couldn’t. It was like he had me under his spell.
“River, I just want to tell you something that has been kept from you for several years. I’m pretty sure that if your dad was alive he would have stopped me from telling you, to protect you, but I think you should know. For your own safety.”
He spoke in a firm determined voice. Like he was not going to allow me to interrupt him while he spoke. I blinked as I stared back at him.
“Buck was the President of our MC. The High Rollers. He was one of the main founders and the one who brought the MC up to the position it is in now. By which I mean; the position of power it holds in the city.”
Here, Spade stopped. He was watching me carefully, just as carefully as I was watching him. I didn’t know what kind of position of power the MC held, but I waited for him to continue.
“The High Rollers runs a highly profitable casino business. An underground casino business. Which means that we churn out a lot of income but we run a high risk operation and are constantly open to threats and attacks by other businesses.”
“So, your lives are in constant danger?” I asked. Spade said nothing, he just stared at me. I should have known it was something like this. Something this dangerous. I had no idea what kind of danger, what kind of risk; my father had kept me shielded from all this all my life.
“Is that why dad sent me to Texas?” I asked him, in a low murmuring voice. I had my hands clasped together on my lap. I was trying to not hold my breath as I waited for his answer.
Spade nodded, then ran a hand through his hair.
“This was around the time that the casino was being set up. The MC was young and we weren’t as powerful back then. While the business was being set up we faced a lot of threats from rival gangs and organizations. Buck was the only one with a liability; you. None of the other members had family. And since he was the President, he knew that his enemies could hurt you or kidnap you to get to him. He wanted to avoid that at all costs.”
My breath was caught in my throat. I was afraid I couldn’t say a word. That no sound would escape me. I could feel hot tears pricking the backs of my eyelids.
“So, he used my relationship with you as a cover?” I asked.
Spade clenched his jaws and looked away from me.
“Partly, yes. He figured he could blame our relationship for sending you away and at the same time; for you to get involved with an MC member meant you would be in double danger. The danger was very real, River.”
Hi voice sounded earnest and I forced myself to look at him again. Spade’s face had darkened, his brows were crossed, he was peering at me, studying my every reaction.
“And what about you?” I asked and I watched him square his shoulders in frustration.
“I had no other choice, River. I was a prospect at the MC. I was a nobody. Buck was giving me a new life and his argument made sense. The only way to keep you safe was by getting you out of Vegas.”
I licked my lips, gulping profusely, trying to keep the tears at bay because I didn’t want to cry in front of him.
“Tell me how he died, Spade. How did my father die?” I asked.
This question he was not as eager and quick to answer as the rest. He stared at my face for several moments, assessing me first before he said anything.
“Our MC is under attack from a rival group at the moment because we are running the most profitable casino in the city. They used a little boy as bait. My half-sister’s son. My nephew. Buck was the only man who could save the kid and he went in. He didn’t think twice between choosing his own safety over my nephew’s life, and for that I will always be grateful to him. And I will do anything to keep you safe.”
When I heard those words, I couldn’t hold back the tears any longer. I burst out crying. I tried to cover my face with my hands but the tears were inevitable.
I didn’t even know when Spade came over and wrapped his arms around me. I could feel his warmth and his strength again and for a moment I thought I was just dreaming. But then I looked up at him and his handsome face was shining down at me. His large warm thumbs were stroking my temples, he was trying to calm me down.
“All those things you said to me on the phone that day…did you mean any of it?” I murmured.
Spade was searching my eyes as he cradled me in his arms.
“I said what I had to say to make you leave, River,” he replied. “No, I didn’t mean any of it.”
My lips parted and he was lowering his head towards me. I didn’t realize how hard I was gripping him. My hands were tightly clutching the biceps on his arms. Then our mouths met and I experienced that sizzle, it shot down my spine and I felt it cover my whole body.
We were kissing. After all these years, it was really truly happening again. He leaned towards me, pushing me back into the couch. I kissed him too, our lips slipping over each other’s. His tongue slid into my open mouth and finally, we could taste each other.
It was a soft kiss, a slow kiss…like a warm glow that was taking over me. I could feel his large hands everywhere; all over my body. He was to
uching my hips, my butt, moving over me so he could cover me with his body.
I was being pinned down on the couch under his heavy weight and that feeling spun me out of control. To know that Spade was covering me. That he was literally shielding me with his strength. All that muscle and power.
I rolled my hips as he kissed me harder, raising myself up towards him.
Spade and I had fleeting sexual experiences together seven years ago. We were taking it slow back then. We’d never gone all the way…but at this point, I didn’t care. I wanted all of him. I’d always regretted not giving myself to him completely when I had the chance.
Spade slowly pulled his mouth away from mine and we were panting. I was completely out of breath but he didn’t move an inch. He was still lying on top of me and I was pinned to the couch. Our bodies were pressed together, so I could feel just how hard he was. His cock was tenting his pants and I wanted to feel him. I wanted to feel the width and the weight of him. I knew he could feel my warmth too.
He knew just how wet and hot I was between my legs.
“Is this what you want, River?” I heard him ask as he searched my eyes. Our faces were barely an inch apart. My breasts were heaving because he’d sucked the breath out of me. But I knew he wasn’t going to go any further than this because the memory of my father was holding him back.
I wedged my hand between us, pushing it down till I was forcing my hand inside his pants. I wanted him to see just what I wanted and how much I wanted it.
“Yes, Spade,” I hissed as my hands went even further down. I curled it around his big throbbing cock and I sighed. Spade clenched his jaws. He was still trying to control and reign in his desire, but I wasn’t going to allow him to do that for very long.
We’d waited seven years for this to happen. It was about fucking time.
I started stroking him before he could stop me and I heard him grunt. He was losing control. I could feel that. Spade could feel how quickly his desires were spiraling completely out of control.
If he had ever made any vow to my father about keeping his hands off me, he was breaking it now.
I could feel his cock throb. Big and strong. His cock knew exactly what it wanted. We were on the same page, even if Spade was still struggling with giving in. I rolled my hips more, meeting his body while he groaned.
I stroked him, harder and harder in my hand while he moved on top of me to match my rhythm. Finally he growled and roughly shoved my hand out of his pants. I thought he was going to jump off the couch and walk away, but instead he reached down and zipped down my jeans.
“Two way street,” he said and before I knew it, he was rolling my jeans down my thighs. Then my lace panties were on the floor and Spade was back on top of me again.
I breathed in deeply as I saw him covering me with his large body. His blue eyes were deep and dark as he focused his attention on my pussy.
I didn’t know what exactly he was going to do next but when he lowered his mouth on me I gasped and clutched the couch.
He flicked my sensitive swollen clit with his tongue first and I inched myself up to look down at him. Our eyes locked. His eyes were glittering. Now he was the one in control and clearly, he was glad of this position.
I gasped and sighed when his tongue started moving up and down the length of my pussy, preparing me for what was about to come. He was tasting me, licking me like I was ice cream.
I grabbed my breasts and squeezed, trying to keep my cries under control while he ravaged my pussy. His tongue was like magic. I had no idea he was capable of this…or was this a new trick? I didn’t want to think about that. There was no room for jealousy. Just pleasure.
Spade started to suck on my pussy after that, while his fingers quickly found my slit. His mouth focused on my clit, sucking and licking me dry while his middle finger slipped into me, inch by inch, dominating me so that I felt completely powerless now.
I reached down, tumbling down towards an orgasm and I weaved my fingers into his hair. Spade didn’t give up. His hands were on my hips, holding me in place while his mouth did all the work and I knew there was no way I could hold back any longer.
I was going to come in Spade’s mouth.
Chapter Fourteen
Spade
My tongue licked her juices up while she wriggled and move under me. River was going nowhere. After seven years of dreaming about her, I was finally going to claim her.
I never imagined this was what she wanted too, but I was going to take what was given to me.
I thrust my finger into her pussy, while I licked and sucked her clit till I knew she was going to come. She was falling over me, arching her back with her curls covering me like a hood while I worshipped her perfect pussy.
She was every inch as beautiful as I knew she would be under those clothes.
She shook and I started thrusting my finger harder inside her, pleasuring her clit with my thumb at the same time. There was nothing more I wanted than to take full control of her body.
River came, her juices slowly trickled out of her while her body vibrated and shook. I didn’t stop with my tongue, not until I could hear her breathing wildly and I was sure she was done.
My cock was rock hard and ready in my pants.
“Spade…” she whispered my name and I finally moved away from her pink spent pussy.
“I’ve waited so long for this, River,” I said with a groan as I came up to kiss her again. She threw herself back on the couch and I followed her down. Stretching myself over her, covering her face and neck with kisses.
“I want you, Spade, I’ve always wanted you so badly,” she murmured while she weaved her fingers in my hair. It felt like finally our bodies were fuzed as one. I knew she could feel the throbbing intensity of my cock in my pants.
I kissed her chin, down her neck…till I was fondling her breasts and nipples. I stretched out her blouse, pulling it till she helped me roll it off her. Her bra was a rosy pink color, and when I snapped it off, I saw the color matched her nipples. They were erect and hard. I’d never gone this far with her before. I’d never seen her this naked in all her glory before.
And she was a sight to behold.
With her beautiful curls spread out around her like a halo.
River was lying on the couch, naked and beautiful and all I could do was lean away from her so I could appreciate her in awe. Every inch was full glory. How could I let this woman get away from me? How could I do anything other than worship her day and night, everyday?
I knew I would do anything in my power to keep her safe and protected from harm. Just like her father wanted to.
I’d slipped off the couch, and now I could see her blushing as she lay there.
“Are you just going to look at me?” she asked in a low murmuring voice. How was I supposed to explain to her that she was like an ethereal angel to me right now? That I couldn’t even dream of touching her.
She chewed down on her lip and slowly sat up on her knees on the couch.
“I know exactly what I want to do, Spade. Two way street, remember?” she said and a smirk widened on her face. I knew what she was thinking. She was going to take back the control now.
She reached over to me, placing her soft delicate hands on my waist and pulling me towards herself. I was standing over her now, looking down at her angelic face, those beautiful golden curls spread out around her bare slender shoulders.
River was undoing my belt. In a hurry she pulled down my pants and then my boxers.
She took my cock in her hand, both her hands and looked up at me. Our eyes met. Hers were seductively large and bright green. I knew what she had in mind, what she was going to do next, and I could feel my heart beating even faster now.
She leaned forward and I watched her bubblegum sweet mouth open wide as she slipped my cock in. I groaned aloud, reaching forward for her, placing my hand on her head. I bunched up her curls in my hand, gripping her tightly as she started bobbing her head back and forth, making my
cock explode in her mouth.
Nothing had felt this good before.
I’d imagined what it would be like to have River’s mouth on me, but I couldn’t have imagined this. It was crazy good. Like nothing could compare.
My cock pulsated in her mouth, while her tongue slid up and down the length. She was the one in complete control now. My pleasure was in her hands.
She continued to look up at me with those innocent angelic green eyes and I knew I could explode any moment. She knew exactly what to do with that tongue, running it over the tip of my slippery cock, licking up all the juices that spilled out of me.
Her body was tiny and straight as she sat perched on the edge of the couch. I held her by her hair tightly and she had a growing smile on her face while she got faster and faster with her movements.
I growled as I hurtled forward. I grabbed her by her shoulders, holding on to her for support while she bobbed her head and sucked on my cock till I erupted.
I grabbed my cock and pulled it out of River’s mouth, spilling my cum all over her neck. I was groaning, cursing aloud and I knew nothing had felt like this before and I wasn’t even inside her. I couldn’t even imagine what that was going to feel like.
River had a smile on her face, she knew she’d proved her powers over me. But I couldn’t help smiling back either.
No other woman could do to me what she did.
***
We were lying on the couch together, staring up at the ceiling. It was like neither of us wanted to break the sacred silence between us. I couldn’t believe what just happened. We were supposed to meet up and talk. I was so excited when she called.
I wasn’t sure what I was going to say, if I could tell her the truth or not and if that would be a betrayal of Buck’s trust in me. Either way, I knew I wanted to meet her and be close to her. But this was not how close I was expecting us to get! Even when I invited her to my place, it was just to have a private conversation. At no point did I even imagine this could happen between us.