by Toy
“Are you sure you’re not just trying your hand with me? It sure seems that way to me,” she told him.
“Hell nah. How can you even think that? That night at the club, you had to feel what I felt. The shit scared the fuck out of me. How could I feel some type of way about a chick who never even looked at me? When we touched, all I could say was damn,” he said, stepping closer to her. Lawrynn stepped back a few steps and then rushed past him, trying to get away. “You’re still running from me. You hurt my damn feelings that night when you dipped in the middle of us dancing. When he introduced you to me, I was so pissed that you were the good girl he told me about. That’s why I had to leave. If I didn’t, I would’ve gone caveman on your ass. I was itching to knock his ass out and snatch you up out of there. I couldn’t do that, though. Once y’all passed a year of being together, I stopped thinking about what we could’ve been. Do you ever think about that night?” Murder asked as he rushed up on Lawrynn.
She was stuck between him and the island in the middle of the kitchen. Murder put his hands on both sides of her to stop her from trying to get away from him again. He put his face in the crook of her neck and deeply inhaled. Lawrynn felt his dick growing against her thigh. She started moving around, trying to get away from him.
“Chill the fuck out, man. Answer my question. I wanna know,” he said as he lifted his head to look her in the eye. “Do you ever think about that night?”
“Yes, yes, I have a lot,” she said barely above a whisper.
Lawrynn’s body betrayed her while her mind was telling her to run far away from Murder. Murder’s mind and body were telling him to fuck the shit out of Lawrynn right in her kitchen. He had waited in the cut for too fucking long already. It wasn’t his intention to have her hemmed up like this, but shit happens.
“If we fuck, we gonna be together,” he told her as his hands caressed her breasts through the thin ass shirt she had on. “You gonna stop running from me, Lawrynn?” he whispered in her ear.
She could only give a light moan as a response. Murder had to force himself, but he stepped back from her. He stood there taking her in as she held his gaze, looking like she was ready to be fucked. After a few minutes, he could tell that she was starting to get embarrassed by him just looking at her.
“Stop looking at me like that,” she whined.
“Shut that shit up, Law Baby,” he told her seconds before his lips connected with hers.
Lawrynn gave in to the kiss, still not used to the effect he had on her. Before this second, she’d never believed that she could be pushed to the edge by a kiss. Pain used to kiss her all the time, but for some reason, his kisses were always friendly to her. The kisses from Murder were damn near causing her to cum right where she stood.
Chapter 9
Murder had never wanted to be inside a woman as much as he wanted to be inside Lawrynn. The mixture of her moans, the softness of her lips, and the hardness of his dick wouldn’t let him take her to another room of the house or even the couch, which was only a few steps away. He had to have her now, right damn now.
With a firm grip on her shorts, Murder yanked them to the floor. He continued to kiss her body as he pulled them down. When his face got close to Lawrynn’s pussy, his mouth began to water. His mind was conflicted on the next move. No doubt he wanted to taste the juices that were making her shaved pussy shine, but he knew he couldn’t just get one lick of her and stop. If he even just ran the tip of his tongue between her lips, it would turn into him shoving his face, tongue, and nose all in her pussy. He had to force himself to stand back up. The hardness of his dick was beginning to get painful to him. He looked at her with a smirk because she had no idea what she was in for.
The way Murder was staring at Lawrynn as if she was about to be his next meal scared her a little bit. She wasn’t a virgin by far but standing there with Murder made her feel like one. This was one man who caused her not to care about whatever they were about to do. When she was with Pain, Lawrynn was never able to just let go. Never did she throw caution to the wind and not care about anything they did sexually. There was always a disconnect with them. That’s why this feeling she had right now with Murder was scaring her.
Lawrynn started to see flashes of the two of them in various positions right in the kitchen. Never had she been more turned on by the thought of fucking all around her house. In an instant, she had thoughts of them even fucking in the hallway. She reached out and unbuckled his belt followed by unzipping his jeans. Her hand slid between his skin and the fabric of his boxers. When she gripped the dick that she sought, after her clit started to ache.
“Grip ya dick, Law Baby,” he said to her with his eyes closed.
His encouragement made her start to caress his dick. Seeing his reaction to what she was doing made her want to do more. Lawrynn started to crave the sound of him moaning; seeing him bite his bottom lip, and hearing him cuss were all she wanted. Out of nowhere, she hopped on the island, grabbed his dick, and placed it just between her pussy lips. She could feel the tip right at the opening but not in the opening yet.
“I’m not fucking playing with your ass, Lawrynn. If I put my dick in you, you will belong to me. I don’t fucking share, and hell nah, I’m not putting on a rubber right now. I’m clean, and I know you are too. Just don’t make me kill a nigga behind you,” Murder told her.
“Shut the fuck up, Maurice,” Lawrynn said as she pulled his dick inside her.
The initial impact of him entering her should’ve been expected, but it wasn’t. The only sexual interaction she’d had since the breakup was her fingers and her handy vibrating dildo in the back of her panty drawer. Murder’s dick was almost double the thickness of that.
“Ah, shit, you suffocating my shit,” Murder said as he slow stroked her.
I hope my uterus is intact after this shit, Lawrynn thought. The feeling of him slowly speeding up his strokes caused her to throw her head back as he pumped run in and out of her. Murder was enjoying the sight of her breasts jiggling around. The fuck faces that she made almost made him say fuck this slow stroke and fuck her like he was mad. He knew he couldn’t do that because that might scare her into not giving him any more pussy. Not getting her again now that he was finally inside her was some shit he couldn’t fathom. He knew this shit was going to happen. He had gone all this time without fucking Lawrynn, but now that he had, nothing else mattered.
“Good pussy having ass. Don’t deny me my shit. Do you hear me?” he said as he stroked her.
Lawrynn heard him loud and clear, but she said nothing. Seeing her now laid out on the island, eyes closed and biting her lip was better than any porn that he had seen. He placed his hand over her pussy and started to massage her clit with his thumb. She started to moan, which wasn’t what he wanted her to do. He wanted her yelling out his name. Fuck all that moaning shit. Murder pulled out of her and headed for the fridge.
“Stay just like you are,” he said when he heard her whine a little bit.
After taking out an ice cube, Murder went back to his woman. He slid back inside her and placed the ice cube on her clit.
“Shit,” she called out.
Murder licked his lips and smirked at her. She had no idea of the effect she had on him. Moving the ice cube around in a circle, he added more force to his strokes.
“You gotta cum before the ice melts, baby girl. What you gonna do? I know you not gonna let the ice win, Lawrynn. Cum for me, baby,” he coached her as he pounded her over and over. “Stop fucking holding it. I can feel ya pussy cutting up on my dick. Stop fucking playing with me,” he said.
Murder watched Lawrynn’s mouth open like she was yelling, but no sound came out. Knowing that she was about to let loose, he tossed the rest of the ice in his mouth and started trying to fuck her, so she would let loose on him. He gripped her waist and tried to keep his rhythm as long as he could. Feeling her cum coat his dick only triggered him to cum after she did.
“Fuuuuuuck!” he yelled as he shot
off inside Lawrynn, not caring one damn bit if she turned up pregnant.
The way he saw it, since she was off for the next three days, there was gonna be a lot of fucking going on. Now that he had her, he most definitely had to have her.
“Get up, so we can get cleaned up. We got some shit to discuss,” he told her as he took Lawrynn’s hand and helped her to her feet.
“Damn,” was the only word she could say at that moment.
Her body was still tingling from what they had just done. There was no doubt in her mind that Murder was different from anyone else she had dealt with. They went to the master bathroom to get cleaned up, and Lawrynn was shocked when Murder took the initiative to clean her up himself. He noticed the way she looked at him while he cleaned her with the warm, soapy rag.
“When you treasure someone, you treat them like the treasure they are. No stress, anger, or turmoil should come to them from you. A lot of niggas out here say they love and appreciate their woman, but they do shit that says otherwise. I’m more of an action type of nigga. People lie, but actions don’t, even the ones that they try to hide. You’ll never have a doubt in your mind how I feel about you because I’ll show you exactly what’s up,” he told her and followed it up with a kiss. She smiled at him, making him chuckle.
“Oh yeah, don’t think because I didn’t eat the box just now that I don’t eat the box. I just had to get inside you right then. If you’re mine, and I love and trust you, my mouth will be all over your body,” he told Lawrynn, not even realizing that he had basically told her that he loved her. He noticed that she was looking at him kind of funny. “What you looking like that for?” he asked.
“You just said you love me. I think that’s what you were saying. Do you love me, Murder, like really love me?” she asked.
Murder finished washing himself up before he turned to look at her. He could see that she was anxious for him to answer. He also knew that this was the moment he put everything on the line with Lawrynn. He didn’t want it to happen this fast, but here they were. Sometimes life happened at its own pace and not how fast or slow you wanted it to.
“I know this shit is gonna sound corny as fuck, but yeah, I love you. That night on the dance floor, I felt something different toward you. Seeing you get dogged by Pain and still be loyal to his ass only made my feelings deeper for you. That day I saw you in the mall, I was ready to fight that nigga for making you cry. Instead, I called his ass, and we went back and forth about y’all breaking up. I know you don’t think I go around fucking chicks raw and shit. I did it with you because you’ve been mine since that night we danced. You don’t gotta say the shit back; I know females are difficult as fuck, so it’s all good. Just know that I love your ass, and you should move around accordingly,” he told her.
Lawrynn shook her head because even when he was being sweet to her, there was always a threat getting thrown in.
Chapter 10
After getting cleaned up and eating, the two of them lay on the bed watching TV. Murder had always thought that chilling with females was some pussy ass shit to do. He never thought this would be where he was. Looking down at the top of her head on his chest made him smile.
“What did you want to talk about?” he heard her ask.
Murder hesitated for a moment because he wasn’t trying to kill the mood.
“Pain,” he said simply.
“What about him?” she asked, still not moving from where she was.
“We kinda got in a fight earlier about you.”
“Why would y’all fight about me when he’s with my cousin? She’s carrying his baby, so what’s his problem? He made his choice. It’s a little late for him to be thinking about me,” she said.
“I think he still loves you,” Murder said. Just saying it out loud pissed him off.
“So, what does that mean for us?” Lawrynn asked.
Knowing how close they were, she knew that if Pain was still holding on to feelings for her, it would cause them problems.
“It doesn’t have shit to do with us. That’s some shit he gotta work out on his own. I just want you to know in case he tries some bullshit. Keep ya head on a swivel. It’s a damn shame that I’ve been through all types of shit with that nigga, but when it comes to you, he acts like a straight bitch. Just so you know, earlier, on the phone, I wasn’t doing that shit to show his ass shit. It was just that when he found out you were on the phone, he should’ve left, but he didn’t. I’m not gonna hold my tongue on shit I got to say to save a grown man’s feelings. He told me to shoot my fucking shot, so he can’t get in his damn feelings when I do the shit,” Murder said.
Lawrynn’s head shot up as she turned to look at him.
“Shoot your shot? Y’all were discussing me like that? So, what? He gave you permission, or did you pay him some money?” she asked.
“How the fuck you figure all that bullshit? It wasn’t nothing like that. I was telling him how stupid he was for doing that dumb shit to you, and he called himself being big and bad and talking all kinds of shit. One thing led to another, and I told him that if I got at you, I would change your life. He said that shit thinking that you wouldn’t give me the time of day. Seeing that we’re vibing with each other is just making him feel like a dummy. He’ll be alright,” Murder told her.
“What if he isn’t alright? What if he tries something just to get back at us for getting together? I know y’all are close and all, but if he feels some type of way, there’s no telling what he’ll do,” Lawrynn said, sounding worried.
“If it comes to that, I’ll just have to take care of a funeral and the child of a man who used to be my brother after I kill his ass. If he comes at me, that ain’t no thing. My trigger finger is gonna itch if he starts doing dumb shit to you. You’re gonna have to tell me if he tries some bullshit. I don’t want him walking around out here thinking he got one up on me, all because you ain’t tell me something. Promise me you’re gonna tell me as soon as something happens,” he told her.
“Okay, I’ll tell you if he tries anything. Do you know you can’t just go around killing everybody you have a problem with?” she asked.
Murder looked at her like she was the dumbest chick on the planet.
“What? You think they call me Murder because I negotiate shit with motherfuckers? Just so you know, I don’t kill everybody I have a problem with. I had a problem with you being with Pain’s ass, and both of y’all are still living,” he told her as if that made him less of a killer.
“You would’ve killed me?” she asked.
“Nah, but his ass? Hell yeah. Real shit, I was hoping one day he would slap you around a little bit, so I could come to the rescue. I would beat his ass in front of you and shit. Then, when I was done, you would cry in my arms and shit like the dumb ass white girls do in the movies,” he said and laughed.
“Really, a whole fucking scenario, though? Who the hell does that?” Lawrynn asked, trying not to laugh.
“I keep telling you I’m a different type of nigga man. Do you know the definition for insanity is to keep doing the same thing and expecting a different result? Think of it like this, I’m different than the rest of them lames, so basically, I’m saving you from being insane for the rest of your life,” he told her seriously.
For the rest of the day, they chilled out in the house and just got to spend time with each other. Lawrynn had never seen this side of Murder. The more time she spent with him the harder she fell.
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On the other side of town, Pain was in the house pissed about what happened with Murder. How could he not know that Murder wanted Lawrynn for real? All those times he told him that a real nigga was gonna snatch her up, he didn’t know his brother was plotting on his ex. He could deal with her being with anyone else other than her getting with Murder. Hell, she could even go gay if she wanted to. All of that would be better than her getting with Murder. Murder was violating in the worst way for even trying his hand with her. Lawrynn was finally showing her hoe ass wa
ys just like her cousin. That’s why he dogged bitches out like he did. None of these hoes out here were loyal.
“So, you got me carrying your baby, and you’re still out there fighting over Lawrynn’s ass?” Nikki appeared out of nowhere fussing.
Arguing was something they did at least three times a day.
“What the fuck you talking about?” Pain asked, trying to buy time to put a lie together in his head.
“Oh, nigga, you heard me loud and clear. Why you out here fighting over her?”
“I don’t know what you heard, but I wasn’t fighting over her. Murder came out and stole my ass, and that’s why we were fighting.”
It wasn’t exactly a lie, but it wasn’t exactly the truth either.
“Oh, is that what happened?” Nikki asked sarcastically.
Pain remained quiet as Nikki took her phone out, pressed a few buttons, then shoved the phone in Pain’s face. There it was, plain as day, Pain and Murder having an argument. Every word was crystal clear, even when he said that a brother doesn’t try to get with the girl the other brother loves. When it ended, Pain didn’t bother to look at Nikki.
“I do all this for you, and you still love her over me? I guess that video is you rehearsing for some ghetto ass web series, right, mother fucker? I can’t fucking believe you. You don’t give shit about me,” she fussed.
“Man, look, I ain’t mean none of that shit. I couldn’t look like a fucking fool out there. I had to say something to save face,” he tried to explain.
“Fucking pathetic. You made your choice. Am I not good enough to love?” Nikki asked, fighting back tears.
“Come on, man, with the bullshit. You know it was never about love with us. I’m gonna love that baby coming out of you, but I can never love you. Think about that shit for a minute. You pushed up on me, talking about you wanted to know what kind of dick your cousin was getting. If you not loyal to ya fam, why would I think you’re gonna be loyal to me? I can’t love nobody who doesn’t know how to be loyal. I fuck with you heavy, but that’s all we’ll ever be, no matter how many kids of mine you have. We don’t really get along if fucking ain’t involved, and you know it,” Pain told her truthfully.