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"Political matters?" Breeze asked lightly. "You mean, perhaps, like overthrowing the Final Empire?"
Tindwyl closed her mouth, lips growing thin. "You should not encourage him to break his vows," she finally said. "If you were his friends, you would see that to be true, I think. "
"Oh?" Breeze asked, pointing at her with his cup of wine. "Personally, I think youre just embarrassed that he disobeyed you all, but then actually ended up freeing your people. "
Tindwyl gave Breeze a flat stare, her eyes narrow, her posture stiff. They sat that way for a long moment. "Push on my emotions all you wish, Soother," Tindwyl said. "My feelings are my own. You will have no success here. "
Breeze finally turned back to his drink, muttering something about "damn Terrismen. "
Elend, however, wasnt paying attention to the argument. He already had four books open on the table before him, and was flipping through a fifth. Vin smiled, remembering the days—not so long ago—when his courtship of her had often involved him plopping himself down in a nearby chair and opening a book.
He is the same man, she thought. And that soul, that man, is the one who loved me before he knew I was Mistborn. He loved me even after he discovered I was a thief, and thought I was trying to rob him. I need to remember that.
"Come on," she whispered to OreSeur, standing as Breeze and Ham got into another argument. She needed time to think, and the mists were still fresh.
This would be a lot easier if I werent so skilled, Elend thought with amusement, poking through his books. I set up the law too well.
He followed a particular passage with his finger, rereading it as the crew slowly trailed away. He couldnt remember if hed dismissed them or not. Tindwyl would probably chastise him for that.
Here, he thought, tapping the page. I might have grounds to argue for a revote if any of the members of the Assembly arrived late to the meeting, or made their votes in absentia. The vote to depose had to be unanimous—save, of course, for the king being deposed.
He paused, noticing movement. Tindwyl was the only one still in the room with him. He looked up from his books with resignation. I probably have this coming. . . .
"I apologize for treating you with disrespect, Your Majesty," she said.
Elend frowned. Wasnt expecting that.
"I have a habit of treating people like children," Tindwyl said. "It is not something that I should be proud of, I think. "
"Its—" Elend paused. Tindwyl had taught him never to excuse peoples failings. He could accept people with failings—even forgive them—but if he glossed over the problems, then they would never change. "I accept your apology," he said.
"Youve learned quickly, Your Majesty. "
"I havent had much choice," Elend said with a smile. "Of course, I didnt change fast enough for the Assembly. "
"How did you let this happen?" she asked quietly. "Even considering our disagreement over how a government should be run, I should think that these Assemblymen would be supporters of yours. You gave them their power. "
"I ignored them, Tindwyl. Powerful men, friends or not, never like being ignored. "
She nodded. "Though, perhaps we should pause to take note of your successes, rather than simply focusing on your failings. Vin tells me that your meeting with your father went well. "
Elend smiled. "We scared him into submission. It felt very good to do something like that to Straff. But, I think I might have offended Vin somehow. "
Tindwyl raised an eyebrow.
Elend set down his book, leaning forward with his arms on the desk. "She was in an odd mood on the way back. I could barely get her to talk to me. Im not sure what it was. "
"Perhaps she was just tired. "
"Im not convinced that Vin gets tired," Elend said. "Shes always moving, always doing something. Sometimes, I worry that she thinks Im lazy. Maybe thats why. . . " He trailed off, then shook his head.
"She doesnt think that you are lazy, Your Majesty," Tindwyl said. "She refused to marry you because she doesnt think that she is worthy of you. "
"Nonsense," Elend said. "Vins Mistborn, Tindwyl. She knows shes worth ten men like me. "
Tindwyl raised an eyebrow. "You understand very little about women, Elend Venture—especially young women. To them, their competence has a surprisingly small amount to do with how they feel about themselves. Vin is insecure. She doesnt believe that she deserves to be with you—it is less that she doesnt think she deserves you personally, and more that she isnt convinced that she deserves to be happy at all. She has led a very confusing, difficult life. "
"How sure are you about this?"
"Ive raised a number of daughters, Your Majesty," Tindwyl said. "I understand the things of which I speak. "
"Daughters?" Elend asked. "You have children?"
"Of course. "
"I just. . . " The Terrismen hed known were eunuchs, like Sazed. The same couldnt be true for a woman like Tindwyl, of course, but hed assumed that the Lord Rulers breeding programs would have affected her somehow.
"Regardless," Tindwyl said curtly, "you must make some decisions, Your Majesty. Your relationship with Vin is going to be difficult. She has certain issues that will provide more problems than you would find in a more conventional woman. "
"Weve already discussed this," Elend said. "Im not looking for a more conventional woman. I love Vin. "
"Im not implying that you shouldnt," Tindwyl said calmly. "I am simply giving you instruction, as I have been asked to do. You need to decide how much youre going to let the girl, and your relationship with her, distract you. "
"What makes you think Im distracted?"
Tindwyl raised an eyebrow. "I asked you about your success with Lord Venture this evening, and all you wanted to talk about was how Vin felt during the ride home. "
Elend hesitated.
"Which is more important to you, Your Majesty?" Tindwyl asked. "This girls love, or the good of your people?"
"Im not going to answer a question like that," Elend said.
"Eventually, you may not have a choice," Tindwyl said. "It is a question most kings face eventually, I fear. "
"No," Elend said. "Theres no reason that I cant both love Vin and protect my people. Ive studied too many hypothetical dilemmas to be caught in a trap like that. "
Tindwyl shrugged, standing. "Believe as you wish, Your Majesty. However, I already see a dilemma, and I find it not at all hypothetical. " She bowed her head slightly in deference, then withdrew from the room, leaving him with his books.
There were other proofs to connect Alendi to the Hero of Ages. Smaller things, things that only one trained in the lore of the Anticipation would have noticed. The birthmark on his arm. The way his hair turned gray when he was barely twenty and five years of age. The way he spoke, the way he treated people, the way he ruled.
He simply seemed to fit.
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"TELL ME, MISTRESS," ORESEUR SAID, lying lazily, head on paws. "I have been around humans for a goodly number of years. I was under the impression that they needed regular sleep. I guess I was mistaken. "
Vin sat on a wall-top stone ledge, one leg up against her chest, the other dangling over the side of the wall. Keep Hastings towers were dark shadows in the mists to her right and to her left. "I sleep," she said.
"Occasionally. " OreSeur yawned a deep, tongue-stretching yawn. Was he adopting more canine mannerisms?
Vin turned away from the kandra, looking east, over the slumbering city of Luthadel. There was a fire in the distance, a growing light that was too large to be of mans touch. Dawn had arrived. Another night had passed, making it nearly a week since she and Elend had visited Straffs army. Zane had yet to appear.
"Youre burning pewter, arent you?" OreSeur asked. "To stay awake?"
Vin nodded. Beneath a light burn of pewter, her fatigue was only a mild ann
oyance. She could feel it deep within her, if she looked hard, but it had no power over her. Her senses were keen, her body strong. Even the nights cold wasnt as bothersome. The moment she extinguished her pewter, however, shed feel the exhaustion in force.
"That cannot be healthy, Mistress," OreSeur said. "You sleep barely three or four hours a day. Nobody—Mistborn, man, or kandra—can survive on a schedule like that for long. "
Vin looked down. How could she explain her strange insomnia? She should be over that; she no longer had to be frightened of the other crewmembers around her. And yet, no matter how exhausted she grew, she was finding sleep more and more difficult to claim. How could she sleep, with that quiet thumping in the distance?
It seemed to be getting closer, for some reason. Or simply stronger? I hear the thumping sounds from above, the pulsings from the mountains. . . . Words from the logbook.
How could she sleep, knowing that the spirit watched her from the mist, ominous and hateful? How could she sleep when armies threatened to slaughter her friends, when Elends kingdom had been taken from him, when everything she thought shed known and loved was getting muddled and obscure?
. . . when I finally lie down, I find sleep elusive. The same thoughts that trouble me during the day are only compounded by the stillness of night. . . .
OreSeur yawned again. "Hes not coming, Mistress. "
Vin turned, frowning. "What do you mean?"
"This is the last place you sparred with Zane," OreSeur said. "Youre waiting for him to come. "
Vin paused. "I could use a spar," she finally said.
Light continued to grow in the east, slowly brightening the mists. The mists persisted, however, reticent to give way before the sun.
"You shouldnt let that man influence you so, Mistress," OreSeur said. "I do not think he is the person you believe him to be. "
Vin frowned. "Hes my enemy. What else would I believe?"
"You do not treat him like an enemy, Mistress. "
"Well, he hasnt attacked Elend," Vin said. "Maybe Zane isnt fully under Straffs control. "
OreSeur sat quietly, head on paws. Then he turned away.
"What?" Vin asked.
"Nothing, Mistress. I will believe as Im told. "
"Oh, no," Vin said, turning on the ledge to look at him. "Youre not going back to that excuse. What were you thinking?"
OreSeur sighed. "I was thinking, Mistress, that your fixation with Zane is disconcerting. "
"Fixation?" Vin said. "Im just keeping an eye on him. I dont like having another Mistborn—enemy or not—running around in my city. Who knows what he could be up to?"
OreSeur frowned, but said nothing.
"OreSeur," Vin said, "if you have things to say, speak!"
"I apologize, Mistress," OreSeur said. "Im not accustomed to chatting with my masters—especially not candidly. "
"Its all right. Just speak your mind. "
"Well, Mistress," OreSeur said, raising his head off his paws, "I do not like this Zane. "
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