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But he had decided to become something more. In doing so, he had committed terrible atrocities. Yet, could she blame him for the decision itself? He had become what hed thought he needed to be.
Her decision seemed more mundane, but she knew that other things—the Well of Ascension, the protection of Luthadel—could not be considered until she was certain what she wanted and who she was. And yet, standing in that room where Rashek had spent much of his time, thinking about the Well, the demanding thumps in her head sounded louder than they ever had before.
She had to decide. Elend was the one she wanted to be with. He represented peace. Happiness. Zane, however, represented what she felt she had to become. For the good of everyone involved.
The Lord Rulers palace held no clues or answers for her. A few moments later, frustrated and baffled at why she had even come, she left it behind, walking back out into the mists.
Zane awoke to the sound of a tent spike being pounded in a specific rhythm. His reaction was immediate.
He burned steel and pewter. He always swallowed a new bit of each before sleeping. He knew the habit would probably kill him someday; metals were poisonous if allowed to linger.
Dying someday was better, in Zanes opinion, than dying today.
He flipped out of his cot, tossing his blanket toward the opening tent flap. He could barely see in the darkness of night. Even as he jumped, he heard something ripping. The tent walls being slit.
"Kill them!" God screamed.
Zane thumped to the ground and grabbed a handful of coins from the bowl beside his bed. He heard cries of surprise as he spun, throwing coins in a spinning spray around him.
He Pushed. Tiny plunks of sound thumped around him as coins met canvas, then continued on.
And men began to scream.
Zane fell to a crouch, waiting silently as the tent collapsed around him. Someone was thrashing the cloth to his right. He shot a few coins, and heard a satisfying grunt of pain. In the stillness, canvas resting atop him like a blanket, he heard footsteps running away.
He sighed, relaxing, and used a dagger to slice away the top of his tent. He emerged to a misty night. Hed gone to sleep later today than he usually did; it was probably near midnight. Time to be up anyway.
He strode across the fallen top of his tent—moving over to the now cloaked form of his cot—and cut a hole so he could reach through and pluck out the vial of metal hed stored in a pocket beneath it. He downed the metals, and tin brought near light to his surroundings. Four men lay dying or dead around his tent. They were soldiers, of course—Straffs soldiers. The attack had come later than Zane had expected.
Straff trusts me more than I assumed. Zane stepped over the dead form of an assassin and cut his way into a storage chest, then pulled out his clothing. He changed quietly, then removed a small bag of coins from the chest. It must have been the attack on Cetts keep, he thought. It finally convinced Straff that I was too dangerous to let live.
Zane found his man working quietly beside a tent a short distance away, ostensibly testing the strength of a tent cord. He watched every night, paid to pound on a tent spike should anyone approach Zanes tent. Zane tossed the man a bag of coins, then moved off into the darkness, passing the canal waters with their supply barges on his way to Straffs tent.
His father had some few limitations. Straff was fine at large-scale planning, but the details—the subtleties—often got away from him. He could organize an army and crush his enemies. He, however, liked to play with dangerous tools. Like the atium mines at the Pits of Hathsin. Like Zane.
Those tools often ended up burning him.
Zane walked up to the side of Straffs tent, then ripped a hole in the canvas and strode in. Straff waited for him. Zane gave the man credit: Straff watched his death coming with defiance in his eyes. Zane stopped in the middle of the room, in front of Straff, who sat in his hard wooden chair.
"Kill him," God commanded.
Lamps burned in the corners, illuminating the canvas. The cushions and blankets in the corner were rumpled; Straff had taken one last romp with his favorite mistresses before sending his assassins. The king displayed his characteristic air of strong defiance, but Zane saw more. He saw a face too slick with sweat, and he saw hands trembling, as if from a disease.
"I have atium for you," Straff said. "Buried in a place only I know. "
Zane stood quietly, staring at his father.
"I will proclaim you openly," Straff said. "Name you my heir. Tomorrow, if you wish. "
Zane didnt respond. Straff continued to sweat.
"The city is yours," Zane finally said, turning away.
He was rewarded with a startled gasp from behind.
Zane glanced back. Hed never seen such a look of shock on his fathers face. That alone was almost worth everything.
"Pull your men back, as you are planning," Zane said, "but dont return to the Northern Dominance. Wait for those koloss to invade the city, let them take down the defenses and kill the defenders. Then, you can sweep in and rescue Luthadel. "
"But, Elends Mistborn. . . "
"Will be gone," Zane said. "Shes leaving with me, tonight. Farewell, Father. " He turned and left through the slit hed made.
"Zane?" Straff called from inside the tent.
Zane paused again.
"Why?" Straff asked, looking out through the slit. "I sent assassins to kill you. Why are you letting me live?"
"Because youre my father," Zane said. He turned away, looking into the mists. "A man shouldnt kill his father. "
With that, Zane bid a final farewell to the man who had created him. A man whom Zane—despite his insanity, despite the abuse hed known over the years—loved.
In the dark mists he threw down a coin and shot out over the camp. Outside its confines, he landed and easily located the bend in the canal he used as a marker. From the hollow of a small tree there, he pulled a bundle of cloth. A mistcloak, the first gift Straff had given him, years before when Zane had first Snapped. To him, it was too precious to wear around, to soil and use.
He knew himself a fool. However, he could not help how he felt. One could not use emotional Allomancy on ones self.
He unwrapped the mistcloak and withdrew the things it protected—several vials of metal and a pouch filled with beads. Atium.
He knelt there for a long moment. Then, he reached up to his chest, feeling the space just above his rib cages. Where his heart thumped.
There was a large bump there. There always had been. He didnt think about it often; his mind seemed to get distracted when he did. It, however, was the real reason he never wore cloaks.
He didnt like the way that cloaks rubbed against the small point of the spike that stuck out of his back just between the shoulder blades. The head was against his sternum, and couldnt be seen beneath clothing.
"It is time to go," God said.
Zane stood, leaving the mistcloak behind. He turned from his fathers camp, leaving behind that which he had known, instead seeking the woman who would save him.
Alendi believes as they do.
47
A PART OF VIN WASNT EVEN bothered by how many people she had killed. That very indifference, however, terrified her.
She sat on her balcony a short time after her visit to the palace, the city of Luthadel lost in darkness before her. She sat in the mists—but knew better, now, than to think shed find solace in their swirling patterns. Nothing was that simple anymore.
The mist spirit watched her, as always. It was too distant to see, but she could feel it. And, even stronger than the mist spirit, she could feel something else. That powerful thumping, growing louder and louder. It had once seemed distant, but no longer.
The Well of Ascension.
That was what it had to be. She could feel its power returning, flowing back into the world, demanding to be taken up and used. She kept finding herself glancing north, toward
Terris, expecting to see something on the horizon. A burst of light, a blazing fire, a tempest of winds. Something. But there was just mist.
It seemed that she couldnt succeed at anything, lately. Love, protection, duty. Ive let myself get stretched too thin, she thought.
There were so many things that demanded her attention, and shed tried to give heed to them all. As a result, she had accomplished nothing. Her research about the Deepness and the Hero of Ages lay untouched for days, still arranged in piles scattered across her floor. She knew next to nothing about the mist spirit—only that it watched her, and that the logbook author had thought it dangerous. She hadnt dealt with the spy in her crew; she didnt know if Zanes claims regarding Demoux were true.
And Cett still lived. She couldnt even perform a proper massacre without stumbling halfway through. It was Kelsiers fault. He had trained her to take his place, but could anyone ever really do that?
Why do we always have to be someone elses knives? Zanes voice whispered in her head.
His words had seemed to make sense sometimes, but they had a flaw. Elend. Vin wasnt his knife—not really. He didnt want her to assassinate or kill. But, his ideals had left him without a throne, and had left his city surrounded by enemies. If she really loved Elend—if she really loved the people of Luthadel—wouldnt she have done more?
The pulsings thumped against her, like the beats of a drum the size of the sun. She burned bronze almost constantly now, listening to the rhythm, letting it pull her away. . . .
"Mistress?" OreSeur asked from behind. "What are you thinking about?"
"The end," Vin said quietly, staring outward.
Silence.
"The end of what, Mistress?"
"I dont know. "
OreSeur padded over to the balcony, walking into the mists and sitting down beside her. She was getting to know him well enough that she could see concern in his canine eyes.
She sighed, shaking her head. "I just have decisions to make. And, no matter which choice I make, it will mean an end. "
OreSeur sat for a moment, head cocked. "Mistress," he finally said, "that seems excessively dramatic to me. "
Vin shrugged. "No advice for me, then?"
"Just make the decision," OreSeur said.
Vin sat for a moment, then smiled. "Sazed would have said something wise and comforting. "
OreSeur frowned. "I fail to see why he should be part of this conversation, Mistress. "
"He was my steward," Vin said. "Before he left, and before Kelsier switched your Contract to me. "
"Ah," OreSeur said. "Well, I never did much like Terrismen, Mistress. Their self-important sense of subservience is very difficult to imitate—not to mention the fact that their muscles are far too stringy to taste good. "
Vin raised an eyebrow. "Youve imitated Terrismen? I didnt think there would be much cause for that—they werent a very influential people during the days of the Lord Ruler. "
"Ah," OreSeur said. "But they were always around influential people. "
Vin nodded, standing. She walked back into her empty room and lit a lamp, extinguishing her tin. Mist carpeted the room, flowing over her stacks of paper, her feet throwing up puffs as she walked toward the bedroom.
She paused. That was a bit strange. Mist rarely remained long when it came indoors. Elend said it had to do with heat and enclosed spaces. Vin had always ascribed to it something more mystical. She frowned, watching it.
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