Table of Contents
ALSO BY ROBIN LIPPINCOTT
Title Page
Dedication
Foreword
EXTRACTS
PART ONE - 28 June, 1927
PART TWO - The Party
THE AUTHOR
Acknowledgments
AUTHOR’S NOTE
Copyright Page
ALSO BY ROBIN LIPPINCOTT
The Real, True Angel
To
Sena Jeter Naslund
But, looking for a phrase,
I found none to stand
beside your name
“Literary character is always an invention, and inventions generally are indebted to prior inventions.”
HAROLD BLOOM
“The Analysis of Character”
Major Literary Characters: Clarissa Dalloway
EXTRACTS
—“No one understood until I met Richard. He gave me all I wanted. He’s man and woman.” Clarissa Dalloway, The Voyage Out, Virginia Woolf
—“I didn’t get on well with my father.” Richard Dalloway, The Voyage Out, Virginia Woolf
—“For in marriage a little license, a little independence there must be between people living together day in day out in the same house; which Richard gave her, and she him. (Where was he this morning for instance? Some committee, she never asked what).” Clarissa Dalloway, Mrs. Dalloway, Virginia Woolf
—“Mr. Dalloway, ma’am, told me to tell you he would be lunching out.” Lucy the maid, Mrs. Dalloway, Virginia Woolf
—“Richard always kept himself in the pink of condition.” Lady Bruton on Mr. Dalloway, Mrs.Dalloway, Virginia Woolf
—“... the soul ... is by nature unmated, a widow bird.... ” Sasha Latham, “A Summing Up,” Mrs. Dalloway’s Party, Virginia Woolf
—“And there is a dignity in people; a solitude; even between husband and wife a gulf; and that one must respect, thought Clarissa Dalloway ... for one would not part with oneself, or take it, against his will, from one’s husband, without losing one’s independence, one’s self respect—something, after all, priceless.” Mrs. Dalloway, Virginia Woolf
—“The ship lurched. Rachel fell slightly forward. Richard took her in his arms and kissed her.... ‘You tempt me,’ he said. The tone of his voice was terrifying. He seemed choked in fight.” The Voyage Out, Virginia Woolf
—“No vulgar jealousy could separate her from Richard.” Clarissa Dalloway, Mrs. Dalloway, Virginia Woolf
—“By the way, I meant Richard Dalloway to be liked.” Virginia Woolf to Philip Morrell, 27 July 1925, The Letters of Virginia Woolf, Volume Three.
PART ONE
28 June, 1927
Mr. Dalloway said he would buy the flowers himself
For he wanted to surround Clarissa with them; to choose those flowers, those colours, which would set her off to the best possible advantage; which would complement her. But what colours those would be, he had no idea. And so he had asked Lucy (now he was applying his bowler hat as he examined himself in the hallway looking-glass). And what was it Lucy had said (she was polishing silver at the time; he remembered the refracted artificial light slicing through the room): pinks; lavenders; shades of yellow; periwinkle blues? “Pale colours, sir,” he thought she had said. Yes (he straightened his tie), that was it.
Clarissa deserved it after all. For she (he thought now, pausing in the hallway and broodily pondering the past year, as a dark cloud may race across the sky on an otherwise sunny day), she has been entirely patient and good throughout all of this. It was a phrase which had first come to him months ago, one which now, upon occasion, repeated itself—a banner marched to and fro across the floor of his brain: Clarissa has been entirely patient and good throughout all of this (he might have declared on the floor of the House). Perhaps it was because she had surprised him so much, by her response: her tolerance, her goodness, her acceptance (and because of his lack of those qualities? he wondered now). And because it was true (the truth does resound, he thought). He picked up his umbrella.
“I understand,” she had said.
And so he was off (Big Ben chimed the hour—ten o’clock); out the door, out of his house and the inherent interiority of those—or any—walls. (But always, always, in the exhilarating moment of exit, he would recall his excitement, as a boy of seven, standing in the doorway at Fellstree, with his brother Duncan just on the other side, calling to him to come out. Oh, it was bracing! “My best ideas have come to me out of doors,” Richard Dalloway had long said.) A man of the world he was now and had been for almost thirty years; yes, a former MP (he had resigned during the past year—he would write a history of Lady Bruton’s family); Mr. Dalloway was off; out; walking; walking in the heart of London, his London, his own Westminster.
Through Dean’s Yard he strode almost whisding—a grey, misty June morning, past Westminster Abbey, of course (where, crossing the street to Victoria, a former colleague—what was his name? Arnold? Alfred? yes, Alfred Hitchens—tipped his hat). And how fine it all is, Mr. Dalloway thought as he made his way through the neighborhood he had called his own for the past—how many years? (He and Clarissa had moved there soon after marrying in, when was it? thirty from twenty-seven, ah yes, 1897, an occasion they would be celebrating that very evening.) How free he felt, he reflected (for he was still, somewhat, in the interior mode, inside himself), how light and able to enjoy it all, to embrace it and take it all in for the first time in—had a year really passed? This was, he felt now, his chance for a new beginning.
Pay attention, he told himself as he walked. What was it Blitzer had advised? (For he did not have to see Dr. William Bradshaw, whom neither he nor Clarissa liked or trusted—and who, in fact, Clarissa had said was a beast. For she would never forgive him, she said—coming to her party several years back just hours after that poor young man, his patient, had killed himself; and then announcing it at her party! So they had found Blitzer—“Blitzer-not-Bradshaw,” Clarissa called him.) Exercise. Fresh air. That was what Blitzer had prescribed. And to notice things outside of oneself: notice the park, the trees, the grass, the feel and the smell of the morning air (“take exercise; oxygenate yourself), the sounds of the city, that building. Observe everything (Richard Dalloway told himself now)—for this is life, and it does not last.
And then there was the party to consider, the party that very night; he should turn his mind to that. It had struck him several months ago that Clarissa had always been the one to give parties (for she understood), and he thought it was time somebody gave a party for her, particularly now, on the occasion of their thirtieth wedding anniversary, and at a time when he was worried about her heart—an hour’s rest every day after lunch had been advised. And so he had decided to do it, to give a party for her, for their thirtieth anniversary. But then he had immediately wondered how on earth one gave a party? He hadn’t the foggiest; he would ask his sisters, Edith would know, she would help him. And so he had.
It was splendid—his particular idea, his vision for the party. In his more grandiose moments, which had been few and far between during the past year, he thought of it as the perfect union of man and nature; or, at the very least, when he was not feeling so grand, it was simply a marvelous, lucky confluence. But how it would come off now rested almost exclusively on the weather and whether or not it would clear. (“Whether the weather,” he thought he had heard someone say.) It was not looking good, particularly in London; but he had bought up two cars of the special trains that were being run, which was terribly expensive but, he hoped, worth it in the end. And he had read in the morning Times that Sir Frank Dyson, the Astronomer Royal, had said about the all-important weather: “I shall go to bed hopeful.” And so he, too, would hope for the best.
Bu
t almost immediately another of Richard Dalloway’s concerns invaded his mind: how would it go, his being around so many people at once, with his nerves so recently shot and frayed and still somewhat raw? Clarissa had always handled things. Would he be able to cope with it all—the demands, the attention, the stimulation? And would people know about him; would they know his secret? Or would he merely spend the entire time paralyzed with the fear that they knew?
Trying to heed his own command to pay attention, Mr. Dalloway now noticed a young mother and her two chubby-kneed sons sitting on a bench in the park. The mother herself appeared frightfully young and pale and waif-like; and both boys had to be less than five. Looking at them sitting on the bench dressed in matching navy blue suits, kicking their feet together and giggling as a duck defecated in front of them, their white teeth a milky blue in that light, it was all he could do to stay on the path; all he could do to keep himself from wavering, from falling off, into the abyss, from collapsing in a heap, right then and there. Of course the mere configuration—two young boys so close together in age—reminded him powerfully of Duncan and himself But not only that: he had always wished he and Clarissa had had a boy—a son or sons; but after Elizabeth was born it wasn’t possible. He walked on.
Still a handsome man, thought the wealthy widow Stella Bowles, a Westminster neighbour, as she spotted Richard Dalloway walking along a path in Green Park; a strapping specimen of a man, really. Must be in his mid-fifties by now, she reasoned; but he looks at least ten years younger, noticing that he hadn’t yet gone white, just grey at the temples, which, people said, was distinguished. Always did take care of himself; he reminded her of a country gentleman, he did; a country gentleman just returned home from fox-hunting.
“Will we see you at the party?” he called to her across the surrounding din of traffic—omnibuses, motor cars, vans, taxi cabs. They were on separate, distant paths, and she couldn’t possibly risk the damp grass with her white shoes; so she nodded and answered “yes,” that “they” would see her. Though truth be told (now she looked away from him), truth be told she would rather not go, though she knew it was something special; knew that Richard himself and not Clarissa was giving the party (she had never cared much for Clarissa—she was too tinselly); and so go she supposed she must (her George would have wanted it). It was a bit of a surprise, this party—the invitation saying merely to meet at the entrance of King’s Cross Station at nine-thirty that evening. Most curious. And quite uncharacteristic of him too, she thought; what did he have in mind? But go she would, to King’s Cross, at nine-thirty, to their party—out of respect and admiration and, yes, something of an eye for Richard Dalloway (she turned back to look at him a final time as he proceeded up the path). How the world loves such a man, she thought, noticing the spring in his walk. The world loves such a man and it is his, the world is his.
Jolly to be recognised, Mr. Dalloway mused, noticing how the ducks in the pond seemed to glide across the surface of the water (he saw something of Clarissa in them); to see and be seen by those one knows (but did one know anyone, really?); to have recognition. But then the dark cloud raced across his mind again, obscuring brighter thoughts: If she, Stella Bowles, only knew the truth. If she only knew. It was one of the refrains or chants which had haunted him over the past year (for there were many—the truth resounds). If she only knew. If he only knew. If they only knew. What? What would happen? (Well, Mr. Dalloway thought now, pulling at his lapels, that is a thought I do not have to entertain, nor should I, on this historically important, this personally significant June day—a point on which he was certain Dr. Blitzer would concur. For only Clarissa knew. And she had understood.)
At the busy intersection of Picadilly, a lovely, young, red-haired woman wearing a red coat and sitting on the top of a moving omnibus stood up—clutching onto the rail—and waved, then blew kisses to a handsome, somewhat older man in a black mackintosh standing on the ground. The man received them with a smack to the side of his face and waved back. (Ah, love, Richard Dalloway thought. Love.)
But then a panic! Where was Clarissa, his Clarissa, this June day, this very morning, now, this instant (just after ten)? For a moment he did not know, could not remember. His mind raced back to earlier in the day: breakfast; Clarissa—her blue eyes blazing (still lovely in the morning light)—trying to hoodwink him into telling her more about the party (and his teasing her); saying how much she was looking forward to seeing their Elizabeth, who would be coming in on the train after noon; Grizzle’s animation upon hearing his mistress’s name (and Clarissa giving him a scrap of bacon from the table, which she knew he frowned upon, but that was Clarissa); and Lucy coming in and out of the room, and...? Oh yes, that was it: she had said she had an appointment with Dolly Lansdown, her new dressmaker, in Bloomsbury; then lunch in Mayfair with Lady Hosford.
Yes, now he remembered, for she had said, too, that perhaps their paths would cross that morning, perhaps they would run into each other; and he had taken her hand and said that he would like that (for they had grown closer in the past year). And then together, at Clarissa’s instigation and with her encouragement, they had set about remembering those many, many years ago when they had first come in to London together.
Was it sentimental to be thinking of the past? he had wondered aloud. Perhaps. But Clarissa said it was only appropriate, only right, on their anniversary. And what fun it had been (Clarissa said), coming in to London together. What a treat. It was one of the things which had drawn them together from the beginning—both of them raised in the country, rarely brought to London: the Parrys had taken Clarissa and her sister Sylvia to Kensington Gardens once in the spring to see Queen Victoria, she said; and his parents had brought in their brood—the four girls, and him and Duncan, on the very same occasion (for he could still remember Duncan, a year younger than he was—four at the time—standing in the lush grass, pointing and saying, “Look, Dickie. The Queen’s fat!” How they had laughed. But oh, how their father had reprimanded them afterwards: “Such disrespect for Her Majesty. Really. Well, I won’t have it”). Had they met then, as children, that day in Kensington Gardens—she and Richard? Clarissa often wondered aloud. It was possible. But then, and still today, they had that thrill for, that appreciation of the city which only those not raised there could have.
How they loved it. Adored it, really. And they had shared that adoration, which appeared to double, to be a looking-glass image of their growing love for one another, so that the words “London” and “The Dalloways” seemed to join hands and dance. But nearing Bond Street—he had just passed St. James’s—Mr. Dalloway was saddened by the realisation that it was now most unlikely that his and Clarissa’s paths would cross that morning; for he was almost there. Perhaps they would meet on his return, he thought. He would like that. And he felt he needed it, to see her. For he had grown less sure of himself over the past year; had been shaken to his very core; everything, absolutely everything that he had ever known—beliefs, ideas, thoughts, feelings—all had been thrown off. But it would be all right, he reassured himself now—relaxation was the key, Dr. Blitzer had said: his and Clarissa’s paths were inextricably crossed, mixed. There was a connecting thread between them which stretched as far away as one had to go from the other, a thread which not only connected them, that very moment and forever, but which also always pulled them back together from wherever they had been.
THERE’S SHAFTESBURY, Clarissa Dalloway thought as she approached it (for she had to be especially attentive to the street names this morning, as she had never before been to the home of Dolly Lansdown, her new dressmaker, since Sally Parker had retired to Ealing). But she knew the city well—there was a map in her mind; she would find it. She knew the city well because she had walked it time and time again; first with Richard, early on in their courtship, and then alone, as herself, as Mrs. Dalloway. And how she loved it—walking in London. What joy, she thought. She and Richard had, that very morning, been remembering when they had used to come in
to London together. How exciting and exhilarating it was (she could feel the excitement now; her heart was racing), walking about London. (It was still exciting.) But then. Together. It was almost too much.
Richard had always loved Trafalgar Square best; he had said it was his favourite place in all of London—its vast, open, welcoming space. There was the statue of Nelson, of course, of whom Richard knew a great deal, having read history. But also, what was it he always said ?—that it somehow took him back to the time when the Romans had landed in England. Yes, that was it. (Did he still feel that way? she wondered. She would have to ask.) And what did she love best? she asked herself now. Kensington Gardens? The Serpentine? Bond Street? Oh, it was so like her not to be able to choose one thing.
“There’s Clarissa,” the well-upholstered Hugh Whitbread exclaimed to his wife Evelyn, pausing at the corner of Charing Cross and Tottenham Court Roads and watching the figure of Clarissa Dalloway proceed down the latter. They had known each other since they were children. And didn’t she look marvelous, strolling along (he thought to himself); the very picture of June—all in yellow like a parakeet (and the yellow in such stark contrast to the grey day, so that she presented quite the silhouette), wearing a feathered yellow hat and carrying herself so upright. Always so stylishly dressed.
“She looks well,” Evelyn Whitbread said, in a tone implying insult, perhaps because she herself was not.
“Clarissa!” Hugh Whitbread called out to her, waving his hand about in the air (he was genuinely glad to see her). But she did not hear him (his spirits fell). It was all right, Hugh Whitbread told himself, for he would see her that very night, both she and Richard, at their party. (What could they have planned? Hugh Whitbread had wondered since receiving the invitation. What could it be ?) Well, he finally had an idea—an informed idea at that, and he was certain he was right; but Evelyn would not enter into the spirit of the thing, of trying to guess; for Evelyn, who had said she would not go to their party, was not amused: “Who ever heard of such a thing?” she said. “A party that late in the evening. And at a railway station, no less. Really!”
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