by Chrissy J
“Yea me to,” I told her smiling I jumped in the shower while Hershey feed Lil Mel when I came out we laid down on the bed together with Lil Mel in the middle of us, both of us had a lot on our mind but we didn’t need to speak out loud about what we were thinking we just knew we both went to sleep within minutes.
I knew hell was going to freeze over twice when I brought the baby up to the hospital, I knew it was wrong but I had to. I woke up to find Eddie holding the baby with a bottle in his other hand “Morning boo, how long he been up?” I asked standing up and walking to him “He just woke up, Mary called to check up on you. How you going to explain the baby?” he asked
“I don’t know, one thing I do know is I’m not going to hide him like my father tried too,” I told him kissing him and the baby as I walked to the bathroom I jumped in the shower washing all the shit that I did the night before from off me, I jumped out wrapping a towel around me I walked in the room Eddie was laid out on the bed with MJ on his chest. I threw on some sweat pants and a t-shirt fixing my hair in a ponytail I walked into Lil man room and found a Burberry out fit my father brought him with the tags still on it, I walked back in my room taking the baby off Eddie and getting him dressed
“Hershey where you at?” I asked as soon as she answered “I’m pulling up at your crib now,” she told me hanging up, I made sure the baby was warm and I left out the house with him going to Hershey car once I got the baby inside the seat and getting inside the passenger seat I turn to Hershey and thanked her for getting the car seat; “You don’t have to thank me,” she said driving to the hospital. When we got to the hospital both Hershey and myself got out the car, I knew the bomb was about to explode when everybody seen the baby, we got to the fifth floor where everybody was sitting in the waiting area.
“Granny I need to speak with you,” I said walking up to my grandmother she looked at me with worry in her eyes“Okay Princess, whose baby is this?” she asked looking at the baby in the car seat
“That’s what I need to talk to you about, before Ma come out here.” I said she grabbed my arm pulling me from the waiting area we walked down the hall
“Ok what’s going on Princess?” Granny asked with a stern look
“I found out last night that this Lil boy is daddy’s son,” I told her the look on her face scared me she looked like she was going to have a heart attack holding her chest she asked me how I found out about him;
“Granny calm down, please breathe,” I said rubbing her back she took deep breaths to calm down she bent down picking MJ out his car seat
“Bookie told me,” I lied my breath got frozen in my throat when I heard Mary voice
“Princess I was looking for you, did Eddie tell you I called earlier?” Mary asked walking towards us, My Granny and I looked like we were both deer’s caught in some head lights
“Yes, ma he told me, how’s daddy?” I asked trying to pull her from walking to my Granny
“The doctors said he’s going to be fine, when you went get Lil man from Tammy?” she asked walking close to my Granny; I asked her to walk to the doughnut shop so we can bring everybody some coffee back
“Let me see my grandbaby first, Ma let me see him,” She said reaching my Granny, Mary looked at the baby and the color drain from her face. Granny tried telling her to just go with me but Ma went HAM
“Ma where did Mel Bastard child come from?” she yelled “Ma calm down, you knew about him?” I asked shocked
“Yes, I knew about him, I knew when that Lil Tramp got pregnant and when she had him. She called me to rub it in my face that I couldn’t give my husband the one thing he wanted the most and she could,” Mary said tears rolling down her face, I ran to her and hugged her. This was the woman that raised me into who I am today, she the one that cleaned my scrape’s and cuts. She’s the one that told me never give up without a fight, and now as I looked at her she seem so broken so used. I knew my father did her dirty and she always stood behind him like a good wife does, but looking at her now I could tell this was the final straw for him and her.
“Ma I didn’t know you knew about him, I would have never brought him up here I’m sorry,” I said wiping the tears that was falling from her face she looked at me and cried harder
“It’s not your fault Princess, there’s nothing for you to be sorry about. How did you find out about him?” she asked
“Bookie and I went and handled something last night and he kind of fell on my lap, you know what I mean,” I winked at her she gave me a half smile
“You are your father’s daughter,” she laughed wiping my face
“Mary I’m going to take him with me so you don’t have to see him, I know this is very painful for you,” Granny said standing next to us
“Thanks Ma, this not the first time I’ve been around him. Mel brings him to the house every weekend,” she told us both shocking us again
“When the hell I was going to find out about this grand child?” Granny all but yelled when she asked Mary, Ma put her head down
“I don’t know Ma, I’ve been told Mel to tell both you and Diva but he said he wasn’t ready,” Mary said. Ten minutes after everything was cleared between the three of us Granny left with the baby, I went to see my father but I was feeling some kind of way about him which was something new to me because my father is my everything but at that moment I couldn’t stand the sight of him even if he wasn’t awake, I left after an hour of being in the hospital. Hershey and I went shopping for the baby and Lil man I told my Granny I was going to drop MJ some stuff off.
“Yo I still think its crazy Mel old ass have a four-month-old son, and grandchildren that’s six months. That mean home girl was pregnant around the same time you was,” Hershey said looking at baby clothes in Macys I rolled my eyes at her
“I know that Hershey Ann, can we talk about something else. I’m not even feeling my father right now,” I said shaking my head to clear it, Hershey wrapped her arms around my shoulder“We’ll get passed this Mama don’t worry, and when Mel wake up you need to tell him how you feel,” she said
“I know, but this shit hurt like hell Hersh. I mean he was hiding him from me for four months. But that bitch he had him by knew who I was, she was like your Mel daughter Harlem’s Princess. Like she was studying me and shit,” I told her paying for our stuff
“I wish I was there, I would’ve killed that bitch,” Hershey said getting pissed all over again
“Nah I handled that, she gonna wish she was dead when she find out what happen to her brother,” I said smiling devilishly
“Wicked,” Hershey laughed.
CHAPTER11
TRUTH
By time I got home it was dark outside, Eddie called to let me know he was out taking care of Business, I walked in the house with Hershey behind me carrying bags from Pathmark
“I want a day at the spa paid in full by you,” Hershey said laughing
“I got you Hersh, are you going to help me cook?” I asked walking into the kitchen she shook her head yes, she said she didn’t have shit else to do. She looked around asking where Trill and Major where at; I told her Trill went to see his Lil sisters in Brooklyn and Major went to see his sister taking stuff out the bags “Yea I been meaning to ask you did you know his sister, Trill said she lived on your mother block in Brooklyn.” Hershey said I looked at her
“Bitch we know his sister really well, she’s our number one enemy,” I said
“No fucking way, Asia is his sister? This is a fucking small world,” she yelled
“That’s what I said, he was telling me what Asia told him when she called down there and I was sitting there putting two and two together I just came out and told him that I was the chick that was beefing with her, this trick was lying to him about everything.” I said washing my hands before I started cooking my Baked Ziti and fried chicken
“Wow, that’s crazy. You know my boo called me last night he was tight,” Hershey said
“Bitch you better not play my cous
in, I’ll cut your ass,” I joked
“Nah I’m not trying to play him, D I’m in love,” she said with dreamy eyes
“Ok where the hell is Hershey Ann Jones? You in love or it’s just some strong ass lust?” I asked cleaning the chicken
“I don’t know D, but I know every time we talk or I see him I get butterflies in my stomach and I’m always smiling, don’t get me wrong I love Teddy but I’m not in love with him. I love him for what he can do for me. You understand me?” she asked looking at me, for the first time I seen my best friend confused
“I understand Hershey Ann, I just need you to be careful. I don’t want my cousin to fall off the deep end and get hurt, because y’all both knew you had a man before y’all did whatever y’all did.” I told her stirring my turkey meat
“I hear you Chica,” she said smiling at me, we finished the meat and put the Ziti inside the oven“I’m going to jump in the shower,” I told her going up stairs, I went up to my room and closed the door I went into my little coke stash and went into the bathroom where I sniffed the whole baggie I knew my habit was getting out of control but the coke helped me forget about all the shit I had going on. After jumping in the shower, I laid down on the bed I didn’t know how long I was sleep I just knew I was dog tried and my body was in need for some rest,
“Tell mama to wake up,” I heard Eddie say I felt Lil Eddie moving around next to me, I turned to them opening my eyes
“Hey mama’s baby, I missed you.” I said taking him in my arms he laughed and gave me a big smile showing his first tooth coming out. While I was running around I made it my business to go check up on Fantasy she was doing much better and I was finally going to be able to bring her home in two weeks.
“My mom’s said he was cranky and acting up,” Eddie said lying next to me
“It’s his teeth coming out,” I told him kissing both my men
“I told her, your mother told me to get some baby oral gel to soothe his gums. You hungry? Hershey fried the chicken before she left,” He said
“I’m going down there in a minute, you ate?” I asked him
“I could eat off your plate,” he said smiling, getting off the bed I laughed telling Eddie whatever. He asked me where my clothes was at with a hungry look in his eyes I looked down at my naked body and winked at him telling him I got out the shower and went to sleep grabbing my Apple bottom dress that I wore as a night gown and putting it on, I walked out my room.
“Hurry up so I can spank that ass,” Eddie said laying back down with Lil man, I made my way to downstairs and damn near jumped outta my skin when I seen Major and Trill in the kitchen “Why the hell y’all sitting in the kitchen with no lights on?” I asked turning the lights on “Shut your scary ass up,” Trill laughed I looked at Major who was looking me up and down “Trill that’s the second time you did that,” I said punching him in the arm he busted out laughing asking me if I woke up hungry, I told him hell yea. I looked at Major and asked why he was so quiet
“You know why,” he said I knew he was pissed at me for not showing him any love when he got here
“Mm mm… can we not start this? I have a headache and I need to make my son a bottle,” I said grabbing Lil man bottle and his powder milk from the cabinet “Trill I’m out,” he said grabbing his plate and walking out the kitchen “Now you see what I told you in Virginia about him,” Trill said biting into a chicken I was feeling some kind of way that Major was upset with me I told Trill to tell him that I would see him later,
“Yea, yea. You know I’m tight with your girl,” he said sitting down on the stool while I made me a plate of food
“Yea I bet, now turn your words around and use them on y’all.” I laughed“That shit is not funny Diva,”
“Oh, it’s not funny when I use your words but when you do it its ok?” I asked looking dead in his eyes
“I’m just saying, she be all cool and shit one minute but as soon as dude walk in here or call her she up and run,” he said letting a deep sigh come from his lips
“I told Hershey I don’t want you going off the deep end, it’s cool to have fun but when feelings get involved it’s another ball game and I love both of you too much to see something bad happen,” I said taking my plate out the microwave
“Ain’t anything going to happen to me or my Hershey Kisses,” he said smiling at me
“I know nothing better happen to either one of you, and you better not hurt my girl. Because if you do I’m going to fuck you up, word.” I said
“I got you DJ that’s me all day both you and her ain’t got nothing to worry about. You better stop playing with fire, I’m going to the room night.” he said grabbing his plate
“Trill I love you big cousin, tell my baby I said good night.” I said giving him a hug
“I love you to DJ, now upstairs to your man and baby,” he said pushing me to the stairs while I laughed. I walked up to my room carrying my plate and the bottle, when I walked inside both Eddie’s was sleep Lil E was on his father chest. I sat the bottle on the night stand along with the plate and picked Lil man up;
“What you doing?” Eddie asked opening his eyes
“I keep forgetting you’re a light sleeper, I’m taking him to his room so we can eat and have some grown up time.” I said smiling at him
“Hurry up,” he laughed going into the bathroom, I walked across the hall to Lil Man room and laid him in his crib. I kissed his chubby cheek and left the room with his night light on;
“Damn nigga did you save me some food?” I laughed crawling on the bed towards him he held a fork full of Ziti out for me
“I just started eating Goddess, chill out,” he said laughing at me I wrapped my lips around the fork and got on his lap
“You started eating without me,” I pouted licking my lips “Stop that pouting mess Goddess,” he said feeding me and himself, after we ate we sat there smoking a blunt I really wanted some coke but I didn’t want to chance Eddie catching me. “I really miss this Boo,” I said laying in his arms “Me to Goddess, these streets are fucking stressing me out. It’s like the world has been placed on my shoulders since your father got shot,” Eddie said playing in my hair “I know boo, it’s stressing me out to and I didn’t even step my game up yet,” I said turning to look at him
“Yea I was meaning to talk to you about that, Bookie told me what went down the other night I don’t really want you stepping up to the throne” he said through gritted teeth “Eddie this don’t have anything to do with you, everybody know when the King is down the Princess or Prince step up until they are good to handle things again” I said getting upset that he tried telling me I couldn’t handle my father business;
“What you mean this don’t have anything to do with me? Your my girl and the mother of my kids, do you think I want my girl running the street trying to be a queen bee in the game?” he asked moving me from off him I stood up from the bed
“Eddie I’m not trying to be no damn queen bee, all I’m doing is meeting with Paulie to pick up the keys and make sure it’s given to the right people. Nothing more nothing less, this shit runs in my blood” I yelled looking at him,
“I’m the man in this fucking house, and what I say goes. And I’m telling you right now you’re not doing shit, I could pick up the work” he said standing from the bed we stood there staring at each other
“Nigga go ahead with that trying to tell me what to do shit that’s not going to work, it’s your pride that’s fucking with you right? It’s the fact that your bitch is higher than you in the game that got you all in your feelings? But let me break this shit down for you I am Harlem’s Princess and I hold more power over you and everybody else in this organization so don’t push your luck with me” I said going into the bathroom and slamming the door behind me, I was beyond pissed my blood was boiling this nigga had some nerve trying to downplay me like I’m a naïve little girl. I probably know more than his ass when it comes to cooking weighting and breaking the dope up, I just don’
t sit and look pretty because I’m Mel’s daughter hell no my father and uncle taught me everything about the game’s in’s and out’s and everybody knew one day I would have to step up to the Throne and take my father’s seat. I hated that males thought a woman job was to stay pregnant and barefooted in the kitchen and obey what the man of the house say, I hated that males thought so little of females like we wasn’t capable of doing bigger shit then them. Well I had a surprise for Eddie and every other nigga in the crew who didn’t like me sitting my pretty ass on the Throne until my father got better. I walked out the bathroom to find Eddie sitting up on the bed smoking he still looked piss so I just laid down on my side of the bed
“Goddess don’t be upset with me, I’m just trying to protect you” he said running his finger down my leg
“I know Boo, but you have to trust me I know more than what meets the eye. I was train for this type of shit, I just need my man to have my back that’s all I’m asking for you to do” I said finally turning to face him his green eyes staring at me
“I always have your back Diva, my Lil Goddess” he said leaning to me for a kiss, our lips touched and the fireworks went off. The kiss got heavy and I was laid on my back while Eddie put the clip in the ashtray and climb on top of me
“Thanks boo, just have my back like I always have yours” I said pulling his shirt over his head and licking his nipples
“Always” he said taking my dress off. He licked, sucked and played with my nipples while his left hand went down south to my kitty. He played with my clit until it grew swollen to his touch Eddie kissed my body licking his way down to my honey pot he kissed around the opening using his fingers to open my lips he licked and sucked my tender clit until my legs started shaking “Boo I’m Cumming, damn” I moaned grinding into his face he placed his thumb on my clit moving it around while his tongue did damage with the rest of my pussy, Eddie hummed sending vibration to my pussy sending me over the edge
“Ed, Ed Eddie I’m Cumming oh my god” I yelled my orgasm shaking my entire body he stopped to look at me smirking