by Nick Twist
The Last Girl
Nick Twist
Contents
Acknowledgments
Preface
I. Beginning
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Chapter 35
Chapter 36
Chapter 37
Chapter 38
Chapter 39
Chapter 40
Chapter 41
Chapter 42
Chapter 43
Chapter 44
Chapter 45
Chapter 46
Chapter 47
II. Middle
Chapter 48
Chapter 49
Chapter 50
Chapter 51
Chapter 52
Chapter 53
Chapter 54
Chapter 55
Chapter 56
Chapter 57
Chapter 58
Chapter 59
Chapter 60
Chapter 61
Chapter 62
Chapter 63
Chapter 64
Chapter 65
Chapter 66
Chapter 67
Chapter 68
Chapter 69
Chapter 70
Chapter 71
Chapter 72
Chapter 73
Chapter 74
Chapter 75
Chapter 76
Chapter 77
Chapter 78
Chapter 79
III. End
Chapter 80
Chapter 81
Chapter 82
Chapter 83
Chapter 84
Chapter 85
Chapter 86
Chapter 87
Chapter 88
Chapter 89
Chapter 90
Chapter 91
Chapter 92
Chapter 93
Chapter 94
Chapter 95
Chapter 96
Chapter 97
Chapter 98
Chapter 99
Chapter 100
Chapter 101
Chapter 102
Chapter 103
Chapter 104
Chapter 105
Chapter 106
Chapter 107
Chapter 108
Chapter 109
Chapter 110
Chapter 111
Chapter 112
Chapter 113
Chapter 114
Chapter 115
Chapter 116
IV. Epilogue
Chapter 117
Chapter 118
Chapter 119
Chapter 120
Chapter 121
Afterword
About the Author
Thirteen Years of Snow
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Acknowledgments
This book would not have been possible without the love and support from my readers. Thank you for your patience and being friends more than fans in my journey. I’d also like to thank Holly Gannaway and Faith M. Baldwin for editing this book with their heart and soul in it. Last but not least, thanks to my supporting beta readers who treated this book as one of their own (many more have read it but I missed some names): Greetje Wijnstok, Mel Heeney, Angie Portell Paule, Marlene Ann Paul, Debilee Angel, Shylee Wilde, Dawn House, Claire Louise Michelle Beck and Lauren Kuker for our repeated discussions about characters like the protagonist in my story.
THE LAST GIRL
by
Nick Twist
Preface
Some of the events in the book are inspired by actual facts. However, they are used in the spirit of entertainment. Certain details have been altered to fit the story. Please check the afterword for references.
We need stories, not only for entertainment, but for survival.
—Brook Ward
Part I
Beginning
1
A loud blare in my ears brings me back from the dead. My eyelids stay glued shut in spite of my desire to open them and see where I am. When I finally win the battle, I find myself staring at an inexplicable, murky shade of blue. I watch it morph into a translucent surface with a piercing beam of orange slithering through from above. I have no idea where I am or what I’m looking at. All I know is that I can’t breathe.
I want to scream, but salty water fills my lungs. I try to cough but end up choking. Tiny bubbles of air float before my eyes.
My instinct is to swim up toward the orange light. That must be the sun, right? I try to kick for the surface but something is pulling me down, deeper into the abyss below.
I’m not sure I can survive without breathing any longer, and I don’t remember how long I’ve been here. Did I black out? A great darkness drapes upon me, like the curtain at the end of a theatrical play.
No!
I toss and turn in place, wondering why I can’t move. Then I realize I’m strapped to something. A seat. It’s pulling me under.
My hand reaches behind me, feeling for a seatbelt release. I find it, but I can’t unlatch it for some reason.
Panic attacks me when I see a row of sinking seats nearby. It has dead passengers with bulging eyes and open mouths strapped to it.
I see a woman. Old but still alive. Our eyes meet for a fraction of a second. Bubbles pop out of her nostrils as she mouths something to me…
“The girl!”
I watch her sink lower into the abyss.
In fight-or-flight mode, I manage to unstrap myself from my seat. I swim up toward the light, hoping I can reach it before I faint. I paddle past sinking metal parts from above. My left arm is weak. I have to compensate with my right.
The blaring in my ears grows louder. How can I hear the sound underwater?
It’s a miracle that I find myself splashing my arms out of the water, waiting for life to welcome me back.
My first breath of polluted air feels like a shot of cocaine, jolting me back to existence. I don’t know why this is my choice of comparison, but it feels right. My lungs struggle to take the air in and then exhale it in a steady rhythm. My breaths are ragged and my throat is burning from the flames surrounding me. I cough as the intense dose of oxygen almost blinds me. Life is so precious. A wonder like no other.
The image of the world around me seeps in through my eyes. I begin to understand what is going on.
The sky above me is a mist of eternal grey. My neck hurts when I look up, but I need to locate the source of the orange light. It’s not the sun. It is fire.
It’s all around me, feeding on chunks of metal, rows of seats with burning people strapped to them, feeding on flesh and r
esulting in a nauseating smell in the air. The image is ominous enough that I feel my arms and legs start to give in; I could easily sink back into the abyss.
I struggle to wrap my arms around the nearest chunk of metal to hang on to. I snap away from the heat it produces. It takes me a while to swim to a log of some sort. I get on it, not sure what it is exactly. A terrible pain hits me in my abdomen, but I am too weak to check it out. I think I have survived a plane crash, but I can’t quite remember.
2
I keep looking for survivors. I see none.
Lying with my stomach flat on the log, I paddle with weary arms and legs, trying to evade the suffocating smoke all around me. The pain in my lower abdomen is still real. Something is pressing hard against it, but I’m still too weak to twist around and look.
All around me, dead passengers float upon the water. Faces down, arms out to the side, as if this is some kind of a ritual. I shudder, feeling guilty to have survived this. How did I trick such a dreadful fate?
It takes effort to scream for help. My ribcage hurts. My jaw is tense, and my own voice is a stranger to me.
The only reply I get is the fluttering of a few birds in the sky.
My second attempt to call for help is consumed by the loud crackling of fire all around.
I crane my neck, hoping to glimpse something beyond the plane wreck. Thick layers of fog imprison me in all directions, building a wall between me and what is beyond.
My lower lip quivers. “Breathe. Just breathe.”
The blaring in my ears returns. It’s intolerable, and I’m too weak to cover them with my hands. I wonder if the loud blare is a water pressure issue in my ears. A peculiar emotion overwhelms me whenever it toots. A mixture of déjà vu and a premonition of sorts.
My gut feeling urges me to leave this place. I feel like I’m late for something. An imaginary clock is ticking in my head. I shouldn’t be here, dealing with the aftermath of a plane crash. I should be…
My head aches. Fear snakes through my veins like slow poison. The panic returns. I want to swim through the fog, to the other side. I want to know what’s there.
I start paddling away again. My left arm is almost of no use now. My legs are heavy with pain and exhaustion. I doubt my strength is going to get me past the fog.
Just before I faint, I realize it’s not just the plane crash I don’t remember. I have no recollection of who I am or what my name is.
3
I wake up lying on my back. Sand shapes my spine underneath me. It’s cold and uneven. None of my pain has subsided. It’s gotten worse, so much I can barely move.
I gaze above at feeble sun rays weakened by a cloudy sky. A breeze tickles my face and passes the sound of ocean waves on the sand to my ears. I’m on a shore?
I lie back a little longer and listen to the steady rhythm of my heart. The hope of my memories coming back too is false. All I know is that I’m grateful beyond words. Surviving a plane crash and being swept to some shore is the kind of thing that only happens in movies. I can’t believe it.
Another whiff of air swirls through my salt-stiffened hair. The smell of pine trees, I suppose. I think it is coming from behind.
Slowly, I prop myself up on my elbows and stare at the ocean ahead, doing my best to disregard the pain in my back. I see the raging tides that had spat me here. My left arm feels slightly better now.
The log I used earlier is floating in the shallower water in front of me. I’m only a couple of strides away from the water’s edge.
The wreckage isn’t visible now, probably hidden behind the fog that looks like thousands of ghosts on the afternoon ocean. It has built a wall between me now and where I had once been. Between my past and present.
Did I swim this far?
My neck aches when I tilt it to peek behind me. I see a fortress pines and palm trees. They stretch forever on both sides. I can’t see beyond them. Only the white sands stretching across the distance.
No one else is visible on this shore.
“Help!” I cry out, staring at the clouds. My voice is stronger and clearer, but another swirling breeze whisks my words away.
I feel worse than before.
It’s one thing to lose one’s memory, and a totally different thing to add loneliness to it. It makes me wonder why the universe helped me survive all of this. Definitely not to end up alone on what looks like a deserted island.
The weight of my fears throws my head back again and forces my eyes to close. I sink deeper into my own abyss of loneliness and lose consciousness for the second time. The blaring horns in my ears won’t leave me alone, not even in my dreams.
4
It’s almost sunset when I wake up again.
This time my mind feels clearer, and I am able to stand up, even if I can hardly keep my balance. I stare at the floating fog one last time. It feels nearer to the shore now, as if it’s chasing me. The weather is worsening and colors are dimming all around. Nighttime is coming.
I give it one last shot, trying to remember anything about the plane. My flight’s destination. Where I departed. Why I was on it. Where I was going.
Nothing comes to mind. I’m a blank slate.
If I want to survive, I’ll have to eat. I’ll have to find people. I have to chance the walk through the pines and hope there is a world beyond it. An inhabited place whose residents can help me contact the outside world, so I can remember who I am and what really happened. A safe, inhabited world beyond the trees.
A shattered laugh escapes me before I walk to the forest. I’m laughing at myself. And at my foolishness. Why haven’t I checked my pockets for an ID yet?
Frantically, I go from one pocket to another. My jeans are empty. I didn’t even realize I was wearing them. Who travels with empty pockets? It feels strange to be curious about oneself.
A few pockets later, and the pain in my lower abdomen strikes again. I realize I’ve hit something around my waist. It’s been pressing against me. I am wearing a fanny pack.
So that’s the pain I felt in my abdomen?
Hoping and praying, I reach for my bag to unzip it. Whatever is inside must have been the source of my pain. My hands stop halfway, though. This overwhelming feeling strikes again. I shouldn’t be here. I should be somewhere else, doing something very important.
My hands are trembling, disobeying my wish to open the fanny pack. So many questions come to mind. Do I have a family? A boyfriend? A husband? Parents? Kids? What do I do for a living? Even scarier, what do I even look like?
What’s happening to me? I should be eager to open the bag and know the answers. If I’m lucky, I might find a cell phone. Luckier, I might have reception.
Why am I so reluctant?
I slow my frantic breathing and unzip the bag, but the zipper is stuck against some seaweed. A thin line of water streams out. I stay with it until it gives in. The bag fully unzips.
There is no ID inside. No driver’s license. No gym membership card. Neither can I find a picture of me and my family, nor is there a cell phone.
The thing my hands come up with is an e-reader. Kindle, to be precise.
What?
I raise it to eye level and stare as water dribbles from it. A black Kindle with a cracked screen. Part of the plastic is sticking out, so it must be what was pushing against my stomach. Not a clue to who I am. I push its buttons. Of course, it doesn’t work.
I’m disappointed, but realize the bag is still heavy. Something else is inside. I reach for it, almost knowing what it is. It’s made of metal and it’s cold. The kind of thing that raises more questions about who I am. The kind of thing that explains my reluctance and fears to open the bag. The kind of thing no ordinary person carries on a plane.
In my fanny pack, I carry a gun.
5
“Breathe,” I remind myself. “Whoever you are, just breathe.”
I pull out the gun and glare at it, as if it’s offending me. My instinct tells me I know how to use it. Funny how I can r
emember that but not who I am. The way I grip it in my right hand confirms my fears.