by Ford, Brenda
“You don’t need to patronize me just because I’m young,” I laugh. “Of course I know what love is because it’s what I feel for you. You’re all of me. You consume me. You’re everything to me.”
She pauses for a beat too long before answering me, giving me the four words that I know will fill me up forever. “I love you too. I really do, Nelson. I have felt it for a long time. But what about the future?”
“The future is going to be fine.” I grin, knowing that my college choice will assist with this. “Don’t worry. I have it all planned out; it’s going to be fine. Our love will triumph everything.” I don’t know how much she believes me, but she nods her head slowly. “I know that this might be hard for you to accept, but me and you are going to be forever. Despite everything that will stand in our way, we will make it work. And this isn’t just me being young or foolish or whatever, it isn’t. I know this is what I want forever.”
Amelia pulls herself up to me and she kisses me gently, finally reassured by what I’m telling her which makes me feel amazing. Wesley and my other brothers are just going to have to get on board like Rosie has. They will have to accept that I’m choosing love as well as my career. It will all work out in the end.
“I’m going to take you away this weekend,” I tell her on a whim. “Somewhere we can have peace.”
“I would like to go to the shore,” she replies with a smile. “It’s been so long since I’ve been.”
“Perfect. Then that is where we shall go. To the shore. Just me and you, it will be wonderful.”
I roll on top of her, hugging and kissing her while I think about what it will be like to be away from here, where it can just be me and her without worrying about who is looking at us. It’ll be amazing.
As a moan flies out of Amelia’s mouth, I move my lips over her cheeks and towards her throat. She tosses her head backwards, pressing it into the pillow, giving me more skin to get my mouth around. I kiss her, flickering my tongue over her every time I get the chance. Licking the delicious perspiration of her skin hardens me, turning me on wildly. It transforms me into an animal, making me paw at her desperately, needing her clothing off.
Eventually, I manage to drag her top off and I slip my lips towards her collar bone while I glide my fingers around her back, and I tear her bra off. I throw it to the left, not even caring where the sexy black lacy material lands, as long as I get to taste her skin. As soon as I pop her nipple between my lips, it’s my turn to groan with pleasure. Her rock hard nipples, screaming out for me, turn me into a mad man. My fingers graze over her breasts while my lips move from nipple to nipple. I don’t want to leave any part of her out.
“Fuck, Nelson.” Amelia’s fingers knot up tightly in my hair and every time she tugs hard, it feels good. “Oh God, I need you. I need to keep you in my life forever. I love you.”
Those words make me feel amazing. Utterly incredible. I soar higher than I have ever felt before. The woman that I have wanted for as long as I can remember, now loves me too. How can this not last forever?
“I love you too.” My lips move downwards, kissing her hip bones as I unbuckle her trousers. “So much.”
Once her trousers are apart, I slide them down with her panties too needing her completely naked, my lips grazing over her skin as I go. Her thighs tremble with need, her calves even shudder slightly, and as I pop one of her toes between my lips, she lets out a squeal of thrill. I think she might like this strange sensation.
“Oh my God, what are you doing, Nelson? That feels so weird… but weirdly nice.”
On instinct, I hum sending the sound all the way up her leg, hopefully hitting her core. Amelia arches her back lifting her butt off the bed, giving me the most incredible view of her that’s possible. She’s soaking wet, I can feel that and it makes me yearn for a taste. I slip away from her toe and travel fast up her body, wanting her right now. My heart pounds hard as I inhale her sweet, addictive scent, I can hardly catch my breath as I draw nearer to her. The excitement builds, any minute now, I will have her in my mouth again and I can’t wait.
“Ooh, your breath,” she gushes desperately, her fingers clutching tightly on to the sheets. “It tickles.”
I blow harder, loving the way that she shivers wildly. I can see her falling apart and I love it. Making this woman crumble is what I live for now. How the hell could I ever give this up?
Soon, I can’t handle it anymore. I need her, so I drag myself upwards and kiss her clit. She soaks my lips already with need, I absolutely love the taste of her, she’s incredible. Mine, all mine. I hold her ass in place as I swirl my tongue around her, setting her body on fire. She cries out, no longer desperately needing to be quiet, and I absolutely love hearing her this care free, this willing to give all of herself over to me.
I plunge my tongue into her just as she lifts herself up once more, ensuring that I can massage as much of her as possible. It’s obvious to me that Amelia is already nearing the edge and I can’t wait to push her over the edge.
“No,” she cries out, shoving me off her before I can tip her all the way. “No, I want to feel you.”
I’m barely breathing as I look at her, the primal animalistic need to continue tasting her is impossible to ignore, but Amelia drags me upwards to meet her lips regardless of what I want. Not that I mind. I don’t care what I do as long as it’s what Amelia wants from me. I’m so eager to please, I need to drive her wild.
Once I meet her lips, she takes her time undressing me slowly, her eyes on mine the entire time. I can see the desire dancing behind her gaze, and it makes me crazy. My cock practically bursts out of my trousers because I’m so keen to take her already. Fuck, I don’t know how to keep myself together. I’m a mess for her.
“I want to fuck you.” She pulls me into a sitting position. “I want to ride you like this.”
She straddles across me, her breasts in my face, and edges herself over my rock hard cock. But she doesn’t slide down just yet. She gives me an expectant look which it takes a couple of moments for me to digest.
“Oh, protection, right.” Luckily, I never go anywhere without it. “Hold on one moment.”
I pull out a condom, but Amelia snatches it from me before I can even open it. She tears it apart with her teeth looking like a fucking fox and she rolls it down over me. The pressure builds like crazy as she rolls the latex down over me, her fingers like a damn dangerous weapon, waiting to make me explode. It’s really hard to hold myself back. I keep gulping back, just trying to distract myself, so I don’t lose it too soon.
“Oh my God, Amelia, you really drive me wild. I hope you know that. Now and forever.”
She then angles herself and slides all the way down on to me, making my heart pound like crazy. Her walls clamp tightly around my cock as she claims me as her own. Her thrusts start slow and careful, she seems to be testing the waters, but it isn’t long before she is hungrily grabbing her pleasure, using me to drive herself over the edge. She looks so fucking beautiful like that, absolutely stunning. I don’t mind being used by such a stunner.
“I love you,” she pants out as she tips towards the edge. Her bouncing breasts, her messy hair, her heavy eyes… “Oh God, it feels so good to finally be able to say that out loud. I love you; I love you; I love you!”
“I love you too.” I connect my lips with her throat once more, kissing where I was only moments before.
It doesn’t take much for her body to grip me as she shudders through the orgasm. I can tell from the new sounds coming out of her that this might well be one of the most explosive times of her whole life, which is wonderful. I have had a million new experiences with her, it’s nice to give her something different too.
She looks spent by the time the bliss stops rocketing through her, so I toss her on to her front on the bed. She lies flat with her thighs parted for me, and I slip my way carefully inside, filling her up. From this angle, she is tight around me, dragging the orgasm from me rapidly. As I explode deep inside of
her, giving her all of me, I collapse on her back and hug her from behind, just loving every single part of her.
“Are you staying over again?” she gushes from underneath me. “You can do now. Without a fight.”
God, that feels amazing to know. That I can have yet another amazing night in the arms of this woman. It takes our relationship to a whole new level, which I suppose we have been doing in leaps and bounds today. People have found out, we have been torn apart, now we’re in love, separated from her ex, able to sleep together.
“Sure, I would love that.” I turn her around and kiss her gently. “There’s nothing better than waking up with you. Well… I assume.” I laugh and she does too. “We didn’t exactly have the best introduction to that.”
As we snuggle into one another, hugging in tight, I realize that everything is finally falling into place. It hasn’t been easy for us to get here, but it also hasn’t been as challenging as I thought it was going to be. Does it mean that we’re going to have it smooth from here on out? Are me and Amelia going to get lucky? I certainly hope so. Me and her both deserve some happiness after all of this. We’ve already been through so much.
Chapter Twenty-Six
Amelia
“Oh my God, the shore is lovely.” I hug my arms tightly around myself as the breeze whips around me. “I haven’t been here since Rosie was about eleven years old which was forever ago now.”
I remember that time. I actually ran away here thinking that me and Rosie needed a fresh start for me to be happy. This is where we might have stayed had I not been given the teacher’s job. My life could have taken another turn. I don’t know what would have happened to us if we were here.
“I haven’t been for ages either.” Nelson wraps his arms around my back as we stare out into the ocean together. “Brad always tried to do nice things like this for us, but it wasn’t easy. Without our parents, he had to care for all of us and take care of the family business as well. He was always just so busy.”
I almost forgot that this person has been through so much trauma as well. It might be different and maybe not something that he can remember because he was so young at the time, but it doesn’t lessen what’s happened to him. We share trauma. We might not share much because of the age difference, but we share that.
Although actually, without school as a constant reminder and the more time that we spend together, the age difference seems to get smaller and smaller. I barely think of it anymore. I don’t even glance around here, where we’re acting like just another couple since we’re far away for no one to know us, to see if anyone is staring. Who the hell cares anyway? Nelson doesn’t. He doesn’t even bat an eye lid about it.
“Shall we go on the sands?” I ask with a smile. “Walk bare foot like children?”
By the time I turn around, Nelson already has his shoes and socks in his hand. He’s keen as all hell with that suggestion which is awesome. This is why he makes me feel so youthful and care free. Because he’s just so much fun. I take off my own shoes and follow him down on to the beach, grinning from ear to ear as the sand tickles between my toes. That combined with the ocean air breathing into my lungs makes me want to fly.
Without thinking much about it, really just living in the moment, I drop my shoes and socks and spin around, running like crazy while giggling like a mad person. I toss my hands in the air, glaring up at the sky as I twist and turn almost like a dance. I’m in public, acting madder than I have ever done before, and I love it.
“You are wild.” Nelson scoops me into my arms and kisses me gently. “I love it. I love you here.”
“I love myself being here too. I feel so much free and excited here. I want to live here.”
God, those words just popped out of my mouth, I didn’t really think about it, but it is true. I wouldn’t mind living out my days here. If only I didn’t have the job fixing me in place. But with Nelson, this place could be awesome. Then again, that’s something way into the future anyway. Not for now.
“I could live here too,” he agrees. “This is like a dream, isn’t it? Especially for a writer. I could pen all my novels while sitting on the shore, breathing in this wonderful fresh air.”
I laugh and kiss him once more, allowing myself to get lost in the dream of us here. Me, working in some café or an office here. Something quaint and sweet, much less stressful than the high school. Nelson writing his books, becoming a best-selling author or whatever it is he will do with that amazing talent of his. Us living together in a lovely cottage not too far from the beach, spending our free time eating out in the garden, walking on the shore, hanging out in this lovely laid back place just living a calmer, more private life.
God, it would be amazing, wouldn’t it? A dream come true.
“You’re thinking about it, aren’t you?” Nelson teases me. “Me and you here.”
“Maybe I am, sure.” I grin. “But t’s just so nice being free here, isn’t it? Not having to hide away.”
Nelson can sense my sadness as I say this. It’s only because I’m impatient for people to accept us, for us to be able to just be like this forever. I know that we will get there if we just wait for long enough, but I want it now.
“Hey.” Nelson tucks his finger under my chin and brings my eyes closer to his. “Don’t worry too much about it. I know it seems like forever away now, but soon this won’t just be a dream. It will be every day.”
“Yeah, you’re right. I know. I just haven’t ever been this happy before and I don’t want it to end.”
“Well, we have the whole summer first. Don’t you forget that. A summer of fun…”
A summer of fun before he’s taken from me to college. Oh God, I don’t want to think of that.
“Don’t be sad. Please, Amelia. I know that it won’t be easy, but we can do this. I’m not going to college far away so we can see each other all the time. There won’t be any real separation.”
“Yes, I know, that’s true.” I nod and pull myself up to kiss him again. “Anyway, I don’t want to think about the future right now. I want to just be here in the moment and enjoy that right now.”
“So, let’s go and get some ice cream or something. Really act like tourists on the beach.”
I giggle and nod, more than willing to go with this. If we’re going to have a day like we’re on vacation, why not go all out? I seriously never want to leave this place. It’s absolutely perfect.
* * *
As the sun starts to set in the sky and it feels like this amazing day is about to come to an end, that dark cloud settles above my head again. Going back to real life means leaving all of this wonderfulness behind and keeping me and him a secret again. I know that it’s necessary, for me more than him, but that doesn’t make it better.
“You know what?” Nelson asks in a more up-beat tone than I can manage. “I don’t want to leave yet. I don’t have anything to get back to in a state of any urgency, and I don’t think you do either.” I shake my head, confused. “So, why don’t we make this last a little bit longer? Why not get a hotel room and stay?”
Immediately my mood shoots back up into happiness. A hotel room means a longer vacation, it also means that me and him can just be us for a little while longer. “Are you serious? That would be amazing.”
“Yes. Why not.” He shrugs and smiles. “There are some lovely places to stay around here. Pick one and we will see if there is a room for us. Why not make the dream last a little while longer?”
I soar happily while me and Nelson walk along the shore to find the perfect hotel for us to stay in. I end up choosing a B and B for us to sleep in because it just looks so old fashioned and cute. As sweet as the rest of the trip so a perfect way to end it. Luckily, there is a room inside, so we can stay there. The room is just as I imagine. Small, quaint, adorable. A real difference from home. I love it and it looks like Nelson does too.
“Wow, this is nice!” He smiles at me. “I’m so glad we decided to stay. Just look at that view of the oce
an. That’s something you never get at home, is it? Mind you, I’m not complaining about the view from my window!”
I blush happily as I think about the view from my own window as well. The one that led me to be here. If I didn’t have a window facing Nelson then I might never have gotten to know what an incredible person he is. It might have started as a physical thing, an attraction to his gorgeous body, but now it’s become love. A love that hit me sideways, that I never would have expected, but that has swallowed me up whole.
“Come here you,” I growl, thinking about watching him by the window. Watching him in class. Wanting him always. Now, I can have him. I must be the luckiest woman alive. “I want you.”
“Oh, well you certainly don’t have to ask me twice!” He flings his top off and tosses it to the floor before coming at me rapidly. He grabs me and lifts me upwards, causing my legs to wrap around him while he kisses me hard up against the wall. “Especially not when you look as good as you do today.”
We kiss deeply and passionately, all knotted up and wrapped around one another. I can’t tell where I end, and he begins, and I absolutely love it. His bulge presses against me, grazing over my core, thrilling me deeply. I moan as loudly as he does, we are definitely as fired up as one another.
When he drops me to the floor so we can fully undress one another, we do so rapidly and hungrily. His hands are all over me just as mine are over him. I don’t know if we have ever been quite so desperate for one another before. By the time he grabs me, and he throws me on the bed sheets I want him to just thrust into me already.
Nelson, however, takes his time, crawling over me like a predator, and he pauses above me for a moment. I can see the deep lust in his eyes. It’s obvious that he wants me too, but right now, he’s swimming in the love he feels for me as well and that’s what I like the most. The love that he has for me.
“You are everything,” I whisper while hooking my arm around his neck and pulling my hips up towards me. “I would go all out for you. I would give everything to be with you, I hope that you know that.”