by ChaShiree M.
I don’t realize I have been dazed out thinking about this until Rai’s voice brings me out of it.
“Jasper says you are going to be our new mom. Is that true? Are you going to my mom?” I hide behind the wall not wanting them to see me.
“Well princess, I am your nanny. Your daddy brought me here to look after you, protect and care for you when he can’t be here.” I admire the way she has moved around it, trying not to say something she isn't sure about.
“Don’t you want to be our mom?” But she doesn’t know my kids. They are much like their father. When they want to know something, they can be relentless.
“Oh, pretty girl. It has nothing to do with you. You and your brother are amazing. I would be lucky to have you both as my kids. Why don’t we go and polish your nails? Sound good?” I don’t hear anything else but them walking out of the room. Seems my kids want the same thing I do. Delta. Permanently. Forever.
Chapter 14
Delta
One Week Later
“Brock! Yes! Harder.” I tell him scratching my nails into his back. Currently, he has me up against the wall by the front door, pants on the floor, my shirt ripped and my legs around his waist as he lifts me up and down. I know my back is going to kill me after, but right now all I can feel is the tightness as his massive cock once again reminds me who I belong to. Like I could forget. He makes sure to tell me, show me and pound it into me every chance he gets. Like now, with his teeth latched onto my neck leaving a ‘branding’ as he calls it. Making sure I look like a taken woman. I can’t help but smile every time he says it, more than hoping he means it. Especially since I know I will never love another.
The past week has been great, if not a bit, unbelievable. Starting with the kids. Jasper one day out of the blue, said to me, “I’m glad dad found you, Delta.” Now to some that might be nothing but considering how quiet and solitary he can be at times, that was everything. I never know how he feels about me, or if I am making him happy. So, having him say this to me was like winning the jackpot. Railynn of course has always been amazing, connecting with me instantaneously.
River has blossomed now that we have a steady, safe place to live and that makes me happier than anything. She even got some friends that she invites over regularly. I caught her and Brock interacting once, and she thanked him for making me happy. His response will be forever etched in my brain.
“Oh, little sister, you have it backwards. You and your sister have filled this house with life and color. Your laughter and joy and the amount of love and attention you show my children, will always be the sunshine in my life. Thank you!” I saw her wipe her face and hug him. I walked away making sure to not be seen as I too, wiped my face. That man is amazing.
Over the course of the week, we have found time to talk and just be with one another and let me tell you, it has been more amazing than the sex. He opened up to me about Jesse and Connor. That is another situation for another day, but it made me love his brother more. He told me about the kids' mother, Karinna and to be honest...I wish he hadn’t. I had no clue their mother was Karinna Tate. THE Karinna Tate. Before her breakdown she was AMAZING!! So beautiful and elegant. I began wondering what he could possibly want with me after having a whole life with a woman like her. True to Brock fashion he read my insecurities and before fucking the doubt right out of my mind he told me I was twice the woman she was and that I had something she never had. When I asked him what, he replied, ‘my heart.’ Swoon. Turns out he didn’t have to fuck me after saying that. I found my girl power and gave it to him. Last night, he explained to me about the award show we were going to attend and made sure I knew that he wouldn’t leave my side. I kissed him and told him I knew that. Nothing he has done has shown. We spent all night on top of one another ravaging each other over and over. When we finally fell asleep, I just remember telling him I loved him, no longer worried about what he would think. It is just how I feel, and I am done hiding it being afraid to be hurt. I have found my strength and voice in this short amount of time and I am going to use it to hold onto what I have.
I woke up early this morning barely able to move. As I stretched, he once again rolled over on top of me, brought me to my knees, turned me around and fucked me like his life depended on it, whispering in my ear how I was his. I was never going to get rid of him. He was stamping his name all over my body and inside of me. My mind kept screaming that I was more than ok with that, even though my mouth was too busy screaming from the pain and pleasure. When we finally finished, we took a shower and I got dressed for my hair appointment. Walking down the hall, I checked on all the girls to make sure they were ready. I decided a couple of days ago to turn it into a girl’s day and took River, Gabby and Railynn with me and they all got mani’s and pedi’s. I made the mistake of mentioning this to Brock, and he flipped when he found out I was planning to pay for it. This led to a lecture about how no woman of his is paying for anything. When I argued with him and told him he was being ridiculous, this resulted in me being put on my knees, with his cock shoved into my mouth as he chanted over and over that I was his. I won’t bother telling him this was no punishment. Hey. A girl has got to keep some secrets. Right?
Now, here we are, me begging him to take me harder. “Such a horny, dirty girl. You want me to break you in huh? Is that it?” He growls in my ear before continuing to suck on my neck.
“Yes. Break me Brock. I’m yours. Just don’t stop.” I find myself meeting each of his thrust, trying to get him as far into me as possible. Never mind the fact that My hair that just got done is getting messed up.
“I know baby. From the moment I saw you I knew. Fuck, Delta. Did you always know you were such a good girl?”
“No. No. Yes. Yes.” his thumb massages my clit sending me over the edge. He is right behind me, his seed spilling into me, filling me with the very part of him that would promise I carried some part of him with me forever. Forever. That is what I want more than anything. He lets my legs down and bends to pull to my pants up for me, kissing my stomach on his way up like he does every time. I find myself looking forward to it. Hoping like him that we made something special there.
“Look what you did to my hair, mister.” I tease him smacking his chest.
“Looks good to me.” smiling I shake my head.
“Everything looks good to you.”
“If it involves you it does.” I can’t help the blush even now after all we have done.
“Well, I have to go get ready. Thanks to you my hair has to be redone.”
“Fine. But don't take too long. You know how I get when you are away from me for longer than I like.” My pussy begins to pulse again at the mention of how possessive he is. She is a greedy bitch. Hence the reason I was just up against the wall. Apparently, he only anticipated my appointment being two hours. But because I brought the girls along and added lunch it took it to five hours and well...see what happens.
“Well the girls are going to be up there with me.” I lean up and kiss him before walking away before he pulls me back.
Walking up the stairs I stop in River’s room to get the girls. “Hey ladies. Are you ready to help me get dressed?” Before I finish the statement, they are all up and out the room running into the bedroom. I still remember the first day Railynn came into the bedroom to ask me a question. I was so nervous because it never occurred to me she and her brother knew I slept in the room with their dad. I am not sure what I thought they thought, but it was like I had been here all along. They didn’t even blink.
The next hour is spent with me showering, fixing my makeup, and moisturizing. It isn't until the girls help me put my dress on that it hits me that I am going to a Hollywood event on the arm of the top film producer in the industry. What the hell am I thinking? My stomach begins to hurt, and I find myself bent over trying not to vomit. “Delta what's the matter?” Rai asks me, rubbing my back with the sweetest look of worry on her face. Guilt takes over me at making this sweet girl worry. I immediately
begin to straighten up and fix my face.
“Nothing to worry about sweet girl. I am fine. Just a little tummy rumble, but all better. Listen ladies. Thank you so much for all your help and for hanging with me today. I had a blast. I just need a few minutes to finish getting ready. Ok?” I ask all three of them. Gabby and Rai look to River for consent which I find humorous.
“Ok. If you are sure you are ok, then we will meet you downstairs.” I wait for them to walk out before sitting on the bed and freaking out. “I can’t do this. I can’t do this. I have been fooling myself. There is no way I am pretty enough to be surrounded by all of these ladies.” With my head in my hands I sit there trying to decide what to do.
“Delta? Are you ok?” I look up into the face of a very concerned Jasper.
“Hey buddy. Yea. I am fine. Just needed a minute. What’s up?” he cocks his head to the side contemplating me for a second.
“My dad asked me to come and escort you downstairs. Now.” so serious. I chuckle. A mini Brock.
“Very well, little sir. Lead the way.” he extends his hand and I take it. We descend the stairs, no words spoken. He seems focused on something. It isn’t until I turn and look toward the bottom of the stairs that I realize what. Standing at the bottom is River, Rai, Jesse and Conner, all standing behind Brock. But it is more than that. The entire foyer is filled with white orchids and pink roses. Petals lining the floor. My eyes, however, can’t seem to leave Brock. Standing in front of me, is the sexiest man I have ever seen in my life. Brock in regular clothes and normal suits is breathtaking. But Brock in a Tuxedo, is exquisite. “What’s going on?” I ask looking at everyone. I note that the girls seem to be giddy about something and my nerves begin to twitch. Before I can say anything else, Brock gets on his knee causing the air to leave my lungs. “Oh my god.” I gasp putting my hand over my mouth.
“Delta. I know I have been saying I knew from the moment we met, but it is true. I knew. When you walked into the office my soul cried for you. My heart reached for you. It didn't hit me until this very moment that I never said I loved you, even when you said it to me. So, let me be clear, I love you so fucking much baby, that I can’t breathe when you aren’t in the room. You have taken my children and loved them in a way, I never could as a man. I have watched both of them light up in ways I never thought I would see. You and River are the parts of my family I didn't realize was missing but am so glad came to me. All I need for you to do is say yes. Say yes you will marry me. Say yes you will be my leading lady...for life.” I am surprised I could even see the ring between all the tears. But holy hell is it gorgeous. It is an emerald shaped ring surrounded by blue sapphires. I can't seem to find the words, so I simply nod my head as he slides the ring on my finger.
“Oh my god.” I say wrapping my arms around him. “I love you so much.” He grabs my face and looks into my eyes.
“I love you too, baby. Thank you for making me the happiest man in the world.” Our mouths meet, forgetting there are others in the room, until the kids surround us in hugs and cheers. My heart is soaring. I finally found my forever and it already comes complete with everything River and I could ever need. A ready-made family. And more love then we know what to do with.
Epilogue
Delta
Eight Months Later
“Oh shit! Harder Brock. Fuck me harder.” I command on my hands and knees as he takes what I offered him from behind. My tits, which have grown tremendously big over the past eight months, swing back and forth as my fingers squeeze and twist my clit, hell bent on coming as hard and as fast as I need to.
Smack!
His hand makes contact with my ass sending me soaring closer to the finish line. “Calm your greedy ass down before you hurt my daughter.” He whispers into my ear before he licks it. Goosebumps break out across my body as his tongue makes contact with my skin, just like it does every time he looks at me. “What happened to my good girl that waited patiently for me to bring her to the edge and give her permission to go over?” he pushes and pulls me on and off his cock. With each movement my body begs for me.
“You knocked her up. That’s what happened.” trying my best to answer him even though all I really want to do is lay on my back as he destroys me over and over while telling me how much he loves me. I never get enough of that. However, ever since my stomach began showing, he has been more and more reluctant to get on top of me. Claiming it safer. Men are such scaredy cats. “You fucked me nonstop over and over, putting your daughter in my stomach and marrying me. You made me feel safe enough to open up. Now, you have to deal with it. Now fuck me, mister and make it quick. I have to go get ready for the party.” I tell him reaching my hand back to grab his balls. I know this is the one thing he can’t control. He loves my hands between his legs.
“Fuck. Naughty girl. You are going to pay for that.” he promises as he shoots off inside of me, his hands holding my stomach.
“I look forward to it.” Sighing and rolling over, I lay my head on his chest. I love listening to his heartbeat. He says it is the rhythm meant just for me.
“How are my two girls this morning?”
“We are great, honey. Can you believe we have four more weeks and then we meet our daughter?” The excitement overtakes me as I think about today. It feels like just this morning that we found out I was pregnant. It was six weeks after his proposal, the night of our honeymoon. Instead of swallowing his cock, I was spewing up vomit. He called in a doctor and we found out I was pregnant. Basically, it happened on the first time. Everyone was excited. Including Railynn and Jasper who the night of the wedding started calling me mom. River and Gabby planned the shower, but when my morning sickness didn’t subside, we decided to postpone my baby shower. Plus, he said he wanted us to have a chance to redecorate the house. He said he wanted it in my vision. I mean...what women wouldn’t swoon over that?
“I know. I can’t wait. Are you sure you are up for a house full of people?”
“Yes. I am fine, love. Please stop worrying. We should be more worried about River and London.” My mind goes to my sister. She enrolled in college but decided to stay home while attending. She has become a nanny for a Hollywood attorney, and I notice more than a little eyeballing going on between the two of them.
“No worries baby. Look how we turned out.” His mouth meets mine and I can’t help but feel he might be right. Afterall, this nanny found love exactly the same way.
Epilogue
Brock
Five Years Later
“It’s positive!!” My beautiful wife exclaims holding up the pregnancy test I knew was going to prove i was right. I puff my chest out not bothering to hold in the pride.
“I knew it would be. My boys never disappoint.” Adjusting my crotch, I pull her into me and kiss her. “You never cease to amaze me, baby. I don’t know another woman who could raise six kids, run two charities and still manage to make me feel like the luckiest man in the world. Did I mention you do it all looking like the sexiest woman I have ever met?” She looks me in my eyes and her cheeks turn red. After all these years, she can still blush.
“Why thank you, husband. And I would like to think we are both lucky. You loved me even though I came with a sister and a whole past one would be ashamed of. You loved me, protected me and cherished me. Why wouldn’t I be proud to give you as many babies as you want.”
“Oh no. Not again.” We both turn to hear Rai feigning upset. She can’t hide the smirk on her face. She loves each and every one of her younger siblings. At only 11 years old, she spoils them more than either of us. Don’t get me wrong, Jasper takes his role as big brother at 13 really seriously. Hell, who needs a bodyguard when you have him around.
“Yes again. Your mom is pregnant.” I say kissing Delta on the neck.
“What do you think, Rai?” Five years later and Delta is still nervous about not including the kids. I keep telling her as do they, that she is their mom in every way that counts.
“I just hope it is an
other girl. There are too many boys running around here.” Delta nods her head. Our first one was a girl. We named her Lana Sophia. Then we got the Braedyn Michael, Nelson Cord and our youngest, Tanner Lee.
“Well, I for one, don’t care what it is. I have everything I could ever want in my arms and in my life. There is nothing in this world more important than all of you.”
“So mushy dad.” Rai grumbles leaving the room. She hates it when I get sentimental.
“Lorna has the kids and the oldest two are on their tablets now, I am sure. What do you say you and I celebrate?” I ask taking her shirt off, not bothering waiting for her to respond. Sucking her nipple into my mouth, I moan, relishing in the sweetness leaking from them since she hasn’t finished breastfeeding Tanner yet.
“Mmm.” She says holding my head to her nipples. “As long it involves your head between my legs before you sit me on your cock and let me ride it all night.” Fuck! I love it when her mouth gets filthy. Time to get mine dirty too.
Fuck, I love my life.
Acknowledgments
I love you mom!!! Thank you for believing in me.
Vanessa, Trisha, Diana, Amy, Mercedes, Fabiola, Evangeline, Jenni, Chelle, and Letha. My girls. My historians. My comedians. My Alphas. My Betas. My idea mob. My squad. My clan. My protectors. My confidantes. My best friends. My sisters. My ride or die b******! You guys know how much I struggled through this one due to personal reasons. Thank you so much keeping me focused and making me laugh, giving me strength to finish Brock.