Hell, I’d respected her if she shot out some cocky comment that I could’ve had her in high school but I was too shallow so I’m not getting a piece of her now. I would’ve made sure to prove her wrong.
But she sat there all timid, eyes cast down and shy body language. After years of dating the same kind of woman and the fact that my ex-girlfriend Jenna screwed me over, the dam broke.
Sliding from the bench, I pocket her Boggle sheet and grab the game to place it back on the shelf on my way out. Some other poor sap can get schooled by his date.
Once I’m back outside, I walk close to the storefront windows, trying to find shelter from the light mist falling out of the dark sky.
Glancing at my phone, I see it was Luca calling me earlier. I dial him back.
“Where are you? We’re heading to Rush Street tonight, want to join?” he asks.
Another night at a club? No thank you.
“Nah. Thanks though.”
“When did both my brothers go pussy on me?” He doesn’t bother to hide the displeasure in his tone.
Luca parties every night he isn’t on shift. Never did I think two years difference would feel more like six.
“I just finished with a date.” I stop at the light, waiting to cross.
“Didn’t go well, huh?”
“How’d you know?”
A bachelorette party files out of a limo parked by the curb. The poor bride who has dicks glued on every inch of her clothing stumbles into the pizza place. Yeah, she’s not making it to the bar.
“Because you’re talking to me. You should be on your way to your apartment, or better yet have her pressed against a brick wall in the alley. The last place you should be is on the phone with me.”
I can’t argue with him, he’s right. The date was a bust especially when I morphed into an asshole at the end.
“I’m heading home.”
“Perfect. That’s where I am.”
My mood sours further. Luca tends to travel in packs. Him and his freeloader pack of wolves probably drank the last of my beer.
“Why?”
“Oh, sweet brother. You gave me a key, remember?”
I step onto the red line train. The doors shut behind me. “That was for emergencies.”
“I was out of beer. That is an emergency.” One of his jackass friends laughs in the background.
“Leave my apartment and don’t take the key with you,” I warn, tapping end call.
I slink down into an available seat. It’s too early for the train to be filled with young nightlife people like Luca but too late for commuters. Two couples sit on opposites sides of the train—one with limbs entwined and faces close. The other with backs straight and faces forward. The woman with her head in her phone and the man staring out the window. It’s like seeing the before and after effects of the infatuation phase of a relationship.
Either the beer or exhaustion sets in and my eyes close as I rest my head against the glass of the window. Madison’s temper those last few seconds together overtake my thoughts. The way her cheeks flushed with anger and not arousal. How her sulking shoulders straightened and her jaw jutted out. The fire that glinted in her eye of all the things I could tell she wanted to say to me.
All of it made me so rock hard, I almost pulled her into my lap and kissed her. Luckily, I refrained because I’m pretty sure she would’ve smacked me across the face. No matter how hot her fight got me, I realize now that it was wrong of me to take out my own frustrations on her.
I exit the train at my stop and by the time I’m walking up the steps to my apartment I can hear the music inside blaring. Of course since my day has been a suckfest, Mrs. Peterman opens up her door just as I hit the landing, her wig half-cocked on her head, Mr. Wiggles in her arms as she stares at me with a pointed glare.
“I can’t hear Survivor,” she tells me.
“Sorry, Mrs. Peterman. It’s my brother.”
“I saw him leave two hours ago.” She sucks her false teeth back into place.
“Yeah, my other brother. The paramedic. Luca?”
She looks at me like I’m speaking a language she doesn’t understand.
“I can’t miss anything on the show. I’m trying to be nice here since you boys do so much for the city, but my show is important.”
I put up my hand in apology. The last thing I need is her calling the landlord. “I know, I know. I’m sorry, Mrs. Peterman.”
She nods and steps back into her apartment, shutting the door behind her. The echo of five different locks following her departure. You’d think a woman so scared wouldn’t mind a little music when it meant that a cop and firefighter lived across the hall.
I open my door because unlike Mrs. Peterman’s door, my brother believes he’s invincible. Or that he can take any burglar who wants to rob us.
“Turn down the music.” I don’t wait for him to oblige because Luca and his buddies are all out on our small porch that overlooks…nothing spectacular.
I press off on the stereo and Luca whips his head around, his attention inside the apartment immediately.
“Mrs. Peterman complained.” I raise my hand before he can make some remark about what a pussy I am.
“You’d think after that time I carried her down two flights of stairs and got her to the emergency room she’d stop giving us shit,” Luca says, coming in from the patio.
I open the fridge, grabbing a beer and twisting it open.
“First of all, you don’t live here.” I point at him with the neck of the beer.
He shrugs, propping himself up on the kitchen counter, grabbing a tortilla chip from a bag he opened from our pantry. Forever the little brother.
“We’re family.” He holds his arms out, inviting me into a hug I want no part of.
“There’s a reason we don’t live together.” I inspect the kitchen, the empty beer bottles all over the table and chips and salsa strewn about the counter. “Cris is going to freak. Thanks for leaving me a Friday night of clean up.”
I leave my beer on the counter and organize the beer bottles so after Luca and his dimwit friends leave, I can at least chill out and watch television.
“Cris needs to lighten up. So tell me about your date?” He hops down and tosses his empty into the recycle bin before lining up a row of four shot glasses.
“I’m not taking a shot,” I say.
“Then I’ll take two.” He pours Jim Beam into the glasses but doesn’t call his friends in. “Come on, I’m your brother and panty melter extraordinaire.”
I toss the paper towel in the trash. “I was an asshole and now I have to apologize.”
“You were an asshole to Maddie?” His jaw hangs open. “She was always the sweetest girl.”
“Not so sweet when you piss her off.” I snag my beer and tip it back. The shot is looking more appealing now when I think of how I have to make it right with her.
“How’d you piss her off? I mean after high school, jeez, you really are an asshole.”
I pause with my beer halfway lifted to my lips. “Excuse me?”
“Come on. You aren’t that dense, are you?” Luca’s friends come in, all saying their hellos and fist bumping me. Half of them I’ve known just as long as my own friends. I figure this is good. Luca will leave and I don’t have to hear him tell me off for how I treated her. Instead he says, “Hey guys, I’ll meet you down at the club.”
They all look at one another like their leader gave them a confusing order.
“Luca, go. I’m gonna clean up so I don’t have to hear Cristian’s bitching when he gets home. After that, I’m hitting the sheets.”
Luca shakes his head and nods toward the door so his friends leave.
After the door shuts, Luca grabs a shot and hands it to me. I down it without argument and he downs another one.
“You looked her up in the yearbook, right?” Luca’s eyes narrow to slits, curious to what the fuck I did. I’m not sure why he cares. It’s not like he’s friends with her.
He’s never mentioned her or her friend until the auction.
“Yeah, I looked her up.”
“And?”
“And what? She looks different, I noticed that. I get what you guys were saying…that we didn’t travel in the same circles and that I was a dick in high school, but none of that has anything to do with her.”
He blows out a breath and lets out a cocky chuckle, suggesting I truly am the stupidest person he’s ever met.
“Madison Kelly loved you, man. I mean head over heels for you. Hunt probably bid on you because she wanted to give her best friend the date she’s been waiting a decade for.”
“Hunt?” I have no idea who he’s talking about.
“Her friend, Lauren Hunt.”
“You refer to her by her last name?”
Luca shakes his head. “I don’t want to talk about her. You really don’t remember Maddie?”
I swig down a few more mouthfuls of beer. “She looked kind of familiar in the pictures. But I was a senior and she was a sophomore. I didn’t know a ton of sophomores.” I shrug and then throw my empty beer bottle into the recycling.
“You didn’t know a lot of nerds.” Luca tilts his head and gives me a challenging stare.
“High school was eleven years ago. I wasn’t an asshole to her tonight because she wore glasses and had braces. I was an asshole because she was all shy and timid.” I throw my hands in the air. “I have no fucking clue why I’m still talking to you about this.”
Going out to my balcony, I pick up after Luca and his destruction crew.
His footsteps follow behind me like I assumed they would. “You’re talking to me because it bothers you that you hurt that poor girl’s feelings.” He frowns and sticks out his bottom lip. “You came to your more knowledgeable brother for advice.” He extends his arms and uses his hands to motion me in for a hug. “Come, Luca will make it all better.”
I throw a cheeseball at him and it pings off his forehead. “You should probably get going to meet your friends.”
He chuckles. “Tell me what’s wrong with shy and timid? They’re usually the kinky ones in bed.”
I stop to stare at him, unamused.
“What?” He raises his hands up in a placating fashion. “It’s not stereotyping if it’s fact.”
I plop down on one of the two chairs we have on the small outdoor space. Propping my feet up on the metal railing, I stare out at the sliver of skyline view we have before the next building blocks it. I notice a party full of girls in the condo building across the street, and it’s clear what Luca and his friends were doing out here.
“Nice.” I shift my eyes from Luca to the girls.
He sits down in the empty chair. “You can’t blame us, they were having a sex toy party.” He pushes his own long legs against the metal railing.
“I don’t know why I did it, okay?” I don’t turn to him, but I feel his eyes on me. “I just… I’m done with girls who try to mold themselves into a version of a woman they think I’ll like. I knew she was different from the moment I met her at the auction. I mean it’s nice she doesn’t flaunt her amazing body. Truth is, before I approached her at the auction, I was excited that she bid on me. I can’t even describe my first impression of her other than that she was out of my league. Then I approach her and she can barely say a word or keep eye contact.”
“Hard life when you turn women into babbling messes.”
Luca doesn’t understand my dilemma or why I acted the way I did to Madison. He’s still in the ‘you’re hot, come home with me’ stage. The only thing he needs to know about her is that she’s of age and that one of them has a condom. It doesn’t matter if he knows whether she has siblings or not. He doesn’t care what her favorite travel destination is, or if she’s an early riser. Actually, he usually hopes she is an early riser so she wakes up and gets the hell out of his bed without expecting breakfast.
“Stop judging me.” He points at me, like he could actually telepathically listen to my thoughts.
“Just go find your Friday night girl.”
He sits up, resting his elbows on his knees and stares over at me. “I get what you’re saying. You’re getting older and looking for a wife.”
“I’m not looking for a wife, just a girl who will be herself and has a backbone and isn’t afraid to show it.”
Luca just stares at me, confusion laced in his features. “Then I’d say the girl who used to write your name in her binder in high school probably isn’t your girl. But you still need to apologize for no other reason than the fact that I have to go on a date with her best friend and I don’t want your fuck up ruining what is already going to be a horrible night for me.” With that cryptic comment, he rises out of the chair and puts his hand on my shoulder. “Your fighting girl is out there somewhere.”
I let him leave and enjoy his night as my mind stays in flux. Like usual, I disagree with my brother. Madison Kelly might just be my fighting girl.
7
Madison
The anxiety of coming home early after my date crashed and burned like an Indy 500 car that hit the wall straight-on sets in when the dark windows of my place greet me. Vanessa must be at her mystery job and Lauren is either on a date herself or just out. Of course, I wouldn’t put it past her to be doing PI work on Vanessa. She’s way too worked up about Vanessa’s comings and goings.
After I’ve driven up the alleyway and parked in the garage, I make my way through the backyard toward the house. The back door opens before I reach it and Lauren softly closes it shut behind her.
“Lauren,” I say in a calm voice.
Her hand covers my mouth, and my back ends up hitting the banister of our porch. That’s going to leave a bruise. Sometimes her quick reflexes make me think she was an assassin in her prior life.
Without any explanation, and with her hand still covering my mouth, she turns me around and pushes me forward to lead me to where I just came from—our detached garage.
She doesn’t remove her hand from my mouth until she callously shoves me into the backseat of her yellow Fiat which is parked in the garage.
“What the hell?”
She ignores me, throwing a blanket over us so we’re concealed while peering out the back window.
We watch as Vanessa steps through the outside entrance of the garage, her heels clicking on the new cement I poured a month ago in preparation of selling this property. She doesn’t give a glance to the Fiat when she presses the garage button and the large door rises.
A black town car waits idle for her in front of us and she presses the code on our keypad, making the garage door lower, leaving us with a view of her climbing into the backseat, unable to tell if there’s anyone already in there.
Lauren, the little acrobat, jumps into the front seat and thrusts the keys into the ignition and hits the button on the remote for the garage door opener. The tires squeal and she peels out of the garage.
“Hello! What the hell are we doing?” I climb awkwardly into the front seat, the seatbelt my first priority.
“We’re going to follow her.” Her small foot presses on the gas pedal and we round the corner of the alley into the street.
“I’d like to not die tonight.” I grasp for the door handle, anything to hold on to.
“Please. I know Chicago roads like a cardiologist knows the heart.”
I don’t even try to argue with the deranged line of thinking. Instead, I close my eyes. After a minute, I peek out of one eye because it’s good to test your heart under stressful situations, right?
“Tell me about your date.” Lauren tries to spur a conversation as she speeds past a biker on the right.
“Later.”
“What?” She brakes hard, almost rear-ending the car between us and the town car. Her eyes stay focused on me as the red light illuminates her face through the windshield. “Maddie?”
“Nothing. We’ll talk about it after this little PI move you’ve kidnapped me for.”
She doesn’
t press the gas and I notice she’s still in her scrubs from the physiotherapist’s office. “Did he treat you bad? Because I’ll find him and nut check him.” The pissed off expression on her face says she’s serious.
“No. I mean…well…I took him to Dice and Spins.”
A green light replaces the red one streaming into the car and I slam into the back of the seat when she guns it.
“Why would you take him there?” she asks.
“Because I thought it would be fun.”
The town car stops at a light to turn left forcing Lauren to piss off the person beside us as she presses on the gas, squeezes in and slams on her brakes. Horns honk and I sink down in the seat.
“Seriously, you’d never be able to be a real PI person. The driver is probably on to you.”
“Don’t change the conversation. How did Mauro enjoy playing Life?” Her condescending tone confirms what I figured out mid-date—that it was the worst date idea ever.
“He didn’t seem to care until I…lost.”
“You didn’t?”
The town car is moving and Lauren follows the car toward the lakefront.
“What? Women do it all the time,” I insist, but even I can hear the lack of confidence in my voice.
“Not you, Maddie.” She shakes her head. “I have to say though, I’m surprised he noticed. He always seemed so self-centered.”
I stare ahead as the car slows down due to the traffic around Lakeview and the masses of young people heading out for the night.
I’m not sure I want to stick up for Mauro, but if we hadn’t had that small fight at the end, I never would have realized that he noticed everything about me. In truth, that might be what scared me the most. Like he could see inside me…how messed up I was from high school…how my beliefs about myself didn’t catch up with my outward appearance. Lauren may believe that Mauro is all about himself, but he nailed me in one night. I can be a people pleaser and whether that had anything to do with having a mom who fell to pieces when my dad divorced her or a dad who moved miles away after the divorce so that I only saw him for a few days in the summer and maybe on holidays, I don’t know. Or maybe it came from trying to make up for my lack of beauty at a time in my life when everyone is judged on how attractive they are. Regardless, his words sunk into me like tattoo ink on bare skin.
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