Vote Then Read: Volume I

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by Carly Phillips


  “That’s good.”

  “Don’t tell the boss.”

  I laugh. “I won’t.”

  I know he’s only making casual conversation, like the weather, but when he says, “That was mighty nice of your friend to visit yesterday.”

  “Yes, it was,” I reply, not wanting more tears to surface before I even reach the street.

  “Judging by how long he waited and those flowers, I’d say you have quite the admirer.”

  I stop walking just before we reach the door. “The flowers were very nice, but out of curiosity, how long did he wait?”

  “I didn’t time him or anything,” he says, shrugging, “but it was a good three hours. At least.”

  “Three hours?” Danny’s words come back to me—No, not long. “Wow, that is a long time. I didn’t know.”

  “I just thought he deserved the credit.” He walks out, holding the door for me. “Have a good day, Ms. Carmichael.”

  “Thanks, Dave, and call me Reese.”

  “Yes, ma’am.”

  “Have a good day.”

  I remain on the street, and when I look where I’m standing, it was here. Right here. Twelve hours ago, this is where Danny changed our course. This is where he made me see what was right in front of me in Nebraska, what I knew in Marfa. He made me realize that he’s been the missing piece to making my heart whole again. The tears come as I pull my phone from my purse. The screen lights up as I open it. I call Danny, praying he’ll answer.

  My heart starts hurting even more when the third ring chimes. By the fourth, his voicemail kicks in along with regret. So much regret. I should have never let him leave. Under any other circumstances, I would hang up. But this time, this time for him, I’ll swallow my pride and pain and leave a message for him to call me. After I hang up, I stay there as if my feet don’t want to leave the good in the past.

  That’s what I’ve been doing all along. With Danny. With our relationship. The bad is so easy to remember, the good forgotten in the memories. But there was so much good. We were good. Standing there I realize I barely remember the bad anymore and yet, I’ve held it against him. Why?

  I stare at my phone, hoping it rings. I assume he’s sleeping, somehow able to when I couldn’t. A small comfort comes over me. He’ll have clearer thoughts. He’ll see me more clearly and want to come back, come back to me and just… just be together again.

  When I look up I realize I know where he is booked to stay this trip. My arm flies into the air to hail a cab. At this hour, it’s easy to get one. I direct the driver to Ninth Avenue in the Meatpacking District. With my phone still in my hand, I lean back as I run everything I want to say to him on rotation so I can cover everything needed.

  I pay the driver and head in through the revolving doors. It’s still early, not even 6:45. The lobby is empty of guests and only one person is behind the counter. With a broad smile, she says, “Welcome to the Gansevoort. Checking in?”

  “No, I’m here to see a guest. Danny Weston.” My fingers begin tapping on the counter as I lean against it anxiously. “Can you call him for me?”

  Her smile falls. “We don’t normally disturb our guests at this hour. Is Mr. Weston expecting you?”

  “No, but I need to speak with him right away please.” I throw the please in with a slight plea, but nothing is going to get her to make that call. I can tell by how tight her lips have become as she types on her keyboard.

  “I’m sorry. His room is set to do not disturb.” She puts a pad of paper and pen down on the counter and slides it toward me. “Would you like to leave a message?”

  “Can I wait here?” I ask, pointing to the seating area by the window.

  “Yes.”

  I walk over and sit down, setting the phone on the coffee table in front of me and stare at it.

  One hour…

  Two hours…

  He waited three.

  I’m willing to wait longer, but my phone rings and I jump, startled by the sound. Keaton. I gulp down my disappointment and brace myself for this conversation. It’s one I need to have and as I start thinking about it, it’s one I should probably have before having one with Danny.

  “Hello?”

  “Get to the office, Reese.”

  “Don’t talk to me like that.”

  “As your boss, I can talk to you however I want to.”

  “I’m working from home today.”

  “You’re fucking him at home today, forgetting that your job is waiting for you to start your day. Or do you not care about your job anymore?”

  “You know I care, Keaton. I care more than you’ll ever give me credit for.”

  “That’s not true. I gave you Vittori, which is the same as giving you credit. Now get to the office. We need to talk.”

  Swallowing becomes hard as I give him more than he deserves. “I said I would and we can.” Looking around the lobby that’s much busier and getting louder, I say, “I’ll meet you in your office in an hour.”

  “Forty-five minutes, Reese. Don’t be late.”

  He feels more powerful by taking fifteen minutes off the hour like that but I’m not in the mood to argue. I’m sure I’ll be doing plenty of that in forty-five minutes.

  I stand up and throw my purse over my shoulder. Walking around the rotating door just as a man enters the other side and pushes, I look up. Danny. The door stops trapping us both on opposite sides with no way to exit. He moves his finger in the air to show me he’s going to push us around. When the opening is to the sidewalk, I walk out and look back, but he’s gotten out in the lobby.

  My shoulders drop as he puts his hand out to stay, and then comes out the other door, skipping the revolving one.

  Before he can say anything, I blurt, “I’m sorry.”

  He looks surprised.

  I continue, “I’m sorry for everything. For my ex showing up, really sorry for that. For not sharing more of my life with you. For making you feel that you’re not as important as my career when it scares me how you already are, and always were. I’m sorry for not calling you in the last ten years, and I’m more sorry for not meeting you that day. I could have given you a million reasons why I didn’t back then, but today… today I stand before you not able to remember any that were worth losing you, and regretting them anyway.”

  “Reese, stop.” His tone is somber.

  And just like that my hope plummets.

  He doesn’t want me anymore.

  Stepping forward, he takes my hand. My heart beats painfully in my chest. “Reese, you don’t have to apologize for the past or the in-between. That’s exactly what it is—the past. We can’t change it. But last night, I don’t get into fights. I don’t date other men’s girlfriends or wives despite what the tabloids say about me.”

  “I’m not dating him.”

  “I know. I know because you told me.” His grip tightens and he pulls me closer. “I want you to tell me everything about you. I want us to know each other like we used to.”

  Tears prick my eyes for different reasons this time. “You do?”

  “I do.” He wipes my tears just as they fall. “I want you to know the real me, the me now.” Chuckling, he says, “I may be an ass for all you know.”

  “You may be an ass after I get to know you too.”

  His laughter draws out mine as we joke, skirting around the deeper emotions we’re feeling for each other. I drop my head against his chest and wrap my arms around him. I feel his strength as he holds me just as tightly. A kiss is placed on top of my head and I close my eyes, inhaling him.

  Deep down I know he was already there, inside my heart all along. “I’m sorry for last night.”

  “Just so you know, I was willing to kick his ass for you.”

  With a smile on my face, I whisper, “I know. But just so you know, I was willing to kick his ass for you too.”

  I feel his chest moving. The feel of his happiness makes me happy. When I look up, he says, “I’m sorry for leaving last night.”


  “I understand.”

  He lifts my chin so I look up again. “I mean it, Reese. I shouldn’t have left. I don’t want to justify it, but I was angry—at him, at you, and at myself. I knew I’d take it out on you if I didn’t leave. That’s the last thing I wanted to do because I know you didn’t have anything to do with him being there.”

  I back up so we can talk face to face. “Look, Danny, we left things unfinished ten years ago, but I feel the connection I always had with you. I think you feel the same—”

  “I do.”

  Needing to touch him again, to feel his warmth envelop me, I curve my fingers around his. “When I’m with you, I feel like my old self, the person I wish I was.”

  “Who are you?”

  “I’m someone who lost their way.”

  His fingers tighten around mine. “Find your way back to me.”

  “I’m trying.” The clock is ticking. I adjust my purse, and say, “I want to, so badly, but I need to close some doors before opening this one. Out of respect for you, and for myself.”

  He looks curious, but doesn’t ask. He knows. When he hugs me again, he knows. “Come back to me.”

  “I promise. As soon as I can get away.” I pull back and start trying to leave when all I want to do is stay. Job and career be damned. I never had anything worth giving it up for before now. “Bye, Danny.”

  “I’ll be waiting for you. I’m in room 1455.”

  He stays there on the sidewalk—smile on his face, hands in pockets, looking perfectly edible. I give one last little wave and hail a cab.

  Standing outside Keaton’s office with two minutes to spare. I wait three and then knock. This little joy makes me smile.

  When I hear him tell me to come in, I open the door and walk in feeling a renewed confidence in myself. I walk to the desk and when he tents his fingers in contemplation, I start in, “We are no longer a couple. You will not treat me as if I am, as if you have any right to know anything about me personally. You don’t. You are my employer, nothing more.”

  “Sit down, Reese,” he says, getting comfortable in his large leather chair.

  When I sit, he adds, “As your employer, I own your ass from eight to five. Anytime you’re on site representing one of my accounts, I own you. If you’re with clients on my dime, I own you. Taking the expense report you submitted yesterday into account, I apparently own you more than two hundred hours a month.”

  I don’t like where this is going. A sickening clots my veins listening to him stake any claim he can over me. “That’s all you have. Nothing more. No more, Keaton.”

  “That’s all I need. We’re done here. Shut the door after you leave.”

  Staring at him, his attention is back on his monitor as if I’m not still here. I get up and head to the door without another word, not because I agree with him, but because I can’t be bothered with him. I’ll spend this week sending out my résumé.

  When I get to my desk, there’s a pile of envelopes on top. They have all been opened, so I pull the heavy cardstock out and read the first one.

  Keaton Klein and guest are cordially invited…

  I drop it and open the next one.

  And then the next.

  They’re all the same. Scooping up the pile of invitations, I then carry them back to his office. This time I don’t give him the courtesy of knocking before I enter. I drop them on his desk and shake my head. “You can’t force me to go on dates with you. You can’t use business to win me back or to spend time with me.”

  “Can’t I?”

  “You’re an asshole.”

  “I’m busy, sweetheart. If you have business to discuss I’m all ears. The rest of this garbage is boring me.”

  “I won’t go,” I state, crossing my arms over my chest.

  “Get your dancing shoes on. I hear tonight’s gala will have a large dance floor and live band.”

  “I’m not going, Keaton. I’ve got no business there so that makes it null and void.”

  He stands, leaning his hands on the desk dividing us. “Let me tell you a little bit about null and void. Your plaything is in breach of contract, so all bets are off and we will fight a more civilized battle through our lawyers.” He picks up a file and drops it in front of me. “Make sure to read the fine print. Especially the part about him not fraternizing with anyone employed by Klein Advertising. Not to mention your personal violation of our code of conduct.”

  My anger gets the best of me. “I think you’re overlooking the fact that you’re in violation as well. I guess I should file a report with HR.”

  “Klein has never disallowed employees to date each other. We just ask that it doesn’t affect the performance of your job.”

  “Cut the bullshit, Keaton. What are you saying?”

  He looks pleased with himself as he takes the file back. “I’m saying you’ll stop seeing the model immediately. As for work, you will not see him unless another member our team or Vittori’s team is with you.”

  “I recognize a threat even when it’s delivered with a smile, so what’s the or?”

  “Or we sue him for breach of contract. So how rich is your pretty boy?”

  “This is a personal vendetta. Keep the focus on me and my job performance—”

  “Don’t worry. I’ll be keeping a close eye on your job performance. Now if you’ll excuse me, I have a conference call with my lawyers.”

  “You’re the biggest mistake I ever made, Keaton.” As soon as I say it I know it’s a lie. I know what my biggest mistake is and I refuse to make it twice.

  “That’s fine. You can hate me all you want, but as long as you’re employed here, you’ll respect me and our code of conduct.” He looks down, dismissing me by waving me off.

  I hate him. I do. So much. I walk to the door, but before I can open the door, I hear, “Reese?”

  Stopping, I slowly turn around. With my hand on my hip, I wait for him to speak. He says, “Wear the Louboutins. They were always my favorite.”

  The bastard. “You bought those for the whore you were fucking on the side. You always bought me Manolos.” He’s a despicable man, and if I wasn’t already so angry at him, the sting from finding out he was cheating on me would cause my blood to boil. He humiliated me with a Louboutin-wearing whore who he paraded to the ballet while taking me to the opera the next night. New York societal circles are small. I turn on my Pradas and he’s smart enough to let that lie. When I exit his office, I shut the door and exhale an anxious breath. I walk with purpose back to my desk, his warning and the invitation playing on a loop.

  Even with the threats toward my job, my career, my life in general, I can think of only one thing… or one person to be precise.

  Danny.

  26

  DANNY

  As soon as I get back to the room, I get out of my clothes and take a hot shower. A night of sex and a morning of walking around the city aren’t doing me any favors.

  My skin feels raw from last night. It’s a feeling I’ve missed, and one that takes my mind back to another time in life.

  Reese.

  I climb into bed naked. Call it wishful thinking, but after making up with Reese, my bets are on a sure thing. I want to be ready when she comes over.

  Closing my eyes, I feel content, another sensation I haven’t felt since being with her. I just never recognized it until now. Even in the dark of this hotel room, I smile, the emotion too strong to stop myself. I exhale, long and hard, the crazy of the last twenty-four hours released and I fall asleep shortly after.

  Hoping for more sleep, my eyes remain closed. Muscles tired. Head groggy. The room is black from the window coverings, so I have no concept of how much time has passed. Sporting wood, my cock is even confused to the hour. Rubbing it to calm it down, I realize this will only make matters harder. Like steel. Especially when the brunette with blue eyes comes to mind.

  I throw the covers off and go take a piss. I’m about to climb back in bed when I catch a glimpse of t
he clock. 5:03. I struggle to register if it’s a.m. or p.m. When I do, I grab my phone off the nightstand and sit on the edge of the bed. Fuck! p.m.

  There are plenty of missed texts, a batch of new emails, but no missed calls. Where is Reese? I thought I’d hear from her, but it’s almost dinnertime and I haven’t. I call her, worried. When she doesn’t answer, I leave a message, “Gimme a call when you get this.”

  Needing to get up before my days and nights are completely screwed up, I shift and open the blinds with the remote. Then dig through my suitcase for clean clothes. I pull on jeans, going commando underneath, after putting on a T-shirt. I walk to the window and look around outside. Something’s wrong.

  Pulling my phone from my back pocket, I text her: Where are you?

  Trying to not stress about her, I sit down and start going through my emails. But I worry about what’s going on. When she left this morning, we were good. More than good. We were solid. We had said things we hadn’t said and it felt good to get it off my chest and hear her side. I wanted to tell her more. I wanted to talk about that fateful last night. Leaving me there, knowing I was going to ask her to marry me was not humiliating. It was hurtful. I need to put it to bed by finding out why she stood me up. It’s the past that haunts me the most.

  I look at the face of my phone again. No response to my text. I grab my hat and slip on my shoes. Before I leave the room, I put on my jacket. Downstairs in the lobby, I call her once more, but it goes to voicemail.

  Outside on the sidewalk, I’m not sure where I’m going, but I couldn’t sit inside that room any longer. The walls were closing in, the lack of Reese taunting me. I stand where I last saw her, having a good mind to go to her work. But I don’t want to make things worse for her. Her job is important and I can respect that. What I can’t respect is that douchebag ex. I can only imagine how he’s going to lash out at her.

  I mean, I don’t fully blame him. If I was in his shoes, I’d be angry finding my girlfriend fucking some hot, extremely sexy, eight-pack-abs stud too. But I’ve never felt that strongly about a woman, except for one. The same one as him. Fuck. What lengths is he willing to go to get her back? Or more specifically, what lengths has he gone to already to get her back?

 

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