by Sarwah Creed
“I need to go to class, Trent. Maybe I’ll see you later, “she motioned for me to move. I moved so she could go to class and then I gave her a kiss as she left.
“What the fuck is going on with you two?” James asked.
I chuckled, “I could ask you the same question. The way that you came in here with Hawk, you followed him while wagging your tail as if he was your owner, and you were his dog.”
He corrected me, “I came in as if he was our stepfather and we were his stepsons. Something that you keep trying to dismiss, little brother.”
I stood up, ready to leave. At that moment, I started to hear something that I didn’t like. James was softly laughing at me.
“Run little, brother,” James chuckled, “Because there’s one thing that you can’t do and that is hide.”
I left my smug brother sitting on the bench in the cafeteria. I didn’t have a class to get to right away, but I didn’t like his attitude, not one fucking bit. Besides he had his favorite toy, Claire beside him. He probably didn’t even really notice that I’d gone.
Chapter Nineteen
I was so nervous about Vicki having dinner with Hawk that I decided to spend the night with James. As much as he was getting on my nerves, I was happy to have him back with me, so I just had to make an effort and he had to do it too.
“Magdalena cooked our favorite meal tonight, rice with chicken biryani. I’m heating it, and I’ll bring it up. What do you say? We’ll have a night in and talk?”
I agreed, “Sure, sounds like a plan. I’m going to hit the shower and then I’m ready for us to eat.”
I came out and towel-dried my body as fast as I could and headed to my room to change. I put on my jeans and a shirt in case we decided to go for a walk, or in case things got too heated that I needed to leave and get some air.
“You ready to eat?” He smiled as he bowed, and I saw my favorite meal in front of my eyes.
“Sure. But I’m not sure if it’s enough. I didn’t eat this morning, this afternoon I lost my appetite, and now I could eat the whole damn table and more.”
He laughed, as we toasted by touching our forks together, something that we used to do as a kid. Our parents would toast their glasses together before a meal; and doing it brought back a memory. A fond one that I had forgotten about until now. I let the memory play, a time when we were really small. Most of it was the memory of childish giggles and adult laughter, but that was the part that I liked the most. It had been a Christmas dinner, long after we’d opened our presents and our curiosity had been satisfied.
The memory faded when we started to dive into our meal as if it was our last one. The only noise was the sound of our forks hitting the plates and the food entering our mouths within seconds and it quickly disappearing. It was as if I wasn’t the only one that was hungry. As I took my last bite and looked at James, we laughed because our plates were empty at the same time.
“Hawk isn’t that bad,” he sighed, as we sat back, and I thought we were about to relax together. I went stiff all over at his words, and just waited to hear whatever he had to say. “Just hear me out, okay? Before you start going on and on.”
I nodded, wanting to hear what he had to say before I decided to go down and get another plate of food. One thing about Magdalena, she could cook any dish any time. She was talented; that was for sure, especially in the kitchen.
“Mom was rescued by Hawk, remember when they were married and happy? We all were.”
I decided to cut a long story short by cutting to the chase.
“Yes, before we all moved here and started living with Carlton.”
He pointed at me, his blue eyes shining. “Exactly, so you remember that part. Good. So, when we moved here, that’s when things changed and well… you know the rest. The point is that since the old man died, since all the shit that we went through once we moved here; Hawk has been trying to make it up to us. It wasn’t all bad, we had Stephanie too. She really took care of us.”
“Gee, he’s got you around his little finger. Do you suck…”
“Don’t be so fucking vulgar, Trent. When are you going to grow up?” He stood up and the reason that I dressed and thought that there could be a chance that I would end up walking out, or this discussion would end up with us not finishing it. James's words entered my mind about growing up, and it kept me grounded. It stopped me from walking out of the door and running away from the truth.
“Trent. I just want peace. I want a home that can be normal or even something like that when Mom comes home or rather if she comes home. He could have thrown us out, the moment Mom cheated on him not only once but…well he didn’t. He looked after us, and not only that, he even built this fucking suite just to make us happy.”
“Please, James. Mom’s coming home, and Hawk’s the fucking saint? Is that what you want me to say? Do you really believe that fucking shit?” I felt myself getting angrier by the second. He was insulting my intelligence, and I didn’t fucking like it.
“For fuck sake, Trent. Mom isn’t coming back; it’s been five years since we’ve seen her. Five long years. We tried calling her, writing to her even fucking emailing her and nothing. We call her Mom, the precious, fragile woman that can’t find her way home; we even blame Hawk for it. We did before we got phones. But she has our numbers. She knows where we fucking live. She could come and see us, but she doesn’t. You can blame Hawk all you want, but our Dad tried to kill us, and our Mom fucking checked out on us. And if it wasn’t for Hawk, we would be on the street. Apart from each other, he’s all the family we got.”
Shit, the reality of his words made me feel sick. I knew that James was right, but I hated to admit it. Our mom did abandon us, as if we were a bag of trash, and I loved to blame Hawk. I’d made him the reason that she stayed away for so long, but James was right. She just didn’t want us. The one woman that I wanted to be a part of our world so fucking bad didn’t want us and I hated the idea of us. I hated Hawk because it was easy to blame someone rather than admit the truth.
“And as for Dad, there’s something in the act of forgiveness.”
I asked, “You been talking to a priest?”
He looked at me with a stern look of seriousness on his face, “Kind of. I’ve been talking to someone. A counselor. I needed to get all this frustration and anger out of me. I’ve been trying to do it for years and after talking to someone I realized that the way to do it was to forgive.”
I smiled, “So, when you told me that you were going to see Claire?”
He laughed, “Yeah, Claire has been a good excuse for a lot of things. Most of the time, it’s to talk to my counselor if Hawk’s around to see him too. I didn’t want to upset you. You’re my brother, and I love you, but I hated lying to you, and I don’t want to do it anymore.”
I walked up to the door because this was too much for me to take in within a short space of time. James was right beside me, and he reached out his hand as I got to the handle, he was going to stop me from leaving.
“James? Please, I need some air. I can only take so much.”
He shook his head, “No. We’re going to finish this.”
“What, like I wanted to do the other day when you decided to go run to Claire?”
It was a cheap shot, but I felt as if he was trying to be in control of me, and it was getting on my nerves.
“I didn’t fucking go to Claire.”
I turned to face him.
“I went to Hawk. I stayed in my old room, just to give you and Vicki some space. You always make me feel as if I’m in the way whenever I’m around, but to be honest, sometimes it’s easier talking to Claire and being with her just feels more natural.”
I took my hand away from the handle; I was still ready to leave but I put it on his shoulder instead, “No. You’ve got it wrong about Claire. As for Vicki, I want us to be a part of her life. Both of us. You see, we’re more alike than you know. You just need to understand that she wants to be part of both of our worlds. Not
just mine.”
James said, “Maybe. But for now, I just want us to be a family again. We can be, if only you try.”
I smiled as I thought about Vicki. Maybe this was the time to compromise and not be so pigheaded for once.
“Now. Can I go out for some air? I’ll get us a couple of more plates too of the chicken and rice, seeing as we’re both not satisfied.”
“As long as you come back?”
I laughed, “I wouldn’t dream of not coming back.” I fake bowed, and then I opened the door. He moved away from me, and I was shocked to find her standing on the other side of the door.
Her.
The one that I wanted to share with my brother.
The one that shared the same darkness as I did, and it kept us both awake at night.
“Vicki.”
She smiled at me, and I did the same, because I loved it when her hair was pinned up and showing her neckline. Her blue eyes shone as if she’d just been awakened from a nightmare and now was living a dream. She looked happy, which could only mean that her dinner with Hawk went well. I didn’t feel like going out to eat chicken and rice now. I felt like something else; Vicki’s pussy, and it was standing right in front of me. I couldn’t pass on dessert, even if James didn’t agree. Once he had another taste, I was sure that he was going to change his mind. I opened the door wider to let her walk in.
***
“Did I come at a bad time?” Vicki asked, but I had a feeling that James was thinking the same as me, the way that he smiled at her.
“No. We were just going to have a second helping of dinner. Do you want to join us?”
She shook her head, “But are you going to invite me in?”
Crap, I was so damn horny that I forgot my manners. “Sure. Come in.”
Vicki hesitated as she walked in through the door, and then we were standing looking at each other, and no one was talking. Vicki was staring at the floor, and James was standing restlessly, shifting from one foot to another. We were acting like a threesome on a first date, but we weren’t that at all. We’d broken the ice once, and it was up to me to break it again.
I took Vicki’s hand and led her to my room. “James, you want to join us?”
Vicki smiled as if she knew where I was headed and what I wanted to do with her. Sure, I could have asked her what happened with Hawk. How their dinner was? But after the amount of home truths that were said today, I needed a little time to unwind, and a place to do it and my bedroom seemed to be the perfect place.
Vicki stretched out her other hand to James, and he held on to it, without hesitation. Maybe what I’d said to him had hit home, and he had decided to give her a taste too. He was giving her a chance, and I had to do the same with our old man, no matter how much I hated him.
As we entered, James shut the door. I was unsure why he bothered; it wasn’t as if anyone else would come into our suite apart from us. The only people that had a key to this place were Hawk, the cleaners, and maybe Mom. One thing was for sure, she wasn’t going to come and visit us anytime soon and especially not tonight. Both James and I wanted Vicki badly as soon as I turned the lights on in the bedroom and we got a proper look at her.
“Boys calm down,” she growled as we put our hands on the back of her bra. I wanted to suck her nipples. Her full breasts pressed against my cock; I couldn’t think of anything better right now.
“Shit, those pretty babies are so fucking big. They just bounce off your body,”
I half expected her to run, thinking that maybe this was a bad idea, but she didn’t, if anything she smiled and closed her eyes as James gently stripped her of her bottom half, my job was the top half. I looked over at him, and he appeared to be in a trance, as if he remembered that night in the gym and the pleasure we’d shared. I wondered if that night was the reason that he was here now. I knew that he wouldn’t regret it and would revel in her body, just as I’d done so many times before.
“I’ve been wanting us to do this again for such a long time,: I growled as she stood in front of us. She was confused, like a lost child trying to find her way. She smelled of the apple pies that I had seen her eat so many times in the cafeteria.
I slowly stroked her leg, reminding myself that I had to slow the pace. Her panties were exactly as I’d imagined them to be. Not sexy lingerie like some of the girls in school. No, she had on innocent striped panties. The kind that she had probably been wearing since first grade. James slid them off her body with a low groan of appreciation as he refreshed her memory of lower region.
“Are you going to tie me up now?” Vicki frowned. She had no idea how sexy she was to the opposite sex.
I was lost in her body, gently stroking her breasts. They were full and stood out from her chest, ready for my lightest touch. I traced a finger around them as I made my way up to the top of her body. Then, I lifted her up. She laughed as I held her in my arms, half-naked, and gently placed her on my bed as if she were a delicate flower. A treasure that I had just found.
“What do you want from me?” She was shaking as I laid her on the bed.
James growled, “To satisfy you.” As he hovered over her lips and then planted a gentle kiss on them.
I continued, “To please us.”
And I did the same from the opposite side of my bed. My bed was so fucking big that the three of us easily fit on it. I stretched to the side, and I dimmed the light. She was naked, and we weren’t. Our first aim would be to satisfy her, and then she would do the same in return.
I stroked her hair as her legs sprawled on the bed. I became Mr. Sensitive and grabbed one of the pillows and put it behind her head.
She had no idea what we wanted to do to her, maybe the one time in the gym had her guessing what we would do to her, but this time was different. Not like the first time. She wasn’t part of a prize; she was someone that we wanted in our world. We didn’t care if she was our stepsister, she shared something that no girl had ever shared with us, darkness. I knew that after tonight James would want her even more, but once he knew about her stepdad, he’d want to protect her, just like I wanted to do.
My tongue moved from tasting her lips to getting a taste of her pussy. I sucked on it, and she moaned, but then she lifted her hands as if she was about to get up.
“No!” James blurted out.
“I’m so fucking lost in her fucking taste. I can’t get enough.” I growled as I held on to her legs. I firmly held them at the side of each leg. Then her knees dropped to the side as I went for the kill. I found her clit, and I started to bite it gently.
“Hmm, you taste so fucking good,” I mumbled to myself. I knew that I was bringing her to the edge. She started to groan, and her voice was just a mumble as I saw that James was sucking her nipples. The part of her body that I loved the most.
“Come for me, baby,” I growled at her.
“Trent,” Vicki gasped, and that was when I knew that my cock couldn’t wait any longer. It had to fucking fill up that tight tunnel of hers.
I should have gotten the condom from my back pocket, but I couldn’t wait for that.
“Unbuckle me!”
She looked at me, confused as if she didn’t know what to do. But then as I moved my hips closer towards her waist, she soon got the message.
“Take out my cock,” I snarled while stroking her hair to reassure her. She nodded as she followed our instructions. After Vicki took out my cock, I turned to the right, and she started to stroke me with eager devotion. I didn’t know if I wanted it first in between her breasts or in her sweet pussy. Both options were there. I was rarely confused about what to do next but there was so much of Vicki to enjoy.
“Let’s both take her,” I winked as I closed her legs and knelt on the bed to lift her up. I moved up her body until my cock strained against her firm flesh.
“Use your hands and put my cock in between your breasts,” I said to Vicki.
She didn’t need to be asked again. This time, she rubbed it. Oh, shit, I thought
that I was going to explode in between her breasts. It felt so good. The head of my dick was near her chin, and her bouncy breasts made my dick feel like it was on top of the world. It was in fucking bouncy tit heaven.
But that wasn’t how I wanted to finish.
Vicki was a fucking natural; I just wanted to explore every part of her.
“Let go,” I whispered. I could have said it louder, but I was losing control. Any moment now, I was going to cum, and I knew exactly where I wanted it to be.
I moved her to the edge of the bed and then James moved in underneath her. Shit, a swipe of my finger through her folds told me just how fucking wet she was. I used one hand to hold onto her leg as I slid into her breasts, and the other I used to hold the bed to thrust deeper into her breasts. That’s when James slid right into her tight pussy, stretching her until she was almost too full.
“James.” She gasped his name, her eyes wide, but she didn’t tell us to stop. She breathed through the intrusion, through the almost-new sensation of having him inside of her.
Shit, I couldn’t stop staring at her, at the way the damp touch of sweat on her skin made her face shine like a diamond, at how enraptured she looked as he thrust into her again. I tilted her face back when she dropped it down to her chest. My cock was just rubbing against her breast, and I was trying to hold back for dear life.
I held onto the bed even tighter.
James rocked into her, over and over, until her eyes glazed over, and I could hear the telltale sound of her panting. She was so close, almost there, and this was the moment I’d waited for. I pulled away from her, guided to turn her around, and when she was panting again, riding his dick like a pro, I pushed up against her outer lips. She jerked to a halt, but she didn’t say no. She just waited.
‘Relax, Vicki, this will feel good if you relax, baby,” James told her and brought her down to kiss her lips gently. I pushed myself into her, deeper, cringing at just how tight she was. Almost virginal still, especially with James inside of her.