Death In Her Eyes (Children of the Fallen Book 1)

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by ERIN BEDFORD




  Death In Her Eyes © 2020 Embrace the Fantasy Publishing, LLC

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  This is a work of fiction. Names, places, characters and incidents are either the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously, and any resemblance to any actual persons, living or dead, organizations, events or locales is entirely coincidental.

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  Table of Contents

  Title Page

  Copyright

  Also By

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  About the Author

  Also by Erin Bedford

  The Underground Series

  Chasing Rabbits

  Chasing Cats

  Chasing Princes

  Chasing Shadows

  Chasing Hearts

  The Crimes of Alice

  Hatter’s Heart

  The Mary Wiles Chronicles

  Marked by Hell

  Bound by Hell

  Deceived by Hell

  Tempted by Hell

  Starcrossed Dragons

  Riding Lightning

  Grinding Frost

  Swallowing Fire

  Pounding Earth

  The Crimson Fold

  Until Midnight

  Until Dawn

  Until Sunset

  Curse of the Fairy Tales

  Rapunzel Untamed

  Rapunzel Unveiled

  Her Angels

  Heaven’s Embrace

  Heaven’s A Beach

  Heaven’s Most Wanted

  House of Durand

  Indebted to the Vampires

  Wanted by the Vampires

  Protected by the Vampires

  Embrace of the Vampires

  Loved by the Vampires

  Academy of Witches

  Witching On A Star

  As You Witch

  Witch You Were Here

  Just Witch It

  Summer Witchin’

  Children of the Fallen

  Death In Her Eyes

  Fire In Her Bloods

  Granting Her Wish

  Vampire CEO

  The Beast of the Fae Court

  OFFICER RHOADES COULDN'T have been much older than me, too young to be standing on my doorstep. His young face had that fresh out of the academy look. The kind of look where everything was still separated into good and evil with no grey areas in between. His baby blue eyes had too much pain in them, giving away that it was his first time delivering bad news.

  He really was too young.

  I suppose I could have put him out of his misery and tell him ‘It’s alright. I already know,’ but that would have changed his sympathetic heart into a suspicious one. How do you tell someone you already know your mother was dead?

  Even as he told me how sorry he was for my loss, the squealing of tires and the crunch of metal could still be heard in the recesses of my mind. I’d known for a while this day would come. But then again, I’ve known a lot of things I shouldn’t.

  A gift. That’s what my mother had always called it. To be able to witness it all before it ever happened. Maybe if it had told me the lottery pick for that week or helped me pass a chemistry test, then maybe, just maybe, I wouldn’t have minded. But knowing the six-year-old boy you babysat every other Thursday would grow up only to die from drug overdose was not what I would call a gift. I wonder if God did returns.

  Officer Rhoades was staring at me again. Why was he looking at me like that? Oh. He asked me a question. What did he say?

  “Miss Richmond, are you alright?”

  I cleared my throat and hoped I looked like the distraught daughter he expected. “Uh, what? Yeah, I’m fine. Just a little bit in shock.”

  Officer Rhoades quirked an eyebrow at me. I don’t think he believed me. “Are you sure? You don’t want me to call someone for you?”

  “No. I’m fine.” Maybe if I said it enough, it would be true.

  I tried not to move back when he held his hand out to me. I looked down at it, and my stomach clenched. Touching was a bad idea.

  Most of my visions were random occurrences. Sometimes they were triggered by a word or a phrase. Sometimes something as small as a flower on the ground. But every time I touched someone new, whether I wanted to or not, I would see it.

  Death.

  More often than not, my visions are always about death. Theirs or someone they love, and never just as simple as when, but how. If they are going to die drowning, that’s where I’d find myself. Submerged, lungs burning as I struggle to find the surface. And the fear. The gut clenching, throat closing fear that always washed over me.

  I wasn’t brave. I didn’t pretend to be. Was everyone afraid to die? I didn’t know. But never have I had a vision where someone was dying with a smile on their face and joy in their heart. Yes, I knew fear very well, and the hand stretched out to me encompassed the very definition of my fear.

  I ignored the hand in front of me and looked up, a small smile forcing its way onto my face. “Thank you, Officer Rhoades. I'll be okay. I have people to call.”

  He hesitated for a moment, but then, with great reluctance, withdrew his hand. The clenching in my stomach relaxed a bit. He cleared his throat and glanced back at his squad car, where his partner sat waiting, before he surveyed me with a relieved sort of look that he quickly forced into a concerned expression.

  “Well, if you’re sure, but you really should call someone. You shouldn’t be alone now.”

  “I know. I will. Thank you.” I backed up and closed the door before he could say anything more.

  I leaned against the door and held my breath as I listen to the sound of Officer Rhoades’s footsteps on the porch. They paused for a moment, like he wasn’t sure if he should leave yet. Eventually, his boots pounded against the three front steps that lead up to our house, and I let out the breath I’d been holding.

  Staying there against the door for a moment, I wasn’t quite sure what I was supposed to do next. I had years to become accustomed to the idea that my mom would die today, but the pain was still there. The throbbing in my heart still ached, as much as it would if I had just found out.

  I didn’t know when exactly it would happen. My visions didn’t work like that. But I could speculate based on what I saw, the weather, the clothing she wore. Usually, I push my visions to a special place in the back of my mind that I like to keep locked tight, bu
t not hers. Hers, I had gone over a thousand times. Was there anything I could do to stop it? No. Could I have told her not to go out that day? Yes, I could have, and she would give me one of those looks. The kind she always gave me when I tried to change the future.

  “You can’t save everyone, Elle. Some things are just meant to be,” she’d say.

  Then I would have crossed my arms and scowled at her. “What is the point of having visions if I can’t do anything about it?”

  She’d give me this little smile, like I was silly for asking, then say, “I’m sure you’ll figure it out.” Then she’d laugh as if it was some kind of private joke and go back to whatever it was she was doing, leaving my question unanswered.

  Now, I would never know.

  I took a deep breath in, then let it out in one rush. Pulling myself up off the wall, I lifted my head, and straightened my back. Enough self-pity, there were things to do.

  I walked to the desk in our small living room and tried not to look at the walls. The floral print always made me a little nauseous. I pulled open the dark wood drawer and searched for the folder that Mom always kept in case something like this happened.

  Grabbing the folder marked ‘In Case of Emergency,’ I flipped the manila cover open. I scanned over the first few pages, ticking them off as I went. Will. Funeral Home. Logins. There, Call List. Looking over the list of friends and relatives that needed to be notified, I stopped when I saw the name at the bottom of the list. The one name I wasn’t sure what to do with.

  Bart Richmond. Dad.

  I sat heavily into the chair near the desk and stared down at his name. Should I call him? Would he even answer? He wasn’t the most reliable man in the world. I hadn't seen him since my thirteenth birthday, and that was five years ago. It wasn’t unusual for him to be gone. But when he did happen to turn up, he was usually distant, only ever saying a few words to me before he had ‘a work emergency.’

  Mom told me he was a big shot adviser for a multi-million-dollar corporate head. If she was here, she’d say he loves us and would be here if he could. I don’t buy it. What important advice could he give that would cause him to only visit every few years? No, if he wanted to be here, he would. Tucking the loose strands of blonde hair behind my ear, I grabbed the cordless phone from the top of the desk. Let someone else call him.

  I glanced back at the top of the list. Aunt Sue. Mom’s too-intuitive-for-her-own-good younger sister. She would know what to do next, but she would also be able to tell if I didn’t sound surprised. Upset. None of us ever told her about my gift, but somehow, I think she had always suspected.

  “Your eyes are so old,” she’d say with a bewildered look in her eyes.

  If she had to see death and carnage all the time, she'd come out scarred too. I closed my eyes for a moment, taking a shaky breath. If she found out I knew, she’d want to know why I didn’t stop it from happening. She wouldn’t understand.

  I needed to sound devastated. I looked down at my hands and watched the tremors that started to envelope them. I really didn’t want to do this.

  The door in the back of my mind was hard steel. The cold silver metal was closed shut with a heavy steel lock, a key tight in its opening. I inhaled deeply and twisted the key in the hole where it lived. A resounding click rung throughout my mind, and for a second, I hesitated. But then, with one sweep of my mind’s hand, the doors flew open and I was engulfed.

  The images that poured out almost caused me to forget myself. The crunch of bodies smashing against the pavement. Blood spilling out of fresh cuts. Gun shots fired. The sharp deep pain of a knife slipping in. Then there was the screaming. The screaming was unbearable. High pitched wails of unspeakable terror and gurgling breaths. Any sane person would have gone insane by the chaos of images that played havoc in my mind. They barely caused an emotional reaction from me anymore. Sometimes, I wondered if that made me a sociopath.

  I dug my nails into the palms of my hands, and the physical pain of them biting into my flesh pulled me back into myself. I shoved all of the images back into the room and slammed the door, the force of it vibrating through my mind. With the visions safely behind the metal door, I could finally breathe again. I took a deep breath and clicked the lock back into its place.

  Touching my face, I felt the wetness there and almost glared down at it. I never cry. I learned a long time ago that crying didn’t change anything. It didn’t bring people back. It certainly didn’t stop the visions from happening. But today, today it was necessary. I glanced back at the list and started to punch in my aunt’s number.

  It almost felt good to cry.

  IN MY SHORT eighteen years of life, I have seen more death and destruction than most war veterans. I would rather face an onslaught of bleeding soldiers than face the crowd of mourners before me. Death I could handle, people...not so much.

  Mom would have been happy so many had come to mourn her death. She had way more friends than me. Which wasn’t exactly hard since I’d only ever had one friend. Nicole Berman. Or Nikki to her friends, meaning me. Nikki was actually the only one at the funeral home I was happy to see. The rest could go find a shallow grave to lie in.

  Unlike my somber personality, Nikki was a breath of Jewish sunshine. From her dark curly mass of hair all the way down to her sensible “got them on sale” shoes. She really was my lifeline in this world. She’s helped me more than once from getting completely lost in my own sinking pit of carnage. To top it off, she was completely aware of my little ‘gift’ and had no problem telling me where to stuff it when I tried to warn her off of any guy who was doomed to die in the foreseeable future. We actually met because of a guy, back in sixth grade when all the other kids avoided me like a bad case of cooties.

  I’d been hanging out by the swing sets, watching the other kids playing kickball. I’d never been a joiner to begin with, but it would have been nice to be asked to play sometimes. But by then, I had already been labeled as that scary blonde girl. I had made the mistake of telling this one girl, Jessica, that her new puppy was going to get its head chopped off by her dad’s weed whacker that weekend. Ever since then, not too many people talked to me if they could help it.

  Nikki wasn’t like them. She had been a transfer student, so all the boys were in that new toy phase with her. This one boy in particular, David Bartelli, who was like the Joe Jonas of Ms. Johnson’s sixth grade class, was hard core for Nikki. He even brought her flowers one day. It would have been sweet, if I hadn’t already known that David would die later that year from a bad outbreak of measles.

  I probably should have kept my mouth shut. Probably. Who knows, maybe my vision was wrong that time and David would have grown up to be a charming man who would have married Nikki and brought her flowers every day for the rest of their lives. But at that point in time, David was a conceited little brat and stole Twinkies out of my lunch box every day.

  So, when I saw Nikki heading over to where David was hanging out with his other equally stuck up friends, I had to intervene. I mean, it was my civic duty to let Nikki know just how short term of a relationship she was in for. When I told her, she just looked at me like I was the most fascinating thing in the whole world. From that point on, we had been inseparable.

  “Great party.” Speak of the devil. I loved her sense of humor. It was one thing we actually had in common. She liked to see the glass as half full, but most of the time, she was as demented as me.

  I smirked at her when I thought nobody was looking. “Killer.”

  She giggled, causing the older adults around us to glare back at her. She glared right back at them. “Liven up, would you? It’s not like we’re at a funeral or something.” She turned her head back to me and quirked a brow. “So, how long did you know?”

  “Jeez, Nik. Get right down to it, won’t you?”

  She snorted and waved a hand at me. “Whatever, like you haven’t had enough people coddling you already.” She gestured to the group of relatives fawning over my mother’s coffin. �
��You could use a break from the sympathy wagon.”

  She grabbed my hand and led me toward one of the side exits of the funeral home. I tried to dodge people the best I could, but a few brushed me here and there, causing my vision to blur out momentarily. As we burst out the side door and out into the open air, I made a mental note to spend more time with Uncle Bob. Liver failure. Didn’t need to be a psychic to figure that one out. Though, I’d be an alcoholic too if I had to live with Aunt Kate’s criticism.

  I leaned against the brick wall of the funeral home and dipped my hand into my clutch, my pack of cigarettes soon finding their way into my hand. Sweet reprieve. I didn’t know if I could have handled one more nugget of the future today without a nicotine fix.

  “You really should quit, you know?”

  I gave Nikki a pointed look as I lit the end of the stick in my mouth and took a big inhale. She had never approved of my smoking. Cancer and all that.

  “When I no longer have near death experiences on a daily basis, I will gladly give up my nicotine. Until that day comes, you can kindly fuck off.” I blew smoke in her direction to punctuate my point.

  She let out a small cough and waved her hand in front of her. “Hey, just because you want to die young doesn’t mean the rest of us do.”

  I gave her an apologetic shrug, though she knew I was anything but. It was no secret that I didn’t want to live longer than I had to. I would have gone off and ended it already if it hadn’t been for mom and Nikki. Well, only Nikki now.

  “So has your dad showed up?” Nikki tucked her hands in the pockets of her long black dress pants. Her long legs really did astound me. Being five foot two most of my teenage life had me accustomed to always looking up, but at nearly six foot, Nikki dwarfed me.

  I took another drag of my cigarette and stared down at the ground. “No.” I wanted her to drop it. I didn’t really want to see him. Didn’t know what I’d have said if I did.

  “Well, what did he say when you talked to him?” My eyes snapped up to hers, and I could feel my gaze harden. She wasn’t going to drop it.

  “I didn’t.”

  Nikki threw her curls over her shoulder and scoffed. “Meaning you didn’t try. I keep telling you, sometimes you have to be the first one to reach out if you ever want to have a real relationship with the man who helped create you.”

 

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