by Eve Kaan
In an unending sea of exchanged connections, hotness slowly aroused by the sweet crotch spread like fire over my thigh. I have seen it countless times, but never had a feeling like this within body senses. My glance with a little smile is rewarded back behind the strand of hair glued to her lips. She is elegantly moving over me with a view toward the depth of my heart. I pulled her head closer to drown in kisses more intimate than the connection of our nude bodies. The girls from Yoshiwara rarely grand thair kisses because the torso is a dominant commodity.
The soft stimulant is like velvet in the rhythm of united heartbeats. Her lips are traveling alongside my neck in disarray, eagerly clinging to skin more tensed then icy water surface. I'm wholly dazed in motion, unconscious of what I am doing, only aware that I want to take her as a woman and surrender myself the same way. My senses are entirely filled with the craving that is caused by the sight of moving muscles, stiffed in movements of sensual elegance.
Fascinated by the feel of every squeeze on the skin in an embrace, I bravely slid my hands toward the opposite crotch. A powerful vibrating spot whose moisture spreads through my thin fingers is making me flip from reason completely. She pulled my hands up and slowly started approaching my hips. I'm getting more excited with her worm face that is moving below my stomach.
In front of closed eyes, I can only see the flashes of a beautiful body intertwined in lovemaking scenes. Under the passionate touch, alluring scent of disguised woman's part entranced me like an aromatized oil. By gently cupping her alongside jawline and shifting her upward, the eyes hidden behind half-closed lids brightened up at the closeness that is warm like a fire flare would be. Beautiful long hair is now entirely over her shoulder, partly hiding the mesmerized face.
Sitting upright uninterruptedly giving kisses, I spontaneously pulled her toward myself, holding down my bud on ebullient skin that is craving for merging. After she grabbed me on the lower part, I was pulled to her lap with my legs clutched around her back. She becomes mine, and I hers. Only feelings are stronger than experienced pleasures in my chest.
Lowering her below me on the back, I paused for a heartbeat seeing for the first time the women instead of just body without expressive spirit. This is more divine than the captivating dream. Her smiling face sent me in a spontaneous trance that radiates of beauty unknown to this world. Lost in unawareness of my actions, the only certainty left in me was knowing that I wanted to touch every part of that existence. While squirming under my taste buds, I was thrilled with the sounds of pleasure all the while until she turned me under herself holding our embrace longer than the beginning of time, continuing to whisper about love and how special to her I really am.
I was overwhelmed by the need for complete connection with each kiss on my back. Placing me on her lap while moving a palm to my excited area, taking it into an endless thrill, I slightly rocked in sync with Rin's touches. The feeling of fingers sliding into the place of pleasure made me more ready for the demanded connection guided by exchanged caresses. She moved through my opening, slowly entering with emotions.
The tension on the inside is greater than that the outside arousal. Steadying for a heartbeat to check the expression of a pleased face, Rin continued to spread the pleasure to all possible senses. I was trembling under many kisses. My fingers traveled up to extremely hot part but were caught by her below the crotch, joining us into one soul without knowing any physical limits. I'm no longer sure where she starts or where I cease.
She squeezed me vigorously clenching her muscles at the same time when my insecure fingers slid into her, the sensation arousing me even more.
When her excitement became too high, she pulled me out of herself by lifting her body in wiggling movement. I was greeted with descending tongue to my centre, where she resumed her successive play. Completely overwhelmed after a while, I pulled her forward and adjusted my pleasure point over the other.
Fear was gone. Only that was left is this pure need to love her until my last breath. I'm not sure if I have been brought to these emotions with pulsating part of my body or what I've been feeling brought me to this experience.
Through our shallow breading we held out firmly, tensing in love twitchings. She was still lying on me, pushing her body up slowly a couple of times as we had several quavers in the jolt of climax. We kissed enjoying the intimacy with the transformation of the night into the morning accompanied with bird's singing.
'I love you Yuna.'
'Me too... I love you too, Rin. It was perfect. I do not want to leave. '
'It was wonderful to me as well.' Her lips kissed my neck, then she dragged them to my ear and whispered, 'We don't have to go anywhere.'
'And Mother?'
'Don't worry, Gina will send her a message that she's taking you out for lunch and late walk. I told her to do so if I don't come back until morning.'
'You thought of everything.'
'Did it hurt you - you know?' She slowly moved away and brought the bowl with water and clean clothes. I know she was careful, paying attention even for the slightest pain signal.
'It didn't hurt me. I enjoyed the whole time. You were very gentle.'
'I was trying not to hurt you.' She slid down beside me, gently spreading my legs. 'There's a bit of blood.' I looked at her, she kissed my intimate place after she wiped it out. 'Now you look like an innocent girl again.' She took the sheet by wrapping it over us.
'I became a woman with the one for whom my heart is beating. I am happy. Well, and this sight, it's equally magical in the morning as it was last night.' I commented, watching the sun shining upon us. She snuggled closer to me and kissed my lips. 'Rin?'
'Yeees?' I instantly realized, from her tone, that she may be guessing my hidden question.
'I know what you want to ask me.'
'You do?' Quietly, with a bit of fear, I asked.
'My first time wasn't nice for me, as it was for you, because I've never loved anyone before you. You are the only one ever in my heart, Yuna. Each of those girls was just fun I would erase with coming of the next morning.' She kissed my skin above the heart, then I closed my eyes.
✽✽✽
Rin
Yuna was the cutest creature I ever saw when raindrops awoke us, touching the shore sprinkled with small stones. 'Did you get some rest?' With a gentle kiss, I quietly asked. We were cuddling, holding the places our kisses yesterday came across. I couldn't get enough of her lips, so I kissed her for every moment when I wanted her but couldn't let myself have it.
'For my rest, I only need your arms' embrace.' She said.
'I love you, Yuna.' Between our lips, I softly whispered. Rain is getting more decisive. I started to feel droplets in the place where we made love. 'I'll close the doors. You must be hungry. The only things I have for offering you are some fruits and of course a cup of hot coffee and tea.' Wrapping myself in a robe, I approached a low cabinet with fruit. 'Here are my strawberries as well, if you are interested in them.' A mischievous look under the eyebrows was sent to her.
'I am, thank you.' She responded in a significant tone with a smile.
'Here I am, coming with my strawberries and a yukata, it's becoming freezing in here. I don't want you to get cold just because I want to enjoy your beauty.'
'Come to me.' Uta took a bathrobe from my hands. I set on my knees, kissing her - filled with emotions.
'You changed my whole world since I saw you on the settee in front of the Great House for the first time. You ate the candy and became all sticky. I thought you were irresistible. And at the ceremony it's - I was completely enchanted.'
'I danced just for you Rin, you were all over my thoughts.' She sat in my lap embraced with a sheet. 'You are the only woman I ever wanted.' She gave me a long kiss, and I felt tingles in the lower part of my belly.
'With each step, you have created a new emotion in me.' I paused for a bit. 'I couldn't bear the thought of someone else touching you.' Maybe it's a moment to be completely honest, to tell her tru
th. I don't want secrets between us. It's time for her to find out who bought her. As I thought, fear slightly consumed me. Postponing the revelation, I took a little time by saying, 'I wanted you for myself, but only under the condition that our emotions are mutual.' I glanced down, shuffling a strawberry through my fingers. 'I've never done anything like that before.' Nervousness is seizing me.
'Rin, I know, I've figured it out.' Maybe she realized something else. I'll ruin everything if she presumes that she performed the paid job last night. I was afraid, but feeling brave enough to tell...
'You bought me.' Her mouth suddenly speaks. 'I'm angry.' Full of hope I attended to pronounce the words, yet she discouraged me for a moment, before she continued, 'I'm angry because I've spent the whole night on the settee. I couldn't sit in that ceremonial kimono, so in the end, I fell asleep in a lying position like some ally girl. You could've sent me home right away.' She was nagging me, which made me realize it was only a tease. The last fear in me ceased at that moment. There are no secrets between us anymore. I'm laughing with my heart because she exists.
'You were beautiful in that kimono. Especially when you lost the napkin. But I don't understand - every part of your body is perfect. You don't have to be ashamed. Oh, you're so cute with that rosy cheeks.'
'It was only that one time I did something like that.'
'Are you sure?' I teased her. She caught my hands, pushing them down on the futon, and I tried to free myself from her grip. 'You're dangerous when angry.' Yuna slightly bit my neck, when I took advantage of the situation to overthrow her. 'You are perfect from the inside out.' We haven't parted from that moment on, unable to have enough of each other until the time for our departure hasn't come. Unfortunately, our time was too short for us. Only eternity would satisfy me while I'm with her. 'Will you come tomorrow, we have an event?' I asked before stepping out of the carriage. Yoshiwara's entrance was still far ahead of us. She confirmatory answered. I kissed her tenderly on my way out, apologizing because I can't escort her all the way. It would be too risky - someone might see us together. I explained that my house is nearby, and said that I hope she will see it soon.
'I love you, Rin.' were the words she left me with.
I'm standing by the woods while looking at how the carriage goes away with her in it. I couldn't move until the site of it was lost in the distance. The river house is closer to my home then this place, as my possessions are stretching from Yoshiwara all the way to the shore but I wanted to spend every moment with her. A long walk is ahead of me, and I'll enjoy it.
I've made my steps through the small stone path surrounded by bamboo trees. This is the first time I've been in love, and before, it was just a filthy lust mixed with curiosity. She's like a spell. I gave myself to her without default. Emotions are filling me even more so when I'm separated from her.
She is everything I need. There are no barriers in me anymore, she has taken me long ago, I just wasn't aware of it. I recognized her as a soul who never saw my mask. She removed the brakes when I realized that my fears are familiar to her. There is no going back for me. I want to spend my time with her in my arms until the last breath. She is my second half, and I can't believe how wonderful it is. I was full of principles, and she crashed them all. Well, I don't see life with the same eyes any longer. I would leave everything because of love that fills me.
Everything changed. I don't care about my job, career, nor reputation if she would suffer because of that. Yuna is my foremost priority, and everything else is just a side matter to me. I'm overwhelmed by the amount of happiness, which I wasn't aware existed before. Finally, I'm able to understand the relationship Nori and Gina have. They are soul mates like us. With her, in mind, my walk passed in a heartbeat.
From a distance, I can see Gina and Nori on the porch as they drink sake playing Shogi. It's their favourite evening activity if there's not a night of pleasure arranged.
'Where did you disappear Rin?' Asked Nori as I was approaching them.
Gina immediately interjected, 'I already told you she was with Uta.'
Nori laughed. 'I know. I just wanted to hear the news from her, and I hope she has them.' Gesturing with her hand, she offered me to sit on the futon near the table with sake and their game. 'Have you finally gathered the courage? We can't listen to your cravings anymore.'
Gina looked piercingly at her over the table. 'Nori, stop being like that. We can listen to it forever if she needs us to. Just think of how much she had suffered listening to us.'
Nori approached the other side of the table to kiss her. 'Luckily, you were persistent. I had to make myself hard to get, just for a little bit. It's expected of a young lady from a family such as ours.' They changed some more gentleness, and then awaited my answer to the question.
I slowly took out the cigarette, lighting it with a wooden stick. 'I'm coming with the news.' They leaned closer to me. 'She is my girlfriend.' They started to hug me while I was just sitting stiffened like a piece of wood. I'm not used to gentleness unless it's my Yuna. 'I told her I love her - she returned my feelings.'
Nori blushed, 'That's wonderful Rin. And you were in the house by the river with blue lanterns. You were most certainly making love all night.'
Gina interrupted her. 'Immediately, all the details, I can't wait!'
'We were in the house. The scene was magical. Moon above, water in front of us, and my arms around her.' I looked at Gina and added, 'I'm a lady so you can forget further details. The experience I had with her was far more special than I ever expected. I simply didn't know that a person might feel this way so I couldn't imagine it before.'
Nori was completely melted. 'I remember our first time, Gina. It was romantic for us as it was for them. You remember - we were crying out of love as we shivered while kissing each other.'
Gina blushed, 'So? Why do you have to talk about it? Does the whole world has to know every detail, and anyhow, you are exaggerating indeed. We were a bit more tender. There's nothing to tell about tears or trembling.'
I couldn't help myself, I just had to comment. 'I don't see the problem here. Unfortunately, I'm familiar with every detail of your intimate relationship, yet Nori has added only another perspective. We are all emotional with our special ladies. Don't be embarrassed, Gina.'
Nori stiffened her lips, pinching Gina on the waist. 'Some things aren't for sharing. You started again. You can't shut up on time with your little mouth.'
I laughed and spiced it up a little bit. 'She always tells it all, Nori.'
Oh, Nori became furious. 'Now you'll see. You will not have anything to speak about, for a long time, Gina.'
She got up from the futon. Gina jumped following her. 'Don't go Nori! It was just a joke. Tell her Rin.'
I still laughed. 'I was joking Nori. She had never spoken about such things. Only how much she loves you and that you're sweeter than honey to her.'
Nori turned to me. 'Really, Rin?'
Gina followed up. 'Yes, and I love you more than anything - more than myself, my little violet flower.' Finally, they were kissing. It's all good, fortunately. They told me they are very happy for us and that Uta is a wonderful girl.
The rest of our night we spent with sake under the moon. We talked about love and soul mates. I told them all except the intimate parts - I'm thrilled to have someone I can share my happiness with. They are my world. The only close people I have. Just before we went to sleep, Gina became nervous. 'Rin, I didn't want to spoil your night, but at the event, I heard some stuff about Yoshiwara. We can talk about it tomorrow if you want.'
'Such things can't lay until morning comes.'
Gina told me how she met one of the guests last night. Allegedly there is a new house in the second part of Yoshiwara, which began to provide services only to the ladies. That woman invited her to an event beneath masks in, with these supposedly special girls and told her to invite friends too, but only those with deep pockets because she's offering an exceptional service there.
'That's him! He is trying to gain our clients to overtake my part of Yoshiwara. What kind of business managing is that? This is unacceptable! Who educated these girls? Services for women and men differ by far.' Gina's trying to calm me by saying she wasn't able to find anything else and that it's only one house which certainly couldn't be a competition to us.
'Gina, don't you see that's the beginning. If he gains clients, he will start to spread like a plague. We're going undercover to that event. Nori, Uta, you and me. We have to find out all about it.' She knew that I couldn't be talked me out of that plan no matter what she says, yet she still tried.
'Rin, just don't do something unwise - it's a bad idea to go so angry. You have to calm down. Go to sleep. Let this settle down, and we will continue tomorrow.'
I stayed at the porch to convert another cigarette into the ashes before I found myself in bed. I need my Yuna, she's excellent in these things. I will put aside the thoughts of Yoshiwara for now - I want to sleep with her in my heart.
CHAPTER FIFTEEN
Yuna
Utano ended her meeting with a client before I went to bed. I heard when she escorted the guest from the room. Just as I finished my changing for the night, she knocked on the door. 'I saw your lamp still burning.' She said with a whisper, coming into the dark. A small flame mouldered, throwing light only to certain parts of the room, while Utano was closing the door in silence. 'Uta...' She whispered as if she is sneaking from someone. 'I decided to accept every client now just to gather the amount as soon as possible for your leave.'
I'm standing by the night cabinet, my body froze in complete motionlessness. I became a woman, how would I hide such a significant change? I'm not ready for her to see me like this, she caught me unprepared.
'This woman gave me a great tip, but I'm exhausted.' In a tired move, she sat on my futon.
I'm burning to tell her all about my night, but I have to keep silent.