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by Jewel E. Ann


  She types in two numbers and then peers over at me. “You’re watching me type in my personal code?”

  “My code is the master code. I can get into any of the offices. You’re not keeping me out.”

  “I reuse codes.” Her lips pull into a tight grin.

  On a sigh, I turn my back to her.

  “Thank you.” The keypad beeps four more times.

  I turn back around and push the pound key. “That code will get you in the building as well.”

  She nods and roams around the empty room with nothing more than a bathroom in the far corner. A familiar hum fills the room. It’s “You Are My Sunshine.” I know it because Heidi sang it to Harrison a million times. Why is she humming that song?

  “I love having a full wall of windows.”

  After catching myself watching her too intently again, I clear my throat. “Any more questions before I take off?”

  She turns and resumes her humming. I glance out the window over her shoulder because I can’t look at her without staring at her. Something about her has triggered something in me, throwing my control off kilter. I pump my fists a few times then glance at my watch. Maybe I can hit the gym before it’s time to get Harrison from his after-school robotics class.

  “I’m good. I’ll move my stuff in this weekend if that’s okay?”

  “The space is yours now. You don’t need my permission.”

  “And paint?”

  “Paint away.”

  “Thank you.” She grins and then spins in several circles.

  What the fuck?

  “I love it!” She stops and hugs her hands to her chest, blue eyes alive with gratitude like I just gave her a new car or something much more exciting than five hundred square feet of space—which she’s paying a lot to rent from me.

  “Okay, then.” I slowly back my way toward the door. “You have Amanda’s number, so we’re good?” This is my code for I don’t have to see you again unless there’s a catastrophic emergency.

  “One hundred percent good.” She presses her thumb and index finger together in an A-Okay sign.

  CHAPTER TWO

  THE HARDEST PART of taking the life of another person is knowing nothing can ever make it right again.

  Not a million “sorrys.”

  Not the strongest glue.

  Not an infinity of good deeds.

  Most days I manage to fool myself into believing that my son is a gift, and that I’m worthy of raising him. But on days of complete clarity, I see that having him and loving him is my greatest punishment. When he’s old enough to make total sense of what happened to his mother, he will hate me—almost as much as I hate myself.

  “I’m the only kid who eats weird stuff like this for lunch.” Harrison sips his dairy-free smoothie at the counter as I make his allergen-free lunch.

  “I spent a lot of money to have you tested for allergens. Not to mention endless hours of research. You’re doing better in school, and we’re getting along better as well. So I don’t care if you’re the only kid eating healthy stuff for lunch.”

  “Kids make fun of me.”

  “Kids are idiots.”

  “I’m a kid.”

  “You’re the exception. That’s why they’re making fun of you.”

  “They’re jealous that I’m not an idiot?”

  “Precisely.” I add a cold pack to his lunch bag.

  He rolls his eyes. The kid’s too smart for his own good.

  “Your science teacher emailed me. She said you haven’t handed in your research paper.”

  Harrison slips on his winter coat and grabs his lunch bag from the counter. “It’s stupid.”

  “Why?” I shut my briefcase and check to make sure the lights are turned off before we leave the house and start a new workweek.

  “The textbooks are outdated. Everything they’re teaching is outdated. We have a mandatory resource list, and we can’t use information from outside sources. So basically she wants me to write about incorrect science and cite it from ancient research. It’s a waste of my time.”

  I shoo him out the door and into the vehicle. “You’re twelve. No job. No major responsibilities. You have all the time in the world. I’ve told you a million times, you need to think of school as your job.”

  He fastens his seat belt as I pull out of the garage. “Fine. I have the time. But I’m not going to do it because it’s an insult to my intelligence.”

  I have a “mildly” autistic child. Doctors don’t seem to know their head from their ass when it comes to the epidemic that has devoured this generation of children. There’s no clear way to diagnose it. Or a shot to prevent it. Or a pill to mask the symptoms.

  Harrison is an information junkie. It’s rare to see him without earbuds shoved in his ears listening to podcasts on everything from modern art to the theory of evolution. He has issues keeping his emotions in check, his social interactions are a little rough, and he has an odd sense of humor, which is interesting because he so rarely gets other people’s humor. Other than that, he’s a fairly “normal” and well-adjusted twelve-year-old.

  “Play the game, Harrison.”

  “It’s a stupid game.” As if on cue, he slips in his earbuds, ending our conversation.

  “She’s going to fail you if you don’t do the work. I think that’s an even bigger insult to your intelligence.” I glance over. He’s zoned out.

  *

  I SPEND MY morning in court and grab lunch before heading back to my office.

  “Hey, how’d it go?” Amanda asks as I toss my briefcase on my desk and unbutton my jacket.

  “We won.”

  “Congrats. When’s the last time you lost a case? I can’t remember.” Her lips twist to the side.

  She doesn’t have to remember. My memory is just fine. And I remember every case I lose, replaying it over and over in my head, wondering what I could have done differently. And then my mind always goes back to Heidi, my biggest loss and the only one that didn’t come with a chance to appeal.

  “What’s that sound?” I ease into my chair and pull a sandwich out of the brown bag, glancing up at the ceiling.

  “Ellen. She moved her stuff in over the weekend. Painted too.”

  “And?” I squint at the ceiling as the bang bang bang continues.

  “And she’s seeing clients today. Drums now. But it was guitar and singing about an hour ago. Wheels on the Bus.”

  “Explain.” I unwrap my sandwich, cringing at the racket.

  Amanda flips her blond hair over her shoulder. “Well, it’s about a bus and the wheels going round and round, people going up and down, the horn beep—”

  I cut her off with a look—maybe the look. This is why I have to fire her every day.

  She grins. Her smart-ass attitude keeps growing, just like her confidence. Working for me has allowed her the extra money to get a tummy tuck after three C-sections, a gym membership, and I think something with her varicose veins. I’m certain she’ll leave her husband once she hits her goal weight. I see it all the time. Hell, I make a living off it.

  “She’s a music therapist, Flint. Please tell me you assumed music would be involved? Otherwise, I’m embarrassed for you.”

  bang bang … bang … bang bang bang

  I glance up again, slowly chewing my food. “This isn’t going to work.”

  “It’s a year lease.”

  “I can get out of it.”

  Amanda laughs. “What rule is she breaking? You don’t have noise restrictions in the contract. She gave you full disclosure as to her profession. But seriously … you have to tell me what you thought a music therapist does.”

  “Comfy sofas and relaxing music played through noise-cancelling headphones.”

  She smirks. “You should have done an internet search. Lots of videos showing exactly what happens at a music therapist’s office. I’m a little surprised this one slid by you.”

  “You knew?” I toss the rest of my sandwich in the bag. The unsettling b
eat above me has ruined my appetite.

  “Yep. How do you think I know about the videos?”

  “But you didn’t think I needed to know this before you allowed me to offer her the space?”

  “I assumed you knew. You’re the smartest guy I know. It’s like my idol has fallen today. I no longer see you as an all-knowing god, but just a mortal of average intelligence like the rest of us.”

  Note to self: Never hire a female secretary again.

  “I’ll be back.” In less than five strides, my feet eat up the floor between my desk and the front door to my office. My fingers drum the railing in the elevator. When it dings open, a young girl and her mom step on as I step out.

  “Flint. Happy Monday.” Ellen smiles, kneeling on the floor while she piles various percussion instruments into a basket.

  Who says happy Monday?

  She stands and brushes the carpet lint from her cream pants that hug her curves in a way that pisses me off, almost as much as the tight, blue turtleneck sweater hugging her perky breasts. The woman played me, distracted me with her body and happy dance for her new space, then wham! Bongos all day long.

  “It was a ‘happy Monday.’ I won a case this morning and grabbed lunch from my favorite sandwich shop. But then I sat at my desk to eat it and heard this awful banging sound coming from above me.”

  “Not awful.” She shakes her head. “That particular young girl has made great strides with her rhythm. She couldn’t keep a simple beat when I first met her. Now she can play six different songs with complex rhythms. She’s more focused in school and her speech has improved dramatically.”

  *

  Ellen

  THERE’S SOMETHING THRILLING, even a little forbidden, about a man in a perfectly-tailored suit. Flint Hopkins wears the hell out of a three-piece suit.

  Not a single wrinkle.

  Not a hair out of place.

  Not a scuff mark on his shiny shoes.

  His lips move, but all I hear is “I wore this suit for you today” as his hands make their rounds: caressing the buttons on his jacket, twisting his cufflinks, and adjusting his tie. It’s sophisticated fidgeting.

  “You said you’re a therapist, not a music teacher.”

  Observant men are sexy too.

  “I did. And I am. Specifically, I’m a music therapist. Do you want me to explain what a music therapist does?”

  “No. I just want you to look for a different space to rent. I’ll give you two weeks.” He turns and makes it out the door in three long strides.

  My toes are on his heels in seconds, chasing him down the stairs. “Wait? You’re evicting me?”

  “I’m giving you notice.”

  “Notice? You’re kicking me out for what? Doing my job?”

  “Preventing me from doing mine.” He pushes through the door at the bottom of the stairs and makes a sharp right.

  “Hey, Boss, how’d it—” Amanda’s gaze moves from Flint to me as I follow him into his office.

  “Hi, Amanda. Would you happen to have the name of a good real estate attorney? I may need to sue my landlord for wrongful eviction.”

  “Um …”

  Flint turns, halting my forward momentum a second shy of slamming into his chest. “Shut my door, Amanda.” His eyes narrow.

  I don’t care how hot this guy looks in a suit. I won’t recoil under his glower. “Please leave it open, Amanda. I may need you to be my witness.”

  Arrogance tugs at his mouth. “A witness?”

  “For when you threaten me.”

  He unbuttons his jacket and takes a step back. A whoosh of oxygen leaves my chest like it’s attached to him. The man has an air of confidence and mystery about him that commands attention.

  When he turned around to face me a few seconds ago, I sensed the slightest agitation in his narrowed eyes and flared nostrils, but not anymore. It’s not hard to imagine Flint Hopkins in a courtroom—cool, calculated, ruthless.

  “You seem to be an intelligent person, so surely you can see how the noise level of your profession could distract me from doing mine. I think sharing space with other businesses is not a good idea. You need a building of your own or maybe you should work out of your house.”

  “I live in an apartment. And I’m sorry, Mr. Money Bags, but I don’t have the cash flow to buy or rent a building all to myself. You’re an attorney. How often are you even in your office? And when you are, what are you doing that requires complete silence? Charming snakes? Narrating audio books?”

  He adjusts his tie and fiddles with his cufflinks while pinning me with a cold glare. “I’m thinking. That’s what I do when I’m here. Thinking is what wins cases. My job requires concentration.”

  “If you’re having issues with concentration, I can help you with that. I’ll even give you a discount on our sessions.”

  Flint takes a seat at his desk, flipping open the lid to his computer. “Yes. I’m having issues with concentration, but therapy won’t help. You moving out will solve the whole problem. Two weeks. Amanda will help you find a new place to rent or maybe an old building space to purchase. Amanda? Can you give Philip’s business card to Ms. Rodgers?”

  My hands grip the edge of his dark wood desk. It’s smooth like every subtle gesture the infuriatingly handsome man before me makes. Mr. Intimidator’s thick, perfectly-shaped eyebrows jump up his forehead as I lean in closer to him. “I improve people’s lives. Some have used the word miraculous to describe what I do and how it’s changing the world for those who thought there was no hope. You are a bottom-dweller who makes money when humans behave badly. But you seem to be an intelligent person, surely you can see that a jury of my peers will be sympathetic to my situation, and you will have nothing but my music to soothe your bruised ego when it’s all over.”

  The barely detectable twitch of his lips reminds me of the way my mom used to look at me when I’d throw a tantrum and she didn’t want to make it worse by laughing but holding it in was almost too painful.

  “You’re stubborn.” His gaze averts from mine to his phone screen.

  “Is that the best you’ve got? I’m stubborn? Do you win a lot of cases with that defense? ‘Ladies and gentlemen of the jury, the plaintiff is clearly suffering from a case of stubbornness.’” My voice lowers and my chin tucks low to my chest as I attempt to imitate Flint for no good reason other than he’s a dark cloud blocking my sun on what was a really great day.

  “Hey, Harrison, how was school?”

  Flint leans to the side to see past me, and I glance over my shoulder to follow his gaze. The boy, a younger version of my unreasonable landlord, brushes his inky hair away from his unexpected blue eyes.

  “A waste of a perfectly good day.” The boy shrugs without so much as a tiny grin.

  Amanda chuckles. “You’re twelve. What else do you have to do with your time?”

  “House the homeless. Feed the hungry. Cure cancer. The possibilities are endless.”

  “Your dad’s in a meeting.” Amanda lowers her voice. “I think he’s met his match.”

  I smirk at Flint.

  His gaze shifts from Harrison to me. “Sorry to disappoint, Ms. Rodgers, but you’re no match for me. Two weeks. Now if you’ll excuse me.” He leans to the side again. “Why are you out of school, Harrison?”

  “Early out. Nancy almost forgot to pick me and Troy up. She was still in her pajamas. She called them lounge pants, but I’m not stupid. They were pink with white bunnies on them.” The boy shuffles past me and deposits his backpack on his dad’s desk.

  Flint frowns at him and sets it on the floor. “Early out for what?”

  “I don’t know.”

  “Teacher in-service?”

  His son shrugs, making brief eye contact with me while sitting on the deep window ledge lined with signed footballs. “I don’t know.”

  “How can you know so much and so little at the same time?”

  “I don’t know.”

  I grin, but it fades when Flint shoots me a
stern look. “Two weeks. Have a good evening.”

  My eyes narrow.

  “Dad, this kid in my class is selling his electric guitar. I think I’m going to buy it.”

  Flint redirects his scowl from me to his son. “No.”

  “Do you play the guitar?” I smile at the boy.

  “No,” Flint says.

  “Hence the reason I’m going to buy one.” Harrison rolls his eyes.

  I like this kid. “I have several acoustic guitars. If you’ve never played, you might want to start with nylon strings so you don’t tear up your fingers like you could do with metal strings. I’d happily loan one to you.” I turn my back on Flint and sit on the edge of his desk, facing Harrison. I think Mr. Attorney grumbles something that starts with an F and ends with a K, but I can’t decipher it with certainty.

  Harrison shrugs. “Sure.”

  “No.” Flint’s tone drops an octave.

  “I have one upstairs. I can show you a few chords while your dad meditates or does whatever he needs to do in complete silence.”

  “Okay.” Harrison stands, brushing his shaggy hair away from his eyes. He pays no attention to the silent battle that started before he arrived.

  “Harrison, take a seat in the waiting room. I need to have a few words with Ms. Rodgers.”

  “Harry, I’ll meet you upstairs. I’m renting the office space on the second floor, in case your dad didn’t mention it. There are two guitars in their cases along the far wall. Try them out and see which one you like better. I’ll be up after I have a few words with your dad.”

  Harry nods. I still don’t sense that he detects an ounce of tension in the room.

  After he’s out of sight and Amanda swivels her back to us, I stand and face Sex in a Suit.

  Flint comes to his full, something-way-over-six-feet height, leaning forward and balancing his weight with his fingertips pressed to the desk. “It’s Harrison, not Harry.”

  I mirror his stance, willing my knees to stay where they are because he smells so good I want to crawl onto the desk and sink my teeth into his neck—in a non-vampire, non-cannibalistic way, of course. “Your tie is crooked.”

 

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