by JA Low
“Happy fucking birthday to me,” Axel shouts.
251
Oscar
The girls have gone to Paris for the weekend to do wedding shit for Vanessa and Christian’s upcoming wedding. We’ve decided to head up to Big Bear, where Christian bought a holiday home for his bride-to-be.
“Still can’t believe you’re married, dude.” Zander, our tattooist from California Bros., slaps Christian on the back as he takes a seat across from him on the plane.
“Best decision I ever made, boys.” Christian raises his bottle of beer to everyone.
“Here, here.” Evan clinks his bottle against his.
“Aw, look, the married boys club,” Axel jokes.
“Seriously, bro, don’t knock it.”
Axel huffs at his twin. “There is no way in the world I am ever settling down.” Finn, Zander, Axel and I clink our beers together in single man solidarity.
“Never say never. Y’all aren’t getting any younger,” Christian warns us.
Axel groans, “Doesn’t mean we have to settle down with one woman.”
“There is no way on God’s green earth I would ever give up Ness for the endless supply of pussy you guys are talking about. None of that stuff could ever compare to what Ness and I have.”
“That’s because you and Evan got the best ones,” Zander adds.
“Damn right we did,” Evan agrees.
“Yeah we got lucky, but that’s because we stopped searching through the easy pussy to get to the prime stuff.”
“You know Ness would kill you if she heard you talking about her prime pussy,” Finn tells Christian.
“Yeah she would and I wouldn’t care because that woman is my life, and one day y’all might meet that one woman that makes you lose your breath and want more from life.” The plane is silent for a minute then the guys burst out laughing. There is one woman that has taken my breath away but she’s not the marrying type, neither am I. Christian does have a point though, I do find myself spending more time with Stacey than I have with anyone else, but maybe that’s because we’re friends not just lovers.
“Y’all a bunch of fuck faces.” Christian flips us off.
“I like husband Christian, his words are poetic and shit,” Zander teases him.
“Whatever, I’m just saying, there is more out there than short term kicks.”
“Agreed,” Evan adds.
“Oscar’s been hanging out with Stacey, a lot, he might be next,” Finn throws me under the bus. Dickhead.
“Well, well, well.” Christian smiles.
“Fuck you, dude. We aren’t a bunch of women gossiping about our sex lives,” I grumble.
“Hell yeah we are. I want the gossip,” Christian laughs, enjoying my torment.
“You’ve been around Derrick too long, you sound just like him.” Christian just shrugs.
“Time to buckle up boys, we are about to take off,” the hostess advises us before disappearing again. The cabin goes quiet as the rumble of the jet starts and we hurtle down the runway. Moments later we are up in the sky and the plane evens out. We all resume talking again. It’s less than an hour to Big Bear from LA so it will be quick.
“Don’t think I have forgotten what we were talking about before,” Christian tells me.
“Aargh, you are so annoying. Fine, Stacey and I like playing at The Paradise Club, we are into the same things, she is very sexually adventurous, but other than that, I am not looking for anything more.” There, it’s out. I’ve told them what they wanted to know; hopefully they will leave me alone now.
“So, Stacey is just a fuck buddy?” Christian questions me. I am going to kill Finn. I run my hands over my face.
“Yes...no...I’m not really sure. She is a cool chick, but she has never indicated that she wants anything outside of the hookups we have.”
“But you hook up with her a lot.” Shut up, Finn.
“Like I said, sexually she is highly compatible.”
“She’s pretty hot at the club.” Axel forgets himself for the moment.
“I know that you know.” Why is everyone sticking their noses into my business today? Can’t we talk about anything else other than Stacey and me?
“What does that mean?” Of course Christian would pick up on that. Fuck it. They pretty much know everything, now.
“They have hooked up before.” The plane goes silent.
“What the hell, bro?” Christian throws a cushion at him.
“Hey, hey, Oscar allowed it,” Axel defends himself.
“You allowed it?” The shock on Christian’s face is evident.
“Chris, you know Axel and I are into different kinds of kinks than you boys are.” Evan and Christian are pretty vanilla compared to the rest of us.
“But why would you share Stacey with Axel? Was she okay about it?” I knew Christian wouldn’t understand. The guy has been in love with Vanessa from day one.
“Yes of course. I shared her with another because she wanted a certain experience that one man could not give her. I asked Axel because I knew he would understand what she was asking for, and I trusted him to give her that experience.”
“And now?”
“Axel joins in if she needs more,” I tell them.
“And you are okay with doing this?” Christian asks his twin.
“Oscar wanted to fulfill an experience that his woman wanted, I helped and that’s all there is to it.”
“So you don’t do anything with her outside of the club?” Christian digs. I’m going to have to warn Stacey, because as soon as we get off this plane Christian is going to tell Ness. Evan’s probably texting Sienna as we speak.
“We both agreed that we keep what we have in the club.”
“And do you?” Christian pushes.
“Yes. Could you imagine if TMZ got a hold of this, especially after Fifty Shades of Grey? They would have a field day. I don’t need my family knowing what I get up to behind closed doors.” The boys should understand this.
“And you trust Stacey?” Christian asks.
“Hell yeah, I do, she’s a great girl, plus she’s already in our inner circle, she’s best friends with your girls so that means something.” Evan and Christian both agree.
“So what happens if she goes to the club without you?” Evan asks.
“Then she has fun without me.”
“And you are okay with that?” Evan has a severe jealous streak so I don’t think he would get it.
“Of course, we’re not exclusive. We have an agreement. She’s mine to do with as I see fit at the club. I’m helping her explore her sexual side. The one that has started to bloom since we’ve, you know...” Please make this all stop. I take a sip of my beer.
“So you’re her boss?” Evan asks.
“Kind of, she tells me what she wants to experience and I help her experience it. When we are together at the club, she is mine, she must ask for permission if she wants to be with another and I must do the same.”
“So you’re only exclusive at the club and only when you are together,” Evan repeats.
“Yes.” This is something that has been a relatively new change the longer we are together
“But you don’t see her as anything more?” Finn questions me.
“Stacey may be the first woman that has made me question my stance on commitment.” The plane falls silent.
“So if you were committed you would stop sleeping with other people?” Christian asks. I turn to Axel, looking for help in answering that question.
“Like we’ve said, Oscar and I like things a little different to you guys,” Axel explains.
“If I could find a woman that let me sleep with other women, I wouldn’t let her go,” Zander chuckles to himself.
“It’s not...” Axel starts and I can see it on his face he’s becoming defensive of our choices.
“I guess as long as you all understand the rules, and no one is getting hurt then it’s all good.” Christian gives me a smile.
“I know it’s not conventional compared to what you guys have. I know it sounds really strange. But Stacey isn’t a jealous girl. Believe me I have tested her.”
“Stacey is extremely genuine. Just because she might like things a little dirty and kinky in the bedroom doesn’t change who she is. So I hope that none of you dickheads look at her any differently or say anything to her. That would be a real breach of trust.” Jackson lectures the plane.
“You seem very defensive over a girl you hardly know,” Finn argues with his brother. Jackson looks over at me.
“She’s a friend,” Jackson tells him. Finn’s eyes narrow then his head whips around to me.
“You let him play with your girl?” I refuse to answer Finn. “Are you just pimping her out to your friends?” What the fuck? I charge at Finn, my hand wrapping around his throat.
“What the fuck?” The boys pull me off of him. “How could you say that? How could you?”
“Because you won’t let yourself fall for her. She is amazing and you are putting these walls up.” I’m genuinely shocked at Finn’s comment. “I’ve never seen you happy before with a girl. She makes you happy. And I’m not talking about just in the bedroom.”
“Finn, you don’t understand.”
“I do, Oscar, believe me I do.”
“Stacey doesn’t want a relationship,” Jackson adds.
“He’s right. She doesn’t want to get married or have kids.” Evan and Christian look shocked. “She’s wired differently to other girls. We call what we have as non-monogamously loyal. And that’s what we want. It may not be what you all want and that’s fine. But please stop trying to push us together. We are happy. Things might change or they might stay the same. I have no idea what the future holds. But whatever it is, it’s between us.”
“I’m sorry, man. I thought you needed a push, like Evan and Christian did,” Finn tells me. I shake my head. “I won’t butt in anymore.”
“Thanks. I hear enough about it at home from Isla. She loves Stacey and keeps pressuring us to be together.” Finn nods in agreement.
“Okay, enough of the gossip, ladies. We are fucking men,” Zander yells.
252
Oscar
We’ve just got home from Christian and Vanessa’s bachelor and bachelorette party in Monaco. Boy it was wild. We all had the best time. I wanted to catch up with Stacey tonight but she said she was busy. Which is cool, but then I overheard Isla on the phone to her and hear she’s actually catching up with Adam, the tech nerd who was in town. Not going to lie, that little bit of information left a sting. So when Jackson called me up and asked if I was interested in going to some party, of course I wasn’t going to be sitting at home while Stacey is out fucking some other dude.
I let my mind wander as we get stuck in traffic, reminiscing about Monaco. Christian wanted a James Bond themed bachelor party, which I thought was pretty lame until Nate let us borrow his super yacht. It was a floating Paradise Club moored off the South of France. Best idea ever! He had women catering to our every whim all hours of the day. There was even a sex menu in your cabin where you could request a blow job wake up call. How is this not a thing in all hotels? Of course I had to try it. I ordered one every morning to help alleviate the morning wood, seeing as Stacey was rooming with the girls and couldn’t help with that. I told Stacey about my morning wake up calls and she was so upset that their hotel didn’t have one she came and crashed one night with me just to experience it. I mean the girl was already there helping me, it was only fair that she helped Stacey too. We gambled the nights away in the luxurious casinos. I lost a shit load of money playing blackjack. I now realize I suck at blackjack. When the girls decided to crash our private room in the casino, we all knew that was the end of our boys part of the night. I love Christian and Evan but they couldn’t wait to go home with their ladies. Such poor form.
We all continue on to The Paradise Club. A tiny brunette called Olivia caught Axel’s eyes at the casino that night; she arrived with the girls. Stacey had told me that it’s her family’s castle that Vanessa and Christian were getting married in, she’s royal or something. You could tell straight away that Axel was intrigued by the girl. Couldn’t deny she was very beautiful but also awfully shy. Not his normal type at all.
The lights of the city flash by and in a kaleidoscope of colors. A small smile forms on my face as I remember the night not ending at all like how I thought it would. Jackson and I had been enjoying some play time when there was a knock at our door. Stacey was bent over a desk, her legs spread apart, light pink marks marring her peachy backside from my hand while I made her watch Jackson getting a blow job from a spectacular blonde. I remember being surprised seeing Axel standing there, I had assumed he left with Olivia.
“Is everything okay?” I ask him.
“Yes, of course. Sorry to interrupt.” He looks over my shoulder. “I have a favor to ask.”
That favor Axel asked of me, I had no idea it was going to turn out the way it had. A beautiful fucking melody of sex. The car pulls into the driveway of the mansion, as soon as the door opens I can hear the music pumping. I already feel like a headache is brewing. Taking out my phone I text Jackson.
“You made it,” Jackson greets me as I enter the home of who the fuck knows. “Let me introduce you to Annika.” He hands over a dazzling redhead. “She doesn’t speak much English, but she likes to fuck rock stars.” He slaps me on the back. Seriously? Annika smiles at me, her bright blue Bambi eyes fluttering at me, she is beautiful, but my dick isn’t even twitching. What the fuck is wrong with me? Jackson excuses us from the group of girls and pulls me a side. “What the hell is wrong with you?”
“Nothing, probably jet lag.” He doesn’t look convinced.
“Heard Adam was back in town.” The fucker, how did he…? Of course he would know he’s head of security, he probably has our phones bugged or something.
“That’s got nothing to do with it.” He eyes me suspiciously.
“Prove it,” he goads me.
“Fine, I will.” Pushing myself past him, our shoulders knocking, I walk right over to Annika. “You down for some fun?” She nods earnestly. “Come then.” I pull her by the hand trying to find an empty bedroom. I can totally prove to Jackson that I’m not upset over Stacey. Pushing open one of the many doors in this house I finally find an empty one and slip inside. I close the door behind me. I suck in a deep breath, try and gather my thoughts but when I turn around, Annika is already undressing. What the?
“May I?” Her hands grab for the buckle of my jeans. Her slender fingers begin to unbutton them, one by one the sound of the buttons popping rebounds through the room. My dick hasn’t even twitched. Is he broken? Have I had too much sex over the weekend? My jeans fall to my ankles and my briefs follow the same path. Annika has now dropped to her knees and looks up at me with those big, blue eyes. “You are big man. I like big men.” Then her mouth wraps around my dick. My body stills for a moment not reacting at all to her professional sucks. Like this woman is a champion blow job giver and my dick is not responding. She works harder and harder but he is still a lifeless prick.
“Hold on.” I stop her. She looks up at me, a small frown forms on her botoxed face, as if she had done something wrong to me. “Let me lie down, it’s more comfortable for everyone,” I tell her. She nods her head in agreement. I kick off my bottom half and jump onto the bed, she nestles herself between my legs. I close my eyes and try and concentrate on her mouth. But before I know it, my mind has drifted back to Monaco.
“She’s in the shower,” Axel tells Stacey, who gives us a thumbs up, she’s excited about Axel’s plans for tonight.
“You have never shared a girl you are interested in before?” I ask him.
“I’ve just met her tonight. Don’t get carried away,” he says defensively. First time I’ve noticed Axel get defensive over a girl before. Interesting. The door opens and the two girls walk out of the bathroom, Stacey has a smile on her face. Guess she wo
rked her magic.
“Ladies,” Axel beckons. Olivia looks a little terrified. Stacey takes her hand which visibly steadies her. She seems comfortable with Stacey already which is a good sign. A light knock echoes through the room, which makes Olivia flinch. Jackson slowly opens it and joins us. “Liv, this is all who will be present in the room,” Axel reassures her. “I thought it might relax you to know who was here first then we could work up to your top fantasy.” Olivia’s cheeks burn bright but she gives him a comfortable smile. “Good. Are you okay with who I have chosen?” Olivia looks over at me and Jackson; her chocolate eyes assessing us. She nods. “And are you okay with Stacey?” Olivia quickly nods her head.
“I think we should start with this to settle our nerves.” I pull out the bottle of tequila Jackson brought over with him, not to get her drunk, just to relax everyone, letting her know this is just a little bit of fun. That she can relax and enjoy herself, no one will judge her tonight. I slowly walk over to where Olivia is frozen to the spot, my eyes moving between her and Stacey. Stacey understands exactly what I am thinking, moving behind her. “Open up,” I tell her. Olivia obeys easily. I pour the cool liquid into her mouth. “It will help you relax.” Giving her a reassuring smile, I do the same. Stacey’s fingers run up and down Olivia’s arms making her shiver. “Open.” Olivia opens her mouth again and I give her another shot. She hasn’t moved; if she wants to get past her fear a little bit of alcoholic courage goes a long way. Stacey’s lips faintly kiss Olivia’s neck while her hands roam over her body. Axel takes the bottle from my hand and takes a sip. Olivia’s eyes follow him. Jackson moves around to the other side and takes a sip.