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by William Wordsworth

BOOK FIFTH

  BOOK SIXTH

  BOOK SEVENTH

  BOOK EIGHTH

  BOOK NINTH

  BOOK TENTH

  BOOK ELEVENTH

  BOOK TWELFTH

  BOOK THIRTEENTH

  BOOK FOURTEENTH

  ‘William Wordsworth’ by Benjamin Robert Haydon, 1842

  THE TWO BOOK PRELUDE, 1798–99

  BOOK I

  Was it for this

  That one, the fairest of all rivers, loved

  To blend his murmurs with my Nurse’s song,

  And from his alder shades, and rocky falls,

  And from his fords and shallows, sent a voice

  That flowed along my dreams? For this didst thou

  O Derwent, traveling over the green plains

  Near my “sweet birth-place,” didst thou beauteous Stream

  Make ceaseless music through the night and day,

  Which with its steady cadence tempering 10

  Our human waywardness, composed my thoughts

  To more than infant softness, giving me,

  Among the fretful dwellings of mankind,

  A knowledge, a dim earnest of the calm

  Which Nature breathes among the fields and groves?

  Beloved Derwent! Fairest of all Streams!

  Was it for this that I, a four year’s child,

  A naked Boy, among thy silent pools

  Made one long bathing of a summer’s day?

  Basked in the sun, or plunged into thy stream’s 20

  Alternate, all a summer’s day, or coursed

  Over the sandy fields, and dashed the flowers

  Of yellow grunsel, or whom crag and hill,

  The woods and distant Skiddaw’s lofty height

  Were bronzed with a deep radiance, stood alone,

  A naked Savage in the thunder shower?

  And afterwards, ‘twas in a later day

  Though early, when upon the mountain-slope

  The frost and breath of frosty wind had snapped

  The last autumnal crocus, ‘twas my joy 30

  To wander half the night among the cliffs

  And the smooth hollows, where the woodcocks ran

  Along the moonlight turf. In thought and wish,

  That time, my shoulder all with springes hung,

  I was a fell destroyer. Gentle Powers!

  Who give us happiness and call it peace!

  When scudding on from snare to snare I plied

  My anxious visitation, hurrying on,

  Still hurrying hurrying onward, how my heart

  Panted; among the scattered yew-trees, and the crags 40

  The looked upon me, how my bosom beat

  With expectation. Sometimes strong desire,

  Resistless, overpowered me, and the bird

  Which was the captive of another’s toils

  Became my prey; and when the deed was done

  I heard among the solitary hills

  Low breathings coming after me, and sounds

  Of undistinguishable motion, steps

  Almost as silent as the turf they trod,

  Nor less, in spring-time, when on southern banks 50

  The shining sun had from his knot of leaves

  Decoyed the primrose-flower, and when the vales

  And woods were warm, was I a rover then

  In the high places, on the longsome peaks,

  Among the mountains and the winds. Though mean

  And though inglorious were my views, then end

  Was ignoble. Oh, when I have hung

  Above the raven’s nest, by knots of grass,

  Or half-inch fissures in the slipp’ry rock,

  But ill sustained, and almost, as it seemed, 60

  Suspended by the blast which blew amain,

  Shouldering the naked crag, oh at that time,

  While on the perilous ridge I hung alone,

  With what strange utterance did the loud dry wind

  Blow through my ears! The sky seemed not a sky

  Of earth, and with what motion moved the clouds!

  The mind of man is fashioned and built up

  Even as strain of music: I believe

  That there are spirits, which, when they would form

  A favored being, from his very dawn 70

  Of infancy do open out the clouds

  As at the touch of lightning, seeking him

  With gentle visitation; quiet Powers!

  Retired and seldom recognized, yet kind,

  And to the very meanest not unknown;

  With me, though rarely, in my early days

  They communed: others too there are who use,

  Yet haply aiming at the self-same end,

  Severer interventions, ministry

  More palpable, and of their school was I. 80

  They guided me: one evening, led by them,

  I went alone into a Shepherd’s boat,

  A skiff that to a willow-tree was tied

  Within a rocky cave, its usual home;

  The moon was up, the lake was shining clear

  Among the hoary mountains: from the shore

  I pushed, and struck the oars, and struck again

  In cadence, and my little Boat moved on

  Just like a man who walks with stately step

  Though bent on speed. It was an act of stealth 90

  And troubled pleasure; not without the voice

  Of mountain-echoes did my boat move on,

  Leaving behind her still on either side

  Small circles glittering idly in the moon

  Until they melted all into one track

  Of sparkling light. A rocky steep uprose

  Above the cavern of the willow tree,

  And now, as suited one who proudly rowed

  With his best skill, I fixed a steady view

  Upon the top of that same craggy ridge, 100

  The bound of the horizon, for behind

  Was nothing — but the stars and the grey sky.

  She was an elfin pinnace; twenty times

  I dipped my oars into the silent lake.

  And, as I rose upon the stroke, my Boat

  Went heaving through the water, like a swan —

  When from behind that rocky steep, till then

  The bound of the horizon, a huge Cliff,

  As if voluntary power instinct,

  Upreared its head: I struck, and struck again, 110

  And, growing still in statue, the huge cliff

  Rose up between me and the starts, and still

  With measured motion, like a living thing,

  Strode after me. With trembling hands I turned,

  And through the silent water stole my way

  Back to the cavern of the willow-tree.

  There, in her mooring-place I left my bark,

  And through the meadows homeward went with grave

  And serious thoughts; and after I had seen

  That spectacle, for many days my brain 120

  Worked with a dim and undetermined sense

  Of unknown modes of being; in my thoughts

  There was darkness, call it solitude

  Or blank desertion; no familiar objects

  Of hourly objects, images of trees,

  Of sea or sky, no colours of green fields;

  But huge and mighty forms that do not live

  Like living men, moved slowly through my mind

  By day, and were the trouble of my dreams.

  Ah! Not in vain ye Beings of the hills! 130

  And ye that walk the woods and open heaths

  By moon or star-light, thus from my first dawn

  Of childhood did ye love to intertwine

  The passions that build up our human soul,

  Not with the mean and vulgar works of man,

  But with high objects, with eternal things,

  With life and nature, purifying thus

  The elements of feeling and of thought,

  And sanctifying
by such discipline

  Both pain and fear, until we recognize 140

  A grandeur in the beatings of the heart.

  Nor was this fellowship vouchsafed to me

  With stinted kindness. In November days,

  When vapours, rolling down the valleys, made

  A lonely scene more lonesome, among woods

  At noon, and ‘mid the calm of summer nights

  When by the margin of the trembling lake

  Beneath the gloomy hills I homeward went

  In solitude, such intercourse was mine.

  And in the frosty season when the sun 150

  Was set, and, visible for many a mile,

  The cottage windows through the twilight blazed,

  I heeded not the summons: clear and loud

  The village clock tolled six; I wheeled about

  Proud and exulting like an untired horse

  That cares not for its home. All shod with steel

  We hissed along the polished ice, in games

  Confederate, imitative of the chase

  And woodland pleasures, the resounding horn,

  The pack loud bellowing, and the hunted hare. 160

  So through the darkness and the cold we flew,

  And not a voice was idle: with the din,

  Meanwhile, the precipices rang aloud,

  The leafless trees and every icy crag

  Tinkled like iron, while the distant hills

  Into the tumult sent an alien sound

  Of melancholy not unnoticed while the stars,

  Eastward, were sparkling clear, and in the west

  The orange sky of evening died away.

  Not seldom from the uproar I retired 170

  Into a silent bay, or sportively

  Glanced sideway leaving the tumultuous throng

  To cut across the shadow of a star

  That gleamed upon the ice: and oftentimes

  When we had given our bodies to the wind

  And all the shadowy banks on either side

  Came sweeping through the darkness, spinning still

  The rapid line of motion, then at once

  Have I, reclining back upon my heels,

  Stopped short; yet still the solitary cliffs 180

  Wheeled by me, even as if the earth had rolled

  With visible motion her diurnal round;

  Behind me did they stretch in solemn train

  Feebler and feebler, and I stood and watched

  Till all was tranquil as a summer sea.

  Ye Powers of earth! Ye Genii of the springs!

  And ye that have your voices in the clouds

  And ye that are Familiars of the lakes

  And of the standing pools, I may not think

  A vulgar hope was yours when ye employed 190

  Such ministry, when ye through many a year

  Thus by the agency of boyish sports

  On caves and trees, upon the woods and hills,

  Impressed upon all forms the characters

  Of danger and desire, and thus did make

  The surface of the universal earth

  With meanings of delight, of hope and fear,

  Work like a sea.

  Not uselessly employed

  I might pursue this theme through every change 200

  Of exercise and sport to which the year

  Did summon us in its delightful round.

  We were a noisy crew: the sun in heaven

  Beheld not vales more beautiful than ours

  Nor saw a race in happiness and joy

  More worthy of the fields where they were sown.

  I would record with no reluctant voice

  Our home amusements by the warm peat fire

  At evening, when with pencil, and with slate

  In square divisions parcelled out, and all 210

  With crosses and with cyphers scribbled o’er,

  We schemed and puzzled, head opposed to head

  In strife too humble to be named in verse,

  Or round the naked table, snow-white deal,

  Cherry or maple, sat in close array

  And to the combat — Lu or Whist — led on

  A thick-ribbed army, not as in the world

  Discarded and ungratefully thrown by

  Even for the very service they had wrought,

  But husbanded through many a long campaign. 220

  Oh with what echoes on the board they fell —

  Ironic diamonds, hearts of sable hue,

  Queens gleaming through their splendour’s last decay,

  Knaves wrapt in one assimilating gloom,

  And Kings indignant at the shame incurr’d

  By royal visages. Meanwhile abroad

  The heavy rain was falling, or the frost

  Raged bitterly with keen and silent tooth,

  And interrupting the impassioned game

  Oft from the neighbouring lake the splitting ice 230

  While it sank down towards the water sent

  Among the meadows and the hills its long

  And frequent yellings, imitative some

  Of wolves that howl along the Bothnic main.

  Nor with less willing heart would I rehearse

  The woods of autumn and their hidden bowers

  With milk-white clusters hung; the rod and line.

  True symbol of the foolishness of hope,

  Which with its strong enchantment led me on 240

  By rocks and pools where never summer-star

  Impressed its shadow, to forlorn cascades

  Among the windings of the mountain-brooks;

  The kite, in sultry calms from some high hill

  Sent up, ascending thence till it was lost

  Among the fleecy clouds, in gusty days

  Launched from the lower grounds, and suddenly

  Dash’d headlong — and rejected by the storm.

  All these and more with rival claims demand

  Grateful acknowledgment. It were a song 250

  Venial, and such as if I rightly judge

  I might protract unblamed; but I perceive

  That much is overlooked, and we should ill

  Attain our object if from delicate fears

  Of breaking in upon the unity

  Of this my argument I should omit

  To speak of such effects as cannot here

  Be regularly classed, yet tend no less

  To the same point, the growth of mental power

  And love of Nature’s works. 260

  Ere I had seen

  Eight summers (and ‘twas in the very week

  When I was first transplanted to thy vale,

  Beloved Hawkshead! when thy paths, thy shores

  And brooks were like a dream of novelty

  To my half-infant mind) I chanced to cross

  One of those open fields which, shaped like ears,

  Make green peninsulas on Esthwaite’s lake,

  Twilight was coming on, yet through the gloom

  I saw distinctly on the opposite shore

  Beneath a tree and close by the lake side 270

  A heap of garments, as if left by one

  Who there was bathing: half an hour I watched

  And no one owned them: meanwhile the calm lake

  Grew dark with all the shadows on its breast,

  And now and then a leaping fish disturbed

  The breathless stillness. The succeeding day

  There came a company, and in their boat

  Sounded with iron hooks, and with long poles.

  At length the dead man’ mid that beauteous scene

  Of trees, and hills, and water, bolt upright 280

  Rose with his ghastly face. I might advert

  To numerous accidents in flood or field,

  Quarry or moor, or ‘mid the winter snows,

  Distresses and disasters, tragic facts

  Of rural history that impressed my mind

  With images, to which in following years


  Far other feelings were attached, with forms

  That yet exist with independent life

  And, like their archetypes, know no decay.

  There are in our existence spots of time 290

  Which with distinct pre-eminence retain

  A fructifying virtue, whence, depressed

  By trivial occupations and the round

  Of ordinary intercourse, our minds

  (Especially the imaginative power)

  Are nourished, and invisibly repaired.

  Such moments chiefly seem to have their date

  In our first childhood, I remember well

  (‘Tis of an early season that I speak,

  The twilight of rememberable life) 300

  While I was yet an urchin, one who scarce

  Could hold a bridle, with ambitious hopes

  I mounted, and we rode towards the hills;

  We were a pair of horsemen: Honest James

  Was with me, my encourager and guide.

  We had not travelled long ere some mischance

  Disjoined me from my comrade, and through fear

  Dismounting, down the rough and stony moor

  I led my horse and, stumbling on, at length

  Came to a bottom where in former times 310

  A man, the murderer of his wife, was hung

  In irons; mouldered was the gibbet mast,

  The bones were gone, the iron and the wood,

  Only a long green ridge of turf remained

  Whose shape was like a grave. I left the spot,

  And, reascending the bare slope, I saw

  A naked pool that lay beneath the hills,

  The beacon on the summit, and more near

  A girl who bore a pitcher on her head

  And seemed with difficult steps to force her way 320

  Against the blowing wind. It was in truth

  An ordinary sight but I should need

  Colours and words that are unknown to man

  To paint the visionary dreariness

  Which, while I looked all round for my lost guide,

  Did, at that time, invest the naked pool,

  The beacon on the lonely eminence,

  The woman and her garments vexed and tossed

  By the strong wind. Nor less I recollect

  (Long after, though my childhood had not ceased) 330

  Another scene which left a kindred power

  Implanted in my mind.

  One Christmas time,

  The day before the holidays began,

  Feverish, and tired and restless, I went forth

  Into the fields, impatient for the sight

  Of those three horses which should bear us home,

  My Brothers and myself. There was a crag,

  An eminence which from the meeting point

  Of two highways ascending overlooked 340

  At least a long half-mile of those two roads,

 

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