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by William Wordsworth


  Of Goslar, once imperial, I renewed

  My daily walk along that wide champaign,

  That, reaching to her gates, spreads east and west,

  And northwards, from beneath the mountainous verge

  Of the Hercynian forest. Yet, hail to you

  Moors, mountains, headlands, and ye hollow vales,

  Ye long deep channels for the Atlantic’s voice,

  Powers of my native region! Ye that seize

  The heart with firmer grasp! Your snows and streams

  Ungovernable, and your terrifying winds, 220

  That howl so dismally for him who treads

  Companionless your awful solitudes!

  There, ‘tis the shepherd’s task the winter long

  To wait upon the storms: of their approach

  Sagacious, into sheltering coves he drives

  His flock, and thither from the homestead bears

  A toilsome burden up the craggy ways,

  And deals it out, their regular nourishment

  Strewn on the frozen snow. And when the spring

  Looks out, and all the pastures dance with lambs, 230

  And when the flock, with warmer weather, climbs

  Higher and higher, him his office leads

  To watch their goings, whatsoever track

  The wanderers choose. For this he quits his home

  At day-spring, and no sooner doth the sun

  Begin to strike him with a fire-like heat,

  Than he lies down upon some shining rock,

  And breakfasts with his dog. When they have stolen,

  As is their wont, a pittance from strict time,

  For rest not needed or exchange of love, 240

  Then from his couch he starts; and now his feet

  Crush out a livelier fragrance from the flowers

  Of lowly thyme, by Nature’s skill enwrought

  In the wild turf: the lingering dews of morn

  Smoke round him, as from hill to hill he hies,

  His staff protending like a hunter’s spear,

  Or by its aid leaping from crag to crag,

  And o’er the brawling beds of unbridged streams.

  Philosophy, methinks, at Fancy’s call,

  Might deign to follow him through what he does 250

  Or sees in his day’s march; himself he feels,

  In those vast regions where his service lies,

  A freeman, wedded to his life of hope

  And hazard, and hard labour interchanged

  With that majestic indolence so dear

  To native man. A rambling schoolboy, thus,

  I felt his presence in his own domain,

  As of a lord and master, or a power,

  Or genius, under Nature, under God,

  Presiding; and severest solitude 260

  Had more commanding looks when he was there.

  When up the lonely brooks on rainy days

  Angling I went, or trod the trackless hills

  By mists bewildered, suddenly mine eyes

  Have glanced upon him distant a few steps,

  In size a giant, stalking through thick fog,

  His sheep like Greenland bears; or, as he stepped

  Beyond the boundary line of some hill-shadow,

  His form hath flashed upon me, glorified

  By the deep radiance of the setting sun: 270

  Or him have I descried in distant sky,

  A solitary object and sublime,

  Above all height! like an aerial cross

  Stationed alone upon a spiry rock

  Of the Chartreuse, for worship. Thus was man

  Ennobled outwardly before my sight,

  And thus my heart was early introduced

  To an unconscious love and reverence

  Of human nature; hence the human form

  To me became an index of delight, 280

  Of grace and honour, power and worthiness.

  Meanwhile this creature—spiritual almost

  As those of books, but more exalted far;

  Far more of an imaginative form

  Than the gay Corin of the groves, who lives

  For his own fancies, or to dance by the hour,

  In coronal, with Phyllis in the midst—

  Was, for the purposes of kind, a man

  With the most common; husband, father; learned,

  Could teach, admonish; suffered with the rest 290

  From vice and folly, wretchedness and fear;

  Of this I little saw, cared less for it,

  But something must have felt.

  Call ye these appearances—

  Which I beheld of shepherds in my youth,

  This sanctity of Nature given to man—

  A shadow, a delusion, ye who pore

  On the dead letter, miss the spirit of things;

  Whose truth is not a motion or a shape

  Instinct with vital functions, but a block

  Or waxen image which yourselves have made, 300

  And ye adore! But blessed be the God

  Of Nature and of Man that this was so;

  That men before my inexperienced eyes

  Did first present themselves thus purified,

  Removed, and to a distance that was fit:

  And so we all of us in some degree

  Are led to knowledge, wheresoever led,

  And howsoever; were it otherwise,

  And we found evil fast as we find good

  In our first years, or think that it is found, 310

  How could the innocent heart bear up and live!

  But doubly fortunate my lot; not here

  Alone, that something of a better life

  Perhaps was round me than it is the privilege

  Of most to move in, but that first I looked

  At Man through objects that were great or fair;

  First communed with him by their help. And thus

  Was founded a sure safeguard and defence

  Against the weight of meanness, selfish cares,

  Coarse manners, vulgar passions, that beat in 320

  On all sides from the ordinary world

  In which we traffic. Starting from this point

  I had my face turned toward the truth, began

  With an advantage furnished by that kind

  Of prepossession, without which the soul

  Receives no knowledge that can bring forth good,

  No genuine insight ever comes to her.

  From the restraint of over-watchful eyes

  Preserved, I moved about, year after year,

  Happy, and now most thankful that my walk 330

  Was guarded from too early intercourse

  With the deformities of crowded life,

  And those ensuing laughters and contempts,

  Self-pleasing, which, if we would wish to think

  With a due reverence on earth’s rightful lord,

  Here placed to be the inheritor of heaven,

  Will not permit us; but pursue the mind,

  That to devotion willingly would rise,

  Into the temple and the temple’s heart.

  Yet deem not, Friend! that human kind with me 340

  Thus early took a place pre-eminent;

  Nature herself was, at this unripe time,

  But secondary to my own pursuits

  And animal activities, and all

  Their trivial pleasures; and when these had drooped

  And gradually expired, and Nature, prized

  For her own sake, became my joy, even then—

  And upwards through late youth, until not less

  Than two-and-twenty summers had been told—

  Was Man in my affections and regards 350

  Subordinate to her, her visible forms

  And viewless agencies: a passion, she,

  A rapture often, and immediate love

  Ever at hand; he, only a delight

  Occasional, an accidental grace,

  His hour bei
ng not yet come. Far less had then

  The inferior creatures, beast or bird, attuned

  My spirit to that gentleness of love,

  (Though they had long been carefully observed),

  Won from me those minute obeisances 360

  Of tenderness, which I may number now

  With my first blessings. Nevertheless, on these

  The light of beauty did not fall in vain,

  Or grandeur circumfuse them to no end.

  But when that first poetic faculty

  Of plain Imagination and severe,

  No longer a mute influence of the soul,

  Ventured, at some rash Muse’s earnest call,

  To try her strength among harmonious words;

  And to book-notions and the rules of art 370

  Did knowingly conform itself; there came

  Among the simple shapes of human life

  A wilfulness of fancy and conceit;

  And Nature and her objects beautified

  These fictions, as in some sort, in their turn,

  They burnished her. From touch of this new power

  Nothing was safe: the elder-tree that grew

  Beside the well-known charnel-house had then

  A dismal look: the yew-tree had its ghost,

  That took his station there for ornament: 380

  The dignities of plain occurrence then

  Were tasteless, and truth’s golden mean, a point

  Where no sufficient pleasure could be found.

  Then, if a widow, staggering with the blow

  Of her distress, was known to have turned her steps

  To the cold grave in which her husband slept,

  One night, or haply more than one, through pain

  Or half-insensate impotence of mind,

  The fact was caught at greedily, and there

  She must be visitant the whole year through, 390

  Wetting the turf with never-ending tears.

  Through quaint obliquities I might pursue

  These cravings; when the foxglove, one by one,

  Upwards through every stage of the tall stem,

  Had shed beside the public way its bells,

  And stood of all dismantled, save the last

  Left at the tapering ladder’s top, that seemed

  To bend as doth a slender blade of grass

  Tipped with a rain-drop, Fancy loved to seat,

  Beneath the plant despoiled, but crested still 400

  With this last relic, soon itself to fall,

  Some vagrant mother, whose arch little ones,

  All unconcerned by her dejected plight,

  Laughed as with rival eagerness their hands

  Gathered the purple cups that round them lay,

  Strewing the turfs green slope.

  A diamond light

  (Whene’er the summer sun, declining, smote

  A smooth rock wet with constant springs) was seen

  Sparkling from out a copse-clad bank that rose

  Fronting our cottage. Oft beside the hearth 410

  Seated, with open door, often and long

  Upon this restless lustre have I gazed,

  That made my fancy restless as itself.

  ‘Twas now for me a burnished silver shield

  Suspended over a knight’s tomb, who lay

  Inglorious, buried in the dusky wood:

  An entrance now into some magic cave

  Or palace built by fairies of the rock;

  Nor could I have been bribed to disenchant

  The spectacle, by visiting the spot. 420

  Thus wilful Fancy, in no hurtful mood,

  Engrafted far-fetched shapes on feelings bred

  By pure Imagination: busy Power

  She was, and with her ready pupil turned

  Instinctively to human passions, then

  Least understood. Yet, ‘mid the fervent swarm

  Of these vagaries, with an eye so rich

  As mine was through the bounty of a grand

  And lovely region, I had forms distinct

  To steady me: each airy thought revolved 430

  Round a substantial centre, which at once

  Incited it to motion, and controlled.

  I did not pine like one in cities bred,

  As was thy melancholy lot, dear Friend!

  Great Spirit as thou art, in endless dreams

  Of sickliness, disjoining, joining, things

  Without the light of knowledge. Where the harm,

  If, when the woodman languished with disease

  Induced by sleeping nightly on the ground

  Within his sod-built cabin, Indian-wise, 440

  I called the pangs of disappointed love,

  And all the sad etcetera of the wrong,

  To help him to his grave? Meanwhile the man,

  If not already from the woods retired

  To die at home, was haply, as I knew,

  Withering by slow degrees, ‘mid gentle airs,

  Birds, running streams, and hills so beautiful

  On golden evenings, while the charcoal pile

  Breathed up its smoke, an image of his ghost

  Or spirit that full soon must take her flight. 450

  Nor shall we not be tending towards that point

  Of sound humanity to which our Tale

  Leads, though by sinuous ways, if here I show

  How Fancy, in a season when she wove

  Those slender cords, to guide the unconscious Boy

  For the Man’s sake, could feed at Nature’s call

  Some pensive musings which might well beseem

  Maturer years.

  A grove there is whose boughs

  Stretch from the western marge of Thurstonmere

  With length of shade so thick, that whoso glides 460

  Along the line of low-roofed water, moves

  As in a cloister. Once—while, in that shade

  Loitering, I watched the golden beams of light

  Flung from the setting sun, as they reposed

  In silent beauty on the naked ridge

  Of a high eastern hill—thus flowed my thoughts

  In a pure stream of words fresh from the heart:

  Dear native Regions, wheresoe’er shall close

  My mortal course, there will I think on you;

  Dying, will cast on you a backward look; 470

  Even as this setting sun (albeit the Vale

  Is no where touched by one memorial gleam)

  Doth with the fond remains of his last power

  Still linger, and a farewell lustre sheds,

  On the dear mountain-tops where first he rose.

  Enough of humble arguments; recall,

  My Song! those high emotions which thy voice

  Has heretofore made known; that bursting forth

  Of sympathy, inspiring and inspired,

  When everywhere a vital pulse was felt, 480

  And all the several frames of things, like stars,

  Through every magnitude distinguishable,

  Shone mutually indebted, or half lost

  Each in the other’s blaze, a galaxy

  Of life and glory. In the midst stood Man,

  Outwardly, inwardly contemplated,

  As, of all visible natures, crown, though born

  Of dust, and kindred to the worm; a Being,

  Both in perception and discernment, first

  In every capability of rapture, 490

  Through the divine effect of power and love;

  As, more than anything we know, instinct

  With godhead, and, by reason and by will,

  Acknowledging dependency sublime.

  Ere long, the lonely mountains left, I moved,

  Begirt, from day to day, with temporal shapes

  Of vice and folly thrust upon my view,

  Objects of sport, and ridicule, and scorn,

  Manners and characters discriminate,

  And little bustling passion
s that eclipse, 500

  As well they might, the impersonated thought,

  The idea, or abstraction of the kind.

  An idler among academic bowers,

  Such was my new condition, as at large

  Has been set forth; yet here the vulgar light

  Of present, actual, superficial life,

  Gleaming through colouring of other times,

  Old usages and local privilege,

  Was welcomed, softened, if not solemnised.

  This notwithstanding, being brought more near 510

  To vice and guilt, forerunning wretchedness,

  I trembled,—thought, at times, of human life

  With an indefinite terror and dismay,

  Such as the storms and angry elements

  Had bred in me; but gloomier far, a dim

  Analogy to uproar and misrule,

  Disquiet, danger, and obscurity.

  It might be told (but wherefore speak of things

  Common to all?) that, seeing, I was led

  Gravely to ponder—judging between good 520

  And evil, not as for the mind’s delight

  But for her guidance—one who was to ‘act’,

  As sometimes to the best of feeble means

  I did, by human sympathy impelled:

  And, through dislike and most offensive pain,

  Was to the truth conducted; of this faith

  Never forsaken, that, by acting well,

  And understanding, I should learn to love

  The end of life, and everything we know.

  Grave Teacher, stern Preceptress! for at times 530

  Thou canst put on an aspect most severe;

  London, to thee I willingly return.

  Erewhile my verse played idly with the flowers

  Enwrought upon thy mantle; satisfied

  With that amusement, and a simple look

  Of child-like inquisition now and then

  Cast upwards on thy countenance, to detect

  Some inner meanings which might harbour there.

  But how could I in mood so light indulge,

  Keeping such fresh remembrance of the day, 540

  When, having thridded the long labyrinth

  Of the suburban villages, I first

  Entered thy vast dominion? On the roof

  Of an itinerant vehicle I sate,

  With vulgar men about me, trivial forms

  Of houses, pavement, streets, of men and things,—

  Mean shapes on every side: but, at the instant,

  When to myself it fairly might be said,

  The threshold now is overpast, (how strange

  That aught external to the living mind 550

  Should have such mighty sway! yet so it was),

  A weight of ages did at once descend

  Upon my heart; no thought embodied, no

  Distinct remembrances, but weight and power,—

  Power growing under weight: alas! I feel

  That I am trifling: ‘twas a moment’s pause,—

 

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