Her lips tightened, and she crossed her arms over her chest as she sighed. “It’s not you, all right? If you must know, it’s me. I don’t deal well with people.”
“That right?” he said with a raised brow. “You don’t have to deal with me, just talk to me. I’m not complicated and I don’t bite, but I hate being ignored.”
“I’m not ignoring you!”
“Maybe you just have no use for me, then.”
“That isn’t it at all. I don’t know what to say!”
His smile was slow but sure as he turned to the door and stood holding it open, waiting for her. “Then there’s no excuse left, since I can talk for both of us, and I don’t mind your company.”
The look she gave him was fulminating yet resigned. He had her and she knew it. She was not the kind of woman who could be cruel just to protect herself, no matter the provocation. He had suspected it, even counted on it. Which didn’t say much for him as a person, but it said even less for all the other idiots stupid enough to think she could commit murder. He watched her closely as she pushed her feet into her sandals, which sat beside the chaise, then moved ahead of him down the dim hallway.
Yeah, he had her number. He had Laurel Bancroft out of her bedroom, out of her house again. Now where was he going from here?
It was a good question—one he pondered often during the next week. He might be guilty of arrogance, thinking he knew what was best for her, but he didn’t intend to let that stop him. He was nothing if not high-handed.
At least he’d managed to coax her into the garden every morning. It had taken a lot of thought and energy, not to mention dozens of asinine questions that he could have answered himself without half trying. But on the sixth day, just yesterday, he’d kept her outside long enough to get her straight little nose pink from the sun, and dirt under the nails of her long, aristocratic fingers. As his reward, she had come out of the house this morning with her gloves in her hands and a straw hat on her head.
Working beside her was both a pleasure and a royal pain. She wanted to save everything recognizable, which was going to make her garden one unholy jumble. Not that he cared. Or had any right to complain.
She also had a reverence for living things that caused her to jump in and save every turtle, frog, lizard or even snake that came anywhere near the ax or shovel he might be wielding. This morning, she had spent an hour chasing a half-grown rabbit up and down the garden to be sure it found its way outside the fence.
As compensation for his tried patience, he could stand downwind from her while she worked and catch the incredible scent of roses and jasmine and warm female that drifted from her skin. He got to take his orders directly from her, which she always couched as courteous requests. He was permitted to admire the view when she bent over in close-fitting cutoff jeans to plait dying bulb foliage or to turn over a few shovelfuls of soil. He got to talk to her whenever he pleased. And sometimes, when he least expected it, he was rewarded for some quip or comment by her rare smile.
She was the kind of woman he might have laid down his life for in another place and time. As it was, he meant to drag her out of her self-imposed exile and see to it that she began to live again. He wasn’t quite sure why he was so bent on it except that he maybe needed something to distract himself, occupy his mind. Or maybe he just hated waste.
Yes, and maybe he was an idiot to think it was that simple. Denial had never been one of his problems before.
They were eating their lunch on the veranda. He was having trouble choking down Maisie’s homemade hamburger, although it was fine eating. His throat kept closing when he turned his head to look at Laurel sitting so naturally beside him. She was hot and tired, and her T-shirt was damp with perspiration so it clung in all the right places. Her hair was coming loose from the long braid down her back, and a piece of trash was caught on her gold-tipped lashes. He thought he had never seen anything so gorgeous in his life.
“Hold still,” he said, reaching out to touch her cheek, gently closing her eyelid with his thumb before sliding the offending bit of dried leaf from her lashes with two fingers.
She blinked experimentally as he took it away, then grinned at him. “Thanks.”
Incredible, how a single word could make him feel ten feet tall. Ready to leap tall buildings. Save the world. Or do lascivious-type things on the table between them that would get him booted off the property before he could turn around.
She was watching him, her gaze faintly inquiring. He suspected his face might be flushed, considering how cool the breeze felt that wandered down the long length of the veranda. Blowing the piece of trash from his fingers, he picked up his water glass and drank deeply.
“You don’t eat much, do you?” she said in tones of mild censure. “At least, not compared to how hard you work.”
“I eat enough.” The words were short. The last thing he wanted from her was motherly concern.
She frowned a little. “I only wondered if it was on purpose, some kind of California health-food thing.”
“I guess you could call it that,” he allowed finally. “The old man I used to work with thought overeating caused all sorts of problems. Fat rats die young, he used to say. He was Chinese, laughed at the American diet while he stirred up ungodly mixtures of rice and vegetables. But he was eighty-six and going strong last time I saw him.”
“You did yard work with him?”
Alec gave a quick nod, pleased that she had remembered something of what he’d told her that first night. “Mr. Wu was a gardener. He taught me what I know about plants, and a great deal more, besides.”
Her smile was whimsical. “The wisdom of the venerable ancients?”
“You’ve been watching too many old Charlie Chan movies,” he answered with a grin. “Mr. Wu was big on Zen meditation and martial arts, but I never heard him quote Confucius.”
“Martial arts? Did he teach you that, too?”
He shrugged. “Only as a form of exercise—something else Mr. Wu was big on.”
“I’d have thought gardening would give you more than enough of that.” The words were dry as she flexed her neck muscles.
“That was my idea, too,” he replied with a faint laugh of remembrance. His gaze skimmed the softness of her breasts that were lifted into prominence as she turned her head and arched her back to relieve strain. “Mr. Wu had a way of changing a person’s mind.”
“You miss California, I expect. I mean, it must seem so different here.”
“I did miss it,” he replied with a slow shake of his head as he watched her. “But not anymore.”
She avoided eye contact. Relaxing, she used a fingertip to pick up a sesame seed that had fallen from her hamburger bun. “You’ll be going back, though, I guess?”
Would he? He had certainly thought so, once. Now he wasn’t so sure. With his brain feeling tight in his skull as he watched her place the sesame seed on the pink surface of her tongue, he said, “Not anytime soon.”
“Because your brother isn’t well enough? Or is it that he just doesn’t want to go?”
She was avoiding the issue of what he himself wanted, which seemed to indicate that she understood him a little better than he had figured. Although that might be wishful thinking on his part. After a moment, he said, “Gregory’s happy here, or happy enough. I’m not sure he’ll ever…leave.”
“That’s good, then. There must be something about it he likes.”
He gave her a straight look. “Yes, but that’s not what I was getting at.”
“Oh.” Her head came up. “You don’t mean…”
He gave a slow nod as he turned his head to squint at a blue jay just landing on a fence picket. Voice low, he said, “He isn’t going to make it.”
In the sudden quiet, the sound of a jay’s call was loud. After a moment, she said softly, “He knows?”
Alec nodded, since he didn’t quite trust himself to speak.
“How old…”
“Thirty-five in October, four
years older than I am.” He was laying the age thing on the line between them. The way she had hesitated over the question made him think it might be what she wanted.
“Does he—That is, is he…all right about it?”
“No,” Alec said deliberately, “I don’t think you can say that.” Far from it, in fact. Gregory wasn’t taking it well at all, and who could blame him?
“He’s lucky to have you with him.”
It was the last thing he expected her to say—so unexpected that he laughed. “I’m not sure he would agree.”
“Maisie says your grandmother told her that you’re up with him all hours of the night.”
“Somebody has to check on him, give him his medication. Grannie fusses over him during the day, but she needs her rest.” He was surprised Laurel had spoken to Maisie about him. His brow quirked into an arch as he wondered why.
She colored slightly under his regard. “I saw you taking a nap after lunch that first day. Maisie told me you probably needed it, and why. You haven’t done it again, so I just wanted to say that I don’t mind, if you…feel the need.”
The need he felt had little to do with sleeping, though a great deal to do with lying down. Or not. “I appreciate the thought,” he said carefully, “but I’ve been managing a catnap in the evening while Grannie Callie cooks supper. I’ll get by.”
“It’s up to you.” She lifted one shoulder.
“You suggesting I’m too out of shape to do without it?” he asked in a weak effort to lighten the mood, change the subject.
Her gaze skated over his chest where he had left his shirt unbuttoned for coolness. Her mouth twisted in a wry smile. “Hardly.”
He held his lips clamped shut—it was the only way he could keep from grinning. He hadn’t been fishing for compliments, but he wasn’t immune to them, either.
He pushed his plate aside and leaned back in his chair. His wandering attention was caught by the scaling paint along the edge of the porch, and he grasped at the subject like a lifeline.
“When was the last time this house was painted?”
She shrugged. “Six years, seven maybe. I know it needs it, but…”
“As I said before, it would be a shame to let it go too far. It’s such a grand old place.”
“I know,” she said unhappily. “It’s just that it’s such a hassle.”
“I also told you I could do it.”
“You’d be here forever.”
Exactly, he thought. Instead he said, “Not quite. It’s amazing how fast you can cover ground with a few cans of paint and an air compressor.”
“Spray it, you mean?”
He lifted a brow. “It’s not a new concept.”
“No, but Howard always did it the hard way, with a brush.”
“Your husband, right?”
She nodded, her gaze on her plate. She put what was left of her hamburger down as if she were no longer hungry. Alec thought she looked a little pale. Remembering what Maisie had told him, he couldn’t blame her too much. “It isn’t your fault he died,” he said, his voice gravelly. “Don’t let it get to you.”
“You don’t know anything about it.” Her eyes flashed blue fire as she looked at him.
“Nothing except what I’ve been told. But even I have sense enough to know a woman who won’t hurt a turtle would never kill a man.” There it was, out in the open. He waited for her to tell him to get lost.
She looked away, swallowed hard. “One thing doesn’t necessarily cancel out the other.”
“You saying you really did run him down?”
“I might have.” Her face was flushed and a groove appeared between her brows.
“Sure. Pull the other one.” He caught himself waiting for the blowup, the show of temper in defense of her innocence. Where was it?
“Maybe I saw him coming up behind me before I backed out of the garage. Maybe I could have slammed on the brakes—but I didn’t.”
She was dead serious. Incredible as it seemed, she really believed she might have killed her husband on purpose. “Right, and maybe you figured he was bright enough not to walk behind a moving vehicle. Hell, anybody would.”
“But not everybody.”
“Forget them. Get on with your life.”
“That’s easy to say, but I can’t—” She stopped, took a deep breath as she lifted both hands to her face, wiping them down it as if she were smoothing away the remnants of horror. “Never mind. I don’t know how we got onto this, anyway. I—We were talking about painting. If you really want to fool with it, you can get what you need at the hardware store in town and charge it to me.”
“I could, or we might run into town now and you can pick out the paint colors.” The words were deliberate. He waited for the answer with more than casual interest.
“Oh, I don’t think that’s necessary. White will do.”
“With green shutters, I guess.” His tone was sarcastic, a measure of his disappointment.
“What’s wrong with that? It’s traditional, the way it’s always been.”
“It’s boring.”
“I guess you would like to fancy it up like some San Francisco Painted Lady?”
Her annoyance was more like it—it made her sound feisty and full of life. She was right about his taste, too. In self-defense, he said, “The Victorians liked things colorful.”
“Not around here, they didn’t. Whitewash was all anybody could afford after the Civil War, you know. Later on, everyone figured that if it was good enough for their grandparents, it was good enough for them. And it’s also good enough for me.”
“Well, heaven forbid we should go against tradition. Do you want antique white or bright white?”
“Antique.”
“I should have known.”
She was silent for a moment, staring at him. Then she got to her feet. “Fine. If that’s settled, I think it’s time we got back to work.”
It served him right.
The afternoon went quickly, at least for Laurel. One moment the sun was high; the next time she looked up it was spreading long blue shadows along the ground. She was fighting with a honeysuckle vine that had snaked its way through a baby’s-breath spirea. She had decided the only way to get rid of it was to cut both plants down to the ground when she heard a faint noise directly behind her. She swung with the hedge clippers wide open in her hands.
Alec sidestepped, lashed out with one hand. The next instant, the clippers were on the ground and her wrists were numb inside her gloves. She caught her left hand in her right, holding it as she stared at him.
He cursed softly as he stepped closer to take her wrists, then stripped off her gloves, which he dropped to the ground. Turning her hands with the palms up, he moved the bones, watching her face for signs of pain. Some of the tightness went out of his features as he saw no evidence of injury. Voice low, he said, “I didn’t mean to hurt you. It was just a reflex action.”
“I know,” she replied, controlling a shiver at the feel of his warm, suntanned hands on hers. “You didn’t hurt me. I was only surprised.”
He flicked her a quick, assessing look. “Yeah, well, so was I. I didn’t know you were armed and dangerous.”
She could make something out of that, or leave it alone. She chose to bypass it. “You wanted something?”
His grasp on her arms tightened before he let her go with an abrupt, openhanded gesture. “As a matter of fact, yes. I was going to ask if you’ll show me where the headwaters of your creek are located. I’d like to know what kind of floodplain drains into it from north of here.”
“You have a reason, I suppose?” Realizing she was still rubbing her wrist where the feeling was returning, she made an effort to stop.
His eyes were jet-black and his smile a little forced as he inclined his head. “I was thinking of diverting water from the creek for your fountain.”
“But why?” She gave him a quick frown. “They have those kits that recirculate the water. Wouldn’t that work?”
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“You have to keep adding more water, plus the fountain goes stagnant after a while.” He summoned a grin. “Besides, I have a passion for water projects, and what’s the point in being an engineer if you’re going to take the easy way out?”
“I don’t think you want to go tromping through the woods to follow the creek. It’s nothing but a thicket back in there, and the snakes are already crawling.”
“You mean you don’t want to do it, I think,” he said. “Doesn’t matter. You point me down the right roads, and I can get enough of an idea from the back of my bike.”
“If you mean you want me to lead you in my car—”
The quick shake of his head cut her off. “What I had in mind was you riding with me.”
“I don’t think so!” She hovered between amazement, doubt and anger, and was uncertain which was uppermost in her mind.
“Why? Afraid I’ll overturn you?”
“No, but—”
“There’re no buts about it. Either you trust me or you don’t. What’s the big deal?”
“You don’t understand,” she said a little desperately.
He didn’t budge an inch. “So make me.”
“I don’t like motorcycles.” She glanced away, past his shoulder, as she spoke.
“You don’t have to like them. Just ride on one.”
Her lips tightened. “This is ridiculous. I don’t have to give you a reason. I’m just not going.”
“You’re chicken,” he said softly.
She snapped her gaze back to his. “You have no right to say such a thing. You don’t know what it’s like when I leave here. You just don’t know!”
“What makes you so sure? You’re not the only one with problems,” he said with a swift gesture of one hand. “At least I know one thing, which is that you have some kind of phobia about your Ivywild. If you don’t get out of it, you’re going to wind up locked inside with no way to leave. Ever.”
She bit the side of her lip. In a voice almost too low to hear, she asked, “Would that be so bad?”
“It would be criminal,” he answered without hesitation. “You have too much living left in you. Will you let it all slip away? Will you let fear dictate what you can and can’t do?”
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