I squeezed my eyes closed as her words penetrated.
Emotion gripping.
Overpowering.
My throat shook as I swallowed hard.
Her pulse pounded, and she pressed down tighter on my hands that burned against her belly.
“Tell me what you’re thinkin’,” she quietly begged.
I lifted a hand and spread my fingers out over the back of her head, pressing my nose to hers, lips murmuring my truth, letting myself fall into those trusting green eyes. “I’m thinking I’ve never been so happy in my entire life.”
And I kissed her.
Kissed her with everything I had.
As recklessly as it’d all started. She whimpered, struggling to get as close to me as she could.
My body pressing against hers.
Wanting to consume.
To give.
Love and live.
I angled her head, kissing her deeper, rumbling at her mouth, “Are you happy? Is this what you want?”
She pulled back and forced me to look at her, her fingertips scratching through the stubble on my jaw. “Loving you is the very meaning of joy. Having a family with you is ecstasy.”
I pulled her off the stool and into my arms.
Instantly, my hands were everywhere, gripping for fistfuls of this girl.
Kisses frantic.
Hands desperate.
Our tongues danced.
Gave and took.
Two of us were unable to get close enough to the other, pawing and panting our way for the door.
“Ecstasy, huh? That’s a good thing because I’m about to make myself at home in paradise.”
Could feel her smile beneath my mouth, her breaths growing shorter, need a glow that burned in the middle of us.
“Oh yeah? And where is that?”
“Let me show you.”
She was giggling when I swept her off her feet and carried her through my house up the stairs.
Emily looped her arms around my neck, green eyes glinting with adoration and all that hope.
We passed by Maggie’s empty room.
Sneaky girl.
I’d have to thank her later, my baby sister looking out for me the way I would forever try to look out for her.
The second I carried Emily through the threshold of my room, the air shifted.
Blood pounding.
Our mouths right back to desperately making their claim.
I peeled her out of her dress while she shoved me out of my clothes, and I couldn’t even make it across the room before I was picking her up again and sinking into a chair, the girl quick to straddle me, taking me into that sweet body.
A groan ripped out as she sank down, and I drove a hand into her hair, the other arm wrapped around her waist.
Our noses touched. Our breaths mingled. Our hearts beat in sync.
Every part of us shared.
“Right fucking here.”
And I was going to stay right there.
Forever.
Catching her . . .
Catching me.
Epilogue
Six Months Later
Little arms held tight around his neck. He held her close, her tiny heart drumming an erratic beat.
“Will you catch me, Daddy? If I fall?”
He wrapped his arms tightly around her, pressed his mouth to Anna’s temple. “Of course, I will catch you. That is what I was meant to do.”
* * *
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Prologue
I raced out of the suite and down the hall. The wall of windows to my left overlooked the pool and yard just beyond.
A storm bared down. Gusts of wind that lashed through the trees. It sent them whipping and shivering and howling beneath the moon that burned through a thin break in the clouds.
My heart raced as I took in the man who was a shadow beneath it, his shoulders hitched high as he strode across the yard toward his little home.
If he even had one.
The man lost.
A wanderer who raged as he searched through the Earth for where he fit.
I wanted to carve out a place for him. Show him what it was like to belong. To be treasured and loved, the way he showed me without asking for a thing in return.
I burst through the door, pummeled by a squall of wind.
A fierce fury that blasted through the air.
“What if I don’t want you to go?” I shouted above it. “What if I want you to stay, right here, with me?”
In the distance, he froze, as if he had been impaled by the plea. Staked to the spot.
Slowly, he turned. Rain began to pelt from the sky.
“I keep
telling you that you don’t want me. That you don’t have the first clue what you’re asking for.”
I didn’t.
I didn’t have the first clue what he was going to do to me.
If he would love me or if he would wreck me.
Maybe I should have turned my back right then.
Taken heed of the warning that flashed across his gorgeous face.
But I stepped out into the rain.
And I took the chance . . .
One
Mia
“Are you okay?” Lyrik asked just loud enough for me to hear over the din of live music that echoed through the air. A clatter of voices and laughter mingled with it, glasses clinking as the sounds of the extravagant party carried around us.
My older brother had hauled me into a deserted hallway where we were hidden from view of the rest of the guests who overflowed his mansion, the man holding tight to my elbow as he searched my face.
I got the sense he was worried it was the only way he could keep me from floating away.
“Lyrik, I’m fine.” As fine as I could be with my heart a jackhammer in my chest.
Nerves rattled.
Breaths jagged and shallow and exposing everything I wanted to keep hidden from my brother.
You know, the straight up lie I was spouting.
But sometimes telling them were the only way to get by.
Lyrik caught it. Did I expect anything else? He’d always read me better than anyone.
Dark eyes flared as he glowered down at me. “Bullshit.”
“I don’t know what you want me to say. That I freaked out? That I overreacted? Or that I really was scared?”
All of the above.
I didn’t know how to fix it short of locking myself in a room forever and never coming out.
Lyrik would probably think that was a fantastic idea.
“Honestly, if it was my choice, I wouldn’t let you out of my sight.”
A mix between affection and disbelief rumbled in my chest.
I knew him, too. Knew him inside and out and back again. And that meant I knew he was hurting almost as badly as me.
Worried.
Aching for a way to take it away, to make it better, and realizing it didn’t matter how much fame had come his way or how many zeroes he had sitting in his bank accounts, he had no power over this.
What was done was already done.
Buried six feet underground.
“That is ridiculous and impossible and you’re being overbearing again,” I tried to reason, to calm him down. I was riddled with enough anxiety for the two of us.
“I’ll show you ridiculous,” he warned, glancing around like the monster would suddenly make himself known in the middle of one of the biggest galas of the year. “Told you the lengths I’d go, Mia. Wasn’t joking.”
“And you know I would never ask that of you. This isn’t your responsibility. You’ve already done enough.”
Lyrik scowled.
I swore, the man appeared nothing less than a demon in the shadows of the private hall, towering over me while I tried to remain standing and not break down from the accidental brush of a stranger’s hand.
Lately, crowds and I hadn’t been friends.
Problem was, being alone was worse.
“Who was it? Just point him out, and he’s out on his ass. No questions. Not gonna tolerate that kind of bullshit going down under my roof. Asshole should know better.”
“That’s not necessary, Lyrik.” My head shook as I gathered myself. “He . . . caught me off guard, that’s all. He didn’t even mean to touch me. I’m sorry that I made you worry.”
There’d just been something in the stranger’s seedy eyes that had sent my mind spiraling back to what had happened at my gallery three weeks ago. Something that had sent me running out of the room, close to suffering a full-blown panic attack.
A reel of dark, cruel images hitting me.
Frame after frame.
In that second, the only thing my mind could process was the memory of the evil glaring out from under that mask.
Lyrik stared down at me with stark brotherly concern.
All black hair and even darker eyes.
“Don’t you dare apologize, Mia. There isn’t one goddamn thing for you to be sorry for. None of this is your fault.” His brow drew tight in emphasis, like he’d somehow taken on some of the blame.
A self-conscious breath huffed from between my lips. “Are you joking, Lyrik? I’ve become nothing but a burden to you and Tamar. You’re constantly on edge, and I know you haven’t been sleeping.”
His expression darkened. “Yeah, well that bastard is still out there. Loose. Not gonna rest until he’s behind bars. Or dead.”
Grief grasped me by the throat.
This sticky, heavy sensation that made it close to impossible to breathe.
“And you know the detective has concluded it was random. A botched robbery. I’m not in any danger,” I choked out around the clot of devastation.
Wishing there was some way to accept that conclusion. To find peace that wouldn’t seem to come. I didn’t know if it ever would.
“Not a chance I’m willing to take,” he grunted, gritting his jaw.
My big brother was tall and thin. Wiry, even. Oh, but he left no illusion that he was one to be toyed with.
He was nothing but rippling, lean, packed muscle. Exuding a vibe that promised he’d strike faster than any ill-intention someone might have.
I’d seen it plenty of times.
Lyrik West wasn’t talk. He was straight—I-will-fuck-you-up-and-I-won’t-apologize-later—action.
He’d ridded himself of his tux jacket and rolled up the sleeves. Every inch of skin it revealed was covered in the gruesome designs he’d permanently etched on his flesh. I knew he’d done it because he thought he needed the reminder of the evil that lived within.
Only I knew better.
He had angel’s wings hiding under all that brash, hard exterior.
And it wasn’t like I could hold his looks against him. If it weren’t for the handful of years separating us, we probably could have passed as fraternal twins.
“And I’m staying here with you. Just like you asked me to.” In emphasis, I touched his arm. “So you need to rest in that. Tonight is supposed to be fun. Your entire band is here. Your best friends. Your brothers. And the only thing you’re doing is worrying about me.”
“You think I care about the party?” he demanded, his face angling down close to mine. “You think I give a flying fuck about any of these pricks roaming around here like they are better than the rest of the world? Only thing I care about is my crew. My family. Tamar and Brendon and Adia. You and Penny and Greyson. Rest can burn. So, don’t give me this bullshit that you’re some kind of burden, yeah? Because I would gladly die before I let someone get to you.”
Lyrik edged back, shoved his hands in his pockets, and smirked. “But that won’t be necessary. I will raze the whole fuckin’ city before anyone gets between me and you or my family. You understand what I’m sayin’?”
A quirk of a smile edged my mouth. “Yeah, yeah, yeah. You’re a badass. I get it,” I teased.
Only thing it did was cause his smirk to expand. “Hey. Everyone needs a badass on their side.”
“Like I said—ridiculous.” I tried to shove off the rush of emotions. My heart expanding with the love I had for him.
Lyrik had always taken the time to make sure I knew I was something important in the middle of his great big world.
I forced some levity into my tone. “And newsflash, Lyrik. I don’t need you to go around thinking you need to protect me the way you used to do. I’m not a little girl anymore.”
So maybe he’d tried to chase off every boyfriend I’d ever had.
He touched my cheek. “Yeah, well you’ll always be my baby sister. Get used to it.”
“I’m going to survive this, you know.” It came out a whisper.
Chest tremb
ling with grief and the hope I refused to let go.
His smile was soft. “You’re the strongest person I know. Most wouldn’t be standing here right now. You’re going to be okay, Mia. I promise you that.”
“I have too much good to fight for not to be.” A fresh round of emotion crawled my throat.
I beat it down, refusing to feel it.
I felt desperate for a reprieve.
To forget.
Just for tonight.
I forced a bright smile to my face. It was a wonder that it was only half-faked. “Let’s just forget about it all right now. Okay? You have important people here to entertain.”
My attention drifted to the right, to the main room of his gorgeous Hollywood Hills home. It was crawling with guests for the fundraiser he and his wife, Tamar, hosted each year.
You couldn’t turn a corner without running face-first into an A-list celebrity.
The most loved musicians and the most sought-out actors.
Directors and managers and producers.
There were the up and coming and others that couldn’t step out on the street without being recognized.
Of course, there were some no-names like me, wide-eyed and unsure and hovering on the fringes in hopes they’d remain unnoticed, while others were clearly waiting for an opportunity to reach out and sink in their claws, salivating for a taste of the fame and fortune you could feel oozing from the bodies that overflowed the space.
“Fuck ‘em.”
So Lyrik.
I rolled my eyes. “Um . . . your wife put a lot of work into this whole thing, and you’re raising money for a good cause.”
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