by Jewel, Bella
“Should we go and dance?” Ky asked softly, holding out his hand.
I nodded and placed my hand in his, and then we crossed the floor until we were beside Eden and Josh. Josh shot me a wink before giving Ky a cheeky smirk as he twirled Eden around the dance floor.
“He is such a fucker,” Ky said with a laugh.
Ky and I danced to two songs before I found myself being swapped with Eden, and I was exactly where I wanted to be, back in Josh’s arms. His hands rested on my lower back, and mine linked behind his neck. As I pressed my body into his, I felt myself getting lost in his eyes, and he smiled down at me.
“How are my two favorite people doing? Are you feeling okay?” he asked as his Mr. Protective switch turned on. Ever since I told him about my pregnancy, he had been even more incredible then before. The morning after he found out, he went to the store and bought pregnancy magazines, vitamins, and special teas that the pharmacist told him I should drink daily. He would check in on me constantly while he was at work, and I was banned from lifting anything heavier than my laptop.
“We are a little tired, and we cannot wait to be back in bed and cuddled up with you tonight. But first I want to dance with my sexy boyfriend. Have I told you how incredibly hot you look in your tux?”
“Well, Ms. Hart, you look entirely fuckable in your dress, and I can’t wait to get you home so I can take it off of you. What kind of lingerie have you got on under there?”
“Who says I’m wearing any?”
“So, what you’re saying is that I could take you to any dark corner here and slide straight into your pussy without having to worry about the inconvenience of panties?”
His words caused a shiver to run down my spine. “I love your dirty mouth.”
“I love when my dirty mouth is on yours.”
He cupped my cheek and, as we stood in the middle of the dance floor, I lost all sense of reason. When he lowered his mouth to mine, my body reacted immediately. Reality ceased to exist, and the fact that his family surrounded us didn’t warrant a thought. I sighed in delight as he swept his tongue along the seam of my lips, and I opened willingly. My body swayed to the music that swirled around us as our tongues danced to their own tune. My body pressed against his, and my arms found their way up his back until they were resting around my shoulders.
“Fuck, you can kiss.” He sighed against our joined lips, and his words were the only encouragement I needed. I pulled his bottom lip between my teeth, and the growl that sounded from deep within his chest sent heat flooding to my panties. That one display of dominance was all that was required to entice him. The room around us faded to black as Josh’s lips bruised mine under the passion of his kiss. My nails ran up his neck and raked through his hair, and it was at that moment that I didn’t know if I was breathing of my own free will or if Josh was providing me with air.
“Would you two stop dry fucking on the dance floor? If you are really that desperate for each other at least take it to the bathroom.” Ky’s amused tone broke our kiss, and I buried my face in Josh’s chest, which muffled my laughter.
“Dance with your wife and stop paying attention to us,” Josh said, teasing. “Ashlyn and I are simply doing what’s expected at a wedding—the best man hooking up with the hot Maid of Honor.”
An hour later, I was sitting at the bridal table, my head resting on Josh’s shoulder, when exhaustion quickly hit. His fingertips swept over my bare arms, and I knew if he kept doing that I’d be asleep within minutes. It had been a perfect day, shared with the people we loved, but all I wanted now was to go home and crawl into bed with my love.
“Will you take me and our little one home so we can have a bath and then spoon all night?”
“How can a man refuse that kind of offer? Let’s go say goodbye to Ky and Eden, and then I’ll take my girls home.”
Hang on a minute. “Your girls?” I asked with a smirk as we stood from our chairs and Josh placed his jacket over my shoulders.
“I’m destined to have a daughter, so the universe can pay me back for all the shit I did. But fuck, I’m going to be protective of her. I actually feel sorry for any guy that attempts to get anywhere near her. She will be locked away until she is at least thirty, and I’ll be buying a shot gun.”
I laughed and grabbed his hand. “Maybe she will be a mini version of me.”
“I love you, more than anything, but I do not wish to think of my baby girl riding a man’s face, sucking his dick, or fucking for hours on end. Yes, I hope she gets your beauty and strength, but my baby girl will not be a naughty little minx like her mother. Fuck, I need people to start praying for me or something.”
I was still laughing when we reached Ky and Eden, who were standing toward the back of the room and having a quiet moment after an amazing wedding. The night was coming to an end, and I could tell by his touchy feely ways that Ky was ready to sweep Eden off her feet and take her away for the night before they headed to Fiji for their honeymoon.
“The three of us had an amazing time. It’s been a huge day, so we are going to head home,” Josh said softly as we began our goodbyes. He squeezed my hand tenderly, and I watched Ky and Eden closely for any sign of reaction.
“The three of you? Please do not tell me that you just referred to your cock as a person.”
“Yes, Ky, I refer to my cock as a person,” Josh said, scoffing at Ky’s question. “Seriously, Eden, I can see you didn’t marry him for his brains.”
“Wait a minute,” Eden said excitedly, and looked at me with wide eyes. That was when I knew my best friend clicked. “What have you been drinking tonight?”
It was my turn to squeeze Josh’s hand. This was it. “I’ve been drinking orange juice.”
It took barely a second for her to react. “Oh my god!” she shrieked, and turned to a confused-looking Ky.
“Will someone tell me what the fu— holy shit!” Ky’s gasp shot through the air as it dawned on him, and his eyes went straight to my stomach. I let go of Josh’s hand and stepped in front of Ky. His eyes found mine, and they looked at me with such fascination and hope. “You’re pregnant?” he whispered.
“You’re going to be an amazing uncle to this little one, and in about seven months you get to meet him or her.”
“Jesus,” Ky whispered, and his gaze shot over my shoulder. “Get over here, Josh.”
I stepped away and went to Eden, who pulled me in for a long squeeze. She linked our arms, and we watched in silence as Ky wrapped Josh in a tight hug and said something softly in his ear that neither one of us could hear. Josh nodded and smiled at Ky, before turning back to me. My legs trembled under his intense gaze as he walked toward me.
“You ready to go home?”
“Yep.” I turned back to Ky and Eden, who were looking at us in awe. “Have the most amazing honeymoon. Go and make a baby, so this little one has a cousin to grow up with.”
“Believe me, we will be trying.” Eden smiled and got a quick look from Ky. “Text me regular updates. I mean daily. Hourly, if you feel up to it.”
“Christ,” Josh mumbled beside me, and I was soon being pulled away.
“What did Ky say to you?” I asked as we stepped out into the night air and headed toward the car. Josh wrapped his arm around my shoulder, and my arm threaded around his waist. With a light kiss to the side of my head, we fell into step.
“He just said something that I am very well aware of.”
He stopped and grabbed both of my hands, then lifted them to his lips. With the lightest of touches, he kissed my knuckles, while looking at me with contentment and love sweeping through his eyes.
“What are you aware of?” I whispered, and held my breath as I knew his response had the potential to completely unravel me.
“That I am the luckiest guy in the world.”
Epilogue
Josh
Seven months later
“I feel like I’m about to explode.” Ashlyn groaned beside me. “I just want to meet our baby.
Is that too much to ask?”
Sunday morning sunshine beamed through our bedroom, and I rolled to my side to find Ashlyn on her back with her stomach on full display. It was the sexiest sight in the world. Ashlyn had been glowing for months. Pregnancy looked amazing on her, and if she hadn’t threatened to cut my balls off, I’d make sure she was pregnant constantly.
The past seven months had been phenomenal. That was the only way to describe it. There was nothing in this world that could make me happier. I had Ashlyn—my girl, my lover, my best friend—and I had my little prince or princess due to join us any day now.
“I’ve read that sex brings on labor,” I said with a smirk. “I’m willing to help in any way I can.”
Her laughter sounded like music to my ears. “How about this? If there is no movement in the next twenty-four hours, you can have me anyway you want. Get your rest, though, because I’ll be fucking you until this baby comes out.”
“You really are my soulmate, aren’t you?” I laughed and moved in close. “You and me, Ashy.”
I leaned in and kissed her good morning, before moving down the bed until I could drop my lips to her belly. “Good morning, bubba.”
Ashlyn giggled and ran her hands through my hair. “I love how you do that.”
“I’ve got to give my baby a good morning kiss too.” I shot her a wink. “Do you want a hot chocolate?”
“Yes, please. With extra marshmallows.”
“Your wish is my command.” I smiled, then climbed out of bed and pulled on a pair of sweatpants. “I’ll go see if Ben and Austin have any plans for today.”
Austin and Ben had flown in the night before, and were staying with us until the baby arrived. Having Ashlyn’s brother and his best friend—and practically her second brother—in the house was good.
I stumbled into the kitchen to find Austin standing by the sink, looking out the window at the view of the cove. My arrival grabbed his attention, so he swung around and offered me a chin lift in greeting.
“How’s Ducky this morning?” Austin asked, using Ashlyn’s childhood nickname.
I pulled out a mug and poured myself coffee. “She thinks she is going to explode,” I said with a smile. “But besides that, she is okay. We are both getting anxious and just want to meet our little boy or girl.”
“Thank you for giving her this. It is all she ever wanted. I tried to give her as much as I could when she lived in Monroe, but you are giving her everything. I appreciate it.”
“You never have to thank me for anything when it comes to your sister. She’s my life, it’s as simple as that.”
“Do we have a baby yet?” Ben’s deep voice rumbled as he stepped into the kitchen. “Seriously, a man is going to get fuckin’ old waiting.”
“Not yet,” I said.
The three of us stood in the kitchen, catching up and talking about random shit. Our conversation ceased when Ashlyn came walking in. The first thing I noticed was that she had dressed in a pair of my old sweats, and was wearing a tank top that covered her belly perfectly. She stopped just inside the door and, when her eyes met mine, something shifted within them.
“Sorry to break up the chat, boys, but Joshy, it’s started.” The smile that hit her lips was mind blowing. “While I was in the bathroom, my water broke.”
I froze. Water breaking meant the baby was coming. I had read enough baby books over the past seven months to know exactly what was happening. Fuck. It was happening. Now.
“Josh. Fucking come back to us.” Austin stood there, clicking his fingers in front of my face and pulling me back to reality. “Here he is. Josh, your baby is coming. Take my sister to the hospital. Now.”
* * *
After being at the hospital for fifteen hours, I stepped out of the delivery room to give everyone another update. The moment I appeared, Ky came straight up to me. Having him there provided me more comfort than I could have imagined.
“How are you doing?” Ky asked quietly, clearly reading my thoughts. “Any news?”
“Not yet. Soon though. Ky, I'm going to be a dad. Have I got everything we need? Does the baby need anything else? What if I fuck this up? You and I both know that I've fucked up a lot. I can't fuck this up.” My insecurities were no longer hidden, and I couldn’t stop spilling my thoughts.
“You are a Crawford; we don’t do things half-assed. You are going to be a great dad, and Ash is going to be an incredible mom. Your little one is lucky to have parents like you. And come on, me as an uncle? That kid can’t do any better.”
“And everyone says I’m the cocky Crawford.” I laughed, and immediately a sense of calm swept through me. “Can you tell everyone that things are going okay? Ashlyn is absolutely amazing. I’ll be back out when the newest Crawford is unleashed into the world.”
* * *
“There you are.” A flustered nurse appeared and hurried toward me. “It’s time. We have to go now.”
The moment the nurse said those words, I increased my pace.
“I can’t. Josh isn’t back yet. I am not doing this without him.” Ashlyn’s panicked voice floated down the hall as I made my way back to her.
I burst through the door, and rushed back to her bedside. Relief immediately spread across her face, and I encased her hand with mine, kissing her forehead tenderly.
“I can't do this, Josh. It hurts too much,” she whimpered in a voice that broke my heart. Seeing my girl hurt or in pain was something I didn’t deal well with.
“We just need one big push, Ashlyn, and your baby will be here,” the nurse said in encouragement. “I can see the head,”
She could see my baby’s head.
“Let's become a family, Ashy. Our little one wants to meet us,” I said through a thick voice, as the thought of our duo about to become a trio slammed into my heart.
Her grip on my hand intensified, and she nodded in silent acknowledgment. Ashlyn was my past, my present, and my future, and seeing her once again about to give me another life-changing gift was indescribable. I couldn’t put into words what this moment felt like. No words would ever be enough. I would show her what this meant to me by giving her endless love, forever devotion, and a life where she never doubted her worthiness again.
“Team Joslyn,” she whispered and offered a sweet smile.
The sound of her inhaling sharply sounded, and her eyes slammed shut. I watched in complete fascination as a strength I’d never witnessed before washed over her. After what seemed like forever, everything around me went silent, like the world had stopped spinning. It was that split second before new life was brought into the world that things decided to change. Ashlyn’s grip on my hand lessened, and her eyes shot open. Our gaze locked fiercely on one another, before we both looked at the nurse.
Then we heard it.
The sound of life.
The sound of forever.
The cries of our baby.
“Congratulations, you have a healthy baby girl,” the nurse announced with a congratulatory smile, then turned her attention to me. “Would you like to cut the cord?”
Holy shit. We were parents. We had a baby girl. We had a little Princess Crawford.
Ashlyn’s loud sob of happiness echoed through the room and she squeezed my hand tenderly. I leaned down and kissed her hard. I fed her my love, devotion, and happiness in that one kiss. “I love you so much, Ashlyn,” I whispered against her lips.
I freely allowed my emotions to bubble over as my eyes first connected with our baby girl. With a head full of hair, the poutiest lips I’d ever seen, and a tiny button nose, she was beyond perfect.
I wasn’t a man that often showed his emotions, but as I cut the cord, and then when our baby was placed on Ashlyn’s chest, I let my tears freely fall. Suddenly, I was invaded with an overwhelming sense of reason and meaning.
This was what it truly felt like to be a man.
***
Ashlyn
Aria Joslyn Crawford was born to an ecstatic father and an exhausted mo
ther at just after one p.m. on a sunny Monday afternoon. From her very first breath, she took complete ownership of my heart.
Our little princess.
Our miracle.
Our forever.
After both of us were cleaned up and Aria had been checked over, she was placed on my chest and was now fast asleep. It was Josh, me, and Aria in the silence of the room; my beautiful little family. Contentment flooded me. Happiness engulfed me. Peace owned me.
“I never would have believed that this type of love could exist,” Josh whispered from the chair beside the bed. His gaze was locked with mine, and the devotion he showed me was heart stopping. “Ashy, I’ve never been as in love with you as I am right now. You were incredible.”
“You constantly make me swoon, Josh Crawford.”
“I can’t believe she is ours,” he said with worship and admiration caressing his words. Shifting in his seat, he ran his finger over our daughter’s delicate features and leaned in to place a gentle kiss on the top of her head. “We did good, Ashy.”
“We did,” I replied through a voice that was cracking with emotion.
“You should get some rest. I’ll spend some daddy time with my little princess, because we have a lot to discuss.”
“Josh,” I said softly, and his eyes left Aria to meet mine. “I’m crazy in love with you.”
He leaned over and placed a soft kiss on my lips, then let his mouth hover over mine. “Let’s be crazy in love together.”
An hour later, I fluttered to consciousness at the sound of Josh’s soft voice beside me. I rolled my head to the side to see Josh curled up in the visitor’s seat, with Aria snuggled against his chest and his hand protectively resting on her back. A grown man with a tiny baby in his arms was the most exquisite sight in the world.
“I’ve loved your mommy since we were in college, but you have to wait till you're at least thirty to even think of boys. I know for a fact that your uncles and I won’t let them near you. Did you know that your Uncle Austin is a police officer, and Uncle Ky is the coolest guy I know? I’m going to take such good care of you, my little princess. I love you and your mommy so much, and I can’t wait till we get to take you home to the beach.”