by Sky McCoy
“I didn’t know that I had done anything wrong. I was just being a Dominant, your Daddy and you my boy. That’s the role I thought you wanted. You were so beautiful and hot, and all the men were looking at you, boys and Daddies. I wanted to show them you were mine. Blame me for a lot of things, but not for wanting to let the world know that you belonged to me.”
“I thought you would ease me into the lifestyle, not display me like a piece of meat for that friend of yours to witness and salivate over. He offered to discipline me. I couldn’t believe the nerve of that—”
Lou interrupted me. “I don’t need anyone to discipline you, Ethan—”
I protested. “That’s right because this will never happen again.” What did he mean it would never happen again? I didn’t like the way that sounded. “I said, before you displayed me like a collared puppy, that we needed to talk, but instead of us talking, you shuffled me off to this club, and I—” Ethan didn’t finish he just turned away from me.
When the driver stopped the car and opened the door, I climbed out and stood, offering my hand, my palm up, waiting for Ethan to place his in mine.
He shook his head. “I don’t need your help.”
My first thought sent chills through me. I didn’t want to lose Ethan, and I didn’t want to give up the lifestyle that had freed me to be me.
It was a look in Ethan’s eyes that made me feel that there existed a gap, emerging and growing wider between us, and I didn’t know how to narrow it. Impulsive, not thinking at all, I gathered Ethan in my arms, to his surprise, and started walking to the open door. A servant on hearing my limo pull up, stood in the entrance.
“Back so soon, Mr. Summer?”
I nodded at him and continued walking.
“Where are we going, Luca? We have to talk.”
I didn’t say a word, I walked in the direction of my bedroom, cradling a quarrelsome Ethan in my arms.
“We have to talk before we get ready for bed.”
I didn’t want to talk to Ethan. Talking ruined everything. Overthinking and talking would ruin a relationship before it got started. People said it was civilized to talk first if you had a disagreement.
I say, fuck talking, have sex before any discussions takes place, I thought.
“I’d like to talk to you about tonight,” Ethan fretted, as I headed in the direction of my room.
I knew what bothered him, but I didn’t want to hear it now. Not when I couldn’t wait to place my hard length in his tight little hole.
“I need to make love to you and then we’ll talk later. All night if you want. I promise.”
“I think that’s what we did the other night. Sex doesn’t solve everything, Luca.”
I laid Ethan on the bed and pulled off his shoes as he glanced up at me. I toed off my boots.
“Isn’t that what I’m supposed to do?” Ethan joked. “Don’t you expect me to be your slave?” He said, sarcasm dripping from his voice and words.
“You still don’t understand the lifestyle.” I dropped my jacket on the floor.
“I guess I don’t, Luca. Not when you parade me around when I’m not ready and smack my ass, with what’s his name drooling at the sight of an ass he hasn’t fucked before. Suppose I would have gone off with him? Let him be my Daddy. He’s a good-looking guy.”
“You would have regretted it, and besides, I’m here for you. I want to protect you from men like Daniel. I don’t want to talk about him now. I made a mistake taking you to Leather Bound too soon. We should have gone out to a bar and club to wind down with a little dancing, so I could watch all the men try to make a pass at you, then brought you home, and gave it to you rough and hard.” I palmed my cock before unzipping my leather jeans.
I had Ethan’s pants off and all his clothes lay on the floor next to my leather jacket. I gazed down on the bed at him waiting to see what I would do next.
Looking at him angry and resistant, my cock twitched and I wanted him more than ever, his ass too inviting for me to walk away from. I had to have him.
“Turn on your stomach. I want to see if I left a bruise on that pretty ass.”
Ethan did as I instructed. He always obeyed me in bed, that was why I was drawn to him. When it came to sex, he was all in, and nothing was too outrageous for me to try with him.
He’d sit on my face for as long as I wanted with his strong legs holding himself up, and with me balancing him over my face as I rimmed his hole, my tongue moving inside his hole, as he jerked himself and sometimes me, and then we’d orgasm at the same time with his cum covering my face. We were a mess, but he didn’t deny me exploring my fantasies, and I would never deny Ethan from discovering what turned him on.
We were made for each other. There was nothing that we couldn’t do inside our bedroom that would have caused him to become uncomfortable, but it was the exhibition around others that made Ethan question everything we had for that short period of time, and now I feared that I had lost him.
I thought he would be free and uninhibited in the presence of others, but I had gambled wrong and jeopardized our relationship through this miscalculation that Ethan was an exhibitionist like myself.
In that way we were different, and maybe that was why we were attracted to each other. We weren’t that much alike.
I couldn’t contain my emotions when I entered that place and fell into the atmosphere of the Daddy/boy environment. I knew Ethan was the boy I wanted to share everything with. My enthusiasm, the heady atmosphere, caused me to go off the rails and demonstrate to everyone that I was the Daddy, the Top, the Master and in control.
Not wanting to talk to him about my feelings, because there was a more pressing need inside me, I reached through the fly of my leather pants. I pulled out my cock and stroked it from the base to the tip. When I looked down at my hand, the warmth of pre cum covering my fist, only caused more arousal inside me, and I leaned over Ethan.
He lay on his knees, ass up in silence, his cock flaccid, but his balls tight. He didn’t protest, because he knew that whenever his beautiful body lay across the bed I’d be on top.
When we were together all alone, he expected me to be the Dominant, and so he waited for me to take the lead.
As Ethan lay quietly, he finally moved his hand underneath jerking his once limp cock. I couldn’t contain myself. My tongue slid over my mouth, I leaned forward jerking my length and lining it up with his hole, then dragging it inside his crack until my cock’s head expanded against his pulsating tight ring of muscle.
I had to lean back on my ankles and relax, because my thick, long length had grown harder than I expected. I knew when it was too hard I could hurt Ethan, and I didn’t want to do that. He’d take it and never complain. He’d kept silent before because he said he’d didn’t want me to stop.
I’d assured him that he needed to be able to walk the next day and next time he should stop me. I didn’t have time to take care of him, so I took it slow, allowing my cock to reduce to a size that wouldn’t injure my Ethan.
Again I lined it up with Ethan’s quivering heated hole, with only my pre-cum as lubricant and I pushed in then pulled out when I felt it enlarging more than I wanted.
Once again my outrageously hard length drove deep inside Ethan. It pulsated as I pushed deeper into his sweet quivering hole. Ethan’s rubbed his face against the pillow, turning from side to side and giving out a moan of pleasure. He pleaded for more.
“Harder,” Ethan demanded.
I pushed inside and pulled out, then inside again as often as necessary. This would open him up more to me. I plunged in as far as I could go, then I heard a moan and sigh falling from Ethan’s lips.
He wanted me inside him as deep as I could go, and I wanted to please him. Even as he protested when he felt pain, his body said different. The opening of his mouth, the closing of his eyes, and the frantic clawing at my legs, pushing his ass against me, trying to get me closer, had both of us hard beyond measure.
After all that had tran
spired tonight at Leather Bound, with him fuming at me, he still needed me inside him.
My heart beat loud, and it was as if it vibrated on Ethan’s skin as I leaned over and lay across his back. I pulled him up, wrapped one arm around his slim waist with his back and head resting against my hairy chest as he tried to nuzzle and cuddle with me holding him, where I could get a better grip to pound him hard the way he enjoyed.
I reached around and took his cock in my right hand as I held him with my left, then jerked his length as I pushed inside of him again. He squeezed his own nipples while making that sound that drove me crazy with desire.
With a loud grunt in his ear, I pushed in deeper and he encouraged me.
“That’s right, Daddy, fuck me hard. Take me anyway you want.”
“Yes, boy. I’m going to take you and make you mine. Do you hear me?”
“Yes. Yes. I’m all yours.” I drove into him once more and hit his prostate, and cum shot out of his cock and on to the sheets. “I need more Daddy. Now it’s time for you to put that hot cum inside of me,” Ethan whispered.
I released his body and he fell forward on the bed in his pool of cum. However, I wanted to face him when I dropped my thick cum into his tight sweet hole.
I flipped him onto his back, pushed open his legs to get a better look at my boy’s smooth skin. Everything was perfect from his tight balls to that round delicious hole.
Then, Ethan locking eyes with me and leaned upward.
Ethan’s tongue slid over my taut nub, caressing it as he looked wide-eyed up at me as if waiting for me to approve.
He didn’t have to wait long.
“Oh yes, boy, that’s what I need.” I raked my fingers through his curls, “You know how to please me when you want to. Ethan lowered his head, sucked hard on my nipple, then pinched the other one until it spiked and reddened. His teeth bit into my nipple hard, then his tongue circled it providing soothing comfort, before he would bite it again over and over as my heartbeat spiked, and my throbbing cock hardened.
Ethan could feel my length thumping against his stomach and he released his mouth from my taut nipple. He knew my body well. He knew it was time, and he knew that he could get another orgasm.
With his gaze focused on me, he lay back, raised first one leg, placing it over my shoulder, then the other. I wrapped my palms around each leg and brought him closer to me. Then I fisted my shaft once and drove it through. He blinked and opened his mouth, gasping from the firm intrusion. Then he settled down once I was all in, and I leaned over him, kissed his mouth hard each time I rammed my cock into his amazing tight ring.
When Ethan’s body relaxed from the lack of pain, because I was lodged deep inside him as I kissed his mouth, nibbling his lips, a pleasurable groan escaped his mouth into mine. I felt the warmth of his cum drizzle over my stomach and then my hips hurled forward, a tingle flushed through me and settled in my balls, and that was it for me.
This was the best orgasm of my life, I thought, as I drained and emptied inside Ethan’s awesome delectable body.
Chapter 4
Ethan
“Lou,” I mumbled, when he brought me closer into his arms. He smiled at me. I loved when Lou smiled. I could tell he was a man who enjoyed laughing and loving when he leaned down and raked his fingers through my hair and kissed it.
He loved me and I felt it.
“You’re back to calling me Lou and not Luca. You’re the man I love. When I asked you to call me Lou it was because I knew you were the one. I know I can’t control how you feel, but I hoped you would feel the same for me,” he admitted.
“But I do.” Lou smiled at me, and with one hand pulled me on top of him. Looking in his eyes, I begged, “Can we talk now?”
“You can do anything you want. After this mind-blowing orgasm, ask me anything. Ask me for anything and I’ll do my damned best to do or get it.” He paused and looked away. “But don’t tell me that it’s over and leave me in the middle of the night. If you’re going to do that, then tell me to my face now,” Lou revealed, his voice breaking.
Was this what those other men did? I wondered. After he’d fucked them, they would sneak away. Did they not know what to expect from him?
When I didn’t say a word because my thoughts got in the way, he continued. “I know I’m rough in bed. I know my cock is larger than most men, but I’d hoped that wouldn’t be a problem with you and me.” He gazed down at me with his big soft blue-ocean eyes.
Trailing my finger up his chest and to his chin, I passed my finger up and down over his morning stubble. “Lou it’s not that. I want you more than any man I’ve wanted in my life. But I’m not sure you would want me if you knew how selfish I was. I want to give myself over to you, but I don’t know how.”
“That’s because this is new to you, baby.”
“Can’t you see that I have a problem?” I waited for him to answer and when he didn’t I continued trying to get over to him that I wanted him, but I needed more time.
“All I know is I want you and only you, and—”
“I feel the same way, but you will have to give me space to work this out. It’s a lot to wrap my head around. For one, I’ve found another place to live and I can’t live with you, now.” He opened his mouth to say something and I stopped him. “Let me finish. I’m not saying that eventually I won’t move in with you, but for now I need some space. I’m looking for another job as well.” I’d managed to get all of that out. I felt lighter now. I’d finally faced Lou and had this talk that should never have been postponed.
“Why would you do something like that? You know how I love to be with you. You make me feel alive when you’re around,” Lou added.
I didn’t know what to say. No one had ever said those words to me before, and especially with such warmth and caring. Some men I’d dated might have said, “Get out, you selfish prick,” and I think someone even said, “You’re nothing but a dick, and the sooner you’ve gone from this place the better.”
I wasn’t proud of being selfish, thinking only of myself the way I was doing now, but I wanted to protect this relationship I had with Lou, and the only way I knew how to do that was to get some distance from him until I could give him what he wanted from me—obedience and the respect he deserved for choosing me to be his boy.
LOU HAD WANTED TO HOLD me in his arms and cuddle, prevent me from leaving him today, but I couldn’t stay. I knew if I succumbed to his charms, we’d be in bed all day and I would never leave his house. It was bad enough that we were fucking every hour on the hour. Lou had an insatiable appetite for all things me. I was afraid that I’d give in and be back in his arms with him inside me, and nothing would get accomplished today.
After our talk, Lou promised that he’d give me all the room I needed. He drove me home to my old apartment and offered to move me in my new one, but I refused. I wanted to do that on my own, but I did give him the address just in case of an emergency or if he needed to find me.
On our ride to my old apartment, I explained that everything had happened so suddenly, I didn’t have a chance to think, and things were moving too fast for me. To his credit, Lou advised me to take all the time I wanted.
I begged Lou not to get out of his SUV and to leave me at the door of the apartment when we arrived. Once inside the building, I had no problem with the drugged out manager, because on passing his door I heard him, arguing with someone in his apartment.
I overheard the mention of money and doors being slammed, so I called up a moving company to arrange for them to move me immediately without me being on the premises. I took the clothing I needed, that weren’t packed in boxes, and moved into the house with the older couple.
Then I got a call. I rushed to pick up the phone because I hadn’t heard from Lou in a week. However, the call wasn’t from him.
“Mr. Rae? I know this is short notice, but can you be ready to start work on Monday. We’ve taking care of everything concerning the salary and I think you will be happy with
the package and health care we’re offering. We can send over the papers now so you can look over them and if you have any problems contact me.”
The moment I hung up with the office manager, my email dinged and I received the papers. I had to come to terms that at this moment I would be working for someone else and it was better that I contact Lou before he found out that I’d jumped ship.
“I’d like to speak to Mr. Luca Summer please.”
“I’m sorry but Mr. Summer isn’t in and he’s going to be out for the rest of the week on a personal matter.”
“This is Mr. Rae. Did he leave a message for me?”
“No, sir, but we received your resignation letter.” I hit the red button after telling her goodbye. What was going on with Lou? I paced around the room. Why would he leave for a week and not tell me. Fuck why not? That was just what I was telling him about. We didn’t know anything about each other. He didn’t even know that I was an only child.
Maybe he had friends and relatives I knew nothing about. Yeah of course. That’s it. He had someone else and I was the convenient fuck on the side. But nothing added up. That didn’t make sense. There I was getting jealous when all I had to do was to give in just a little to a man like Lou, sexy, honest, loving, and I wouldn’t have anything to worry about.
But fuck me. I’d always taken the road less traveled.
I’d have to wait and then talk to him. That gave me a week to acclimate to my job at the other firm. I could have had it easy working with Lou, but there I went again making my life difficult.
Before, I controlled everything around me, the men I’d lived with and some I just slept with on occasions even though I was a bottom and considered a submissive. It was no wonder the last man I’d been intimate with told me to ‘get my controlling ass out,’ and ‘no sane man will want you anyway.’
One man even said when I broke the news that I was moving, ‘It doesn’t matter how far you try to run. Go on to San Francisco, you’re bringing the same baggage with you.’ He had hit the nail on the head.